Breakingthewall

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  1. Really? I would absolutely doubt any statement like that. I am not saying that shadguru is not what he claims to be, but he may be a fraud. has too much artifice, too much eagerness to convince
  2. I wouldn't say you have to focus in yourself. I am learning the game. I didn't even know what it was one month ago, I find it fascinating. for me it is to create a situation, an energy, where the sexual flourishes. For this I see that you have to be in the no-mind mainly, you have to focus on what is happening between the two of you, as if there were a movement, a current, between you and the girl. It has happened to me the last two times that I have fallen apart. after an entrance in the street, 30 minutes of conversation standing in the street, slow, flow, getting hot, and suddenly I lose it, I am wishing that she was gone...and I have let out two girls of a level of beauty that until now I would have thought that It is way beyond my possibilities. I don't even ask for the phone, I want it to happen at that moment, and if not, there will be another. it's absolutely exciting, the street is like the jungle and I'm the hunter...but my goal is not a fuck, it's the sexual energy, I want to create it from the nothing, be able to handle it, direct it, a dance. an art that I am far from mastering
  3. @NoSelfSelfWell, maybe I'm not sure what "game" means here. if you mean to create a situation where things flow, then yes, I agree. But imo often it's impossible, but because me , no feeling .
  4. I don't think so, If you really enjoy the presence, the erotic charge will be in the environment. you will be talking to her and your dick will be hard and you will be thinking about sticking your tongue in her mouth, but in a state of relaxing. if that energy is created, the thing happens effortlessly. If there is no such energy, why try? Try when the thing isn't real is the recipe to be ridiculous
  5. Maybe no, but there will be several people, with some leaders, who will have some ideas...and 3 months is a long time of coexistence and dynamics are established. My advice would be: be independent. look for solitude
  6. There is no game, just enjoy the presence of a girl, enjoy that moment, make a connection, and see what happens. the process is the goal
  7. wars are always made to get something, and if the nukes start flying, nobody will get anything. not even a psychopath wants to live the rest of his life in a bunker
  8. humans are a very strange animal. any other animal can understand quite complex things, but it has a limit. you can't teach a monkey to multiply, it's impossible. instead, the human can understand...everything. absolutely. If you teleport a human from 200,000 years ago to the present day, they could learn quantum physics or whatever. it would be said that the human being is called to completely dominate the mechanics of the universe. to be immortal, to be biologically modified, to adapt to quantum implants, to totally understand reality, infinity, god. what we are doing here will be spirituality for children of 8 years in the future. in a thousand or 2000 years human will be a god and will colonize the universe
  9. A novel is not fake, it's a novel. This reality is not false, it's what it is. in my opinion, to think: all this is imaginary, it is ego. all this is what it is, and we simply have to abandon ourself to it. having the need to tell people that it's imaginary or something like that is totally contradictory. tell them they're not real? If they are not real, what need is there? but they are real in the same way that I am. the need to conceptualize is the problem. all that about: I am alone, I am creating others, it is something that we may have seen a few days ago with the help of psychedelics, but right now, at this moment, we are not seeing it. the thing is much deeper and very different from what we conceptualize now, so it is best to forget any idea and let go. Completely forget the need for someone else to understand me. go beyond the ego ultimately
  10. In my opinion, is one more of the barriers that you put to avoid to go deeper. don't be scared and move on. enter it more times until you can be there. I found myself with another type of barrier and also had the feeling that I had to be helped by others. they are just obstacles that you put on yourself. mine was like this: I do 5 meo and there is a field with no limits of death . infinite absence. a vibe of total horror. just a barrier, a software firewall. swim in it and break it
  11. Yeah, i know, before I was making the preparations, slowly but steadily. now the real begins. Thanks for the inspiration, great job.
  12. continue with my training. Today I vaped 18 mg and I got for the first time totally became the indescribable without limit without feeling horror. What a liberation....no words. I think two or three times more like this, and I start with the most serious ROA
  13. I'm 100% sure that I'm just scratching the surface, but i don't stop going deeper. Nothing is more interesting. Everything else are kids games. Anyway, i can tell you that I've gone pretty deep with psychedelics, not the deepest, but enough to became limitless. but so what? right now that's just a memory, remembers, that is fading. right now my experience is limited and dual, but ve seen enough to know that words are more and obstacle that anything else. I'm don't doing that lalalala, I'm listening everything that anyone say, but only as a curiosity, and you explanations use to be in negative. Like : you are wrong, Leo is wrong, etc. I'd like more to read about you experience or your perceptions
  14. It's a game because no one can give you the answer. it is something you have to see and if you try to translate it into words, you have lost it. but it's still interesting to talk about this
  15. You feel that maybe...that's the problem. first of all you must know yourself deeply, to the root. there is more there than you think. Layers and layers to be revealed. most people don't even scratch the surface, and live in the unconscious. This makes you drive the car blind. it is normal to have one accident after another
  16. The thing is to find people willing to love and be loved, with no more interest than that, and be willing to do the same. and forget about connecting mentally and sharing ideas. share who you are, your essence. wants to give you, open you totally. but to fully open up you have to let go of the need to impress, to be valued. More than enough enough to be loved, and more important, to love
  17. therefore, to say that reality is nothing is meaningless. existence exists, and the adjectives we put on it have no meaning since it is absolute, there is no inside or outside. the same goes for the no self. the self is the subject experiencing an object. in the absolute there is no subject and object, with which it can be said that there is no me, but at the same time, everything is me, since I am the absolute, because only the absolute is, and i am. It's a different way of me, but me after all So again the question: why it seems relative? A subject, me, perceiving objects. Why so deliberate? I'm asking only as a mental game, but i think it's interesting, even the thing is beyond logic
  18. mine is at level 2 or 3, trying to be 1. I was at a solid 8, but I've realized that all that understanding and knowing is nonsense. I just want to open my mind to the absolute unlimited, and for that you have to remove everything else. and it is completely absurd to try to explain that or anything else to anyone.
  19. @JoeVolcano So? There is nothing? What is nothing? Me walking on the street right now?
  20. there is only this and there is not outside or inside, but this has a depth that we cannot see. we only see the surface. the dream and the dreamer are the same, so the purpose is within the dream, but the dream is everything. so the question remains valid: why this?
  21. No, the purpose could be the cause of the dream, not something inside the dream.
  22. It seems that human nature has a very powerful side that tends to deep dysfunction, suffering, war, both internally and externally. society is only a reflection of the human interior. even so, there is a positive trend. at least at the entrances to the cities there are no rows of impaled people as a warning. Even so, the human being is cursed, expelled from Eden. that is our destiny. For me, the only possible path is total transcendence. the ultimate goal of being a human is that. or so it seems to me. the human being is an enigma in itself, a labyrinth that only has one solution: stop being human
  23. Yes, i was talking about the dream, if it is a larger context or not. If there is a purpose or not.
  24. It depends on how you consider it. Does the dream have any purpose? It seems extremely deliberate. is the dream evolutionary? Or is the concept of evolution foreign to the consciousness of God? from our mentality it seems impossible for something to be without purpose. you can say that the purpose is to be, but it is already a purpose. be more complex? all traditions and mystics have spoken of reincarnation. continuity, evolution. It seems logical. although your idea also seems to me
  25. in Roman law the paterfamilias could kill his wife if he wanted. 200 years ago, the figure of honor killing was in almost all penal codes. the native americans sold their women if they wanted, God took out a rib from adam and created the woman to keep company and serve the man etc etc.