Breakingthewall

@Vlad_ great report. One day=years in growing. lsd is amazing, it opens the doors of your subconscious. Every time I have taken it I have thought: I must do this more. but then I procrastinate because the trip lasts a long time.

That guy (who is quite brave btw) has had what I call a dead void experience. there is nothing but there is consciousness that there is nothing. For me that's pretty horrible but I've gotten used to it. that is the last barrier. if you endure the emptiness long enough, and return several times, the revelation will take place. the emptiness gains infinite depth and you encompass the infinite. it is a source from which everything flows, sacred, infinite love that has no end. infinite power of creation. you. Nothing that the mind could conceive.

imo the best thing is to start vaping and later, when you ve had some breakthroughs, snort or plug. vaping the effect is brief and you can dose on the fly. I prepare 3 pipes. well I don't use pipes, I use borosilicate flasks to which I have attached a tube with a cork. I prepare all 3 with 7 mg each and two torches, one small and one large. you start with the small one and vape something like 2mg. just a touch, you let your mind get used for two or 3 minutes to that lying on the floor without clothes. any clothing can be perceived as unbearable at any given time . then some more, and lay again, and then a large torch and all that is left in the first flask. This is already a serious dose that in my case makes for example that with open eyes I see nothing, only black with green fractals, and you notice the emptiness lurking there but you still have a sense of self. after, as you see it. if I notice negativity, I get up, make myself a salad and leave. why? because I know what I'm going to find if I continue: the total dead void. this is a tough experience. but it depends, since in the end, in my case, it's something to go through. Well, if I go for the second pipe, I'll directly take a big torch and vape everything. this normally breaks. there is no body, there is no self, there is absolute bottomless emptiness. This bottomless emptiness can manifest as a bottomless emptiness and that's it, which is pretty horrible, or it can manifest as the infinite absolute, what you are, total. In first case, your choice. Stop with a bad experience, or insist having the risk of a worse one. In second case, as soon as you become aware of yourself again, you take the third flask and vape it whole. and you completely disappear. there is no self anymore, there is no mind, you are in the dimension of infinity, and this is the most normal thing. what always was. You are existence, obviously, and nothing could be better because this is absolute perfection. the total joy. your body becomes a channel of energy to jet, all the control energy that you stored during all your life is released in a moment. you have been transformed, forever. you get up, open your arms and your whole body says: hallelujah. it is obvious how your body and this moment with all its nuances is being created in real time. happiness is total, since you have been Released from your self-imposed jail. then enjoy perceiving infinity for a while, and little by little your self will solidify again, but reconfigured. in my case, I have had total dissolution reactivations 5 consecutive nights. The good thing about vaping is that in two hours you are as if you had not taken anything. you can go to the gym, meet a friend, anything

Not only humans have destructive behavior

I don't know what are you talking about. Maybe trying to show that you are very enlightened and the others don't? Like always...not very constructive. We need life and truth in this forum, not the perpetual competition of egos

Depending of the monk, probably this one no

enlightenment is not to say: this is god. is the total opening to infinity. the dissolution of the apparent limitation. the complete understanding beyond the concept. A bird can be completely enlightened while perched on a branch singing. how would you know? you do not need mind to open yourself to infinity, in fact it is an obstacle. a whale swimming in the ocean can be a being completely open to infinity 24 hours a day. this does not mean that you can communicate with it on the same frequency as you. could be very stupid from a conceptual angle

We speak from the relative. from the absolute point of view, there are no lions, no history, there is only your pov and what is in it is completely irrelevant, except to be transcended and open to infinity. No dogs or aliens, just images. but now we are talking about what is inside that pov, like for example, the history of humanity

Absolute idiocy, because they were humans. nobody invented the roman empire, nobody invented capitalism. no one could! at most they could do shit like communism. complex systems that work have a life of their own, they are not the creation of any genius. the collective ego is a living being. Thanks for the link, i will read it

many times it collapses. the apocalypse has been repeated many times. total fall of the established order, hunger, cannibalism, death... to re-emerge again and again. It is not a story of madness but of sanity. Do you think it is something easy to organize into systems of millions of individuals and that this last? Since you are Polish, I suppose you have studied the Russian Revolution a bit. how about? all those people were doing their best to make a good system for the human being, fighting against the chaos that was threatening from everywhere. with their best intentions they committed the greatest atrocities to finally have to give up, realizing that you cannot swim against the current. things are extremely difficult. Starting a small business is difficult and requires a lot of energy. organizing a civilization is a miracle. It's theoretically impossible. organize the roman empire, or the industrial revolution...they are more natural phenomena than human facts

survival is legitimate and competition is legitimate. If I say: let's play, I'm going to try to fool you, and you're going to try to fool me. I'm going to try to be faster, smarter, better. that's ok. It helps me get the best out of me, and helps the other to do the same. If I start a business, I see how things are and I think: I'm going to try to do a little better than the others, to contribute something that they don't, to keep more of the pie. it's legit. So they have to improve, everything is optimized. If one has to leave because I am stronger, I'm sorry. Maybe next time I'll be the one to lose. Another thing is that I cheat. that's not legitimate, and it doesn't offer good long-term results.

@Mips if you want to dissolve the illusion you must forget things like: nisgardatta maharah did this... there is no nisgardatta, only you exist. only you will wake up. there are no beaten paths, you have to take full responsibility over your life. and the fact of raising this doubt denotes cracks in it.

what is being done is not stupid, it is a constant attempt to adapt as perfectly as possible. try and failure. look at history, human beings do not skimp on suffering when it comes to adapting. If 80% of the population must starve to death at any given time, what? what is important is the evolution of the species, the individual is absolutely irrelevant, it does not even exist as such, it is a fiction. We think we have some control over the path we follow as egos with free will, and we don't.

