Breakingthewall

suffering is the alarm system that serves to prevent you from going where you don't have to go. if you are an animal it is quite simple. if you are a human it is hugely complicated and nuanced. you basically have to be a genius to avoid it

Yeah, a journey twisted from the beginning, full of confusion, where nothing is as it should be, with a innate seed of madness and horror, a rat race of enormous difficulty, where the only solution to the maze with millions of false exits is transcendence, almost impossible given the strength of the attachments and desires. i think god realized that he had gotten a little over the top and that the rats were going to be walking around wallowing in suffering for eternity, and he brought psychedelics into the equation

High quality. @PeaceOut96 could you explain more or less your process?

Ego death. EGO. Who dies is the ego. And what is de ego? The ego is just the desire. It's the energy that wants. It's really simple and obvios, but it's hidden because the wish has many layers. Deep in the subconscious there is wish. Wish of survival. If you totally remove the wish, you remove the ego. And what remains? You remain. Because you are not the ego. The ego is the false you. Basic

@axiom what do we call self? I would say that it is the energy that desire and the energy that seeks identity in memory. who desires identity after all. if you remove desire there is no self. as simple as that. so what's up? reality. then I have no choice but to affirm: I am reality. who affirms it is the self, but no less true for that. there is only what exists, therefore, I am what exists, and only I exist. The ego is de desire, the real i is the reality.

@RMQualtrough it is a semantic misunderstanding. Let's see, if the ego disappears and only red remains, you are red. If the void remains, you are the void. if there is no sense of self, you are the void without any sense of self. you are always. you are the awareness that emptiness is, that red is. the sense of self as actor, or perceiver, disappears. but there is still consciousness that red is. or that the void is. you are the conscience. consciousness is nothing specific, it is where the red occurs. but it happens that it is red because in the "act" of being aware of being red, red is being created. You are not conciouss of the red, you are the red. and not only red is created. a universe of perfectly coordinated events is created that occur in the field of consciousness that you are, that is to say that you are creating them by being aware of them. Creation and be conciouss is the same. The "secret door" I'd say it's when the consciousness is totally empty. There is nothing to be aware but "you" still are conciouss of that there in nothing, or the nothing is conscious that there is nothing. That is the moment when the infinity manifest. The consciousness, when it gets free of being aware on anything, reveals itself as God. I don't understand exactly how or why, but when it happens, there is no doubt. The emptiness is everything and it's you.

@RMQualtrough yes ,there is no observer and object, only what is happening, which has the appearance of object and subject. you are not the subject, nor the object. you are the experience that is happening. you are the red. ego death is already the case since the ego is illusory. But you exist, not as an ego. You are everything. It's quite obvious. The "secret door" is just collapse the duality object/subject

infinity creates the appearance that time is passing, that there is a chain of events. it also creates the appearance that there is multiplicity. It's all infinite engineering tricks. the appearance that something is finite and concrete is a trick. the point is that from our finite appearance it is impossible to see how infinity works, it is too alien. for infinity it is normal to be infinite, that is the reality, but from our point of view castrated with donkey blinders to see only what needs to be seen, it is very difficult to look to the sides

And why you created that nightmare? (Humans i mean). Maybe a kind of game . All the human existence seems a difficult game that must to be solved

become a Korean office worker with major depression?

Here. I remember your 5 meo report like 2 years ago, I read them together with others when I started experimenting with the substance. I remember that a friend gave it to you vaporized and I remember the impressions. They inspired me to go ahead with it. your publications will be welcome

causes permanent changes. once a breakthrough has occurred, your mind will not be the same, it will lose rigidity. once the solid barriers of the ego have been pulverized, they rise again, but you, the individual, have realized for the first time in your existence that they can be vaporized and that there is existence without their support. those barriers will still be there, but your subconscious has received a clear message: they are not set in stone. in fact they are not real

Why infinity creates distinctions? can not be calm being infinite? if in the end, it is infinite, one thing doesn't matter as another... why so much complex deliberation? What's the plan?

Interesting.

Why do you exist as an human right now?

@axiom You don't understand that the bottomless void is all possible possibilities creating a singularity, and that singularity is you. it is, shall we say, a natural phenomenon. when the void occurs, as it cannot be otherwise, the absence of limits occurs. the absence of limits translates into existence, automatically. all that can be, is. instantly. this is infinity. But it goes beyond. infinity, as it cannot be otherwise, is one. Is multiple, but at the end, is only one, because, as it cannot otherwise, all the multiplicities collapse into one. this is where the matter occurs. That one, how could it be otherwise, is you. there is only one. you are, therefore, you are the one. the one is everything possible, therefore, it is omnipotent. the proper name for one, only and omnipotent, is god

Power and talent

pain is sweet when you know it's love. refines you, removes superfluous fat, makes you firm.

5 meo takes me to absolute zero, it erases anything. there is absolutely nothing, zero. At first it is really horrible, since you are not there either. reality is absolute nothingness. this can lead to a feeling of absolute absence and death that is not fun to experience. I'd say it's total horror. but if the void is held long enough, it deepens. that is, the void perceives itself as unlimited. at that moment, the revelation takes place. Infinity. the void, that is, you, expands and encompasses infinity, if it can be explained that way, since it is unfathomable. you recognize yourself as the total infinity. Total freedom. what you always were. the sacred source that flows from the depths of nothing. Total joy. total love. enlightenment. the prodigal son was lost but has come home. Nothing, not even your wildest dreams of glory, comes remotely close to the hallelujah of absolute freedom.

Yes, you need to know that infinity divided by any number = infinity, and that zero equals infinity, since anything divided by zero, even zero itself, equals infinity

you are reality, so the idea that reality can exist without you is meaningless.

You have accepted Leo's ideas as belief. big mistake. complete delirium. those ideas are just a pointer, not the reality. what you have to do is become infinite, and then maybe those ideas can help you integrate that with everyday experience. reality is infinite. and you can't think about that, so stop thinking about stories and start deconstructing your barriers. not to form other barriers with the ideas of leo

the only solution is to fight. every day, every minute, to be a little freer each time. refine, eliminate the superfluous. little by little, millimeter by millimeter. fight for your life. meditate, eliminate Netflix, meditate more, eliminate bad relationships, eliminate bad habits. purify yourself. little by little you will start respecting, loving. will, strength, determination. As far as I know, there is no other formula. if not life eats you. it's not a game. ending up old, depressed, lonely drunk loser is a lot like hell. or homeless. watch out!

It is a great opportunity to learn to set limits. You have nothing to lose, just set yourself free by telling him exactly what you think every time. forget any correction. it's like a game. if you give even a millimeter, you lose. your barriers have to be made of steel. the goal is to never, under any circumstances, do anything you really don't want to do. If you have the slightest doubt between yes and no, say no. This is free therapy, take advantage of it. this guy will make you stronger

Not perfect but with a real will to love and to give oneself. if not, why waste time with closed people who will only generate unhappiness and pain around them?