Breakingthewall

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There is no madness, i could explain you totally clearly. I'm talking about ego death with 5 meo DMT. My experience is , several times, this: i do, and the absolute void, the total absence. The reality is absolute and it's total death. You don't want to experience that. But it's the price. After that shit, 5 min later, i do 5 meo again, more dose, and direct to the horror. This time the absolute void reveals as absolute I. Seems the same because both are emptiness, but one is death, and the other is the unlimited source of existence, the infinity. You encompass all the infinity, the absolute freedom, and in an absolute joy of being you, more that any dream, the wildest, the I absolute AM manifest. That is what you are

The thing isn't so obvious. The I AM is behind the absolute void. You have to cross the real death to realize it. At the end it's the same i that is now, but now is relative. There is in and out. To realize the absolute I, where even the idea of out is impossible, you have to die, to immerse in the total emptiness

Ha, great post. Infinity is the total lack of sense, the unthinkable. To Think is limiting the infinity, just an illusion

there is a dead absolute void absent from everything. It is the total zero and it is horrible. if you are able to enter that emptiness without reservation and accept it, and totally kill yourself, it will open and the Absolute will be, that is enlightenment

@amanen Are you? I missed Michael!

There is a next step, when there is not a viewer and a view, just the absolute. That is the i am. It's the infinity.

When? Do you mean ego death? Without ego still you are. You always are there

Yeah, could be. Just offer the other cheek. And same time, fight with all that you have

The absolute is i. I am who I am. There is nothing but i. Reality is i. Existence is i. Nothing is outside i. "Outside" is an absurd. And you, the person who is thinking about it, is the i. The only

Exactly. At the end, i am. It's like a bomb: I AM. That's everything . Absolute. The bottom of reality

but behind all its apparent torture, the horror of the madness of the human condition, is the pure light of existence. absolute perfection. Everyone is enlightened, but they can't see it . All the suffering is illusion, all the mess is just an appearance I see the torture in the same extent I'm torturing myself. I see their light in the same extent i see the light in myself When you see the unreality of your suffering, of the self, automatically you see the unreality of the others. All them are enlightened. Everything is

Yeah, the experience is just a creation of the self. But what a creation.... fucking self. The thing is tricky and really difficult to get. But there is more than that. At the end, it's an apparent self. How?

well, it's a point of view. mine now is that i've taken lsd and i'm walking down the boardwalk of a small town, watching families interact, girls, aggressive guys , the sad old people, and all that, and my insight is: what a craziness. a virus that makes them/us all disappear would be the most merciful thing. I can't stop watching people. It's like a kingdom of hell, and we have to find the exit. It's impossible for the waste majority. They are totally trapped. pure children who become twisted adults like tree roots. over and over again this dance of torture I imagine myself with a katana executing a dance of love, beheading them one by one to free them from their prison. but I know somehow that they will be reconfigured, that their patterns must be unraveled little by little, in thousands of incarnations of madness, confusion and suffering. And in the middle i see an old man, his head looks like an old tortoise, he is alone and basking in the sun. he is absolutely happy. A kid again. I also see a group of teens Africans, they speak in their language, just arrived from Senegal, they seem something else, so different... free. For now and only one idea comes to my mind: god, purify us with chaos. But no...it's not going to be so easy . We have to exit by the other side

Maybe it's just a wrong, flat and superficial interpretation of reality, a kind of egomaniac delusion. We have to be open to that Or maybe it's a twisted idea, like: I'm imagining you and you are imagining me. That sounds like that, a delirium. If you adopt a belief, try another less psychotic. If you are alone is as existence, not as pov. It's a confusion of levels

Yesterday I hit 5 meo at night on the beach, and this was: I am the total reality. but me, the person. the entire cosmos begins with my birth and ends with my death. I am God and the cosmos, which is infinite, is just a breath for me. everything that comes out of me is infinite. this has an unimaginable and crazy scope. me, and you, are exactly the same right now. me, god, right now i'm having all the experiences that can exist, i'm seeing all the sights that can be seen, smelling all the smells. I snap my fingers and infinite universes containing infinite universes containing infinite universes form in my mind. I, the person who is now writing in a coffee shop, am that, completely. There is nothing outside of me, because you are not outside of me. you are exactly me, with a seemingly different outfit. when my breath ends, all that cosmos of infinite multiverses will disappear. although I guess I'll breathe again, and my breath is an infinite universe, my gaze, another infinity. everything I do or think expands to infinity. for me it is something normal, since the nature of reality is infinite. an infinity within another infinitely. For me, a look supposes the creation of endless multiverses. nothing has an end. everything unfolds infinitely. my power is infinite. I am not nothing, nor consciousness. I am god. god the omnipotent power of infinite depth. of infinite intelligence. do you understand? infinite power...no, we can't understand.

I don't think Leo is a teacher. He's a guy who explain his insights about spirituality and about life. Maybe a genius, an inspiration, but not a teacher. You can learn of him that the truth in inside you because you are the truth, and that it's possible to realize that doing psychedelic, more than enough. More that anything you could learn from other teachers. But listen all his content about spirituality and adopt it as a belief worths nothing. Like any other belief

Maybe because he loves to feel special? Don't forget he's a super star ?. Anyway, i love you Leo, and i admire your work

It's not like that. It's the real thing, to unfold the reality, that is hidden. You are the obstacle that hidden the reality. It's not a game like be athlete

Yeah, the desires are the limits. they form the self which is the illusion of being limited. what at this moment is creating the fiction that I am a person writing. it's just the infinite reality being, right now. but enlightenment for me is not what leo says: to know things. I know that only I exist, I know that I am creating this for this reason, etc. enlightenment is to be what you really are, what you have always been if you erase the form you are creating with the energy of desire. that is you, the infinite, which is love and intelligence without limits, but above all it is you. you recognize yourself in it, back home. But...there is more. You can go deeper, as leo says, and it's fascinating.

No, you can be enlightened for 10 minutes, and after get limited again. Be enlightened is break your limits, became infinite. When you are limited again, you remember, but the remembering fades, get corrupted. You have to be limitless again

And really i don't think that of the degrees. There is only one awakening: to the infinite empty depth that is infinite full love that we are. Others are aspects of that, and they are infinite, so it's the same one level or another

Yeah but that mind is infinite and have infinite manifestations, inside each one are infinite manifestations. All is only one, and is you and me, the infinite depth. But you exist and me too. As illusion, because are one, but still existing

No games. There are many levels of awakening. For sure I'm awake in some level. And i had deep awakenings lately with psychedelics, but after a day they are memory, they seems unreal. That's the problem with psychedelics. We are not enlightened. I want to go to the deepest possible, and keep the opening to reality full time. No fear. i've already noticed that when someone says they've taken psychedelics and repeats exactly what you say, i'm god, solipsism is the truth, this is like a videogame that i make so as not to get bored, you tell them: you got it, namaste. who knows if you're wrong . Sometimes you sound very profound, like the poem, sometimes very flat, superficial. Same as others here. We are limited, that's the human condition

Seems that he isn't getting the dimension of "others" and also seems to have the duty of never showing doubt. he has attained omniscience. but then you see the video of infinite gods and he starts: maybe there are other dimensions that are impossible to perceive from this one? in Short: I have no fucking idea. which is perfect, honest and real. but then here in the forum, everything is: poor apprentice, you don't reach the sole of my shoes ?. Leo Leo, how's possible that only my pow is real, explain me please - awake stupid, you can't get it, it's too advanced for you. Well....it's not useful, at least for me