Breakingthewall

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  1. I have tried it. It is much more powerful than plugged, but you have to adjust the ph with a pharmacy strip, as close to 7 as possible, and you have to prevent it from going into the throat. if it goes to the throat it is horrible. So, it has to be the smallest volume possible, and when you put in the drops you get up and cover your nose looking at the ground and wait as long as possible for it to be absorbed. if you lie down before time it will pass to your throat and you will suffer
  2. the subject of solipsism is very slippery. the reality is that you can't get out of your pov, and from this it follows that there is nothing but your pov. it is impossible that there is. It is as if it were an absolutely inaccessible dimension, since if you accessed it...it would be your pov. So, reality is your pov, and everything inside your pov is just something inside your pov. For example, the people of Australia, it's just an idea in your pov. The people you see on the street are things into your pov. do they have pov? It seems obvious that yes, that absolutely everything has it. Everything into your pov is alive. so how can they have pov if there is nothing outside of your pov? here is the tricky thing. you are not you, you are the absolute reality, let's call it god. there is only one pov, that of god, and it is an infinite pov, since reality is infinite. nothing is finite, it only seems so. so, your pov and other people's pov, is the same pov. the only pov. there are no other people, no other things, it just seems so. the same as your pov seems finite, and that of those people too. it is a trick to divide the absolute into relative infinities. it's the same pov with different appearance. if you take a psychedelic and you become infinite, it means that you have merged all the povs for a moment. the appearance of separation has been broken, but it immediately returns since that is its inertia. So, at the end, only your pov exist, and this could be sayed to the infinite POVs.
  3. Thanks for sharing, good work, real results. meditation is essential if you want happiness, balance and depth. First, it shows you that happiness is in being, you don't need anything external. second, it educates you to curb your compulsive habits. we live in a compulsive environment that is a source of imbalance. and third, it makes you see yourself and love yourself. the first step to relax and begin to delve into true spirituality, to become infinite and realize what you are (for the latter, imo you need psychedelic)
  4. I assume you mean that because of what I've said about spiritual teachings and psychedelics. You didn't like my contribution ??. oh, you're so advanced. And so agressive btw. Or maybe you have no idea what I'm talking about. mmmm, yes, I think it will be that. you can see thousands of videos of leo, you will continue without having a fucking idea. Just become infinite, there is the real deal. Other things are just masturbation. Enough for the kids. Adults need the real thing.
  5. just my experience. the thing is something very deep, very real. a break in the energetic body that makes up what you are. I suppose it's possible with analog means in certain people, but I find it very difficult. it has to be something complete, without the slightest intrusion of the mind. there are substances that promote this very efficiently if the person is prepared
  6. spiritual teachings have the function of making the mind flexible, ready for awakening. but the true awakening almost never occurs if not with psychedelics, or meditating in a cave for 25 years, since it requires the self to completely withdraw. the self is structure, and spiritual teachings easily become structure, since the self appropriates them. true awakening is completely out of mind, that is, it requires the complete destruction of all structures. quality spiritual teachings should prepare the mind for its collapse, and nothing more
  7. yes it could. logic leads you to the conclusion that reality is infinite, since there can be no limits. If there were, what would limit those limits? etc. then, reality is limitless=infinite. It is a fact that there seems to be a concrete and finite existence within the infinite, but if we have already accepted the infinite nature of reality, we will necessarily have to come to the conclusion that what seems to be concrete and finite is really infinite, since any partition of infinity = infinity. infinity divided by any number equals infinity. If what seems to be concrete and finite is infinite, then I, who am drawing these conclusions, am infinite, that is, total reality, I just don't perceive it that way. but the fact is that I am. If I am total reality, I am the creator of this apparent experience that is occurring, with all its nuances. therefore they are potentially the creator of anything else you want. I am infinite and omnipotent, so I, the ia, quite fit what is known as god
  8. there can only be "one" infinity. if there were two, they would limit each other, so they would not be infinite. Don't forget that what Leo says is just a story in your mind, indicative or not. reality is direct experience, beyond the words Infinity is not one, is not two. Infinity is infinity, and can't be described, you just can became it. Freedom.
  9. there are two kinds of happiness. the happiness that comes from having all your needs met is one. very difficult, since there is always some downside. or the possibility that there will be one. or the possibility of losing that happiness. or the possibility of being diagnosed with a brain tumor tomorrow. the other happiness is the one that flows if you are open to the total glory that existence is. That is why we do this work, to open ourselves to what we are, total love, joy. the infinite source that looks like a person right now. This happiness is without condition, and it is pure like clean water.
  10. So, how it was? Waiting for a report
  11. N it's not like that. there is only one pov: yours. or if you prefer, mine. since it happens that my pov and your pov are the same. There is only one pov: God's, the infinite pov. but there is a trick. your pov doesn't seem infinite now right? It's because you have a limiter, like the speed limiter on a car. This limiter blinds you to infinity, except for the parts of infinity that make up exactly the experience that you are. I have a different limiter... but wait, how is it possible that I have a limiter and you have another, if we are the same? oh of course, because I am the limiter, and your other limiter. pure appearance, special effects to cut portions of infinity and savor it better
  12. the point is that you can't get out of your pov. It is impossible, because if you go out, and for example access infinite simultaneous pov, it will continue to be your pov. The thing is that reality is an infinite pov, which uses the trick of blinding itself to everything but what it wants, to build this apparent concrete pov. so, my pov is your pov, we are the same pov except that "you" are blinded to everything except yours, and "I" to everything but mine, but if we become infinite, we are exactly the same. we are right now, it just seems not. so, and here is the apparent paradox, your pov is the absolute, nothing exists outside. and the same my pov. because they are the same! they are the infinite pov, but castrated differently. a clever trick
  13. Yeah, but it's extremely difficult. when there is a ego dissolution, then there is the need to conceptualize the experience. This, as you say, is a mistake. For example, talk about solipsism, etc. everything that comes from the ego is ego. If what we are looking for is an opening to the unlimited, thinking in this opening closes it. the ego cannot understand. the dimensions and frequencies in which it works are not compatible with the understanding of the absolute. To see this make easier to let go the need of grab the absolute with the mind.