Agree, but that only means: I don't know. I think you can know. solipsism is simplistic. let's see... there really is only one pov, the pov of total reality, or god. this pov is the existence of all that can exist, and it is infinite. finitude is a special effect. you are god, and so am i, and our pov is infinite and exactly the same, by definition. So why are you you and I am me? How does infinity divide itself by being indivisible? I think the mind can't handle this. I have had insights but once they pass, you can't remember them as they are on another frequency. Leo doesn't define it either. He just says: you have to wake up to understand it. after having published a 2-hour video talking about it in which he only says: only your POV exists, the others are in your POV. yes, ok, but everything in your pov has its pov, since everything is infinite.

@Someone here is not answered. How do you explain that you are having a finite concrete experience? reality is infinite. Do you think that the others are zombies without conscience, as can be seen from the solipsism video? you should be experiencing everything that is possible to experience right now. Why is not like that?

if things are as you say, just identify with god, and look at the holykael character as secondary

I don't agree at all, but it's your way or thinking, I'm not going to say that it's idiotic. But you are human and you live in the world. The danger exists and it will reach you when it is time. Intuitively, before discovering spirituality, I thought that the right thing to do was to expose myself. not to do so is a greedy and petty attitude that leads to darkness. I have continuously done increasingly dangerous things, with the philosophy of: gods, here I am, this is your chance to do whatever you want to me, I am not hiding. nothing ever happened to me. And now I have 8 screws in my leg without being able to move because on Christmas day I slipped in a puddle playing with a kid ??.

i don't know if it's possible or not to know if the reincarnation is real or not but it is an interesting idea. Since birth, the person manifests specific, very solid energy patterns. These patterns evolve throughout life. if these patterns acquire a structure, let's say, aligned, enlightenment takes place. If instead they get more and more stuck in attachment and fear, what takes place is suffering. when the physical body disappears, it seems possible that these patterns continue. a new beginning and a new evolution, until the complete alignment. this does not mean that "I" will be reborn. everything is the same, the infinite manifesting itself. is simply the continuity of a certain pattern

Yeah , maybe a whale is enlightened, who knows. And sure that it's better to be a whale or a dolphin than a human. But only the humans can work with the concept, and connect themselves in series as processors via language to increase processing power. The human being is destined to break all limits

Agree. But the reality is that humans in freedom develop a shadow masculinity. Divine masculinity, as you said, need to be educated.

A few years ago, on an LSD trip, not that strong, like 120 ug, something I had read came to my mind, that Congolese guerrillas force 8 and 9 year old boys to torture their mother to death, like this they become psychopaths, and also can never return to their relatives, so they remain tied to the guerilla. I tried to put the idea out of my head, but it came back. He was in a hut in Africa, a happy child who loved his mother, compelled by those demons to cut his body with a knife and rip out his guts. Later in my mind i was that kid, and i was doing that. the men were terrifying, it was impossible to disobey. they were the horror of the evil of humanity that tortures itself in a sadistic and masochistic act at the same time. I started to see in my mind mountains of corpses, endless rows of families that groan impaled, lonely old people locked up in a psychiatric hospital, terrible diseases that rot the body, terror, total trauma. I saw myself helpless, unable to face the fact of being human, of the terrible suffering that it represents. I was caught in a horrible experience, a death trap. a kind of mental whirlwind that went deeper and deeper. after a few hours it began to calm me down and accept the reality of the situation. I'm an human and that's it. I was in an empty park, one weekday morning, but the afternoon arrives. then I saw something very strange: a man in his 60s was walking around talking very happily on the phone, and behind him by the hand, a girl of about 18, with cerebral palsy, limping like an automaton. She had no eyes, or they were somewhat white. They had dressed her in a sexy style. Seeing that caused me an emotional reaction and I cried as much as possible for a long time. After that I felt much better and I realized that I had gone deeper into reality, in myself, in those hours more than in a year of life

homo sapiens is a mystery and an absolutely strange being. no animal can understand concepts. With titanic efforts, the most intelligent primates have been taught to add up to 6 (if I remember correctly). A sapiens from 100,000 years ago, teleported to today as a baby, could learn quantum physics. why? There is no other mammal behind capable of learning but only up to algebra for example. It's either all or nothing. It seems that there is nothing that the human mind cannot understand. its capacity for abstraction is enormous. a complete tool. the human is capable of colonizing galaxies and the entire universe, with the necessary time for it. to modify genetics, achieve immortality, become a cyborg capable of living on jupiter. there are no limits to what the mind can do. It's possible a future with totally selfless humans God-realized, AI-powered ,immortals, exploring every corner of the cosmos.

You are right of course, I do not advocate war, i just told that it's natural in humans. but just for being devil's advocate... what is progress? Is a welfare society better? better for what? Is a long life better? is our society better than a clan from 100,000 years ago? Is there more true love between humans? more truth in the people? Better lifes? it is possible that yes, or not. it is very difficult to value it. Human are a mistery. In my opinion there is an evolution to the truth and the love, but sometimes seems the opposite

Humans are hive entities. the greatest suffering is isolation, loneliness. You can seek the truth, dissolve your ego, become infinite, but you cannot stop being human. A lot of people who have food and everything is suffering Simple, when you suffer. The suffering it's something mental. it is the non-acceptance of what is. For example, if you are crucified, every second your whole being will not accept being nailed there dying in public for days, you will strongly want to get out of that situation, but you will not be able to. this is suffering. If, on the other hand, you like boxing and you are in the middle of an exchange of powerful blows, there will be pain but no suffering.

Of course. Pain is a physical response that can or not generate suffering. the possibilities of human suffering are vast. from being locked in a box for three years to watching your children die of a degenerative disease. the human being suffers.