Breakingthewall

of course, everything you can do more pure, intelligent, deep, pleasant, your experience, welcome. what i was saying is that to go truly deep we have to be able to completely let go of preference. do we want to do this? I for now not. There are things that I prefer in this experience over others. I would say that to fully immerse yourself in the absolute you have to put the absolute above the relative, completely. This implies giving up the relative. but perhaps this is not exactly so. we will see

@michaelcycle00 the issue is complicated. relative reality sucks. No need to review it again. and it can be much worse, they can make you a slave and force you to work with whips, or torture you for fun. existence is a true enigma, spirituality is going beyond the relative, undoing the enigma. You are tied to the relative, like everyone else. and most of those who say they have transcended are deceived. since you have had a particularly unpleasant experience, you have more options to go further.

Shadguru is wrong imo, let go doesn't mean that he's saying, like letting go of your business, or your car while driving. It refers to completely letting go of the mind and sinking deep into the present moment. now, here, is the absolute, but our separation activity prevents us from seeing it. we are living in an apparent reality processed by a mind that relates some things to others, that is why our vision is relative. as the hsing hsing ming poem says, the moment you outline the slightest preference, heaven and earth separate infinitely. to really wake up we must really be without preference, not desire anything, including that heaven of which the poem speaks. Only be. Being is absolute, it has no opposite, and it is the truth. To go deeper into being, you have to abandon desire. you can only let go of wanting when you realize that being is absolute. that its content is indifferent, only its essence is important, and its essence is infinite. it does not matter one thing or another because the two things are.

True, extremely difficult. it requires not caring, really letting go of control. This is why we use psychedelics, but they are only an advance. the goal is to fully immerse ourself in existence, to truly transcend the limited appearance. Why this game has this design? Shit, we have to let go even those questions.

@RubenThaller2001 spirituality is getting out of the domain of the mind to realize and be the reality. the ego mind is very powerful and irretrievably absorbs us. you have to do a serious job to identify how far it goes and be able to detach yourself from it. Regarding solipsism, it is something very silly and toxic. Let's see, if what we want is to separate ourselves from the mind and get into the now, what is the point of substituting one mental construction for another, which is also psychotic? solipsism can help you wake up in the sense of making you see that there is nothing outside of you, you are reality, but you must not take it literally, as people do, who get stuck there

Box 5 maybe, because it's necessary, because here and now I exist, and I have to go deeper into this, I have to get to the bottom. not doing it is crazy, not a possibility. It's not about being happier, it's about getting out of the deception, realizing the pure, real truth

energy blockages are caused by fear. At one point you were afraid and you created energetic patterns of avoidance since you could not face certain things. the solution is to face them. Since they are not things that you are aware of, it is not easy, you are not even aware of those blocks, they are simply there, they are part of you and you have normalized them. until they disappear you don't realize they were there. Total fearlessness is, imo, full awakening, so dissolving those energetic blockages is the work we're supposed to be doing. looking existence in the face requires stepping over your fear. some fear may exist, but you have to be aware of it. the best way to overcome fear is to abandon the control. Ultimately there is nothing to keep or protect, everything will be given, your life will end. get the mental attitude that is: ok, end right now, seriously. I open myself to it. open yourself to everything, surrender yourself to the now. doing this is really difficult, first you can do it for a few seconds, little by little, longer, more often. that's the work for me.

You become a bottomless hole, and all energy patterns disappear. nothing remains, only the infinite depth. in some unthinkable way, that is total existence, you.

This is like a game, and as in any good game, things are difficult. It is an extremely complicated puzzle in which if you make the wrong moves, you will pay the consequences. there are no shortcuts, you must play it.

Vape 20 mg of 5meo DMT. You will realize that you have relaxed control for the first time in your life.

It is impossible for that to be so since it would be limited, and reality is infinite. everything is infinitely alive, and within everything there are infinitely many living infinites.

the problem with salvia is that it's not nice. It's like reality stops being a comfortable place and changes its texture. everything is sharp, evil, demonic. reality emits a background sound that is like the scream of a demon, syncopated, crazy. and everything jumps rhythmically, and shows you its sharp fangs. the entire reality breaks down into cubes, and loses its stability, reality bounces, and you must bounce with it, or everything will disappear. It's like a roller coaster that takes you on a tour of hell. It's very unpleasant, but at the same time it's funny

You can't allow or not allow the mental flow because"you" are the mental flow. the relative you is a mental construction created by the constant mental flow, which creates a kind of bubble that seems to enclose you and isolates you from reality. if the bubble disappears, you realize it didn't enclose you, but you were the bubble. the terror of loneliness comes from the fear of the bubble disappearing. you need to interact with others to feed it. If you are alone, you will talk to yourself, create conversation, evoke memories, etc. everything to maintain the illusion of a you in relation to what is not you. if the bubble bursts, there are no limits. you have to prepare yourself little by little for this

