Breakingthewall

Same. all life surrounded by people who look like zombies. except for some exception that I greatly appreciate. not only that they are not interested in understanding, that is the least of it. it is that they are not interested in giving themselves, living with integrity and intensity. just worried about fitting in. petty, small, idiots

Great then. I thought you were in the typical situation: my girlfriend is everything she's supposed to be, but she doesn't fulfill me. Even so, I'm still in the relationship feeling frustrated and dreaming of fucking anyone.

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friend, Already in the middle of your post it was clear. What happens to you is the most typical, the usual. your mind says yes, but the rest of your being says no. don't bother, seriously. You're just going to get shit, falsehood and pain. Be a man, a guy of integrity, and finish. respect yourself. say goodbye to the golden cage and the gods will thank you by becoming a real man

easy, look leo, in the clubs hunting hot girls. the same as the purple stage, red, blue maybe not that they are very shy, orange of course, green maybe more in raves. from the stone age to the future civilization of cyborg demigods... all the same

Imagine that you are a creative artist with a passion for creating. you create matter, galaxies, bacteria, plants....a work of art out of nothing. imagine the beauty of being a plant, or a school of fish. until one day something so complex, so strange, so fascinating occurs to you, such as the structure of the ego, verbal communication, feelings, enlightenment. It would be so fascinating that you could not stop

Agree in everything. the worst drama changes in an instant to nothing, with the right state of consciousness. but we humans have consciously cultivated the states that produce the most suffering. why? I guess it couldn't be any other way, it's in our character. War, possession, etc. everything is illusion and the suffering of a schizophrenic in a baroque mental institution is illusion, but what would you do to avoid it? whatever it takes I guess. for similar suffering pervades the (imaginary) world. What else can we do but try to change that? On an individual level, no doubt. the understanding of the entire structure of the ego and its transcendence liberate and bring a happiness that always was but was veiled. What do you think about what was darkening that life, about the shit that made your life bitter? you embittered yourself, but to a large extent, you were programmed by others to do so. you have to fight against that. against any mental oppression, conditioned acceptance, fear. the human being is mostly a terrified idiot running at 10%, I think that to get out of there, you have to act, that's why I say a war

The thing is: if you're willing to die, if your life doesn't matter to you, why not find a warm beach, hang a hammock between two trees, and wait whatever time it takes, 20, 30 years, doing absolutely nothing, eating some coconuts or whatever they give you, and looking at the clouds and the sea?

perhaps war is exaggerated, but the sadness and human frustration are enormous. the ego is crazy software that enslaves, and hardly anyone even knows it exists. of course it is all imaginary, we are in the imaginary labyrinth of the rats, but even imaginary we have to get out of it and make it possible for others to get out. True, it's like a game, hard but a game. but be careful not to play well, it gets ugly

humanity suffers because it has been repressing itself for millennia, crushing the foot to fit the shoe. to produce castrated individuals who fit their position. until recently, to kill each other, to enslave, to submit. We suffer because we have inherited that shit and we have to conquer our freedom with great difficulty, a lot of passion. is not: meditate and think positive. no. You have to go very deep, understand your heritage, the chains with which you were imprisoned. it is a work for genius, a true odyssey. This war is not won on the meditation cushion alone, although it is essential. you have to win it on the street, in the reality of this world. people suffer, they have shitty lives, frustrated, without love, without any joy, mired in idiocy. The human being is bitter and it would be better for him to disappear if he continues like this. it has to evolve, but I don't know if this is possible on a large scale

@TheAvatarState opening up to the present and leaving the mental, the conceptual, is not something that can be done at will, at least for me, but it's possible and very real. you already know that no idea is the truth, right? the truth is limitless, you cannot think. but even knowing this, we think. for me there is no single way, the first thing is that a real opening has happened, meditating, psychedelic or whatever. It's fundamental to achieve this . After, is to add daily meditation, constant intention of opening, of leaving the smallness of the mind, and I also need chemical help. when I see that my ego begins to turn to stone again, I begin to fossilize, and there is no meditation that softens it, I give it a 5 meo bomb and I can be free again. The good thing is that it is needed more sporadic, but I admit that without that I would end up fossilized

