Breakingthewall

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  1. 5 meo does something that represents a before and after in your life: it breaks your limits and makes you infinite. this is unthinkable and indescribable, but it stays with you forever. For this to happen completely without 5 meo seems impossible to me, but who knows in cases of very advanced meditators
  2. I think that depends on your attitude and where you are trying to get to. If what you are looking for is to know things, the only thing you will achieve with psychedelics is to enlarge your ego. If what you are looking for is to free yourself and flow with existence, psychedelics will help to reveal what is blocking you, and they will also act as a solvent. I think the attitude of knowing things is very foolish. but there is something subtle here, the difference between knowing and understanding. understanding is essential if you want to free yourself from the chains that bind you
  3. I think so. when a total liberation with 5 meo occurs, permanent changes are produced in the energetic structure of the person. In addition, the control of the ego is completely released and this allows an easier meditation afterwards, also permanently. Perhaps in your case, as a very serious meditator, this already happens with meditation. What I don't know is if by doing it many times, hundreds, as Leo, each time it will continue to contribute something. I would say yes
  4. if you remove the mind and its memory, reality is a dance within another dance, to infinity. all constantly changing and meaningless
  5. It's all easy to see which responses will make you a narcissist and which will make you a humble, noble good boy. I would say that the less punctuation, the more fake, so more narcissistic . Well, not always A narcissist is not the one who likes his body or thinks he is a good leader or smarter than the average, he is the one who is addicted to self-evaluation all the time, and that is why he needs others to affirm himself, if not he's anxious
  6. true human love exists. if you want it, all you have to do is give it. To what extent can you give selfless and total love? if you give it, you will perceive who can give it to you, and you will eliminate all the cheap interressed shit that you cling to as if they were a source of love
  7. You are in a human experience and you you have no control over it, there are rules you can't change, so as a human, you are not god, you are a creation. reality creates suffering as an engine of evolution, just as it creates your legs to go from one place to another reality is perfect, because it is. the idea of "imperfect" is a human concept, which means: it is not as I would like it to be. but "would like" is a relative concept, a survival drive
  8. You are not alone because "you" and "alone" implies limits. There are no limits. The you that you are perceiving now and the loneliness are not real. The infinity is not alone. You will get used to the freedom. Reality is absolute freedom. Just enjoy existence. Work in everything in you that prevent you to enjoy existence Enjoy life. Look into yourself and understand the fear, the attachment, what in you is preventing you from the pure joy of being
  9. Suffering is relative, so you have to understand it from a relative angle. To say is that God is bored is to anthropomorphize God, nonsense. From the relative point of view, suffering is an engine of change and evolution. indicates that you are not in the right place, in the right attitude. Eliminate suffering is to equalize yourself. humanity is moved by suffering, it is a mechanism, nothing more. If you don't like it, it's because it has been designed that way. but to like or not to like is a relative concept. from the absolute there is no difference
  10. @Phil777 put yourself in the situation that things are not real but imaginary. children are imaginary, and rapes. they are mental constructions in the nothingness to experience possibilities of existence. Do you understand then that all constructions are qualitatively the same? they are love for being Leaving nothing aside, all that can be is, since as God, the reality, you love to be, you love it with everything
  11. the infinite absolute is "behind" the void. you have to become absolute emptiness for it to open up and reveal itself as the infinite total potential. becoming absolute infinity is the ultimate realization, I can't imagine anything more than that, it is perfection and glory
  12. Yes and not. true that it is not enough, the attitude, the work, must be total. Cover everything. you have to align with the truth perfectly. but don't underestimate the power of psychedelics when your attitude is right. they are magic. particles of pure magic left to chance in this dream. once you have left behind the addiction to the conceptual, they will open your mind, your heart, to infinity
  13. the more awake, the better life. awake=infinity. reality takes on an unlimited quality. you are reality and you flow effortlessly, there is no resistance. there is beauty, mystery, depth. Life before, the years from when childhood was abandoned until I broke the finite, was hard, limited, tense. a fight. open your heart to infinity and surrender is to enter paradise. a paradise that is like a mysterious, colorful, intelligent, deep jungle
  14. They are a tool, but very important. psychological suffering can be completely eradicated. when you suffer, you are causing that suffering. It is not something that you can stop doing at will, you have to understand many things very deeply. what you are, what human existence is, what others are. To really understand this, in my opinion requires psychedelics, without them it is almost impossible. with a deep understanding, you can deactivate the mental processes that make you suffer. suffering is the path to awakening, because to stop suffering you have to wake up completely
  15. And he will make you suffer. karma in action
  16. ?? human suffering is nothing more than the guide that tells you where you have to go and where you have to arrive. If there is enough vital force in you, you will seek to transcend suffering. it is like a game, an enigma. It is extremely complicated, much, much more than it seems. you have to understand, deeply, far beyond the conceptual. understand what the structure of reality is, align yourself with it, without leaving even a micron.
