Breakingthewall

don't go crazy with conceptualizations. dream, illusion, are concepts. They are keys that evoke ideas in your mind, relations of some things with others to form a definition. they may have some use at first, but in the end they are a hindrance. forget them. reality is indefinable, since it is absolute. to define something you have to contrast it with its opposite, and there is no opposite of the absolute. do you find it uncomfortable? obvious, for the mind it is, that's why you have to transcend the mind if you want to embody reality

Yeah, it is a total nonsense. If you become truly enlightened, you stop desiring. anything is equal to another thing. you are a vehicle of the absolute without will as ego. but, doing it the other way around is completely stupid. then, since the enlightened person does not wish, I, who wish to be enlightened, will stop wishing. I wish to stop wishing. completely wrong reasonings

Let's see, solipsism is very poorly formulated. deliberately? I don't understand, really. if at a given moment you transcend the holykael that does not stop saying these things and you become the absolute, you will see that everything is you, nothing can exist outside of you, the idea "outside" does not make any sense, but that you will not be you. You are going to be the reality, aka god. Although somehow, yes, you are you. It is a very difficult matter to understand, I really dont understand it, and more and more times it happens to me to have that realization, sober. when I have it it's not scary or anything. the absolute is glory, it is a mystical experience. So, how is it possible that nothing exists outside of me, and nothing exists outside of you? only possible answer, because we are the same. but! at the same time we are not. I am having an apparent experience, and you are having another, and an Australian kangaroo another, and he is also the absolute total. Your suffering ego is not imagining it. Leo is very smart and experienced, but I find his explanation of solipsism extremely superficial, linear, simplistic. things are not like that and you know it leo! you know on the ego level my existence and yours are the same. think more leo! since you are so smart, and formulate this in a correct way, not like in the video that you did well to delete because it did not even reach a sketch

I would say that we have to understand that beheading Isis is the same as you swatting a fly. a fly in all its perfection. apparent reality is created and destroyed, and creates destructive agents. To think that it shouldn't be like that is ego. to think that it is necessary to arrive at a human peace and harmony is ego. It doesn't mean that the ego is wrong, just that it is ego. reality creates and destroys. There is no good or evil, only creation and destruction. the two faces that balance reality. Is childhood cancer bad? the als? that a 14-year-old boy becomes a quadriplegic for jumping headfirst into the pool? that there are parents sons of bitches who undermine the lives of their children? no, it's just reality. seeing it without judging is the only way to begin to understand it. it is deeper, richer, intricate, wild, than any idea we can have of it

human horror reaches crazy limits. another example is vlad the impaler. or the Assyrians. There are examples like this everywhere. deep, dark horror. complete absence of love. the ego taken to the extreme. It is also not fun to visit a cow slaughterhouse, or see industrial fishing practices, the killing of dolphins, ocean turtles. reality has a destructive side, a dark side. I suppose if you are fully enlightened you can see the glory in an army of schizoid Japanese entering your country and beginning to murder everyone and rape young girls before torture them with obsessive relish. About the solipsism, i think it's a simplistic and wrong conception of reality

Possible. Many said the same as you. I said dark in the sense that i didn't understand what do you meant. But anyway, for me the important thing is to know that you are. fill you with it . understanding the mechanics of reality would be another kind of awakening. Im not in that for now , but I'm starting to have glimpses. Let's see. Thanks for the explanation

your ego is going to set you a final trap, the final boss of the game. for the op is loneliness. for me it was the emptiness, the absence. even with high doses of 5 meo dmt the experience was absolute absence. it was horrible. all reality is emptiness and that emptiness is death, absence of everything. there is no self, there is no duality, there is only one, unlimited, and it is unlimited death. for me the solution was, after one of those horrible trips, with trembling hands due to the effect of 5 meo, put a dose without weight it in the pipe, big. Impossible to know how big, and say, give me the truth or kill me, physically, I don't reserve anything, I give everything. I am and I know that. I am and I am not absence, show me the truth. torch and we go with all the poison. the universe exploded the void burst. the glory manifested.

@spiritual memes dark explanation, but it really is a recurring idea in spirituality, so better be open to the possibility of something like to a cosmic joke. But be open too to the possibility of a distortion caused by lsd

Several times your trip has come to my mind. nobody has given importance here to the detail of the mdma. normally when you have a bad trip with lsd it is because of fear. and even on a good trip there are fears to overcome. that touch of mdma removes the fear. in fact, the main property of mdma is to eliminate fear. maybe this is a revolutionary idea

It's possible, but i don't understand. Could you try explain. Really i listened that many times

I have heard this before. I'm not saying it isn't. but for me awakening has nothing to do with that, or with knowing how reality works. I don't care. is knowing God. become god. god isn't that hilarious. God will make you fall to your knees bathed in tears. its sacredness, its infinity, its mystery, it is beyond the mind. You can be grasped in part by opening your heart to reality. God is infinite love, and above all, it is you. you always were, only you are lost for a moment in this thing we call life. and the infinite well of total love that you are does not cause laughter, it causes ecstasy

