Breakingthewall

Beautiful and powerful. the here and now is pure magic. It is, as you say, vibration, the infinite expressing itself. We have to penetrate the depths of the here and now. It is a magical, intricate, colorful jungle, where everything flows and makes love.

Sounds great. it's a problem when this decreases. You have to see how to manage it. I want to be highly conciouss all the time. the maximum possible. I am abandoning everything that leads to unconsciousness. I want total ego death every so often, absolute infinity. I want to be aware of the reality here and now 24 hours a day. Let's see if it's possible

Imo there is not atman or co creator. it is total infinity creating this concrete apparent experience now. but who knows. When you say surrender, you mean to stop resisting what is, which is much better than resisting. but the true mystical experience is not that. it is the total relaxation of control to the point that this particular experience disappears, completely dissolves for a while. then control returns and this software is re-created

control goes much further than that. you are the control. control is creating this concrete experience. when a mystical experience, or awakening, happens, it is because the control has disappeared. to experience absolute infinity is to relax control completely. it is not something that can be done at will since the will is control

This is a history of a spontaneous mystical experience copied from the book Mystic Savage, by Hulin. This is extremely rare, but happens I sat up in bed to look through the big window, right in front of me, and I contemplated from there the lights that were reflected in the narrow muddy streets of that small city. I was thinking about how pleased Charles Lamb was with the brightness of the streetlights on the wet cobblestones, when suddenly a mist of a bluish-white color, translucent, brilliant, took this world and all experience of being there that I had from my eyes. With the mist an ineffable peace and joy came to me (...). One can hardly describe an experience where one is caught up in…in what? Something he had never read about, never thought about, never even knew existed, just as a child, before it is born, cannot comprehend a description of this world. The mist grew denser, and as it grew deeper, the knowledge, the comfort, the radiance, the peace, in a word, the ecstasy, deepened equally, until "I" seemed to be "That" and " That" seemed to be "I". We were confused, mixed, fused... All of me was consciousness, awakening, and yet, when I came to, there was nothing to tell. When she was submerged, she was in all that has been, was, and will be; Now I realize that the human being measures space and time, nothing is before or after, but rather simultaneous, everything is there. Suddenly, the mist, the light, disappeared just as they had arisen. She was still sitting on my bed, clutching the sheet, her eyes wide, staring at the street lights. My first thought was: "Good! Underneath everything there is this calm, this joy, this security...". Then something funny happened to me. I looked at the outside world through the window, I felt the furniture in my room and I said to myself: "How strange, this world is a shadow. I have touched the Real and what is always "there"; all this world that I knew will henceforth be unreal Why is he there? To experience what?"

It is as if you were a barrier that closes you to the reality of what you are, and in return allows you to have the apparent concrete experience that you are having as a human being. This barrier is extremely solid and in the vast majority of cases it will never be broken, even if you meditate for 25 years. 5 meo dmt breaks down that barrier quite effectively. other psychedelics can do it too, but only in some cases. when the barrier is broken, it is the total absolute infinity, which is reality. your human experience is seen to be an idea of the infinite mind that is now being created, and infinity in its entirety is open. Can you have this experience in a normal way, every time you meditate for example? I would say extremely rare. some mystic among billions. do it, and you will see how well placed the door that you are is

i found this, sounds good https://forums.5meodmt.org/index.php?topic=50533.0

Has anyone tried 5 meo intramuscular injection? In theory it should be simple, unpleasant but possible. I don't like plugging, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. You never know if there's shit in there or not, or how much there is. and through the nose, if it goes to the throat it is torture

I am a door. the door opens. I was calling from inside...you know. there is a key that dissolves the door and opens you to what you are. you can't imagine it. it is absolute. it is total. It's depth. It's freedom. It's you. Hallelujah. That key is something very prosaic, it's called 5 meo, you order it online and they send it to your home

Yes, but the imagination is extremely powerful. try having an ice cream and then crushing your feet with a hydraulic press. the two things are the same, but they seem very different

In the end, Leo is right. the key is understanding. Efforts are not necessary when there true understanding happens, change occurs spontaneously. understanding is not mental or analytical, it is the clarity that happens when the barriers are removed.

