Breakingthewall

Yeah, exactly. I wrote this recently, I feel like sharing it, but not opening a thread, and it's the same as what the op says Toke (5meodmt): Absolute. The absolute is total death, the total joke, the dead, square void. No scape. An ocean of death. I get up .... good! Horrible, motherfucking. This is the reality. Let's see it again. Another undetermined toke, I think: give me horror. Absolute, dead. Accepted....you gave me everything. Dude, this doesn't make any sense. It's pure love, it's what I always was. I lost a few seconds in this thing called life. This is nothing special, it's what it always was, and my friend... it can't be better. It's me, of course. I don't know how to explain this. I won't fear again, never. Shit, i already forgot.

First, to work very seriously on building a solid ego capable of adapting to the world, of being independent, strong and self-confident after being tested in many seriously hard tests. then deconstruct it. For some it can be a relatively short process, and for others it can take decades, depending on the cards you have been dealt in the game. Shortcuts doesn't work

Are you serious? Or maybe i didn't understand you. things don't work like that. the ego is a machine of duality. contrasts you and what is not you. you can collapse the ego at any time, and there is no more you, right. It is the state in which mystics like Ramakrishna live when they spend 4 days drooling in ecstasy. there is no voice of the mind, there is no duality. even I can be in that state if I use drugs, and somehow without. if there is no more duality, what remains is the absolute. the total void that exists, that lives with more intensity than a big bang. The sacred source of life. you can't call this nothing, maybe you can call it god. It's very strange because we are used to the duality. Always there is a perceptor, a subject, and a object that is perceived. But if there are not two anymore, you are in a different plane. but there is still existence. in fact true existence is this, duality is illusion. nothing new, what they call mystique is nothing more than that, turn off the ego with his small perception and open yourself to the ocean of the existence that you really are

Have you ever, when you were a child, or perhaps now, felt the call of adventure? Do you know that there are people who voluntarily go to war, who sail alone through Antarctica, who find fulfillment in a knife fight? why do you think this happens? That would be you if you weren't afraid. Do you like movies where the protagonist faces death, torture? why would you like something like that? why does everyone like that? because it is deep, it is diving into the wells of existence. Do you think that God, the very existence that arises from unlimited nothingness and is perfect love, brilliant goodness, would be afraid to give himself up to martyrdom for the sake of depth, of greater love?

Great insight of the ego but I argue that part. As the ego is disconnected, reality does not shatter, only the narrative of the ego that veils reality deconstructs. what happens is that you are getting into something incredible. First, unlimited emptiness. terribly absence of ego. then in that emptiness something manifests. you see from its unfathomable depths springs the source of existence, pure, sacred. an endless spring of perfect goodness, illogical absence of limits that makes you kneel bathed in tears for the purity that you witness . then you don't see that anymore, you become it. then the thing becomes inexplicable because it is absolute. you are and you are absolute. there is nothing with which you can contrast yourself. there is nothing outside. there is no outside or inside, it is not two, but neither is it one, since one is in contrast to many. it is absolute and it is power. it is omnipotence , and was too strange how is possible that madness that is reality? I don't know, but if you carefully observe the reality of the ego, the conclusion is that it couldn't be otherwise. existence exists. mystery

@Razard86 Submission to aggression is not the same as voluntary submission to the group. the second is a fundamental characteristic of the human. the individual knows in an atavistic way that his survival as a species depends on the group and puts the group's good before his own. But on a mystical level, as Jesus said, submission means letting go of the current, not being reactive, since being reactive strengthens the ego. but sometimes we have to strengthen the ego and let it fulfill its function, and preserve our freedom.

months ago I took 2 grams of mushrooms. right after, when they still hadn't had an effect on me, the phone rang. shit, I forgot to put it in airplane mode. a work call. If I don't answer it, I'll be thinking about it all the time, so I pick up the phone and the guy spends 20 minutes with his very anxious energy explaining projects and things that we could do (he's work addict ex addicted to cocaine and alcohol). Finish, then the mushrooms take effect. all the time I saw how my energy and that of the guy intertwined. they mixed, it was something visual. I was one energy pattern and he another, and we mixed in a kind of dance in which I absorbed his quality, very deeply, Wich is really like toxic . I saw that every little interaction does this. the other person gets into you. what happens is that if your consciousness is low you don't notice it, but it happens anyway I don't know if it's possible to avoid or control it

being human is a game with thousands of traps. a masterful creation of the total intelligence

@Razard86 i saw again a while, and nothing is scary. I heard a very good explanation about the surrender of the ego. it's scary, it's true, but not so much, the ego is false. living in falsehood is shit. only the truth will set us free, and it is more than any idea about it. it is the glory, the sacred source from which flows pure love, the shining light of beauty, the impossibly perfection. And the ego is mud. The only problem for the "i" is that the truth is not an "i". Well , maybe it's a big problem

