Breakingthewall

for me 5meo is a meditative exercise. you completely break all the structures over and over again. it doesn't matter if you realize that you are god, the void or whatever. Just experiences. what is important is the fracture. it breaks again and again, until the walls soften. make infinity something more or less normal for you, expose yourself to it. once achieved many times, for example with 25 ug of lsd and a puff of weed you can spend hours in a state of total openness. this is awakening . the pure existence without limit, where understanding does not matter to you, since in the fact of being is all possible understanding. You're awake, and you don't care about life, death, and anything else. you are limitless.

Sounds great. In east Africa psychedelics, sounds wonderful. It's normal in Africa being interested in psychedelic? Yeah, take the 2 grams, it's a good dose for the first time. A real trip but not uncontrollable.

Yes, god is exactly that. create the software: human, roll the dice and see what happens. god likes the game

Yeah, because they fear a lot rejection, they have been possessed in childhood, just like us, with that comparative shit because we live very close to people who have that shit inside, and their parents also had it, and so, and they have told you: you have to meet this standard or you would be better off dead. this is life. all this comes from the fight to the death between violent sons of bitches, murderers, rapists, torturers, who are humans by nature, greedy for power over others, race of son of a bitches, but just as son of a bitches as life is, so it's not easy at all to get rid of this There is just one solution: trascendence. Open yourself to the reality, and loose all the fear. A difficult work, but possible. The prize is the freedom, and the freedom means feel the now as the glory that really it is. That's awakening, the best thing possible. Be you, the freedom, the laugh, the openess, the pure existence.

I would say that the ego is the internal dialogue about oneself in relation to others, evaluating and comparing, and constantly forming a mental image of oneself, usually a little unfavorable, and maintaining that ghostly image full time without stopping for a second. . a serious mental illness

Shit. That's a hell but most of those guys have a better face than mostly of European that are working in a office. Interesting. Seems that men, When the thing gets really hard, are strong If I had a kid, I would say him: you have to be as strong as those guys. You are in deep, you are a human. You can bear anything, just never let the others intimidate you, and never stop to searching a solution. It's better to die. To die is perfect. Let them to make you a favor and fight. Thanks for sharing. Absolutely interesting.

You mean it in the sense that existence itself is a mystery by definition since it is infinite, right? like existence is trying to understand itself infinitely. Why does existence have that compulsion, and it doesn't just exist without so much difficult shit? Maybe just for fun? More because there is no choice. Infinity can't stop.

I don't know. Is it really possible to understand the reality? @Leo Gura what do you think? how much have you understood?

I'm working in it every day. Not just sustaining, but increasing it. the problem with sustaining it is that you start to eliminate the superfluous, the inharmonious, and in the end there's almost nothing left, but I don't see any other option. then there is the matter of going deeper. I see it inevitable. but there are a lot of traps there, conceptualizing and all that. But what to do? Go deeper

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It depends a lot if you have designed your life so that this is possible or not.

More like: much better to dissapear that this shit. but you never disappear you are the bottomless well that is, doing its work of creation, for which the ingredient of suffering is essential. without it, everything would be a soup. suffering is your creative tool

Exactly. the reason for mental suffering is to push us to realize that. After, let's dance.

It's an evolutionary issue. all pain has as its objective the creation of a movement that tends to escape from it, on an individual, collective and genetic level. the bad thing is when it's your turn to be buried in an anthill while the tribe laughs

We have to understand what suffering is, what its purpose is, what existence is, how existence materializes itself. existence is the goddess kali, she laughs at suffering. suffering is love. nothing is forbidden, everything goes for the sake of greater complexity, greater evolution and greater art, and if your destiny is to be tortured for a year in the dungeons of the sultan son of a bitch, hallelujah for it. But as a human, I'm going to avoid suffering as much as I can, and feel real pity for who is suffering.

