Breakingthewall

We are the opposite than be crazy. We are the ones who search for the only real sanity

I also come from a crazy family history. all those stories are real, from a relative point of view. when you realize the absolute now and open yourself to it, they are still real, but category b. what is truly real is this and it has no stories that can affect it. seeing this really makes all the energy you were spending constricting yourself loose. this happens pretty fast. keep deconstructing, working on breaking down barriers, and the opening will happen.

thank you, I also appreciate your posts very much, I even read them from beginning to end ?

@RamPhoenix I have had maximum negativity trips with 5meo, the thing is, they were exactly the same as the wonderful trips with a difference. what basically happens is that reality appears to be an infinite ocean of nothing. If I'm watching the ocean, it's nothing, it's total horror. 1, I am stuck in existence only for eternity, immobile. 2, I am nothing, I am death. but if I do not observe nothing but become nothing, the thing is the opposite. I encompass the infinity, because i am the infinity. I am unlimited total freedom. the infinite nothing is the infinite everything. an endless stream of existence. As in the other experience, I am alone and condemned to exist eternally, but I am not alone because my infinity is the opposite of loneliness, and there is no condemnation, there is perfection and total joy, without fissures, of existing.

Exactly, but the difference between having an experience of absolute infinity and not having it is the difference between seeing or not. You have to understand that not everyone will have this realization by taking drugs, it will only happen if you are predisposed or looking for it by doing constant deconstruction work. once you have had this experience, the moment passes and you lose it, but it is the difference between being blind forever or being blind and seeing for a minute. then you are blind again but you know what it is to see, and this makes you want to see constantly and take the necessary steps to make that happen, because, if it was possible for a while, what prevents that it's impossible now? you have to understand what processes occur to keep you asleep. if you have never woken up, it is impossible. to understand it is necessary to go from asleep to awake and back to asleep, several times. this promote the understanding, and understanding deactivates the walls that keep you tied but psychedelics not only do that, they also make your mind more flexible, cleaner, they bring to the surface all the negativity, all the bad habits, and they give rise to a quick and real transformation.

@Carl-Richard @Yimpa sure he was suffering but he said that his motivation to seek the truth was the truth itself, not to solve his suffering

@ZoweeZoe It's a very strange thing and it's impossible to understand until you get through the "cut" . you get into spirituality because there is a distortion, something in the software that you are running that squeaks. a dissonance that you carry with you everywhere. you have to align your software, align yourself, but from within the software it is impossible, you can do certain psychological strategies but no more. and if your distortion is great, as is often the case with those who are attracted to spirituality, they will not work. So if you are intelligent and have good instincts so as not to be fooled by yourself , you will see that the path is to gradually deconstruct your mind, go in the direction of cleaning this exact moment of the distortion that you are constantly creating. until one day the present opens up and you realize that there was no path, you have always been here. this , now. and the depth of this extends to infinity. but this does not mean that you understand, only that you can begin to understand, so this is the cut, where the psychological suffering ends and the understanding begins

There is nothing to know, but everything to understand

Suffering is what makes you start this work seriously. hardly anyone gets into this to the fullest if they don't suffer. Leo says that he did not suffer, that it was just a desire for understanding. it is a special case. the normal thing is to suffer, not seeing a way out of suffering and looking for it at any cost. but once you realize the truth and you see where this can go, the motivation stops being the avoidance of suffering and becomes the love of the truth. at this intersection the rate of evolution changes. it goes from extremely slow, hard work to advance millimeters, to fast, fluid, straight. you go from digging in the ground to flying in a plane.

@thierry it's true that when you realize that this moment is all there is, karma is erased, in an instant. the past is just a thought, something unreal. category b reality. the category A reality, which is really the only one that exists, is this, now. So what would anyone have to forgive you?

interesting, but the most shocking thing is that all this is imaginary. They are just ideas that sprout in the mind. the only real reality is this moment, which is infinite. just now. and now it is existence existing, as always. feel the now, get inside it, clean it of all content, open it, erase its limits. embrace it and give yourself completely to the now, without any reservation. The now is God, and it is you. When you realize you will be free and you will be happy. You will have nothing to prove, nothing to compare yourself to, just flow, give, love. and so you can naturally and effortlessly contribute to the world you were talking about moving in the best direction possible

