Breakingthewall

Agree, you could also be so enlightened that you would be happy in autchwitz and you would see art and beauty in the crematoriums of jewish children. And what do we want to express with it? that at an absolute level everything is love? that is clear

True, and if you a 105 kg professional mma fighter, you're unlikely to be bullied by your high school classmates. so it's the victim's fault for bullying

Great report man, made me tremble with fear at the utter strangeness of salvia

I would say that you have a high level of consciousness in which the separation you/other begins to dissolve, and with it the concern about you, the neurotic need for control, leaving space to begin to enjoy life in a real way, as when you were a kid. and I suppose you will continue to deepen and elevate your consciousness. but I think that enlightenment is more than that, although it is a supposition based on my own momentary perceptions, I am not saying that I am there, nor close (although maybe you are): you have to open a door to infinity, to understand in real time that you are , the total reality, absolutely disinterested, alive. to be completely indifferent to life and death as you perceive them to be the same. not need anything since one thing is equal to another thing, since there are no barriers within you, love and glory flow free, eternal in the present moment, out of the time.

I am grateful that I am in good health, with sharp mind, and that my father was a full of sarcasm and hate addicted Nazi madman who loved to humiliate me. Being able to see that as something funny has been a great detachment challenge. thank you, oh fucking crazy , I release you from hell, rest in peace.

That's right, but if you think about it, it doesn't make sense. you are the absolute and you are experiencing the limited for a reason. for you to be a prince is nothing. That all the models want to get into your bed and have yachts does not mean anything, you could become an entity that dominates galaxies with your will and that your nervous system encompasses the entire universe feeling a symphony of cosmic perfection creating oceans of life, for example. being a prince or a beggar is exactly the same. It's an experience, and that's it. the end of karma is to realize that there is no difference between one thing or the other.

eternity means that your life has already been repeated an infinite number of times now, and that it will continue to be repeated infinite times, in addition to other infinite lives that in turn will have been repeated... etc etc. infinity is everything. everything has already happened infinite times, it is happening right now infinite times. this means that within that infinity, your life equals zero. everything equals zero. integer infinity repeated infinitely many times is zero. It's just pure potentiality where everything is contained. Nothing definite is in the infinity. Just possibilities

Until recently, the thing was very simple for all the humans: you are a son of God, eternal life and paradise await you, you just have to face this vale of tears in the best possible way. then god died, and was replaced by the search for well-being and the denial of death. and now some of us go back to phase 1, but we are so smart that belief is not an option. we need to unravel the riddle completely. we want to see the truth through the veil, whatever the cost. Who would be so crazy to don't do it?

Here we are not looking to agree, we are looking for the truth. We do not seek to stand out or be brilliant, but to get closer to the truth, that is, to polish ourselves from lies. It is something very difficult since we are huge balls of lies. If I see that the truth is expressed to some extent through you, that will help me to see the truth in myself to some extent. playing ego games is useless and foolish. the goal is to peel the onion until nothing remains. of course this is very difficult, but we have to try

Id say that karma is desire. the more you desire, the more you are tied to your avatar. If you want to free yourself, you must release karma, that is, stop desiring. if you don't wish, nothing bad can happen to you since something "bad" means something that contradicts your wish. to be completely free of karma is to be indifferent. when you realize that one thing is equal to anything else and you live according to it. there is no difference between being alive or dead. then you are immortal

sex is an obstacle when it is something narcissistic, empty, lacking in love, lacking in connection...as it usually is. If it's something real, with a deep connection, it's wonderful and helps to align you with what you are

@Razard86and I don't point it out to you with hate or revenge, or gaslighting intent. I point it out so you can see it. I bet in your real life you are gaslighting people with that absolute demagogery. It will bring you a lot of trouble. You are on the wrong path. At first you had good points, but things went wrong. Use me as a catalyst. you are getting insane, and this is not gaslighting, as my intention is genuinely to make you see your mistake. It's what a friend would do

Pure demagogy. You mix the relative with the absolute all the time. you are very confused. in fact, your speech is pure gaslight. If once a week I wait for you at the door of your house and I break a bone with an iron bar, then I steal all your money, and in the end I crucify you with 4 nails on a tree, while you are hanging there I will tell you: hey friend, I hope you are not resentful with me, I AM YOU, you are creating all this. You have to understand that there is no mistreatment or abuse at an absolute level, but that cannot be a reason to apply it at a relative level. on a relative level you must defend yourself from abuse, lions, infectious diseases, etc, even if ultimately they are you. all your responses to people on this forum are narcissistic toxic gaslighting.

yeah i believe you. me too i have open in the center of my mind an infinite hole where everything is, the limitations are dissolving every day. It is a slow, gradual process, but in that process there is sometimes a confusion, since i am swimming between two waters. but none of that scares me in the slightest. What it is is what it is, so let's open to it.

