Breakingthewall

This is the key . Learn . That's what you do, learn, to then be able to rise and teach. You watch a lot of videos, you learn, and you think you've had awakenings when everything is in the realm of the mind. If it weren't like that, you wouldn't watch videos. I can't stand the videos for even 5 minutes, the reality is here, why waste it with a video? to learn things? It is much better to see the reality, but for that you have to open your eyes But no, you have the way of thinking that leads you to say: why you don't admit god? Why you refuse god? Man, this sounds as a Christian, that people are crazy, here we are trying the clarity, not the mud

Really do you think this? I would say that I have a vision that is quite clear, But of course, you will think the same about yourself, and it seems to me that you are in a very complicated mess with a lot of self-exaltation. But this is the problem with spirituality, everyone thinks that has the truth

Thanks for that article, very interesting perspective

Its much more complicated than that. again. It's not a competition. Only think in the idea "superior" means that you have that idea. It is not being a good person, authentic, full of love, etc. It is opening yourself to infinity. It is an extremely difficult challenge, it is a chess game with a genius. I don't know why that is, but it's quite fascinating. There is only one awakening.

?Yes, but I'm not sure of continue on those things. I don't know to what extent the motivations were egoic or for the beauty of the experience. Maybe it is more beautiful to do nothing. we will see. The gods will decide I guess but the profile photo is from the cover of a Jack Vance book, science fiction series b, I love him as if he were a relative that I love and because it shows that I'm going in one direction

Yeah I did few of those ascetic adventures. Let's see if my destiny is to do more or being in the comfort zone , that's not so bad. But I think that the gods are going to send me some adventures, or maybe the adventures now are going to be spiritual. Just trying to decipher the next steps

I think that 5meo gives a different experience to each person and each moment. I had very different stages My first experiences were that reality lost its structure, and the infinite void opened before me. More than unpleasant, it was terrifying. Horror. After many times the experience was more physical, my body and the entire experience were revealed as superimposed energy patterns, and reality was like a perfect cordinated design, extreme beauty. Then that disappeared, it was something like: I am here, in eternity, I have always been here. I am existence, how could I forget something so obvious?. Then it changed and was the best: infinity alive. A flow of everything, sacred. kneeling in tears. the sweetness of reality in endless flow. yes, without a doubt, I am that Then that disappeared and it became physical again, but like the whole experience is energy flowing, dancing, total joy,. Kundalini. and then that disappeared and now I do it and it's...ah, yeah, well. and? I'm going to vape more to see. Ah, the same. Yes, infinite breath, beautiful but nothing special. But now I can open that state without 5 meo (after doing more that 200 times I'd say) . that's the objective. Dissolve the self, be one with infinity.

You do well, every decision like that makes you stronger.

Great that we can share our weird hobby ?

what concepts? I'm telling you that I know how to get through the door without a door. It is something extremely difficult. It is a labyrinth full of traps, in which I have used all my mental capacity, until one day I understood how to change the frequency. It is still not an art that I have mastered, although it is becoming easier. There's no turning back when the house of cards starts to fall

@Bazooka Jesus you are right, just my feeling. My feeling was that getting to those places by plane was a fast food trip, undeserved , rich western privileged visiting the zoo, so after that thing with the motobike I got a small sailboat and went to several countries, that was really leaving the comfort zone and enter the hell zone. I never went back to tourism unless it was with a serious masochistic component.

No , you are wrong. The thing is that I know what spirituality is, and what self-help is. I talk about spirituality, it is something completely concrete. Narrow is the road, you know. the door without a door. Many are called, few are chosen. Self-help is not bad either, but when you see clearly through those games, you realize that in the end they are paths in a circle, and you shout at people: no friend, it's not that way! but it's nonsense because no one understands you

Yeah I do that very often meditating, or doing psychedelic. Energy flows, happiness and freedom

5meo is a meditative exercise. It serves to be able to be without mental structures. At first it is very unpleasant because without those structures to which you are so attached you feel dead. Reality now, empty, without memory or ideas, is total death. But of course, you are not dead, there is still life. then what are you? this is spiritual work, and 5meo is a great tool. The goal is to be able to get the same level of dissolution being sober.

Better open your arms and you heart to the now. The real thing is here. But as soon as you start interpreting, you are already in the fetal position again.

Trying to communicate with Razard is like running into a concrete wall over and over again. You feel pretty stupid. You know what's going to happen, and again running towards the wall. His defensive mechanisms prevent any penetration. Everything you say will receive a countermeasure. The thing is that since he starts a thread about sincerity, I couldn't avoid a little race to the wall

They are simply ideas. mental flow bubble. None of that interests me in the least. mysticism is real, it is a fact, it is the openness to the now. Ideas are the bubble in which you are curled up in the fetal position in terror. The funniest thing is that it doesn't protect you from anything. It's like a child who hides behind his hand so as not to be seen.

I believe that first there is a phase of acquiring certain ideas that serve as a solvent for the immovable structured mind. It is common that when you are in that phase you believe that you have discovered the most and that you are a very special guy, and you even imagine yourself as a spiritual teacher. The shorter this phase, the better. You have to realize how much sooner that absolutely all your ideas are simply ideas, and that they are not going to be of any use to you, that what you are looking for is something real. here and now reality is. All your ideas and your stories are childish grips that keep you on familiar ground. in mom's skirts. you have to go out into the world, and the world is infinite and nothing you know means anything at all. mind empty, naked, without defenses, without barriers. When you are finally on real ground, you no longer imagine yourself as a spiritual teacher, because you realize that no one is going to understand you, and you can't help the people to go out of their trap . everyone is attached to their mental bubble without realizing it, the same as you recently. . It seems very obvious to get out of the bubble, but it wasn't obvious at all when you were inside. It's a strange design, a rat trap. there is only one way out, and no one can tell you what is, only you can find it

none of that makes any sense to me. For me all of those are ideas.

Interesting. Wise people

That is impossible because something bad is limitation. the lack of limitation is freedom. only the ego judges it as good or bad. my ego judges it as good, another ego may judge the lack of limitation as bad. As it's reality , better adapt your ego to accept it. The only way is total openness, because otherwise it is a useless attempt to preserve a limitation that does not really exist. so the ego steps aside and what it is manifests

Yes, but it isn't bad. I am constantly trying to optimize my situation, have the best possible experience, and develop this experience in the best way. This includes material, money, also sex, etc. On the other hand, there is the opening to infinity. This requires intelligence and will and also intuition, don't do everything that closes. both dimensions can be combined and complemented

@TheWind Solitude implies limits, if there are no limits there is no loneliness. If you feel like you are alone, you are limited.

I have free base and the colour is more or less like that, maybe more brown, but if you did such amounts and nothing happened, I'm afraid that it is another substance

@Someone here imagine eternity. can you? No one can, the mind cannot understand what infinity entails. We are now floating in the infinity of existence, we are existence, and this existence has no limits. There are probably infinitely many multiverses within which there are infinitely more multiverses. I believe that we must start from the basis that the only thing we know is that existence exists. Leo says that existence is a mind within another mind within another mind. maybe it's like that. The only reality now is: no fucking idea. Open yourself with generosity, humility and joy to the infinity of the limitless now. leaves your mind out of the game. The poor linear mind is like a chimpanzee with a stick trying to understand a quantum computer. Allow your mind to empty itself of structure and expand, avoid the need to grasp anything, to know, so that the possibility of some real understanding can take place, if it is possible to have it. this is infinity friend, not the alphabet