It depends. The other day I saw an older guy asking for help in a portal. I helped him go up to the 5th floor without elevator. He told me that he hadn't gone down for 2 months because then he couldn't go up. that he went 6 months to a nursing home but that was the horror, and he was there alone, in his apartment.

there is only one way to transcend the fear of death. see throughout life that each event is exactly what has to happen when it has to happen. you flow with life and when it comes to an end you can accept it naturally and without fear. I'm not speaking from experience, obviously. Exactly, we are not animals adapted to the environment who live in the eternal present, we depends of the mind to survive, so the mind is not a joke. In fact, is the main thing. spirituality tells you: transcend the mind and be like a bird. Yes, sure. The thing is: understand the mind and master the mind in the extent that you can.

The issue of the ego is not so mystical, nor is it necessary to talk about God and all that. It is something much more earthly. it is necessary to understand how the interaction with others through language plus the evolutionary programming creates a common, cultural, unified entity. the social matrix. here lies the strength of the human as a collective and its weakness as an individual. You will not see any animal torturing itself for not meeting standards, he is and that's it. the human is dominated by this entity. He is capable of running towards a machine gun powered by this entity. its force is irresistible. If you want to be free, you have to understand it deeply, see how it sinks its roots in you, how you are its puppet. It's very interesting and fascinating. If you don't do, all the spirituality is just another addiction. More ego. An example, every time a person says the word "god" in this forum, it is ego, it is a learned idea captured from the social matrix. Leo is the social matrix, you know that right? This is what the solipsism video means: only you exist, the rest is imaginary, is ego. Conquer your sovereignty.

yes of course, if you are in a fully awake state just by lying down with your eyes closed you will expand to infinity and your reality will be total glory. but if they lock you in a room for 2 weeks, you will begin to be in an unpleasant, restless, sad state. if they lock you up for 6 years, you'll probably go crazy. You are a human, programmed by the evolution to work in a determined way.

try 5 meo, it worked for me. I had unresolved trauma from a crazy narcissistic father, I tried everything, really dangerous things, I took the matter to the extreme. Helps but not really solved, the dissonance was always there, all the time underlying suffering, violent dreams at night, murder, massacres. In the end, 5meo allowed me to really open up. zero trauma now, it seemed impossible. I see everything that happened to me as a work of art necessary to get to this point. My openness to the present is great and every day it is more. it is almost complete. I am, reality is, I am reality happening, it's perfect. try it, maybe it will work for you. You have to do it many times, a hundred, as many as you need

the issue is not getting rid of the ego, it is getting rid of fear. Fear in general, and especially the fear of rejection, makes us lock ourselves in a capsule of constant mental flow that isolates us from reality. Actually, that capsule is also reality, but it creates the appearance of filtering everything through it. all the time he is conceptualizing, classifying, evaluating and giving an opinion. It doesn't stop for a second, because if it stops, you have nothing to hold on to. You are in the unlimited now. this is exactly what we want. stand up to fear and be now without a filter. It seems simple, but it is not. it takes deep understanding, will and courage. the prize is freedom, which is our natural and normal state. the other, with the capsule, is a malfunction created by human dynamics

@Jowblob I think you should change your, let's say, spiritual focus. You're looking for answers, know. that is not how it works. you must look for opening. don't take meo as something that will tell you what reality is like, take it as a meditative exercise. open , that's the answer.

I was criticizing the guy, thinking that all this stuff about shamans is stupid, and I realize that there are many different paths. what matters is the breaking of the limits, and that's it. a 5meo vaping trip has only one purpose: to break the limits. This is not a recipe for happiness or anything like that, it is an event that occurs in your life and that is very beneficial. I don't think it's the end of the psychedelic path, but the beginning. First, being able to break through 5meo without a problem. then start with mushrooms, lsd, etc. 5 meo is to lose virginity

@Dr Palmer Aldritch man, respect to you. You are in the war, in the trenches where the bullets whistle and the shells fall. I can see that you are a guy who does not give up and who knows that there is only one way out: forward. I know what it's like to come from a family of mental illness, insanity and trauma. You have a beautiful enigma in front of you, and you have to solve it completely. For me what has worked is, fight, go ahead, to the maximum, polish yourself and believe in your instinct.

great post, the truth speaks in your message, unfiltered. That is the way, do not worry about anything other than being you, your truth, identify, as you are doing, all the acquired ideas that undermine you, become strong in your truth and everything will be clean, perfect, fluid