Breakingthewall

That you have had a mystical experience in the past, and you have seen the videos in which it is said that you are God, does not mean that you are. It has become a concept, ego, only more twisted. the only way to know what you are is to realize it in the present moment. Other things are ideas. explaining these ideas to someone is pointless as they are just like any other idea, ego.

the ego is what " should be" and is satisfied if everything is as it should be: world without diseases, no boredom, money to spare, everyone extremely handsome, there should be no old age, and everyone should have a penis 21.5 cm.

question: who am I? to understand what the ego is. who you are is your preferences. identify self with preference. understand that preference is relative, survival. Take it out of the equation and there will be the "what are you" which is not a what. Is the present , indefinable and unfathomable

You are not alone because there is no you. you play with that idea, from the self. when the self disappears there is no loneliness or company, there is only what is, impersonal, empty of content, bottomless.

it means that you realize that you are infinite, so it does not matter full or empty, bad or good, something or nothing. then all your life content = no life content

salvia is interesting to see how weird things can get. Like: reality is a demonic cry between heartbroken and festive. everything is fragmented and behind the substance of reality rebounds. you're bouncing and the walls of your house are evil. the goddess kali approaches you and wants to kiss you. you don't see her but you feel her spirit, her enormous tension. you see colorful monkeys with geometric shapes that perform a sinister, rhythmic, syncopated dance . everything is spicy and wrinkled. reality wrinkles. in the middle of this party you can't think: wow, this thing is strange. nothing, you can just live all that madness without a second to get out of the situation. a roller coaster of varied follies. interesting but I do not see the spiritual utility. it is a masochistic, aggressive, cutting substance. the times I have repeated it, after a second of doing it I have had the overwhelming feeling of: no, not this again. I guess I'll never do it again, although on the other hand I don't like being afraid of a psychedelic

and yet it is divided infinitely. although it is an apparent division, since the experience you are having is apparent. the same as the past and the future. there is only the empty now. everything apparent is not real. you are me right now, I am you right now. all the paraphernalia that surrounds us and makes us different is not real, a special effect

God is not terrified nor does he need to escape from loneliness, right? Great insight and explanation. 5 Meo trip maybe?

What happened? from what I read in your posts I thought that for you vaping 20 mg was like having a coffee in the morning ??. Any bad experience?

interesting mindfuck. the timeless state is always. right now. Since right now there is a dream, an appearance, why should there have been a "time" when there was no dream? there was another dream, and another, and another ... infinite times. with infinite timeless pauses between dream and dream, so no pauses. backwards and forwards in infinity. which is the same as absolutely nothing happening

Isn't that loneliness a thought that arises when you have other thoughts about how you created others to wake up? embodies the moment without defining or labeling. all those ideas are ego, separation. It does not matter to find friends who think they are God or that they are alone, the important thing is to find friends to love. flow and forget the ideas. All the ideas are just ideas, doesn't matter if they are accurate or not

Suffering is the distortion between what should be and what is. if you equalize both until they are one, the suffering disappears. It remains what it is, you can call it love or whatever you want, better remove the labels and embody what it is

I've been in sales in the past and started my own business very fast. I always had a principle in selling: never lie, not in the least. If you never lie, the client will perceive that you never lie. instinctively trusts you. And he do well, since you never lie. things will turn out

@Nahm you are right as far as I'm concerned . I think that the romantic relationship is an instinctive relationship in which humans allow ourselves to be carried away by a "trap" that nature sets for procreation, and that has nothing to do with friendship, selflessness and nobility. As we create family ties, we have established that sexuality must be accompanied by commitment, which inevitably (imo) leads to frustration, guilt and pretense. with what I prefer to let myself go, cultivate relationships of pure friendship in which desire does not intervene, and enjoy sex if life brings me that, and if it does not, try to forget sex, which is not easy With the sole exception of deciding to have children, a situation that I am not sure how to approach but that would have to arise in a clear, spontaneous and perfect way. if not, there is no problem in not having them. it is a very complicated matter. interesting to consider innovative possibilities On second thought, the honest thing, the right thing, would be to avoid sex except with the intention of procreating, or at least if you don't care if that happens. anything else is falsehood. Really complicated matter. Honesty, i don't know where is the right behavior here. This is the problem if you analyze this matter...better to flow and let's go to the troubles? Pd: i withdraw all of the above, I just know that I know nothing