There is no life and death as we conceive it. There is no temporal process leading towards death. You are now, existing as a computer program that is happening in the present and appears to be the whole movie you think it is. You are, shall we say, stuck at one stage. This stage can last a second or 800 million centuries, it doesn't matter, it must be resolved now. The solution is: selfless love. There are many obstacles that prevent you from this, like a game, and you have to overcome them. When you do, next phase. Only you exist, the existence. The others are just a fantasy. Software. Your character is software too but behind it is the existence . Leo and everyone else saying all that they says is a part of the software that is showing you that, perhaps, that's where things are going, that the next step could go this way. Nothing else. The people and the circumstances that make selfless love difficult are the obstacles. The software is running, now, and will stay at this stage until you clear it. The overcoming of the stage will not happen in the future, it will happen now.

Thinking about it, there is a useful shame. when you are ashamed of betray yourself, you are ashamed before yourself, not before others. for falling into some addiction, for being coward, for lying... this makes you tend to stop being it

the male mammal competes with other males for reproduction. in the case of man, he competes in a group in the most brutal way: war. genetically man is programmed to fight, to kill. to die for his tribe. that is why he naturally has a preference for what is hard, what is rude

realizing that you are not a person. realizing that there are no other people. realizing that survival is indifferent. realizing that happiness is indifferent. it is a game of realizing things, until everything is exposed. like neo when he sees codes. but not something cold or analytical. is to let flow the love that is trapped by the traps of the game. It is a developing software. the total absolute infinity creating. at least that was my vision today in a ego dissolution

Not believe, but he could contemplate them, maybe they will help him to realize things that bind him

if you say so... But there are collective suicides, of sects where everyone commits suicide on the same day, of suicide fashions because they talk about it on the internet. there was even a fashion in the baroque, the wherter effect, for a goethe novel, as the protagonist committed suicide, many thought it was an elegant gesture and they committed suicide exactly like the guy in the novel. when kurt kobain commits suicide, the number of suicides in the world increases, etc.

It would be said that death is the disappearance of the limits that create this concrete experience, therefore, after death there would be the unlimited, the reality of what we are. what is difficult to understand is how the temporal sequence occurs in reality. that is to say, the form disappears, infinity is, with which time disappears, a second is eternity. there are no seconds, only present. then, at a given "moment", another form is created again? hard to understand

reality as we perceive it is limits. the limits are not real, they are apparent, reality, truly, is infinite. then it could be said that things are made in such a way that our perception of reality is illusory

that is exactly so. to see it you have to shift the point of view from the apparent self that is the subject of the experience to the experience itself. From the point of view of the self, everything is valued. this assessment is part of the experience. from the point of view of experience there is only absolute perfection manifesting itself. You are the experience, not the experimenter. the experimenter is part of the experience

Psychedelics are legal in almost all of Europe. and? almost no one uses them. no one knows the sites of chemical research. Nobody knows what 5meo is, or 1plsd, nothing. just a little bit about the Ayahuasca ceremonies, because of the ceremony and the shamans and all that. but psychedelics don't interest anyone

because that is exactly the experience, the sensation, that must be experienced. You are not you lying to other, you are that experience happening

MDMA is a dangerous substance. Quite addictive in the world of the night, it can keep you upright for 3 days dancing and partying without a problem, then you have a horrible hangover from a lack of serotonin, in three days it passes, and on Friday you party again. If you stay like this for a few years, as is the case with many people, your brain will suffer the consequences. there are no definitive studies, since it is difficult to find a chronic user of mdma who is not also a cannabis user, and who does not consume cocaine and amphetamine often, but I have tried it on myself, a year on party more or less, and the time came a moment when something told me: be careful. real danger, toxic. and stop using it completely

@Leo Gura It's really good to see you stronger than ever, it brings me real joy, seriously, I thought you'd gone...senile. you are a cunning fox man

Stories imo. karma disappears the moment you realize that the temporal process is illusory, and returns when you lose yourself in it again. That to eliminate the need for sex you have to do a lot of sex does not work. when you realize that you are the present moment of infinite depth, and that all of the past and future is a mental construct of now, karma dissolves