@TheAvatarState realizing things with psychedelics is useful but up to a point. you become the whole for a while, and then what? you incorporate that experience into your hard drive and continue to interpret reality analytically. what do you get with that? well, a certain detachment, less fear of death, maybe, but you are not embodying the truth. if you are not open to the truth all the time, your life is gray. if you also know that the ego is false, you don't even have the false consolation of the ego. you are empty, you have to be able to open up, to get out of the conceptual mind, to live like that all the time. if not, you live fossilized, like a walking dead man. The good thing is that there is only one path for you. drop the concept, get out of the mind, open up to the present

Jesus Christ is a beautiful parable that explains that human beings must transcend selfishness to stop suffering. As an example, Jesus surrenders himself to torture and death for the good of his fellow men, completely renouncing his ego, and thus enters paradise. the coming of Christ means an era where the human being is truly selfless, where the main value is to give the best of oneself for the privilege of doing so.

according to all spiritual traditions this life is a kind of test, and there is reincarnation. This cannot be known, but if even the Buddha said it, we are not going to throw it to the ground either. according to that theory, if you take the shortcut and don't do your homework, there will be very unpleasant consequences for "you". what you have to do is fight for your life, and that's it. you have nothing to lose and there is nothing better to do

Substitute one nonsense for another. what is the goal? continue to be an egotistical idiot but also crazy? Sounds great

Yes, a belief that is only useful to confuse the mind. alone, accompanied, they are just ideas

It is. For me the most important thing is what is left after. You are driving, you look at the landscape and that feeling of absoluteness, miracle, light, unfathomable happiness, without explanation invades you. it seems that the ego is going to fragment every moment and behind the apparent reality there is going to be an explosion, infinity, love, glory. As you said in your report, I'm not saying that everyone should do it, but...

when I did 5 meo, I realized that infinity was focused on forming my bubble of experience, and that the entire universe was limited to that bubble, those memories, that concrete illusion, this exact moment, and that behind this kind of hologram without substance there was nothing. all absolutely clear. Was not feeling of lonely because the unfathomable infinity was not lonely at all. but after some minutes I was trying to find the logic in this and what happened to me right now happened to me: it seems impossible to me, the others exist and have their own bubble. It's a dream, whatever, but it's another dream. we are the same but with another form. I can't find another explanation that you see yourself as integer infinity because any section of infinity is integer infinity anyway...what is the difference between alone or not alone? there is only the absolute, the rest is the appearance of limitation in infinity... alone, accompanied, it is the same

rather in 200 years. until recently it was impossible for a computer, no matter how powerful, to beat a go master. recently, an artificial intelligence learned playing against itself like 30 min and won the world champion. this is nothing. with a powerful enough processor an ai would have no limit, and quantum processors are going to arrive soon it seems

I would say, without knowing details, that you have had a profound experience with psychedelics, in which you have realized the illusory nature of apparent reality, of what you really are, and now you have turned that experience into what you believe it to be the reality. you are god etc. but you're not seeing it right now. you remember it, and you know that at that time it was something indubitable, that's why you know it's true, but reality appears conceptual, gray, lifeless. If you were seeing right now through the veil, through the ideas of the ego, your feeling would be joy. the absolute is total fulfillment and there is nothing to understand or question, just letting yourself be filled.

I think it would be at another level: fusion reactors, the ability to modify the atom and create matter at will... impossible to know

metabolism is processing matter to incorporate it into the body and continue to function. An organism is basically a programmed machine capable of extracting energy from the surrounding environment and reproducing. its programming is in the genes and these reprogram themselves according to the conditions around them, and also by a mysterious tendency to increase in complexity. An organism is nothing more than a matter processor, invisible energy patterns capable of changing shape to continue existing. any form of life is the same: a material support for the gene. A machine could be created with a programming capable of learning from itself in an unlimited way and that in its center was written the absolute necessity of perpetuating itself and increasing in complexity.

question is: what is a living organism? a stone, for example, is a set of atoms. really a stone is nothing defined, you take away half of it and it remains a stone. an organism is not a set of atoms. it is a pattern in which each atom occupies an exact place, and is constantly exchanged for another equal atom. This pattern is defined by a programming written in the genes, where the possible reactions of the organism to the external environment are indicated. a computer, given enough power, could be programmed to replicate exactly, and even more efficiently, the behavior of life, and evolve. what would be the difference with an organism?

meditation and willingness to confront the trauma and look it in the face. minute by minute, day by day, year after year. each moment a little more dissolved, until you look the trauma in the face and it's nothing. she's trying, that's what's important. there is will. the problem will be overcome.