do not underestimate sex. It's not: oh, we like each other and we like Disneyland and wine. Let's make boyfriends and then let's have sex. no. is, if a kiss flows, if the contact takes your breath away, if, in short, sex works as it should ... that person and you are essentially compatible. your body knows more than your mind. mind for business, for relationships 100% energy. Letting yourself be carried away by the mind when it comes to a relationship is a guarantee of eternal boredom, gray life and being a coward. if the heart flows, the mind must adapt, even if the chosen person is the opposite of "the person in your dreams"(ufff)

@RoerAmit if i where you, I'd do 1,5 g of dry mushrooms, maybe 2 gr. This will put you in perspective of what you are doing. If you do, for example, 5 gr, you may have a very bad experience. In my opinion, the first thing is to clean the trauma with those medium doses, which will put you in front of the mirror in a way that you cannot imagine. once you have no problem with trauma (this is already a revolution), you can aspire to transcendence. i would make mushrooms before lsd, they are kinder and the trip is shorter

from an absolute point of view, any differentiation is illusion. it is you, with your differentiating activity, who is creating the apparent reality. and you are that: differentiating activity. to completely cease differentiating activity is complete enlightenment, the cessation of the self. there the "real" is manifested, which is the substance of the illusion but without the apparent forms that the activity of the self gives it. just glimpses. total cessation without psychedelics is not common

Because for many people, not having sex means not being accepted, like not having views on Instagram. his self-esteem depends on the value that the social paradigm gives them. they literally prostitute themselves in exchange for approval. much more degrading than money, that at least you need it to live . the word mediocre is too generous to indicate their misery. but that's the way most people are.

Yes, if there is magic, there is magic, and if there isn't...there isn't. and anything else is irrelevant

@Yeah Yeah the sex is beautiful, wonderful, but not for those fucking chad. those just jerk off looking at his cock in the mirror. what they do is worth nothing. do not be envious. It is better to be a virgin than a clown who feeds his ego by collecting pussies. It doesn't matter if you lose your virginity at 35 or 45, if something authentic and beautiful comes into your life, enjoy it. do not be envious of the people you see out there, they are all overwhelmed, cheap relationships, feed my ego and feed yours. anxiety, misery. The paradise they don't let you in is not a paradise, it's a fucking shit. a scam for dummies.

Zero .completely irrelevant. If there is magic, the thing flows, a kiss is an explosion of sensuality, seeing that person is joy, after sex you do not know who you are and who she is, in sex you merge hours with each other ... is someone going to think something about nothing?

@LastThursday all you said is great except because you aren't old. the issue is when your health begins to decline. when you are 82 years old. You may think: well, if you are that age, you have already lived and you accept that everyone has to die, etc. etc. but the reality is that your current experience, which is the only thing that exists, is a completely decadent body and zero expectations for the future. Or are you quite illuminated, and you see infinity in everything, in a sunset, in an insect, in a conversation. then it may be the best stage of your life. old age encourages detachment. is living on the razor's edge, nothing to lose, nothing to gain. death as close as in the trenches. Example Hoffman or junger, both psychedelic users who lived until 102. BUT ... if you are not enlightened, if you are attached, if you live in your little mind of the past and the future ... welcome to hell

let the experience that is seemingly happening happen. resist the urge to know or value, just let it happen, now. this is all. and it expands, it has no limits. It is you

everything is real, or rather, is. the illusion is that it seems limited. there is no state sleep and awake, there is the illusion of limits and duality that is what we call the sleeping state and the dissolution of that illusion of limitation that is awake

life clearly indicates the way forward: total transcendence. you have to reach the complete dissolution of your ego, to purify yourself completely. no trace of preference. you have to die completely and be completely empty. I would forget about psychological treatment and any attempt to heal your personal history. you have to leave it behind, change the skin like a reptile. it is fortunate since any personal story is a burden, but almost no one is capable of transcending it. I would use psychedelics without a doubt, any means at my disposal. nothing to lose. None of us have anything to lose, except mirages, but in your case that is more evident, that is all. embrace your suffering because it is the door to infinity. the last will be the first, you know