Breakingthewall

It's irrelevant. If we need those ideas to grab, it's because we can't let go everything. It's an obstacle, but yes, what you say is obvious, but what I said is obvious too. When your experience is not inligthened anymore, and became breakingthewall, where is inligthened? In the past?

Your concept is true and false same time. Anything happening outside my experience is just an idea, but it doesn't mean that it's not real. If for you is useful have this concept, ok, if is more useful to have the other, great too. If you can remove all concepts , better

Others or only are just concepts in your mind. You can adopt the concept that there is only your experience, or that there are others. Awakening is to dissolve all the concepts, there is not place for only or many, just limitless, but after, again in the world of the concept, you can elaborate that there is only you, there are others because the infinity can replicate itself, anything.

Itis impossible for you to regret breaking human limits because what remains is total freedom, the perfection of existence. If not, it is because you have fallen into traps of fear, greed and vanity, that is, into limits.

The problem is imagining that God is a guy (specifically you), who gets bored, and does things, and is very joking and hides from himself, and all that. that conception occurs when the ego is not completely dissolved. reality is the unlimited infinity, that is what you are ultimately and it is completely impersonal. Infinity manifests itself in the cosmos in constant evolution, it is said to be love in the sense that it is pure existence without limits, not that it loves you and cares for you. You are the limitless wild reality, surrounded by thousands of limits imposed by thousands of generations of humans and millions of years of evolution to create the extremely complex pattern of existence that is now manifesting. Everything that happens is a cosmic dance, a very complex movement of evolution. Simplifying it as: you are god and you love yourself is wrong. what is god? you? No, you are the product of apparent duality. break the you, and limitless reality manifests. You can call it love, since limitless existence is what we call love, and in the dance of existence there is ying and yang, birth, death and evolution. You could say that it's imaginary, but it's just a word that implies a subject who is doing something, imagine, with a result, a dream . Wrong. there is just the reality happening, with many layers of patterns creating complexity. You are the reality, but reality is not a you

For me, awakening is simply removing the limits that we as humans impose on ourselves. These limits are given by fear and interaction with others. fear, vanity, greed are the main limiters. They can take on many different faces. If you want to break the limits, you must identify them and overcome them. It is extremely difficult, since they are a fundamental part of our nature, but if it is achieved, even for a moment, the full breadth of reality manifests itself.

Exactly, integrity must be complete, without a crack, if not, the truth cannot manifest in you, since the lack of integrity is always fear, barriers that you erect between you and reality, that is, in yourself.

We call love a feeling that exists towards something or someone, for example towards your mother . Also in the mystical sense it is said that reality is love. Really what we call love is existence, when we love someone it is that we perceive the absence of barriers between that person and us, reality flows. Loving ourselves is simply accepting ourselves. then, love is simply the absence of barriers. The barriers are made of fear, therefore, love is the absence of fear.

You could try to snort 10 mg. Maybe for you is much more stronger and stable, for me it is. Also I would try mushrooms and LSD, after a breakthrough with 5 meo, the ego dissolution with those substances is much more easier

2 cb or 6apb aka benzofury perform a similar function with less hangover, but some hangover. but for me the perfect substitute is 40/ 50 ug of lsd

Exactly. MDMA is a narcissistic lover. At first seems perfect, but after a while you start to see it's game.

Not agree, there is a final awakening, the undifferentiated immutable total infinity, your true nature. when you let the self fall into the void. Then the cosmos starts.

the self that tries to survive is ultimately illusory, but the existence that you are is real. If the self disappears and infinite existence remains, what would you call what you are? I? It is difficult to let go of the bastard who wants to survive, once done, there is life. the limitless depth, the beauty. But the self always is pushing

For free of course, right?

If I were you, I would propose the main objective of psychedelic work to release control. forget the rest, understanding, knowing, realizing God. All of that is basically control, greed. To go through the door you have to don't mind about going through the door. Your goal is to let yourself fall into the void, nothing more. break the barrier: you.