Yes, you have to let go the control. It is extremely difficult because control is a fundamental part of our human nature, that's is why let it go is not something that can be done at will, its the result of a trajectory .

great clarity, that's really how is it, a choice. when you are done with the twisted misery of the ego and you decide to truly let it go, to stop clinging to the mind. the grip of the mind is unreal, it's like a guy who free-falls out of a plane and can't stop gripping the harness with all his strength. it serves him no purpose, but it gives him a fantasy of control. The price of this fantasy is a stiff ride. the guy can decide to relax and flow or stick with the grip. But shit...it's not easy, the hands go to the grip every moment

@uriel its because you are focused in the relative. Relative exist in relation with other thing, so when there is not other, relative dissapear, that's why you feel fear. Absolute exist without anything else, it's always alone, but not really alone because it's surrounded by itself, since it ve no limit. You have to trascend the relative and realize the absolute, and it's no fear anymore.

Well, you have to be serious. Let's see, here and now the reality is, in it's infinite depth. are we going to be surfing on the surface of deception? craziness. We have to fully open ourself to the truth, now. is not easy! Why? This is what we have to understand. a fascinating game, but it has to be played seriously

then start working on it. that is, begin to free your mind of ideas and open yourself up to the truth. no idea is the truth, the truth is the now. Any label you put on it is a lie. It's hard work but it has to be done.

It's quite obvious that you are addicted to that suffering. The question is: do you want to get out of it or not? It is not worth saying: I will only go out if God has decided so before, since there is no free will. just answer yes or no

solipsism is true and false at the same time. your experience now is reality, and always will be, you will never get out of now, it is infinite. but at the same time, there are infinities now. and they are all the same. do you understand? not, right? normal, it is impossible to understand infinity

Exactly, you are the existence. Everything is inside you, outside don't exist, it's an impossible. About the others pov, it seems impossible to understand. It's because your pov is my pov. We are exactly in the same place: here, in everywhere, but with a trick of the infinity, it unfolds in infinite apperances. All of them are the same: you.

That's because they are still limited. In your direct experience, the barrier that makes you seem finite has not been completely broken. If it had, you would dance and shout looking at the sky: Hallelujah! because infinity is total freedom and total love, and apparent experiences are completely irrelevant

I would say that this more like this: nobody is dreaming nothing. let's see, infinity is, since it cannot not be. the absence of limits makes it inevitable that everything, absolutely, immediately, is. Since there were never limits, everything has always existed. infinite. the absolute total infinity is you, exactly now. Well, you... the total existence, but it's exactly you. At this exact moment, your experience is being created because the Infinite is blind to everything except the very thing that is creating your experience. any partition of infinity is complete infinity. then, at this exact moment, infinite experiences are occurring. yours is the only one because you are the infinite totality, and the others are the same. the mechanics of infinity is incomprehensible . if you die, your experience would be the entire infinity. but at the same time you are having all the other experiences, which are infinite. you've had them countless times. infinite, beyond comprehension. the finite is not real, it is an illusion. reality is infinite, and its magnitude is such that is equal to absolutely nothing. the cycles in infinity are infinite, it flows infinitely, it cannot not be, it is completely inexplicable because there is nothing else to explain it. something to make you lose your sanity That is why you can never be alone, you are always surrounded by yourself, by infinity. one experience is the same as another, they are only forms, and all the forms are perfect because they are. the essence is being, and it is you, always here, existing. It's an abyss. looking at it is vertigo, but it is total freedom

Its not like that, be human is not the ego. The ego is a software that makes you a puppet of the evolution of the social matrix. You can be a human prisoner of the ego, or free from the ego. Free from the ego is when you see immortality now, real. you realize the absolute, truly. beyond the mind, the Truth. do you really see this now? then you have transcended your ego. and it is not something black or white, there are degrees. once you taste the absolute and lose the fear, or part of the fear, you want more of it. This is the next step in life, in evolution, but not the social evolution, the evolution of your trip as existence manifested.

@ivankiss @Kuba Powiertowski the problem with the ego is that it's a barrier. Do you want to live with that barrier, or not? That is the question. If it's acceptable to you, great. but the reality is that the beauty of the absolute completely eclipses the ego. the ego is misery. the ego is a closed door, it is vital greed. transcending the ego does not mean that you are a vegetable, it means that you give up control, completely. You remove the barrier, your vision is infinite. You live directly, not in a bubble of though that separate you from the reality. Don't do that is extremely stupid if you have the chance