Breakingthewall

That's how human society is, what did you think? be thankful they don't send you into a trench to run into a machine gun or get shackled and rowed in a boat to death. or that they make you marry at the age of 11 with an old man who beats and rape you. We come from the mud of madness that our genetics imposes on the evolution of the species, and little by little we are coming out of it. This is not an amusement park where everything is perfect, it is the battlefield.

yes, and there are many degrees in the observation of a tree. from the purely conceptual, then the intuition that, as you say, the tree shares the same divine essence with you, to the total vision of what the tree is. the bottomless glory of infinity manifesting itself at this moment, the magic and harmony of love made form. seeing this in its entirety is extremely difficult because it requires that there be zero ego in the act of perception, where there is no longer perceiver and perceived. this is to merge with the wonder of existence, with the supreme art that reality is. this work is to get there. the reason? beauty and freedom.

I also need to talk about this, and that's why I publish in this forum. good thing it exists. You are right, it's a need of the ego , the need of expression is human. The ego is human. What to do with it? You mentioned interesting things. If you want to elaborate, you are welcome

awakening it is realizing what existence is, what you really are, and it has nothing to do with the level of intelligence or worldly wisdom. what you are is the absolute, and you are even if you are mentally retarded with a coefficient of 25. But It is true that we are human and we must live a human life. or so I think. It is not enough for me to sit down to meditate and realize God. I want to contribute, I want to do, I want to be part of humanity and unravel the mystery of being human. there will be infinity to be god. I'm aware that this desire is pure ego, but anyway, to Caesar what is Caesar's

infinity is not logical. escapes all logic. the logical mind screams when faced with the infinite. logic is a creation of infinity, like a toy, not something absolute in itself

love is the power that animates you, the energy that makes you exist in this particular form. it is what flows inexhaustibly from the bottomless source of infinity. it is the supreme mystery of existence. love is a stream of purity and existence that divides and divides millions and millions of times until it shapes what you are at this exact moment. you have to tidy up the mess to see it. we have a complex computer game on our hands and we must become masters to harmonize the dissonance of what we are

supreme art. big bang, particles, matter in order, supreme intelligence in action, supreme beauty created from nothing, infinity of galaxies creating dance, creation, destruction, drama. life. the vegetation, the sea, evolution. each cell a universe in itself. our poor rat mind cannot even guess the magnitude of what it is. the absolute is god. god is infinite. the freedom of what we are, the power, the infinite glory, cannot be understood. just open your heart to the magnificence of the glory of being.

They are just images, and I am another image. we are in a game. the design is amazingly intricate and magnificent. only absolute infinity is, and all these are images. danger? for the character a lot, if not, what a shitty game. We'll see where we get to. test all your intuition, all your courage, there is an enigma to solve

This is true. words are not enough, not at all. if you want real change, it's a very difficult thing to do. mental pathways are real energy patterns. They are very solid structures. you have to have a great instinct and courage to be able to make real changes

for the character that doesn't matter. for us there is free will. To say that from the absolute pov we does not have it does not make sense since from the absolute pov our life is not happening. The game is in the relative, not in the absolute.

@Vlad_ human life is an enigma. We have to solve it. This is a game, Those of us who are involved in this only have one possible path: to deepen our understanding to stop being puppets. Free ourselves from the maze. I don't know if it is possible to achieve it totally but the more you advance, life is better, more true

exactly. We are pure existence. bottomless life. full intelligence. absolute freedom. Total glory beyond any idea. We just have to gradually dissolves the barriers that prevent us from opening up to freedom. what else are we going to do?

trying not to conceptualize because it only leads to anxiety and confusion, and trying to be as conscious as possible. the ego is not worth it, we have to get out of it. reality is magnificent, beyond any dream. do whatever it takes to break more and more the limits of the mind, as we are doing i think

That you are saying are thoughts. This is a though. Another thought. Just conceptualizing psychedelic realizations. If right now you were highly conscious and you talked to someone, you would realize that this person is the infinite, everything is. things are not square and concrete, they are infinite, they are unthinkable

@Vlad_ what you say is false. for the simple reason that all thoughts are. they are finite, and reality is infinite. Forget ideas, seek direct experience. dismiss all concepts as irrelevant. they are finite, they cannot grasp reality

If there is a past, it is that you are asleep, then those reasoning will only be reasoning within the dream. if you are awake there is no such thing as past. You see the dream for what it is, a kind of energetic configuration that is formed in infinity at the present moment. It is not easy to stay awake for a long time, sleep has great inertia.

not escaping the ego's grip and opening to the wonder that reality is is just being a deep retarded. It so happens that almost everyone is like that, in this very strange human world, that seems a kind of hell of trapped souls who try to emerge from the monkey mud but stop halfway. A game at the end.

The thing is the level of violence necessary. with the appropriate violence you will break your ego, but what you want is for it to dissolve with minimal violence, over and over again, until it becomes tamed. then you are one step away from infinity all the time and you don't fall so deep into the ego's grip. For me, working with 5meo is less about insight and more about an instrument to lose weight in the ego.

if you take enough 5 meo the ego is turned off, that is, the experience becomes something without the mind. but that does not mean that you are going to have a mystical experience. Just the possibility of this happening is created. you can have a void experience and that's it, I don't understand how it works, but it is very different from one time and other times, radically different

Great post man

only your conclusions are valid. and even those are valid up to a point. there are many angles from which to reach a conclusion. Watching Leo's videos will make you contrast one vision with another, realize the flexibility that is necessary to understand. But don't believe what Leo says. Believing what someone tells you automatically makes you an idiot.

thanks for the compliment. the point is when you stop seeing everything filtered by the tons of garbage learned, you empty the hard drive and start seeing directly. you realize how absolutely fascinating the matter is. infinity manifesting right now

It is no longer just talking about spirituality and transcending the ego, but about education. This retarded society educates us to be a kind of eternal adolescent with a low tolerance for frustration, anchored in superficiality, chronically anxious and completely stupid. Some of us have had to focus for a time on spirituality, on understanding what reality is, since the mental scheme that we had formed with the interaction with our elders and with society in general was disastrous. but many put up with it and swim all their lives in the limbo of stupidity.

to really change you have to understand the structure of your personality. It is something very complex and it is not verbalizable. They are energetic patterns that are built based on survival, rejection and attachment, the vital need to be accepted. General insights such as an enlightenment experience with a psychedelic are not enough. you have to understand in depth, and for that, understand what it means to understand. an absolutely fascinating work that requires being truly penetrating. forget any learned wisdom, it is useless, it is superficial. Keep digging and you'll understand. your intelligence is infinite intelligence, do not underestimate it

5meo is a purification process. it's not a game. If you take a dose that opens you to infinity but you are not ready for it, you will shut down, you will fight against 5meo. You don't want to live this experience. I would say that in some cases it can kill. you have to go little by little, many light trips, until you feel that you want total dissolution, and you open yourself to it without resistance