Gaslighting is when you intentionally make another person doubt the veracity of their perceptions, knowing that their perceptions are real, but you intentionally undermine their confidence to get some kind of real or imagined benefit. it is simple

Exactly. Razard doesn't understand what's gaslighting, He is mixing ideas, confusing himself, but giving everything a brilliant rhetoric that makes many think: wow! smart!. and the worst thing is that if you point out some evident and obvious error to contribute something to him, he gets angry! like a child! It's so funny. or he tells you: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WAS WRONG BECAUSE I AM YOU. it's wonderful

99,9% Of those who are absolutely sure that they have realized God, they are just deceiving themselves. Leo's teaching are a producer of deceived people who are sure that they realized god

there is no tradition or reports of regular use of 5meo plus meditation and self-inquiry and serious and sustained desire for enlightenment for years. Some psychedelics are not the same as others. mushrooms and lsd are powerful but they do not go directly to the dissolution of the ego. their sporadic use is useful and even necessary since they offer a unique perspective, but it is 5 meo the enlightenment tool. But without being linked to a real desire for total openness and a practice of constant meditation and self-inquiry, it is useless. maybe to drive you crazy

Exist the possibility that causes heart problems. https://blog.petrieflom.law.harvard.edu/2022/04/13/safety-first-potential-heart-health-risks-of-microdosing/

Try in the nose. If it's free base, mix with vinegar, and with a ph measuring strip add vinegar until the ph is 7, put it in the syringe and up the nose. but be careful that it does not go to the throat, do it lying down but immediately get up with your hand pressuring your nose and keep looking down with your nose covered until the effect forces you to lie down. the important thing is that it does not go to the throat because it is very painful. in the nose it's bearable if the pH is close to neutral

no man, if someone is toxic and gaslights you, or humiliates you, or anything else toxic, it doesn't mean you're doing it to yourself (except in a metaphysical sense). Your only fault is be a fool if, when you have already identified the poison, you continue to allow the poisoning

for me psychedelics are not to show you something of the "higher reality". reality is what it is, what we are. What happens is that what we are is a very complex avatar with many layers of fear with which we veil ourselves and create separation. psychedelics serve to identify that fear, and relax it. Imagine that you have an insurmountable fear of climbing rock walls. you take a pill that eliminates your fear and you do it. then you are afraid again, but you have already seen that you can climb it. you take it again, you try to climb without a pill, you climb a bit but you get scared quickly. again with a pill. then without another bit... and so on until you get rid of fear... if you get it, it's not sure. what was certain is that without a pill you were not going to climb even half a meter because the fear was insurmountable. It's so big that it's hidden, you can't see it. So what to do? Stay in the floor for ever? And of course, everytime that you did, you learn, you grow in understanding of yourself, of the nature of the fear, in how it is limiting you The important thing that you see is not the "higher reality", is the fear. The structures that are limiting you. At the end, what do you want? Be free, right? For that you have to understand what is imprisoning you

God isn't part of the possibilities, is the infinite possibilities.

because there are no limits, it cannot be otherwise. That's why zero = infinity

but I judge myself. I look at myself and if I see lie, cowardice, weakness, malice, I think: what a piece of shit you're my friend. You only live once (at least as "me"), what are you going to do? You're here for a reason, give it your all. purify yourself. be worthy of opening yourself to the truth and that the truth that you are can manifest itself through you and in you. So, should I demand the same from others? I don't think so. I only demand from others that they not be excessively fake to treat them and enjoy their company. At the end, the others are me, so as i like me i like the others, but too false people, full of fear, is bit unbearable, despite any judgement . It's not their fault, but far is better