In my experience, all problems are resolved, all dissatisfaction is swept away. life becomes bright. the unlimited is total freedom. is exactly what you want. nailed. beyond any expectation. you can not imagine something so perfect, it goes beyond your imagination. it is the hallelujah, it is the prodigal son who has returned, it is the cup that has been filled. it is energy in vein, it is clarity in the mind, it is courage, it is life. and the other was sad misery. The land of the brave awaits you. swallow the chalice of loneliness to the bottom, dive headfirst

Totally, an oasis in the desert

Friends, i love that all of you exist to be able to talk of that things. I don't know what i would do without this possibility

Why funny? I'm a mofo, i don't doubt about this, but the thing is not funny, why all the people says that? Maybe I'm losing something...when the absolute manifest, it's everything except funny. it's overwhelming. it's terrible. it is wonderful. Is sacred. it is total. it is unlimited. but funny??? tell the absolute in the face that it's funny if you have balls

the revelation has come to me, like a blow, on several occasions, that nothing can exist outside my field of consciousness. since I am existence, in its entirety. All is inside me. but it seems that this existence has the power to unfold. Really it's something that goes beyond of my understanding . I don't think that simplistic explanations, like solipsism, are the answer

Where is the history? But could be, I'm talking mainly from memories. I'm limited right now

But in another way, all is inside me. I'm the only that exists, all is my dream. I'm the absolute. Nothing exist out of me . How's possible? The thing goes beyond my understanding

I'd say everything is real. everyone is conciouss, enlightenment is not something obvious, it is sacred, it is an explosion of sacredness. absolute emptiness is bottomless and full. full of existence, of life. all you see is it, in his wonder. he is god because he is creating himself right now. it is pure sacred life flowing from the void. nothing obvious in my opinion. that you do not exist, you are a dream, why? you exist, you are a creation of existence, that is, you are existence itself creating itself. we could say dream or real, its exactly the same. Maybe like dream because the shape is going to pass, to change and existence is eternal, but the shape exist .

friend, I read you and I assure you 150% that you are not enlightened. Wait two weeks, you'll see. be honest with yourself. The final cap is not hilarious as you said. It's infinity. Is your mind an infinite field right now? The thing is not to "know" anything. It's to have no limits. I perceive totally obviously the limits in you, only with a glimpse

being enlightened, the real meaning, classic, means the total loss of the self. the human who has totally transcended the self in this life and is the embodiment of the absolute. something like if you take 30 mg of 5 meo and the effect stays permanently. Those of you who say here that you are enlightened because you had a more or less profound awakening, are wrong. you are not . Very far of that. you had an awakening, and that's it. you are normal egos, who had an awakening. The interesting case is that of Leo, who has self-provoked 200 awakenings of total depth and then returns to being an ego. this has never been seen in human history. Many of us go down that road. it's something new. never, since the human being walked the earth, had this happened. interesting, right?

@Jake Chambers Keep in mind one thing: what you really are is infinitely more free, more wonderful, more beautiful, more happy, wildly happy, than any incarnation of this time or any time. You have not come here to be happy. You were much happier without it. in fact, this is a mud fight. You have come here with a purpose, as a soldier. You have come because you want to be, not to have fun. when you finish you will have fulfilled that mission and you will return to the infinite and eternal happiness that you are that is infinitely better in everything than our limited incarnation, and then you will come back to invent something strange, fantastic, great, profound, to experience it. release this existence with joy. it's no big deal

your ego has just found out that awakening is something it really hates. It will not leave the prey easily. He need to gradually assume the situation, understand what it is, what his place is. this is a process. do it intuitively, with love and consideration for yourself. but without leaving it. your ego needs to be guided and convinced to let go. meditation, psychedelics in moderate doses that put you on the verge of dissolution, identify fear. get acquainted with him. do not force the ego until it is ready

Nobody on this forum is enlightened. and no one on this forum wants to be enlightened. maybe consilence. others want to know. knowing is of the ego. Leo has a huge ego. and this is good. who wants to be enlightened? I prefer to party and suffer. definitely. Give me mud, I love it. That's why mud exist

you, the infinite, are nothing. you are potential creator. you love to exist. if not, why would you exist? think about it, what reason is there for something to exist? a lot of work right? nobody forces you. but your love overflows and you create existence. because, in your infinity, that unlimited well, is unlimited love. in a shout of joy you create everything that can be created, in an instant. for you there is no difference between the embrace of a mother to her baby, or the white-hot iron of a medieval torturer to his victim. both are, and are perfect in their existence. perfect jewelry that you create from nothing. only you, the conditioned human, judge them as desirable or undesirable. but who are you? another creation, like torture or the kiss of the son. you exist to hate torture, and your hatred of torture is another perfect creation, another jewel. just like the others.