Breakingthewall

we know everything. we know that we are, we know that we are eternal, we know that we have no limit. that is all. the rest are unimportant details

the op cannot wake up because he is completely attached to concepts and ideas. In addition, especially delusional ideas that he has created by taking Leo's video on solipsism literally, which seems to me to be the most toxic. someone should convince holykael that you don't have to change the beliefs you have for others, it's about transcending them all. friend, listen to me, you are not awake, you are asleep and dreaming a nightmare. don't incorporate what others say into your narrative, and if you can't help it, don't incorporate something so crazy. the only explanation for me as to why leo said those things is because maybe he thinks they can cause some kind of awakening, I really don't understand

i am not referring to explicit lies but to projections, feigned behavior, impurities. that is not a true and perfect flow.

Well, to be honest not very well. the sicker the fake makes me, the more dates but less sex. And when there is sex, as soon as the other part wants to go in a direction that I don't, I end it. The good thing is that I meet interesting girls every day in the street. But I don't want to have a relationship, and I see myself at risk of not having sex to avoid the fake. I hope not, but we'll see where it goes.

I don't deal with it because I don't get into that kind of thing. anything that isn't completely authentic makes me sick. little by little authentic things appear and I cultivate them, and those that are not authentic I immediately discard

Maybe because most of relationship are based in need, in lack, in fear. They are a jail more than anything else, in which the other part is your jailer and at the same time your drug. If you take into account that most humans function from dysfunctionality, unconsciousness, learned behaviors and the fear of being left out of the group, you will see that it is totally normal for relationships to be based in lies

This happens when you are unbalanced, and you seek balance. your intuition is wrong and tells you to look outside of yourself, as as an individual you are used to looking for things like food, information, affection, outside of yourself. your software perceives imbalance and goes into a malfunction looking for balance on the outside. a typical way to do this is through pleasure. the result of this will be more imbalance, more pleasure seeking, etc. until you become an addict. The solution is to turn inward until you see that you are already complete without anything external, and you are no longer looking for more pleasure, since life itself is pleasure.

it is also good to say that what we are is happiness without limits, freedom without limits. something good beyond any idea of "good".

friend, believe me, what you need is to really awake. all that shit you talk about is ego strategies to keep the prey. You have started a path and you have left it halfway. finish it and total fulfillment awaits you

@Holykael do not rule out that all this is your ego holding the prey. true awakening is recognizing yourself in what you always were, you lost a couple of seconds in this game we call life, and now you find yourself again. you are the unfathomable void that is pure perfection, love without limit. It is a thousand times more than any wild fantasy of glory. Are you. you will see. If I were you, I would break the firewall that keeps you imprisoned. You're close, that's why he gets so son of a bitch. if necessary do 5meo ten days in a row even if the first 9 are 9 horrible crucifixions. do it twice in one day. you'll break the firewall, you'll see

@Holykael could you explain your awakening? How was? I ask you because it is very possible that it was not a total awakening. this would be very positive for you, since this point where you are would not be real

Islamism: national and institutional obligation to be schizophrenic. paradise on Earth

biden entered the government puffing out his chest. it's normal, after trump's pacifism it was absolutely necessary to push around. The US is a country that relies heavily on military deterrence. this is not bad, it is so. On the other side we have the Chinese dictatorship, the Russian mafia, the institutionalized madness of Islam, and the comfortable Europeans who believe we are the most advanced but who owe everything to the American lion and his friend the English pit bull. In this world seems that we need threat and war. sad but true

sure not. Those of the donation will not know what you are talking about, and when in doubt, it is better to choose another to donate. and the police don't care about that, i don't know how ungria works but it's not north korea, forget about it

if you are very conscious, you are happy, you have no problems with anyone or anything, no negative thoughts, just openness, love, creativity, courage... the therapist would tell you: I want to be like you

Not always. There are times when the one who holds power does so selflessly. he knows that there is something that must be done and that he is the one who is going to do it best. for example churchill.

my sister lives in a town of, shall we say, hippies. a facilitator arrived 1,5 years ago and began to facilitate bufo. my sister had a trauma that still lasts, she entered a kind of mental regression, increasingly attached and untreatable. a friend of her, a national jiu jitsu champion, quite narcissistic, committed suicide a few days later by jumping off a bridge in the highway. it is not a joke. I believe that this has to be done by someone who has the motivation, the perseverance, the courage to do it alone. if not better not do it

Yeah, exactly. I wrote this recently, I feel like sharing it, but not opening a thread, and it's the same as what the op says Toke (5meodmt): Absolute. The absolute is total death, the total joke, the dead, square void. No scape. An ocean of death. I get up .... good! Horrible, motherfucking. This is the reality. Let's see it again. Another undetermined toke, I think: give me horror. Absolute, dead. Accepted....you gave me everything. Dude, this doesn't make any sense. It's pure love, it's what I always was. I lost a few seconds in this thing called life. This is nothing special, it's what it always was, and my friend... it can't be better. It's me, of course. I don't know how to explain this. I won't fear again, never. Shit, i already forgot.

