Breakingthewall

Due to the fact of doing 5 meo quite often the phenomenon occurs that the ego somehow loses its consistency permanently, or at least lastingly. It's like a solvent. This makes it so that in moments of solitude the realization of what reality is, or not is, occurs spontaneously. what is the structure of this experience, what are the others, what is your character, in a very clear way. the layers that make up this particular moment are broken down, and you realize the special effect. of how everything is being created, of the limitless emptiness that reality really is right now. what is more difficult to perceive is the true background of reality. what I really am. glory, infinite intelligence. Let's say that it is easy to perceive the falsehood, the special effect, but difficult to perceive the truth, the perfection, since this is of a nature so different from the apparent experience that it becomes elusive. then a negative awakening often occurs, one sees what is not, but not what is, then one yearns for the other, for humans, and maintaining mental balance requires an effort. but for those of us who are on this path there is no possible alternative, so continuing to deepen is the way

Bullshit. Who cares about the lies? the life of the ego is absolutely unsatisfactory. nothing to lose. Just the idea that there was something to lose. zero ties

enlightenment is a very strange process in which you will realize the real non-existence of the reality that you consider real. you will stay in the absolute solitude of existence. You will start this process because you don't feel well, because you suffer. It will lead you to be without handles. This sounds very nice and liberating but it is also destabilizing. nothing you consider real is real. there is no chain of events, no progression. everything is an illusion. our attachment to the process is enormous. we come from orange we are seekers. What happens when there is nothing to look for? Are we still looking for space rats? be careful with all this. You will reach a terrain where absolutely no one will understand you. If you tell your friends, your girlfriend, the reality of your life, they will think you are crazy. It's sad. your friends and girlfriend are just images. the same as your character ,but you are the real depth of existence. Only you are real. It's liberating... but you're walking on the ledge of madness. only suitable for the brave

falsehood does not exist, it is not real. enlightenment is the process of realizing that you are creating the falsehood to make it appear as though you are an individual in a world separate from yourself.

Why do you need others to understand you? The others are there to share and to love. what is deep inside you is the same as what is deep inside them, try to make that connect. Forget about being all the time releasing your special theories. they don't make any sense. Nothing mental matters, it's just a hobby. That is why we are in this forum, as a hobby that also strengthens our mind, an exercise. but it is empty, it is not real. the real is not mental

this is a puzzle that must be solved. Suffering is the fundamental sense that allows you to perceive where you have to work.

No way man, you need psychedelics. the thing is enormously complex. it is impossible to get close without psychedelics, and with them it is extremely difficult. You cannot imagine how well designed the trap that you are is

This strange madness that we are involved in and that we call life, I don't know how it will end. ends? has begun? is it some kind of trap? The only thing I know, or I think I know, is that the objective of this game is love. It's selfless love, and it's really hard. it's all imaginary, it's an enormously complex structure created right now as a kind of puzzle that you have to solve right now, and you never solve it. funny? well... let's try to solve it, or we will be trapped forever in this eternal moment

the absolute emptiness of total existence. Hallelujah

no matter what happens along the way, in the end you are. and you are an infinite well of absolute freedom that can only be described as perfection. more than any expectation that the mind can conceive. It's a good idea to realize that, it makes life taste different

the first time i did a full dose of 5 meo i had a horrible experience that was on my mind for months. the bottom of reality was absolute death. the terror of the meaningless, lifeless emptiness. absence. reality was a meaningless false shiny surface against a background of absolute death. hard to get worse. if i meditated long enough, i perceived that dead absolute, like a bottomless black square that swallowed everything. I knew that I had to go through that, since there is something indubitable: I am

for me, bad. Sad, a shit. but of course, the sexual issue is so complicated... the laziness that the game gives me and all that is enormous, the feeling of falsehood that sex produces in me is enormous. When I cum, I want to dress like an alarm goes off and run right away. What I would really do is fuck 3 different girls with the body of a model every day, without saying hello, prostitutes could be, if possible, all three at the same time, and never the same, but prostitutes that get horny and fuck as a ninpho. but prostitution seems immoral to me, sexual slavery and I don't do it, never, forbidden (i did a lot in my teens). Even porn seems inmoral to me, same sex slavery. Then what do I do? I would like to be gay, really. Or a pill anti sexual impulse. Or get in love with my soulmate and do 9 kids. But nothing...just me and my hand boiling my brain . So about your question...i don't know, if it works for you, do it

don't forget to say that before you have to have done 5 meo 50 times, and all kinds of psychedelics and gone from depressive and anxiety-ridden guy to some kind of sage in less than two years ? congratulations on intelligence and balls

