Breakingthewall

that is not like that. the metaphor of the dream is very good but it is not exact. what you call the dream is infinity. every spit on the ground is god. reality is magic shining. everything is depth without limit. the human mind tends to superficiality, for survival. enlightenment is to break the crust of ice you walk on and dive and merge with the water. there's nothing like: now i'm awake and i know i'm god imagining reality. everything is one thing, everything is organic, indefinable. Either you do it in real time, or you're skating on the ice crust

You will have an eternal time not to be you. now that it's you, pick up the glove and accept the challenge.

You manufacture this dystopia to swim in your depression. I'm not saying stop doing it, but at least be aware of it. reality has nothing to do with what you say

Let's try to define the thing. the truth is that we are an unlimited well of total intelligence, total love. limitless wealth. or what is the same, absolutely nothing. the nothingness that is flowing holiness. you recognize yourself completely in infinity, you were always that and you had forgotten. you are home again and your home is total existence. It is as if they make a hole in your chest where you look out to infinity. realizing this constantly, imo is enlightenment. anything else is misery, and something pushes you to find a solution to your misery. So you say you had an enlightenment experience after 2 weeks of meditating. and then? The hole got closed? What did you do to try to escape from the misery?

most teachers had not realized the truth, what happens is that when you work for decades in spirituality, it seems that at some point you make the decision that you are enlightened by autosuggestion, and others believe you and we have a teacher. people who have really realized the truth are usually not teachers, since it is something that cannot be taught.

I listen to part of the poem and haaaa.... it's wonderful. shit man, I almost went on a psychedelic trip and had to stop it. that is god. That is what we are. I was thinking today maybe you're a bit of an idiot, leo, and I've heard that and I think you're a fucking genius. no wonder death tempts you. death is life, death is god. death is the infinity that is everything, that wonder of all the colors and shapes that we are. what we are is... hallelujah brothers, what we are is total wonder and I'm crying because I Know it. There is no death and i love you all

If your passion in this life is to immerse yourself in what we could call "death", it is absolutely normal that at some point you consider jumping to infinity completely. it is too controversial subject, it is not sensible to talk about it, but it is sincere, since it is true Anyway, i understand your attitude. This is not a joke

we know everything. we know that we are, we know that we are eternal, we know that we have no limit. that is all. the rest are unimportant details

the op cannot wake up because he is completely attached to concepts and ideas. In addition, especially delusional ideas that he has created by taking Leo's video on solipsism literally, which seems to me to be the most toxic. someone should convince holykael that you don't have to change the beliefs you have for others, it's about transcending them all. friend, listen to me, you are not awake, you are asleep and dreaming a nightmare. don't incorporate what others say into your narrative, and if you can't help it, don't incorporate something so crazy. the only explanation for me as to why leo said those things is because maybe he thinks they can cause some kind of awakening, I really don't understand

i am not referring to explicit lies but to projections, feigned behavior, impurities. that is not a true and perfect flow.

Well, to be honest not very well. the sicker the fake makes me, the more dates but less sex. And when there is sex, as soon as the other part wants to go in a direction that I don't, I end it. The good thing is that I meet interesting girls every day in the street. But I don't want to have a relationship, and I see myself at risk of not having sex to avoid the fake. I hope not, but we'll see where it goes.

I don't deal with it because I don't get into that kind of thing. anything that isn't completely authentic makes me sick. little by little authentic things appear and I cultivate them, and those that are not authentic I immediately discard

Maybe because most of relationship are based in need, in lack, in fear. They are a jail more than anything else, in which the other part is your jailer and at the same time your drug. If you take into account that most humans function from dysfunctionality, unconsciousness, learned behaviors and the fear of being left out of the group, you will see that it is totally normal for relationships to be based in lies

This happens when you are unbalanced, and you seek balance. your intuition is wrong and tells you to look outside of yourself, as as an individual you are used to looking for things like food, information, affection, outside of yourself. your software perceives imbalance and goes into a malfunction looking for balance on the outside. a typical way to do this is through pleasure. the result of this will be more imbalance, more pleasure seeking, etc. until you become an addict. The solution is to turn inward until you see that you are already complete without anything external, and you are no longer looking for more pleasure, since life itself is pleasure.

it is also good to say that what we are is happiness without limits, freedom without limits. something good beyond any idea of "good".

friend, believe me, what you need is to really awake. all that shit you talk about is ego strategies to keep the prey. You have started a path and you have left it halfway. finish it and total fulfillment awaits you

@Holykael do not rule out that all this is your ego holding the prey. true awakening is recognizing yourself in what you always were, you lost a couple of seconds in this game we call life, and now you find yourself again. you are the unfathomable void that is pure perfection, love without limit. It is a thousand times more than any wild fantasy of glory. Are you. you will see. If I were you, I would break the firewall that keeps you imprisoned. You're close, that's why he gets so son of a bitch. if necessary do 5meo ten days in a row even if the first 9 are 9 horrible crucifixions. do it twice in one day. you'll break the firewall, you'll see

@Holykael could you explain your awakening? How was? I ask you because it is very possible that it was not a total awakening. this would be very positive for you, since this point where you are would not be real

Islamism: national and institutional obligation to be schizophrenic. paradise on Earth

biden entered the government puffing out his chest. it's normal, after trump's pacifism it was absolutely necessary to push around. The US is a country that relies heavily on military deterrence. this is not bad, it is so. On the other side we have the Chinese dictatorship, the Russian mafia, the institutionalized madness of Islam, and the comfortable Europeans who believe we are the most advanced but who owe everything to the American lion and his friend the English pit bull. In this world seems that we need threat and war. sad but true

sure not. Those of the donation will not know what you are talking about, and when in doubt, it is better to choose another to donate. and the police don't care about that, i don't know how ungria works but it's not north korea, forget about it

if you are very conscious, you are happy, you have no problems with anyone or anything, no negative thoughts, just openness, love, creativity, courage... the therapist would tell you: I want to be like you

Not always. There are times when the one who holds power does so selflessly. he knows that there is something that must be done and that he is the one who is going to do it best. for example churchill.

my sister lives in a town of, shall we say, hippies. a facilitator arrived 1,5 years ago and began to facilitate bufo. my sister had a trauma that still lasts, she entered a kind of mental regression, increasingly attached and untreatable. a friend of her, a national jiu jitsu champion, quite narcissistic, committed suicide a few days later by jumping off a bridge in the highway. it is not a joke. I believe that this has to be done by someone who has the motivation, the perseverance, the courage to do it alone. if not better not do it

Yeah, exactly. I wrote this recently, I feel like sharing it, but not opening a thread, and it's the same as what the op says Toke (5meodmt): Absolute. The absolute is total death, the total joke, the dead, square void. No scape. An ocean of death. I get up .... good! Horrible, motherfucking. This is the reality. Let's see it again. Another undetermined toke, I think: give me horror. Absolute, dead. Accepted....you gave me everything. Dude, this doesn't make any sense. It's pure love, it's what I always was. I lost a few seconds in this thing called life. This is nothing special, it's what it always was, and my friend... it can't be better. It's me, of course. I don't know how to explain this. I won't fear again, never. Shit, i already forgot.