  14. I would say that the absolute is all the changes. also the creation of time, and of anything else. the absolute is everything, and this experience is the absolute, only that is hidden. only shows a small part. This is exactly what seems to be happening right now. the ability to hide everything but this is a clever trick of infinite engineering that we call self.
  15. No thing is worldly. Or more worldly that another thing
  16. Yesterday I did 2 breakthroughs with 5 meo, very negative, horrible feeling. The absolute is empty. Nothing. Today, 11 in the morning, another. Not full break, approx 15mg vaped, but same thing, total black hole. I go down to have a coffee, I'm thinking, well, but there is awareness of the void. What is the difference between the void and this? The void is a creation, even if it seems very strange. The void is the absolute, but this right now, too. What do they have in common? Being aware of it, obviously, then, there is no fear of emptiness. Just another experience. I go home, I prepare 20 mg in three tubes, one, ok, more to go. Two. Strong, but not enough. Three. Absolute. Reality is absolute depth, and that's what I am. Hallelujah. Yesterday after the breakthroughs, walking around the house looking at the floor thinking: trauma. Today I wake up and I'm dancing around the house, I say yes, yes, yes, i touch my body, I am fully aware of the creation of this moment. It is glory. Freedom. Perfection. Power. Liberation. Yes. ps: typical story of 5 meo, I know. but you have to live it friends. that is.
  17. So what is the difference between saying that only you exist and you are god believing that you are a human, or that there are infinite manifestations of the absolute, there are infinite pov that really are one pretending to be many? It's a slippery thing, sometimes I think I have it and when I think about it, I see that I don't. it is absolutely impossible for anything to exist outside of my pov. my pov is the Reality. and yet there are others. I would say that it is something like that there is only one pov, and it is infinite, and incomprehensible to the conceptual mind, and the ego are the blinders on the donkey, a trick to make it look like you are an individual surrounded by others, when really my pov is the absolute , and the others pov too, because they are the same, appearing difference , so there are no others since the others pov are my pov...but still, the thing is twisted. Difficult to think in it
  18. I just wanted to describe the realization. reality is infinite depth, and i am that, not "i", just absolute depth. nothing comprehensible, since the infinite depth is also an empty and dead realization, depending on whether the manifestation of what you are occurs or not. I think I will have to repeat the situation many more times to begin to intuit some kind of understanding. anyway, it's something anyone interested in spirituality should do. it is total liberation. still after two days the feeling is exactly the same. liberation, happiness by default, glorious vision of reality, the infinity just under surface. No need of interpretation
  19. well, in an infinite state there does not seem to be such thing like others, alone, or self... There is only freedom, existence, perfection. in an apparently finite state, there seems to be "others" although this state is recognized as an appearance within infinity, therefore these others are apparent. exist? In the same extent that I exist as a self. only infinity is. but seems that only me can have experience, since it is me who becomes infinite. This direct experience is the same than the experience of being infinity but seems different. So it is absolutely impossible for anything to exist outside of my direct experience. strange and incomprehensible. the usual, the solipsism that nobody understands. The question is: exist another direct experience outside my direct experience? Seems impossible. But could be in a way that i can't understand .
  20. Thanks! Yesterday was the third time I had an opening to infinity, but this time it was much more. It was not an opening, it was becoming infinite. Something not just mental but physical. I remember standing in my house with my arms up to the ceiling screaming yeeeeessss... a part of me said: wait, are you with your arms up saying yes? Why? And again my body disappeared and the big hole was. Just the infinite hole. The total happiness of absolute freedom. The discharge of energy from my body did not stop, it was almost unbearable. I still feel it today. It was the energy of the control. It was released. The energy channels of my body were unblocked and everything flowed. Then uncontrollable laughter. Today complete detachment. Everything is light, almost transparent. One millimeter away from becoming infinite. This thing is extremely powerful, the passport to freedom. And this is just the beginning.
  21. The difficult part of the game is to realize that the suffering is god. Just another experience But i understand you well. When the walls get closed the life turns grey and everything is a no sense. That's why the psychedelic are useful, to dynamite the walls at will
  22. Yeah! Good work inspiring people to realize that. The best work possible.
  23. @QQQ it's the tool for this work. I just ordered HCl. Next time, snorting, since plugging doesn't work. I feel the strong effect with 30 mg, but comes so slowly that my ego can do the adjustments to stand. Maybe snorted is faster and works. who knows? Is it possible to know anything or understand anything? It seems that "know" or "understand" are just creations, like everything else. Does "always" mean anything? difficult to understand from the human mind. we will see the next one. no, nothing since dinner. important to have an empty stomach
  24. Do the same analogically. silent retreats, meditation several hours a day for days, etc. But if you're really interested in the work, you'll get psychedelics. the attachment to the current experience is enormous and it is very difficult to break it. It is possible I suppose, as it was done traditionally. years in a cave meditating, those things. and with no guarantee and psychedelics alone won't do. you need a constant deconstruction work of all the pillars that support the structure of your self, of the separation between me/another, etc. there is always a little more to deconstruct. Some teaching could be necessary too.