@RebornConsciousness Anyone who is in this work is or should be constantly taking steps in the direction of removing barriers, that is, opening up to unity. for this different means are used with different results. one is drugs, another is meditation, and another is the reconfiguration of thought structures. Here we share a lot of the latter. what we do is not stupid, it is extremely intelligent, but it doesn't look like it. Many here makes very good points often. think that maybe some are not good, or maybe they are but you have not understood them. It is not easy to understand exactly what another is trying to convey. I think the important thing here is to focus on the objective: opening, and realize what people are taking steps in that direction and who are not. the op is one of those that yes

He doesn't demonize, survival is necessary, but it's what keeps you asleep. You have to let go of survival as much as possible to soften as much as possible the wall that keeps you trapped. if you let go completely, you realize the infinity of this moment and what you are. That's what psychedelics are for, to release survival in a high percentage for a while. For me, the optimal thing is to have an adequate survival bias but flowing as much as possible with reality, bending to the current, and knowing how to completely let go of survival at will at certain times.

because life is also infinite love, even if it seems limited. We are here to solve the game, to realize infinite love being in duality. I would say that committing suicide is a mistake

You don't understand, if you open your heart totally, you open for everything. It's not about attachment. Awakening is opening. That's why are sleep, because we don't want to be open.

Are you attached to not being kicked in your balls? Do you want to let go of that attachment? btw, lets finish with this. Let's talk about the existence and that's it.

Great post. The absolute clarity is just nothing, transparency without end. Because there is not duality and without duality there is nothing, but even so, it's omniscience

I believe that the concept of reincarnation does not make any sense since existence is not a temporary process. There is no re-something. there is only this moment. This moment cannot end and there be another moment later. What can happen is that this moment seems like something else, but it will always be this moment. It's impossible to understand because how's possible that there is change if there is just this moment? Because it's infinite and every change is already here.

If you have a rat biting your dick, what do you do? Do you leave it there because it is part of consciousness?

I would say that he says that for there to be duality there must be fear. without fear, duality collapses. fear is the cement of life. At the moment in which fear disappears, goodbye duality, goodbye life.

You told me in private but i answer you here. it's not to feel insecure here, as you said, it's that I was in a state of total openness and that's why I wrote, and that guy is a toxin who releases hatred and sadness just by spreading shit, and he completely spoiled the trip, the opening to infinity and the night . So I figured a guy this toxic needs to go away, no more of his shit. Not matter of insecurity or ego, just I don't like bitterness being put into my vein.

I don't know, but if you're here now, I'd say the dance never stops. the infinite, the void and the god mode is this, now. if the movement stops, it is because there never was movement.

Id say that most of people who you are talking here are beyond of that The word that is closer to define what we are is depth. Not too easy imo

the thing is very subtle. I have reached a point where very close to the surface is the realization of what really is. it is something very shocking. with very little of any psychedelic including weed it becomes obvious: bottomless existence existing. the ecstasy of the dance that is taking place. It cannot be explained, it is as if the limits of reality dissolve and you really see. but really, here and now. so, what is the ego? what is this story? It is very difficult to define it, but I would say that it is basically fear. A well-founded fear, obviously. If every time you go out on the street someone hits you in the face with a bat, would you be afraid? Well, that's how the mechanisms of the ego are, they are insurmountable. You can see through them, but you can't remove them. The other day a heavy weight fell on my little finger and I crushed it, tearing out the nail. When it happened I thought: well, it's a good opportunity, the pain is nothing. it can't affect me. ??. man, it's impossible. it is foolish to try to "defeat" the ego. the ego is there and that's it, and if you're smart you'll know how to see through it. drugs are not "something external", they are part of reality, that is, part of you. they are there for something. I just know that when the abyss of this moment opens, it's pure glory, pure freedom, pure movement, infinity. The work is to realize that as deeper as is possible, because it gives to your life another dimension.

Yes, beyond the mind. For example, if you take mushrooms and you realize what the relationship with your girlfriend really is, you understand the dynamics, how two people interact, they get into the mind of the other and the bond that is created. It's not something you analyze by talking, it's something that you see