Breakingthewall

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  1. Yeah, fear is a survival tool. fear has a function. evolutionarily it allows an organism to have a better chance of survival if it has fear than if it is not. in infinity there is no fear as there is no need to choose between different options. fear takes you away from one option and brings you closer to another. As humans, fear is our ally and also our enemy. It helps us live longer, but it gives us a more miserable life. As humans living in a safe environment, we have the possibility to transcend fear and approach infinity. fear protects us but separates us from what we are
  2. Let's see....imagine that they give you anesthesia, propofol, and you cease to exist for x time. at that time, effectively, there is no self. but if that time ends, and there is self again, it could be said that that time did not really exist. only something like that can be described as no self. if your senses are deactivated and you have no connection to your body, and then your memory is erased and you are left in the state of a fetus, a timeless void of being, without any reference, any idea, any perspective, you are still you. you are, and you cannot cease to be, except by ceasing to exist, and you cannot cease to exist for one simple reason: you exist now. if you ceased to exist forever, that is that non-existence would be infinite, absolute, and it is not so since you exist. a second is eternity. so it's you, now in your body, before as a fetus, and then as nothing
  3. Imagine that you have all the experiences in a different time, one by one, but since time is your invention, you deform it at will and make what was sequential be simultaneous, and you can interact with yourself without knowing it. you are omnipotent, doing that is not more difficult than creating a plant, or a universe
  4. @ZzzleepingBear my pleasure. I don't see it completely clear either, but I think there is a concordance. Go deeper is required
  5. @ZzzleepingBear when I said the mistake I was referring to mixing relative with absolute. When you talk about the money in your account, it is a relative concept, like all the concepts we deal with, since we are in the apparent relative. infinity is the absolute, and our relative mind can't handle it, but we can get the idea. the only way to realize is to transcend the mind. psychedelics, meditation, etc. infinity, by the fact of being infinite, is one, it is absolute since there can be nothing outside of it, otherwise it would not be infinite, and it is nothing since everything that is supposed to be inside of it, money, planets, are relative concepts, ideas within infinity, which have no reality, they are only possibilities. that's why infinity is god, that creates all those possibilities, and that's why god is you, because only the infinity is, and you are (me too btw). And that's why infinity is zero, because at the end infinity is pure potential, nothing concrete
  6. There is a mistake here. there can't be an infinite number of planets and a finite number of blonde girls who wear glasses. if there is an infinite number of planets, there is an infinite number of everything. infinity is absolute. within it everything is infinite. if you divide it into infinite parts, each of them is infinite. If there is a blonde girl with glasses every 1 followed by the number of zeros that would fit in our universe, each zero being the size of a boson, of planets, there will be infinite girls with glasses. nothing is finite, the finite does not exist, it is apparent. everything is infinite, and that means that it touches zero. absolute zero, the absence of everything, and infinity, everything without limits, are illogical and apparently impossible, and somehow they are the same
  7. Very well said, you are inspired! life is a labyrinth for rats with a thousand cut roads and only one way out. but you are the rat and the maze. the first tests seem impossible to solve and many stay there forever. When you understand the mechanics of the maze, it starts to get easier. As you say, there are clues, and you, deep down, always knew where to go, but you didn't dare. And the price is to get stuck in a can of shit. the labyrinth takes you to yourself, you have to reach the end, when there is no more labyrinth.
  8. you can be full or empty. or more full or more empty. adding "of shit" is redundant. everything is shit. There is only one thing that is not shit, and it's truth, but the truth does not fill you, it empties you
  9. That is the difference between being integral or false. when your value is something that only you judge, you become absolutely truthful. any lie in your life is a serious insult against yourself. when your value depends on others, you are false, since you are in constant fear of not being valued. you are a fragile being, full of shame, fear of not being enough, and your base is lies. you are completely unhappy and neurotic, a slave to others.
  10. But in another hand, we are the fucking existence, whole, total. We should hug together and cry and sing the beauty of being every moment, and forget everything else
  11. Rest in being of course, just be, just enjoy life, enjoy the beauty. If not you are dead. But same time....we are humans. Give me some war, if not, something seems to be missing.
