Breakingthewall

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  1. What I am telling you is that for me it is necessary to understand the mechanisms of my relative mind to be able to get out of the limited states in which I have been for years, and truly open to the infinite in everyday experience. It will seem stupid to you, to talk about it with condescension, superiority, mockery, anything. but they are real mystical states, of total perfection, not conceptual nonsense. Its the infinity now, nothing can be more perfect. It is the reality of my life now and here I explain what the mental process is that leads to this for me, how to free yourself from the horrible limitation of the mind. It seems to you that I am deceived, I say stupid things, anything. It seems to me that you place yourself on a plane of condescending superiority so as not to face the fact of being stuck. But if you say that you are in a state of flow, who knows
  2. My realization is that this is now the infinite and I am infinite, it is everything, it is total freedom and the content does not matter exactly the same, there is nothing to understand because it is irrelevant, the infinite is everything, you open yourself to it, you are. That's it, there is nothing more, there cannot be
  3. Could be. I guess it requires being able to be in the infinite state longer, not just moments. It's a matter of pressure. There is still too much pressure to get out of that state, any slightest distortion, desire to understand, causes the limitation to return. but I think it's possible.
  4. Yes, I believe that could be, but if you become unlimited, what else can you understand? For me it is like reality becomes a hologram, everything is transparent, and what I am is infinity. It is a feeling of total openness, of perfection. But the moment I try to grasp something, to understand in any way, the limits return.
  5. I had similar experiences with 5 meo. my goal in doing so was the release of energy. It is as if a pressurized lid is removed from your being and suddenly reality flows through you, all the energetic channels in your body are straightened, and reality is unobstructed. I did it so many times until I could be almost like this without substances, a radical change in the experience.
  6. For me you are right. if you want to open yourself to the absolute, you must leave understanding behind. The mind that wants to understand is the obstacle, the door. You can't open the door with the door, you have to remove it. Open yourself now to the reality that you are. open your heart, leave greed and merge with yourself, be in all your wonderful breadth without limit, in the total diaphanousness of infinity. Let yourself fall into the void, now. It is not understanding, it is action. action of opening . then your smile is total, without a slightest stain of doubt: this is it. the total amplitude. Hallelujah.
  7. Ha! Great report. You opened yourself to yourself, full opening.
  8. Maybe you can understand a lot but I do not understand anything about the absolute, I only try to understand my relative mind to free myself from it and open myself to the reality that I am. It is an act that for me requires letting go of the mind that understands. nothing structured can be articulated, the dimension is another. understanding is equivalent to being. Another thing is greed, a cage that traps you . The one who wants to understand must dissapear to be open to myself
  9. Yeah , an unpleasant way to leave this world. You have to let your mind fall into the void to be able to intuit what existence is.
  10. Yeah we will see. For me aren't clear at all, it's confusing. just waiting for something interesting.
  11. Who could answer that? There is no one who can set a standard for that, anyone can say they understand everything.
  12. that's the reality. If you remove the structures that limit you, reality feels like pure joy flowing. Now you will ask me: yes, but if they put red-hot irons in your balls, what? well, then no, since the circumstance will force you to be in a completely limited attitude, but in the moments when that does not happen, yes
  13. No, it's not out of the mind, is about dissolving the structures. All the spiritual work is about that. The structures are a kind of crutches that we have to abandon in some point
  14. No, I'm in a process to change my frequency permanently. It's completely obvious and goes pretty fast. The most prominent symptom is authentic joy. You don't want the half truth, you are the reality, you want to get out of the illusion of the structured mind completely, without reservation.
  15. I had hundreds of those experiences, what I want is to be in that state full time. Any other things is insanity. Be totally open to the now without filter is the only possible choice
  16. Exactly, they are filters, and this work is precisely to eliminate them and perceive reality, now, without a filter. the total opening. This is what we seek, out of the mind. For me it is obvious, it is a daily reality, if I do not reach that state every day I feel trapped. That's why I can't avoid to talk about that here, do meditation or do psychedelic often, because I need to go out of the mind.
  17. Not empty, just without structure. It's different. remove the structure and the flow of reality remains. It is difficult because we are machines to create structures. If we want to see directly we have to jump without the parachute of the structures. is not easy
  18. We don't lie in relation to the absolute, we lie because the conceptual mind is a lie itself.
  19. Paradigms are just ideas formed within reality. limited structures. It is not difficult to leave them aside completely. Just realize that any paradigm is corrupting your perception by limiting it, and that's it, you go blank, openness.
  20. @Yimpa Any paradigm is a mental construction, if you want to open yourself to reality, you have to abandon them completely
  21. You are right, maybe not my business. But I just try to understand where the others really are. Where is their lie, and where is the lie in me. This work is about that.
  22. human bs like what? simply explain your point, why enlightenment is imaginary, etc . You're the smart one right? So, why is it so difficult to make things clear, everything ambiguous, mystery. You should understand that there are doubts about if you are being completely authentic
  23. To dream implies a subject doing something. Two things.
  24. Do you ask for self-castration? On the contrary, he must be completely free, another thing is for him to be mistaken, deceived, limited. It is difficult to know because he has many blind spots, but we too must be humble and leave open the option that we do not grasp the entire picture.