Fantasty?? Well, it's not that you need money to attract women, but the reality is that women are attracted to success. it is a genetic matter. This whole game is about continuing with the species, about bringing into the world competent individuals for survival and reproduction. everything is a courtship dance, like that of birds but thousands of times more complex. Money per se does not make you attractive, but the aura that professional and social success gives you does. You are the alpha, the chosen of the gods, the bearer of the seed that they want

probably she is a narcissist who wants to have her child dependent and inferior to her. what you must do is realize their strategies and disassemble them, detach them from your psyche. she does not do it out of evil, she is like that. like the scorpion and the frog, she can't help it. once you see their pathetic strategies, they stop affecting you

@Vrubel a pretty and smart girl has limitless options. any detail, any feeling, will be enough to rule you out. They are looking for something specific, not just a profile but a precise connection, a feeling, who knows? she lives in total abundance. It is as if you were a famous actor, the music star. I would say that your dates are a total success, you just aim high, that's good. lucky to be able to do it, the only drawback is that that kind of rejections could happens to you. I wouldn't take it personally, something you should change. it's up to her

Yeah, The thing is to realize that you are imagining because you want to. all the depth of the dream is being created now, it is not trying to stop it but to flow with it and dive deep in it

it's like a game. everything is exactly the same, there is no difference between anything, but you invent the self and the differences appear. you put some conditions on the board, and let the game unfold. Could the self reunite everything that was separated? there are traps, things are not what they seem, there are no fixed rules in this game. nobody knows them, they keep changing. you have to juggle many different pieces that behave differently. Are you god or a creation of god? Are you part or are you all? both. you are the part because you have imagined the limits. Stop imagining them and you will be everything.

there is only one way, with sex, and with everything in life. society must be completely forgotten. does not exist. only I exist. everything revolves around me, I am the sovereign, reality itself, who dictates the law. there is no triumph or failure. It's just me, making love to myself. what is the depth of your love? the greater it is, the richer its manifestation will be. forget the rest, does not exist, they are just ideas in your mind, like everything else

it is a complicated matter. If you're out, you feel like you're missing the biggest thing. If you're in, it's fake and stupid. the solution? I don't know

the sexual matter is something truly poisonous, both for men and women. it is a very complicated matter. the sexual capital that each one has, their social value as an individual. Let's see, if you have an accident and your hand is cut off, bye. zero. You're out. what does this show? that the whole dating and sex thing is total corruption, utter falsehood, ego in its lowest and cheapest form. We, those of us who consider ourselves human, should be proud of not having sex and only doing it when it is the real union between two beings, when there is true magic, true love. if not, garbage for monkeys

use viagra like everyone else does, and that's it

Imagine that when you go to the bathroom and come back, you find her reaching into your jacket to remove your wallet. what would you think? Wow, she's a thief. Good thing I've realized now, and I didn't invite her to stay at my house. well with this the same. none of: the date was very good, until he did that. a person who does that in deep knows exactly what she is doing. She knows that he is disrespecting you, she knows that the Frenchman is disrespecting you and he promotes it. in certain environments that causes a very serious fight. let her go with her beautiful body and her stupidity to hell and that's it, there's no need to think about it anymore

What does the seeker of truth look for? what is missing? What did you have when you were a child and life was magic? just love. the search for love is the search for the holy grail. you are love but the doors of love have been closed to you. How is it possible? the more closed, the more pain. suffering is simply lack of love. it's awful. It is like the drug addict whose drugs are withdrawn but one day after another, a month, a year, a decade, an entire life empty of love. Terrible . he who has a strong heart and rebels against adversity and misery, will seek the love that belongs to him even if he has to open the gates of hell and enter to find it. the true seeker will never stop, since what he is looking for is himself and without it he cannot exist. only the miserable are satisfied with substitutes such as social acceptance, success, power, or even peace and a silent mind. Whoever is willing to penetrate the absolute emptiness of empty existence, is the one who is willing to do everything, since he knows that without it, there is no point in existing. give up the world for god? What nonsense, there is no world, there is only God. only the beloved exists, and I am. give me what you want, oh beloved, but never part from me again. the prodigal son was lost for a long time, but he has returned and he only wants to navigate the abysses of eternity accompanied by himself

More than a dream, it is the artistic creation of the infinite mind, which is the unfathomable void that i am. everything is created down to the smallest detail and is of total beauty. Everything shines, it's perfect, it's magical. everything is being created at this exact moment and develops infinitely. each thought creates a complete world, it expands, it shrinks, there is nothing outside of this moment, and at the same time all possible moments are. You have total power in how the plot unfolds, you just don't realize it. The more you synchronize with yourself, it becomes obvious that things develop according to your dictation.