Breakingthewall

Not agree because it's not the conditioned mind , is the fact of being human. you can have the realization of absolute infinity many times, but you are still human. unless you have the realization of the absolute 24/7 you are deluding yourself. reality is not simple, it is complex. Does the human mind seem simple to you? What is the purpose of this? reality is something that increases in complexity more and more. god is absolute complexity. You speak of a sensation, the grace of detachment, the end of Buddhist suffering achieved by letting go of ballast. This is fine, but so what? We are not plants, we are humans, we have more potential. Btw, I'm not suffering, just bearable, I'm not moving for the negative, that's escaping of suffering, but the positive, realizing the wonder of reality

Imo you are simplifying a very difficult and tricky (copying the word of the king) problem: being human. Human is trauma. If you want to "heal" the trauma you have to heal the fact of being human. It's not so simple like change your perspective. in spirituality they sell us that everything is simpler than it seems when it is much more complicated than it seems. you keep removing layers, and you keep finding fragmentation. It's not doing 5 meo , realizing something, and that's it. You have to solve the enigma that it means to be human. the original sin of the human, the enigma that is proposed to us: the lack of unity, or what is the same, the lack of love. You have to be an artist to get to the bottom of this, I'm not saying you're not, but humans are born with a default ability: fooling ourselves. that is our essence, the lie

and have you realized that all your stupidity and dysfunction is lack of love? When you realize the lack of love that is to be a human being, sadness is great, but I think it is the beginning of realizing reality

Anything you think with your logical mind is dogma. the articulate mind must be silent, but more than silent, free. reality is realized beyond the conceptual mind, with the unlimited mind. the unlimited mind is parceled out by the logical mind, they really are the same since there is only one mind. conceptual activity constricts the mind. when you say that it cannot be understood with the human mind, you mean the castrated mind. your mind can understand everything, because it is the only mind. the work is to free this mind from human chains

if infinity is infinite, infinite points of view have happened infinite times in infinite multiverses, and all of this is happening exactly now. and is equal to zero. and all that is me looking at my phone right now , and nothing more has ever happened or will happen

I'd say his point is to understand the reality understanding the constructions of the god mind. realizing infinity is one thing, but understanding reality is quite another. what is god? what is reality? what are we? It is not enough to realize that there is no limit and that everything is love flowing from the bottom of absolute emptiness. why exactly this way? why the limitation? what is its scope? although maybe I'm wrong

Yes , it's extremely rare to find anyone who isn't. It's important to realize how idiot is the people, but more important to realize how idiot and dysfunctional i am. Sometimes i get atonished of the level of my idiocy, and if i look to the past, it's enormous. But same time i realize that it couldn't be otherwise. Be human is to be idiot and dysfunctional.

Not agree, my mind is the god mind, it's just hampered by this interesting and rather complex construction that we call human life. my mind is infinite, and has the ability to understand everything. my mind, in fact, is the only thing that exists. The more I understand, the more that light shines in everything, since the lack of understanding is the prison that make me be in the dark. An example, 2 days ago, at 4 at night, I did 5meo. It is a perfect moment when you wake up in the middle of the night, as your human mind is starting up. the disintegration is total, nothing human remains, only a bottomless well, the total, absolute infinity. you embrace it and you recognize yourself, without form. then you understand what the form is, what human life is, its breadth, its perfection, it is, as it were, the infinite dancing with itself, making love, and you understand how you are doing it. everything is absolutely clear, and it is not conceptual, you cannot translate it into words. you understand what the words are, the concepts. they are a creation of now, completely limited. you can feel each strand of energy forming your existence, your past and your future in this instant, because everything is now. you are layers upon layers of intricate energetic tapestry, a work of art. you can understand everything, in an instant

not because when you really realize that there is no other is when you realize infinity, and in infinity there is no loneliness, only total freedom. You can also realize that you are alone in a more mental way, realize that you can never get out of your direct experience. This is obvious, the others are part of your direct experience, and for you, your direct experience is the absolute, so really, your direct experience is reality and there is nothing outside of it. outside it does not even exist as a concept. but you can imagine others, the others are you, but they are real, since what you imagine is real because you are infinite, your power is absolute. that's the reality and it's pretty obvious if you think about it

Why do you care what Leo says? He is just some letters on a screen, you are the infinite depth, he is nothing. use him if he is useful as inspiration and that's it. Imo he's very inspiring

Yes, that's understanding. And can be deeper

It's the same. what there is is existence, you can call it self or if you don't like that word, another. if there is understanding, there is. existence understands itself. it is indifferent that there is no witness. the witness is created to be a witness for existence. you go deeper and deeper and you understand more clearly since existence is you, even if you are a creation, you are existence. there is no real/unreal dichotomy, there is what is, and what is is understanding

exist and non exist are just labels. They are good to open your mind to new horizons but they mean nothing. what is is, and that's it. the learned conceptual mental system, the articulated thoughts, always lead to deception in these matters. the only understanding of what reality is has to be direct. To say that others only exist in your mind, and that your mind is the totality of existence implies that others exist. in your mind. since there is nothing else, that is to exist. unreal and real is a fictitious dichotomy that leads to deception. you have to get rid of the vice of labeling to begin to understand

because you are going to lose forever everything you know, to which you are so attached.

Do you realize that what you affirm here is that you understand reality?

Wow 2 days . Tell me your address and I'm sending you psychedelic hidden in a old computer. Enough for the Leo's course.

Let's see the course: Monday 30 mg 5 meo malt, Tuesday, rest and contemplation. Wednesday ,LSD, 250 ug , in the dark. Etc etc. Are you going to do it?

Are you sure about that? There is only absolute reality, the relative just seems relative. The relative is the absolute, and i think it can be understood. Obviously it's not understandable in the conceptual mind level, the thing is deep understanding, consciousness understanding itself

The infinity is me. Do you realize the enormity of what this means? It is not something distant, theoretical, fantastic...it is reality. this, now, is the infinite in action. How not to delve into it once you realize it? impossible

I have read that pcp is extremely addictive, that it leads people to go days without eating or sleeping, consuming it without being able to stop, and that basically, it takes you to hell.

.The way I see it is that there is a step 1, which is to realize the absolute, to become infinite. full opening (5meo many times is normally necessary). get out of the human paradigm, of being an entity doomed to death that must survive. once you achieve this, which is a lot, you settle in the present. but you also abandon human games a lot, they lose interest. then step 2 begins: the understanding of what reality is. psychedelics are needed once again, without them, the mind is too limited. I don't know about aliens, I know that understanding, when it happens, is magic. it is openness, depth, beauty

I can have the realization of absolute infinity whenever I want, even just by meditating, but there is much more. we are called to understanding, to rise from the mud of the animal to the level of the gods. the absolute is a bottomless pit where everything is, realizing that fills you up, but there is a magical jungle to explore. The deeper you go, the clearer everything is, and that's just beginning.

You would call your life a mirage ? It's a complex structure that have a reason. The reality is complex, and can be understood. Simplify is...simple . The reality isn't simple at all, despite we would like

What do you think about the similitude between PCP and pce? pcp is one of the most dangerous drugs out there, it can turn your life into hell. I haven't been able to find out if 3 meo pce has that addictive potential. I have read reports like yours, of healing anxiety and depression, being very careful not to overdo it. but maybe pcp is the same?

Yeah, well said. There is no higher than becoming the ocean. This does not mean that you understand all its structures, you can also dive into it and try to understand it as much as possible if you want. but AWAKENING is the first, the second is to go deep and it has no limit. you can become the alien that so smart, and that there is another alien millions of times superior, and then another billions times smarter