I would say that that precisely those questions can only be answered from the silence of the mind, and after be translated into words. what we are is total intelligence, and that intelligence manifests itself in silence. Thought should not be underestimated as a tool, but it is limited. it comes with language, without language there is no thought. it is the development of learned ideas, never totally original. the original comes from the void. for example, kant is an example of reaching conclusions through the development of thought, and Einstein through pure intuition, albeit in a mind prepared and educated for it

I guess he mean that they are the ones who communicate their direct intuition, those to whom ideas come by themselves, not those who get lost in mental processes and reach conclusions

To say that is idle speculation. The thing is that others are real to the same extent as me. There are countless apparent experiences occurring right now. when they disintegrate like a soap bubble, the absolute remains, and you disappear, since you are not real. what is difficult to understand is how is possible that many experiences occur at the same time and are related to each other. but that's how it is. It's difficult to explain the infinity too, the existence. not long ago everyone would have rushed to say: only your experience is real, there are no others. now it seems that the trend is not so clear. better, since that was false

What is? I just watched the end of the video and he talks about you will experience everything, every sunset, every abuse, etc. You mean that when you said the scary final goal?

leo's explanation on this imo is very confusing. Listening to him, it follows that only I exist as an absolute disguised as an ego, that the others are imaginary, created by the absolute to provide an experience of others to this imaginary ego, but which is ultimately the absolute in disguise. this explanation has made many uneasy. Before than the video of multiple gods appears, many people here repeated the mantra: only you exist, the rest are imaginary. Only you are real (you as an ego). If they were questioned, they would reply: Wake up, fool! after the other video they no longer repeat that mantra. funny

@Razard86 @Tyler Robinson yeah, i guess that this is what jesus meant by turning the other cheek and that the kingdom of heaven belongs to the meek. any defense based on anger strengthens the ego

The reason I respect you, Leo, is because of your commitment to the truth. So far I haven't seen any crack

if you were totally conscious, your mind and body would be in a kind of absolute explosion. You would be drooling, shitting yourself, and you would not be able to articulate a word. your mind would be an infinite well, and your body a kundalini driver at 10,000 w. They would sedate you to prevent your death in a few days, and they would declare you totally disabled.

That is submission. If that person wanted to destroy your face with a knife and break your bones, then you would know what hate is and your reaction would be rage.

precisely the Big Bang. then, out of nowhere, a dimensionless point that contains all the mass of the universe, explodes in an unimaginable explosion and gives rise to particles that all combine with each other by virtue of perfect laws that give rise to ordered orbs in which it is forged matter, recombines, until giving rise to self-replicating patterns called life that give rise to you writing that all this is random

He means the god of religions. osho was a clown but also a genius

go deeper into your darkness, into your trauma. It's deeper and more intricate than you think, and the strategies you use to cover it up keep you in anxiety. face your pain and set yourself free

Seems because all are just shapes. Why, i don't know. Maybe just because it's possible.

real is absolute existence. imaginary, the things that seem to arise in it and relate to each other

There exist , but ultimately they are apparent. look at it from a material point of view: all reality is made up of the same particles, combined differently. each organism is a pattern in which quadrillions of particles are located exactly. what is this pattern? is something? inert matter is also organized according to physical laws. a planet is a set of particles organized by these laws. what are these laws? are they something? And these elementary particles, if you break them down to the last, they are just energy taking a shape. what is energy? And the shape? Is something? it is all the emptiness "imagining" itself and creating an artistic mosaic that goes far beyond what our mind can conceive. the same as if you penetrate a particle to the end, if you penetrate yourself to the end, you will find an infinite, absolute void, in which everything is possible. that emptiness is you, or me. we are the same. The thing is that this emptiness has a quality, it is. it is full power. absolute power. There is not outside. It is not so difficult to get there, it is to work for a while. You, as you perceived yourself, are an idea of that limitless, but same time, you are that, because really, nothing is except that. So that's why it could day that you are like a dream The key is realization that's almost impossible without psychedelic: absolute. It's difficult because the mind is a machine that make contrasts, thoughs are put one thing in relation with another, relative. Absolute is alone, you can't think in it

I think this is said because if you seriously meditate, deconstruct all the learned concepts that you take for granted, do psychedelics to detach yourself from the collective ego that has you trapped, you will realize that reality is absolute. there is no one thing perceiving another, there are no separate things interacting with each other, there is an absolute unity that is reality, and there is nothing outside of it. the idea "outside" is just an idea inside the unit. everything is just an idea of unity that has no limits, and that unity, how couldn't it be otherwise, ultimately, is you. that is, there is only existence, without limit. limitless power. limitless intelligence. a well that has no bottom but that always, no matter how much you go into it, is you. and everything that seems to be happening is just an idea, a dream that you have