Breakingthewall

the only way to be happy is to be detached from yourself, and the only way to achieve that detachment, at least in part, is to realize your unreality as an individual and that the reality is that you are god, permanent, total. if you don't realize this, it's being an idiot to be happy. the logical thing is to be scared, worried about death, about physical decline, about the thousands of possibilities that a misfortune, of an illness, will happen to you. always alert, anxious

there is a subtle way to prostitute yourself. you really want to have beautiful girls by your side, who take pleasure in having you by your side and having you pleasure with them, but this is difficult. there are many girls who really want and need stability. So you give them stability, which you really don't want, to get them around in return. In addition, your insecurity prevents you from another type of more open relationship. then you're not happy, and you don't know why. Well, because you're not doing what you want, you're subdued. I'm not saying that's the case but it's easy to fall in that

It seems that you are focused on the intellectual and not on the sensations, energy, on the real. I would suggest low doses of mushrooms, they can awaken your sensuality in a surprising way

I would do what I really want, and in this case it seems to finishing. it's a shitty situation where doubts drive you crazy, but it's part of the process of understanding who you really are, what you want from life. I would listen to my inner voice and I would not give it more laps

For me, to be honest, integral, independent, brave, and willing to putting the truth before your interest. the opposite seems to me to be a piece of shit, which is what abounds the most

I can explain it to you logically. you are, right? No doubt about that. let's say you're a part of reality. an infinitesimal part. reality has to be unlimited. since for it not to be so, there should be limits. what limits? the only possible limit to existence would be non-existence, but if you think about it carefully, non-existence does not exist. it is not a black limit on the edges of existence, there are no such edges. existence is limitless. nothing can limit it. that is to say: it is infinite. you are a part of infinity. but it happens that any division of infinity is infinity itself. infinity divided by any number=infinity. therefore, you, yes, you, are infinity itself. since there can only be infinity, and it is one, and it is you. there is no other possibility But it's very different when you really realize that. You are alone. Only you are.

@RMQualtrough well, the point is that there is the truth, and we are rejecting the truth because it scares us. that is normal and if we really want to see the truth we have to go little by little to be able to accept what causes us terror, such as infinity, or loneliness. Before, infinity caused me terror, because i perceived it as total death, but not anymore, it seems to me as liberating as possible. What I don't fully accept is loneliness. It is something that has to be done little by little. when you're there, you can accept it and make it wonderful, or you can have a horror reaction. Lately i had the disturbing feeling that God want to hide that there are not other because perceive it as a jail. It's a very difficult feeling, but let's go deeper

Wrong. The reality is that there is only you. it's pretty scary by the way. it is limitless, infinite, but somehow it is limited. it is limited because no matter how infinity it is, it is always you. you. you. you can not escape. everything is you. Always. eternal, infinite, but you. there is no other. I wonder if God finds this unbearable, because for me, when I have gone deep... Well, it has been quite difficult. I hope because there was a bit of my human ego there.

since you were born they have been talking to you. you have built your vision of the world, of yourself, of reality, basically according to the things that you have been told. either talking to you, in books, in movies. Your whole world is made of words. you are absolutely addicted to words. if there is no one talking to you, you talk to yourself. words structure your mind, parcel it out, give it shape. you cannot live without that form, just as the drug addict cannot live without the drug. you need to hold on to a handhold, so you create it yourself, constantly. You can't shut up for a second. if you did, you would see that there are no limits, no shapes

Take 1,5/2 grs of dry mushrooms, it's strong enough, but is possible to control it, not really long in time, and very friendly and nice the first times. Use to be a wonderful experience full of joy and color, that will show you the power of the psychedelics

believe in something, for example, I am god. integrate that belief in such a way that you think that it is not a belief, but it is direct experience

do you think so? Sounds like a riddle made by a genius to me. each life, a different one. Hidden, deep, brilliantly difficult. with each trap in its exact place. a game of maximum difficulty that you have to play until the end

being human means solving the conundrum, or wallowing in your own shit

being human is a problem that must be solved. being a tuna, or a dog, is not a problem, being human is. It is a very complex puzzle, a labyrinth with a thousand traps. human being is the point between the animal and god, and is dysfunctional by nature. Being human is a challenge.

I know reality have no limits, because limits are no possible

@VeganAwake for you enlightenment is reaching the state of a sardine. I agree that the experience of a sardine is much better than that of an ego, full of anxiety and tensions. ego reality is total shit. but the ego is a necessary step that allows you to go further. you go from the pure experience of the sardine to the ego. It realizes the trap that it means for itself, and has the real possibility of going beyond the sardine. he can transcend pure experience and realize his real nature, the total emptiness that is divinity. without ego there is no realization. a pig can't become enlightened. a human yes. Enlightenment is real. I don't know if permanent is possible, I guess so. think this: maybe there is one more step to take

Yes, the character wants to awaken not only with psychedelics but full time as deep as it's possible, simply because it's real, the truth. Who need lies, barriers?

But if you awake, you could totally accept the moment and enjoy the joy

It's quite easy to understand. It's infinite, and it's you. You are that. it cannot be known, since it is infinite. but it can be understood. if you realize that you are unlimited, that's it, there is nothing more to understand

believe that spirituality is a science that must be learned little by little, from different teachers, progressing every day. believing that you are level 2 dan that you are much better than those who are in their first year, but that you are still very far from your teacher who wears monk clothes and always has a beatific smile, but who already admits you in his circle, and be very proud of it. to think that you are still far away but that thanks to your hard work you are getting closer, when you are walking in circles feeding your ego because you ve not balls to jump to the abyss

the world tends to the right now. Seems that the left has failed to defend the worker, and now it is the quite radical right that assumes the role of defender of the people against big capital. We may think that people are stupid, but the reality is that there is a feeling that a profound change in economic structures is necessary, and the right takes advantage of this and promises revolution. the left continuity. With the crises that are coming, and that shit of the war that happened when the democrats, we will have an abundance of the right, more seeing how weak and lacking in passion the left is in the world

better to vape the first few times. 5 meo makes you something permanent once you've had a real breakthrough. it is as if it breaks your energetic cohesion. you don't do this at first to realize that you are this or that, but to vaporize your ego. vaping is shorter time, but it vaporizes it completely. Once this has happened, you will no longer be the same. breaks something that would otherwise be unbreakable

Not annoying, if there weren't a survival challenge, this would be really bored. The point is to approach survival with passion, to try to give the best of yourself in what you do. It is not easy, but as you have said, when you are aligned, things flow

Most awake, most focused in the moment, so much more efficient in work and business

It's very important if you want to get out of the labyrinth of stupidity and suffering that it means to be human. Survival and reproduction are the hobby