  12. I think that if the bear chases me, I'd handle it more or less well, but not other things... stay completely isolated, alone, without communication. locked in a room until death. have a crippling disease . lose sight, loose capability of communication. At the end everything finish, but even that, it's really hard, scary of course
  13. well said. in life you have to give everything, take serious risks, not be afraid to suffer, try the impossible, purify yourself in suffering, leave behind the superfluous, polish yourself like a diamond, despise comfort, be Taliban in integrity, and always try refine a little more
  14. How about not being afraid of anything? everything is temporary, everything passes, everything is as it should be, so why fear?
  15. the pure masculine is dead, all control, all intellect, all definition, it is a lifeless computer of processes and that is not capable of appreciating beauty. he finds only beauty in achieving, and once he achieves he sees that it is only vanity. the pure feminine is alive, it is pure life but it lacks control, it is indefinite, madness, it is monstrously alive, it devours itself. It is beauty and it is horror. it needs to be limited by the masculine to have structure. the masculine needs to be enlightened by the feminine to have life. the two balanced are perfection. One without the other are madness
  16. Yeah but it's not the zero, because there are many things, for example you. As long as there is the smallest thing, there will be a limit. when zero is absolute, there will be no limits, then it will automatically take on an infinite depth, and everything will be in that depth. infinity beyond any comprehension. and infinity is also zero, because what is anything, a galaxy, a billion galaxies, in front of infinity? they are nothing, zero.
  17. zero = infinity because zero has no limits. then, it automatically becomes infinity. and infinity, given its inexplicable and incomprehensible infinity, converts everything it contains into zero. if you expand infinitely, you disappear. any number divided by infinity=zero. infinity divided by itself is an unknown, it's zero, but zero becomes infinity, because any number divided by zero=infinity. the two faces of reality are zero and infinity. reality is both at the same time
  18. I'm starting with the psychedelic. Just 2 year, and first year not often and small doses. i did many times but my realizations are brief, my ego is solid. Well, was solid., Now i feel that my ego allows me more time of dissolution, end much easier. I'm getting used to that, it's not easy. I don't pretend to say that Leo is wrong, i just write my realizations like everyone, but i know there is much more to see, to get open to. It's a fascinating way, and i want to go to the deepest possible About the solipsism, it's twisted. When Leo said: you are imagining me and i imagining you. What he means?
  19. It's not false, god is nothing, that's why there is no self but you are god same time. The nothing, zero, for some reason , is everything. Probably because the fact to be nothing is the absence of limits, and can't be otherwise . in the end, everything is a mirage. but a mirage is.
  20. the self is a construction, it is made of preference, memories, stories. if you completely transcend it, the void remains. nothing at all. zero. but...the void is. it is. that is where the point is. at the moment that the void manifests itself as being, it is everything, it is absolutely everything that it can be, infinite plenitude, limitless. So, if the void is... what is it? Is you. there is no other possibility. You are that.
  21. there is no self in the sense that reality has no preference and the self is preference. infinity does not dodge knives, it is done by the apparent self that is the energy that it desires, and that is illusory, therefore, there is no self. but when you realize the infinite, absolute in which there is no outside, you realize that you are it. without desire, without object and subject, absolute, it is you. in the sense of being, not wanting. in fact, the most notorious thing about that realization is: me. This is me. what I always was and had forgotten, obvious. then there is only 'i"
  22. reality is infinite and we created a prison to make it finite and to be able to have an experience. the experience is beautiful, magical and full of meaning, but the price is freedom. deep down we feel trapped, in the cage of the mind, and something pushes us to get out. our true nature is infinity, it is too strange for our limited mind, but once the barrier is broken and you realize infinity, it is pure freedom. there is nothing like it, it is like a fish that was in an aquarium and is released into the ocean. After you are back in your imaginary aquarium, but you know that it's a set, and the infinity is lurking in everything. That's freedom.
  23. @Holykael What I have realized is that there are obstacles and that things are difficult. Life puts tests on us and if we don't overcome them, you stay there forever. It's like a game with rules, and no one is going to change them for you. And the game isn't easy. you have to insist and insist, temper the metal every day, little by little, without ever stopping, as if you were a natural element. if you stop, bye. shit catches you. if you stop breathing you die, if you stop moving forward you fall into shit. Hit nonstop, every day, until you die. once you assume it, you do it and that's it, regardless of the result. just hit the metal.
  24. The flower is you, and that could be obvious. What is not obvious is when it isn't a flower. Just nothing, an empty hole without bottom. There is when you realize that you are and you are absolute, and there is no logic for that imo. The i am is the pure emptiness, you have to experience, there is not a mental process to understand it