  17. A cat in a sofa is finite and it's not suffering
  18. Suffering in living beings is a mechanism to avoid certain situations and pursue others. in animals it is basic: pain, hunger, mating. in humans it is complex, the ego desires many things and rejects many things. they all produce suffering. It is the same mechanism as pain or hunger, an uncontrollable energy that forces you. Ego suffering is a great teacher because it points you to the power of illusion.
  19. I think you don't need psychedelics to understand that. lets see, become aware of yourself sitting in a chair, of this exact moment. It's obvious how you're creating projections to the past and future right now right? They are mental images that you are producing. you think they are based on something real, but this thought is also a mental image that you are creating right now. everything is. You are imagining the past, the world, others, the cosmos, everything. where is the difficulty of seeing this? the difficult thing is to stop imagining and dive into the infinite present, into creative perfection. For that you need psychedelics, or at least, they are a great help
  20. to realize the illusion is awakening. Became absolute infinity, enlightenment experience.
  21. Yes, more or less agreed. imo the conceptual mind is not so much related to fear and attachment, but to meaning, even the base is fear, need to survive. meaning and not fear is the glue that makes up the collective ego. the more years of life, the more saturation of meaning. Today it is fast, at 16 or 17 you are already saturated and the perception of reality becomes mental. all filtered through the sieve of meaning. to be able to deactivate meaning at will is to become stuck in the present, like an animal. It is the beauty of existence, but there is still fear if there is a threat. not psychological fear because that is mental, ideas. getting this is really not that difficult, you have to understand what the meaning is: something imaginary. software to make the human group efficient and maximize their options. the meaning is extremely useful, you have to give it its place and use it efficiently. It is not meaningless, without it you would die. Our instinct is weak, we need the ego to survive. You can deactivate it for a few hours a day, that's the art. To achieve that, it's true that you have to overcome the fear. It's the fear that make you attached to the meaning. In addition, the meaning is imaginary but at the same time real. It is not the same to be a scammer than to be honest. to get rid of the meaning you must first align it with the truth. Or that is what I realized. psychedelics is something else. It's not just a momentary glimpse, it's changing the energy patterns that make up your structure. it goes beyond dissolving your conceptual ego. it breaks your essential, genetic structure, for a while. then it reforms but it is more plastic, and the perception that has occurred is indelible and the barriers that being human suppose become weaker. the barriers are more than conceptual. an animal continues to perceive the finite, even though it has no concepts
  22. These two statements are true but I would qualify them. what you say about the child is very real, we have to fall into the labyrinth of the ego to get out of it again. I wouldn't say we get lost in desire and rejection, but in meaning. the purity of the child is corrupted when he begins to give meaning to things. what torments you is meaning, not fear or attachment. the child is full of fear and attachments and yet he is direct, pure. but being so, he is not really realized in god. about psychedelics, it happens that without them the complete disappearance of the human is impossible. god is an infinite abyss, to be god, the human must disappear. you will never be completely if there is something of the human. you can have glimpses, but never the full, absolute depth of what you are. You could understand the infinity of the present moment, but became infinite is completely different
  23. I doubt what people call god, when they say they that god is alone, that god is one... reality is total infinity, and reaching that completely without psychedelics seems impossible to me. but that is so for me, for another it will be different
  24. when you do 5meo, you realize that without it it's impossible. the obstacle that you are is enormous. you can make it as thin as possible, but not disintegrate it. I suppose there will be cases in which this can occur naturally. but I doubt that many know how far the disintegration of the form can go, the opening to infinity, if they have not taken tryptamines