From the point of view of reality, everything is a perfectly balanced structure. Everything fits together, complements itself, in perfect synergy. nothing is missing and nothing is left over, to make the cosmos rotate in the precise direction. Birth is not better than death, or health than illness. From the human point of view, everything is divided into good and bad, this is the engine of the evolution of life, if it were not like that it would be static. Life is born with a carrot to chase and a flame to run from. This is our basic software and from there all human complexity branches out. The carrot is the continuity of life, the flame it the end of life. Both are illusion because the life has not end, but they are the engine of evolution to more complex patterns. As they are illusory, they can be transcended, and the true nature can be realized. That's the work that we are doing, not easy of course

You will never be able to make a detailed concept map, but maybe a rough outline. At least something closer to what reality is than the actualized idea: God gets bored and hides from himself to have the pleasure of meeting again, there never was a Big Bang, God deceives himself with that to build a bigger set. credible for his deception. Anyway, I can't avoid to try, just a mental excerscise without any importance. The real spirituality is to be able to get out of the conceptual mind

the problem with words and concepts is trying to understand reality starting from them, when they are the final part. You cannot arrive at the color red from the concept, but you can experience red and then structure that experience with the conceptual mind. the conceptual mind exists and has its place, the problem is when it takes the place of reality itself. How far can reality be understood directly? is to check. The first step is to know that you will not understand anything with conceptual mind. you have to see the color red in a direct, pure, complete way. then you could make a map of what the color red is. it is a perception, an image in your mind, a manifestation of infinity that excludes the color blue, etc. But these are all just words. the color red is the color red. you have to look at it totally, and become the red, without the intrusion of thought. That's the real understanding of the color red. Later, if you want, you can think about it and make a map, since we have a conceptual mind

True, getting out of the conceptual is necessary to realize reality, we have to be able to do it at will, but if you are in the conceptual it is inevitable to try to make a map of reality. Maybe it is not impossible, the conceptual mind is reality itself, and its ability to understand does not have to have a limit. Do not confuse the map with reality, but maybe you can make an accurate map.

The question would be: do you think that there are many experiences, or that the experience that is happening and is creating a you now is absolute?

In the sentence you just said there is a subject, you, doing something, dreaming, with a result, an experience or a dream, and you are going to do it in the future, temporality. I see it differently. the self is not the creator but the result of the appearance of perceiver and perception. the total reality that is defined in a pattern that appears as this experience is impersonal, it is not you, it is not boring, it does not hide things by playing games, it is reality sprouting, your ultimate nature but not "you". and temporality is an apparent barrier. The future is in another dimension than the present. This barrier is fictitious, like any other barrier in infinity .you only perceive your experience because you are your experience. experience is relative, it is created by limiting the infinite to appear finite, because the infinity is not an experience, since it's not "happening", it's absolute, immutable by definition. Is it possible for this experience to happen simultaneously? I think so, since in infinity there is no difference between simultaneous and successive, and it's obvious that if one experience is apparently happening, it's not the only in the eternity.

@Vladimir in my opinion, you are wrong. You define reality by dividing between good and evil. a very Christian paradigm, and false. There is no evil, life is one. existence is life. All that you perceive as bad is the pressure that life imposes on itself to create itself and grow in complexity. Do you think that disease, predatory animals, war, scarcity of resources, are evil? mistake. war is life. You are creating a duality in which you exclude what is not to your liking. you want a reality of happy pink unicorns. No... that's not how things are, nor will they be.

Its possible. Women really like MDMA, I would say that it fits their energy more than that of men.

So, what's life? What's death?

MDMA drains serotonin from your brain, so for two to three days afterward your brain will have a shortage of serotonin. the more conscious you are, the more you will notice this, and it is extremely unpleasant. It is also cardio toxic if used very often, and seems that can cause permanent damage in the cells that produce serotonin, but this is not sure and I guess It could happen only with chronic use. but not only this, on a psychological level I find it false. it makes you loving and open in an artificial way. Like a sugar overload in your mind. that is why it is so successful at night party. It helps interaction and openness to others, but it is not you who opens up, it is a sweet and cloying faker, who the next day will give you a double hangover, that of serotonin and that of the faker