First, to work very seriously on building a solid ego capable of adapting to the world, of being independent, strong and self-confident after being tested in many seriously hard tests. then deconstruct it. For some it can be a relatively short process, and for others it can take decades, depending on the cards you have been dealt in the game. Shortcuts doesn't work

Are you serious? Or maybe i didn't understand you. things don't work like that. the ego is a machine of duality. contrasts you and what is not you. you can collapse the ego at any time, and there is no more you, right. It is the state in which mystics like Ramakrishna live when they spend 4 days drooling in ecstasy. there is no voice of the mind, there is no duality. even I can be in that state if I use drugs, and somehow without. if there is no more duality, what remains is the absolute. the total void that exists, that lives with more intensity than a big bang. The sacred source of life. you can't call this nothing, maybe you can call it god. It's very strange because we are used to the duality. Always there is a perceptor, a subject, and a object that is perceived. But if there are not two anymore, you are in a different plane. but there is still existence. in fact true existence is this, duality is illusion. nothing new, what they call mystique is nothing more than that, turn off the ego with his small perception and open yourself to the ocean of the existence that you really are

Have you ever, when you were a child, or perhaps now, felt the call of adventure? Do you know that there are people who voluntarily go to war, who sail alone through Antarctica, who find fulfillment in a knife fight? why do you think this happens? That would be you if you weren't afraid. Do you like movies where the protagonist faces death, torture? why would you like something like that? why does everyone like that? because it is deep, it is diving into the wells of existence. Do you think that God, the very existence that arises from unlimited nothingness and is perfect love, brilliant goodness, would be afraid to give himself up to martyrdom for the sake of depth, of greater love?

Great insight of the ego but I argue that part. As the ego is disconnected, reality does not shatter, only the narrative of the ego that veils reality deconstructs. what happens is that you are getting into something incredible. First, unlimited emptiness. terribly absence of ego. then in that emptiness something manifests. you see from its unfathomable depths springs the source of existence, pure, sacred. an endless spring of perfect goodness, illogical absence of limits that makes you kneel bathed in tears for the purity that you witness . then you don't see that anymore, you become it. then the thing becomes inexplicable because it is absolute. you are and you are absolute. there is nothing with which you can contrast yourself. there is nothing outside. there is no outside or inside, it is not two, but neither is it one, since one is in contrast to many. it is absolute and it is power. it is omnipotence , and was too strange how is possible that madness that is reality? I don't know, but if you carefully observe the reality of the ego, the conclusion is that it couldn't be otherwise. existence exists. mystery

@Razard86 Submission to aggression is not the same as voluntary submission to the group. the second is a fundamental characteristic of the human. the individual knows in an atavistic way that his survival as a species depends on the group and puts the group's good before his own. But on a mystical level, as Jesus said, submission means letting go of the current, not being reactive, since being reactive strengthens the ego. but sometimes we have to strengthen the ego and let it fulfill its function, and preserve our freedom.

months ago I took 2 grams of mushrooms. right after, when they still hadn't had an effect on me, the phone rang. shit, I forgot to put it in airplane mode. a work call. If I don't answer it, I'll be thinking about it all the time, so I pick up the phone and the guy spends 20 minutes with his very anxious energy explaining projects and things that we could do (he's work addict ex addicted to cocaine and alcohol). Finish, then the mushrooms take effect. all the time I saw how my energy and that of the guy intertwined. they mixed, it was something visual. I was one energy pattern and he another, and we mixed in a kind of dance in which I absorbed his quality, very deeply, Wich is really like toxic . I saw that every little interaction does this. the other person gets into you. what happens is that if your consciousness is low you don't notice it, but it happens anyway I don't know if it's possible to avoid or control it

being human is a game with thousands of traps. a masterful creation of the total intelligence