Breakingthewall

you were nothing before you were born because you were never born. you have always been now. right now you are, creating a complicated structure that appears to be a life with a timeline. all this is apparent, memory is part of that structure and is being created now, like everything that exists. you always are and will be now, changing form, deepen in the infinite depth of yourself

I mean, there is not outside of you. You are the reality. You don't see this? Everything is you. turning to "inside" is fine until you realize that inside and outside are the same. the understanding to which I refer is this, to understand what reality is. you are reality . understand yourself, to love you more deeply. You will always be looking for more love, because that is what reality does, it dances with itself in a dance of joy and love, which goes deepening without end, since there is no end. You can easily see this with psychedelics, since they destructure the apparent reality and only the essence of what is remains, and it is easily perceived. after you realize that sober reality is exactly the same

Those techniques and strategies never work. the only thing that works is the understanding of what you are, of what reality is. all that negativity is your vital desire focused in the wrong way. This is a labyrinth, it must be understood and clarified, the energy channels must flow freely towards the unlimited, not twist on themselves.

It's you who don't realize that there is not outside of you to look for love. Everything is you trying to deepen in the love. That experience where you make a differenciation between inside and outside is god. Every desire is god trying to deepen in the love that existence is. A raper is god trying to deepen in the love. Everything is that.

I know more or less what I am. in a superficial, vague way that sometimes escapes. This is the only knowledge and the key is to deepen in it. until where? we will see. The most possible.

@Moksha @Yimpa I call desire the act of love of the infinite with itself that results in you. and the desire that I have for more depth, more love, more truth and more life is exactly that same desire. and that is the same desire of a miser for money, of a drug addict for drugs, of a dictator for power, only oriented in, let's say, the wrong way. wrong because it imprisons him instead of freeing him, because it has the opposite effect of what he is looking for, that is love. then, the problem is not the desire, but the stupidity of focusing it in such a way that you get the opposite of what you want. You have to understand who you are, what you want, and how to get it

That's how you see it, I see it the other way around. the higher your consciousness, the less fear and attachment and the more strong desire, since you are desire. Wish=love

Everything is the truth, only the truth exist ?. the only thing we do is try to have a deeper, more beautiful, more pleasant existence, without the terror of death. For this we must understand the limitations that prevent us from being more conscious. but in the end it's all a matter of desire and preference

Yeah, everything is reality but we make a differenciation according to understand in our conceptual minds what is limitation and what is freedom. You could say that limitations are reality too, but doing that, where is the point to talk about anything?

What is dreaming according you? God is infinite desire, if you prefer. Desire is not ego, fear yes. They are not the same.

What?

Reality is desire. Without desire, there is nothing

How do you know if others are same or maybe more lucid and silent but have realized how to fully open up to the glory of what reality is at a depth never seen before? Don't you give that even a chance? What are you basing yourself on to be 100% sure of denying this? Or maybe you need that?

The truth, a very strange madness and very difficult to decipher in which I had to fight to the maximum, or the madness that surrounded me was going to swallow me and kill me, after a funny preamble of depression, addiction, failure and sickness. Same than many others. I think that only my mother's enormous love in childhood has given me the strength and intelligence to find the way. life can be extremely difficult and extremely harsh

You are all stuck in your closed-mindedness. is incredible. you prefer to be right to the truth. the reality of what we are can be open, understood, clear as a lake. beautiful as heaven, transparent as air . and you don't listen, you are like the Pharisees ??

You equate two different things. thats why understanding is essential. attachment and fear has to be a tendency to zero, desire has to be a tendency to infinity.

I'm in the fight. Without a doubt, a truly difficult challenge. I have always had business, with the current one, four. always successfully. My previous business was a bit strange, planting weed, hydroponic with leds, about a thousand plants, illegal btw since in my country it is prohibited. with a partner, a house for that, etc. the business before was even stranger ?. The current one is the great challenge, I started 1.5 years ago, and I'm going with everything, to the maximum. I go around looking for very cheap sailing boats, from a widow for example, poorly maintained, in difficult places. I put them in conditions, and I sell them. so far 7 sold until now, but because god has been too generous with me. The first one I bought was small, 8 m, I named it with my mother name and after a couple of trials, I took it on a solo 8 day ocean trip. others not so long, two days, three, but very negligent. they were carelessly sold too. I became lazy with my previous business, confortable, weak. I am aiming for steel cross-country boats, for people who have a vital project of a multi-year trip, as I once did with a girl years ago. I know what those people want. Right now I have two steel boats and I am preparing them to the maximum. I am reaching my full potential little by little. I feel strength, total dedication. It is my act of love towards another person. the future owner who will make his trip. I want to give them something really good. That's on my mind when I work all day like a robot, learning very fast. I find bad people and good people, people who wants to help and scammers and money-hungry misers. I am sharper every day. I am in a delicate situation because there is a great crisis in the world and my money may run out, but there is no other way than forward, and i feel clearly that everything is following a path, if i do my part, the thing is going to work. I want to reach the excellence, give my best. Let's see.

Without your desires you are dead. It's something important to understand

How many people do you know who have a clear intention to deepen reality to the maximum and for that use, among other things, psychedelics?

I don't know if you are aware that human life is a fight to the death, like hyenas in the savannah, but more organized. The universe will let you be the whore of a tribe of psychopaths and sell your children as slaves to sadomasochistic brothels if you don't fight to the death. if buddha was a spoiled prince and went around the world with his princely manners and everyone was delighted to be his friend and they fed him and stuff, good for him, but buddha had no idea what it is life, same as Ramana maharshi. It's great that they speak about the absolute, but not about the attitude in life.

5 meo promotes the total mystical experience but does not guarantee it. It's like going to a cave to meditate for 3 years, it may or may not happen. when the absolute opens, there is not the slightest doubt. you were asleep and just now, for the first time in your life, you have woken up. the infinite opens and explodes as a source of creation without limit. you are and always have been. how could you forget it ? is impossible, if it is the eternal reality, what you are. it is something perfectly normal, absolute freedom, absolute power, without limit. Hallelujah! Limits? that is impossible, a fiction. Loneliness? How, If you are infinite, and you make love with your self eternally. It's the absolute perfection. It's obvious that you're never going to forget what you are, how could you...wait...what? How? oh...what was it? I've forgotten! getting to a full opening, without the slightest obstacle, requires many trips and much preparation to let go. the mind cannot grasp the infinite, this is beyond the mind. once you get into the depths of what is, understanding begins. I am starting with this, since at the beginning the trips were very brief, because my ego was fighting to the death to return. now relax and enjoy

If you want to be awake, you have to see with total clarity that reality is within you, that outside is something that does not even exist as a concept. the others exist, inside your mind. therefore, they are not "others"

You could keep you desires in some extent and go very deep. It is not a matter of abandoning your desires but of understanding what they are and what is their place. to go very deep you need desire to go very deep

psychedelics are the tool when you want to transcend the ego, the mind that identifies, that takes itself as a process from past to future and you can't. I also spent a year meditating 3 hours a day, and deconstructing all day, it's not as easy as doing a psychedelic and that's it. but without them for many it is impossible to get out of the trap of the mind . but they are also something else: they are tools of understanding once you have transcended the conceptual mind. You cannot imagine the clarity that they can provide you by modifying the structures of your mind

yes, to some extent. we would have to see to what extent