Breakingthewall

It is not like this! Look, reality cannot have limits. It is impossible, because those limits should be something, therefore, they should be limited as well. What does this mean? infinite, total, and absolute. reality, now, is infinite. but you are not perceiving it. Why? because YOU are a limiter. you are the act of perceiving just what you are perceiving. that is God, the will and the intelligence to create your experience. then, god is not absolute, it is relative, it is exclusive. god is imaginary! And there are infinite gods . only the absolute infinity is it real. you've seen the infinity? It is the reality that does not exclude anything, and is prior to God, intelligence and will, since it has no attribute, only one: being.

Well, really nothing exist if you don't perceive it. If something exists it is because you are perceiving it, this means that you are creating reality. you are the absolute, beyond any perception, and any perception only occurs within you. if there is a total ego death and there is only blue, it is still you being blue. being and perceiving are the same. The question is, where is the red when you are perceiving, or being, the blue? does not exist. okay. but in the eternity of existence, it never happened? Yes, everything has happened, infinite times. so where is it? belongs to the past. but time is not real, it is a creation. reality is infinite, now. all perceptions are now, but you choose to perceive blue and exclude red. but the red remains. out of your perception. infinite gods, but all are the same, the being, you.

Yes, but the ego is only a limited way of processing. Actually, the unlimited and the limited you are the same thing operating on different frequencies. So can the ego fully comprehend existence? maybe you can get close.

You are not playing, you are existing. there is no god above you running the show, existence is this, now. You are creating the greatest complexity, the greatest richness, the greatest love possible. You are doing it now. no god, well yes, because god is you. you want to exist because it is beauty, love and wonder. but there has to be a balance, the engineering work must be perfect, balanced. The spiritual work we do is not a game to get closer to God, it is God existing. god creating more perfection, more balance, more complexity. forget the external, there is only this. you, now, are existence. seek balance, openness, the greatest possible conciousness. That's what God, that's you, is doing.

Yes, i Know and understand that reasoning. The reality is this, the now. everything else is imaginary. but that does not mean that it does not exist. all it means is that reality is my direct experience, and I can't be sure of anything else, but I can't be sure that it doesn't exist either. first-order reality is this, this experience. the rest is speculation, kingdom of the mental. does this mean false? No. means not provable. but it can be proved logically. easily. If there are no limits, where are the elephants now? there must be infinitely many elephants right now, if there aren't, then there is a limitation. the point is that our direct experience is a mirage. absolute reality is what direct experience is under the surface, not what it appears to be. what appears is nothing, an illusion. being is one, unfathomable and unlimited, and it is not experience, because it does not happen, it just is. This is solipsism, and it's real.

Maybe, or not...after i wrote that, but now I'm not sure if it's just an history ?. That's the problem with psychedelics and conceptualize

if our direct experience were unlimited, there would be no form. It would be absolute, it would be nothing. No thing. there would be no experience. reality wants to be, experienced, and wants to do it to the fullest, it's it's nature. its possibilities are infinite since the non-form is potential without limit. then it limits itself in one way, and then in another. after? here is the question. after and before overlap. the multiple forms that the formless infinity creates by being them, happen simultaneously, since time is a creation. infinity has no limits and you can be whatever you want as many times as you want. in conclusion, I am infinity, and so are you

Solipsism is something very complex and I would say that it is wrong. it says that your direct experience, the now, is infinite. has no limit. you will always be in your direct experience. the second is true, you will always be in your direct experience. but the first is a lie. your direct experience is limited. reality is infinite and eternal. all that can be, is. where is all that? I only see a phone. where are the elephants, and the aliens? I do not see them. If there were no limits, I would see them. my current experience is a limiter, is to be blind to everything but this phone. if I remove the limiter, my experience expands and encompasses everything, the absolute infinity. Here is something extremely difficult to understand: if reality is infinite, and this is a fragment of reality, is it finite? no, it is infinite too. it does not have an end. if this now expands to infinity, it will still be this experience. It will always be me now. So, if I talk to you, and I perceive myself as infinite, my conclusion is: you are not real and you are not having direct experience. mistake. Bad interpretation. I don't care if you're AWAKE or if you dance with alien 8. It's a finite interpretation of the infinity

I wrote that after an experience with psychedelics, my realization was that existence is creating itself by increasing in complexity. the way in which god creates is by being. This is now God, and it is the most efficient and most perfect way possible because a balance is necessary. and a process is also necessary, an evolution. I, right now, am god being. there is nothing else, there is no god watching me. it's me. and I am balancing the fact of being to be in the most complex and perfect way possible.

@Someone here Yesterday it became quite clear that you are doing a kind of cosplay of "enlightened" parroting ideas that you have read, and that they vary according to the day. there is no seriousness or integrity in what you say, all fake. what do you get with it? some kind of ego boost? while in the nahm forum you talk about your anxious and addictive state. why play those games? looks like a manifestation of mental illness. It's ok if publish here helps you, but try don't be so arrogant since here are people who's serious in this work

You are not the puppet of God, you are God. you have put yourself in a difficult situation, in an enigma, to evolve towards more consciousness, more complexity, more love. you push yourself to the limit of what you can. You have to solve the riddle, until you do, you will be stuck in it, a thousand lives if necessary. God is not playing with you, it is you, yourself, there is no one else. and you have to do things exactly the way you're doing , because it's a piece of engineering, a very complicated tapestry. Clear this stage of the game and proceed to the next stage

@Javfly33 Yes, trying to fix the human is going around in a circle, it never gets fixed. We have to transcend it, and the only way to transcend it is to realize the reality beyond the human, the depth of now, the true intelligence, as you said. we'll see where we are in a year

do you have a period or what? If you want, tell me your address and I'll send you some acid

@Javfly33 I understand what you say, but don't you still have fear and attachment? because I do. I can induce moments of total happiness, of unlimited openness, without drugs, or without, but here and now, there is still fear. there is attachment to the mind, to the human that I am, there is a need for other people, there is still a lot of limitation, as is normal. the work is to see it and face it.

Ya, sure, That is why I have eliminated absolutely everything from my life, not a novel, not a minute of entertainment, continuous contemplation and meditation, psychedelics once or rather twice a week. this is because I have seen the opening and become aware of the fundamental importance of this, of looking existence directly in the face. nothing else matters. but ok, keep on your way, I hope that at some point it will lead you to something that is not the territory of the mental

good point. If there is no balance between these two aspects, problem. We have to go little by little, consistently, efficiently integrating each opening, and being aware of attachments and fears. trying to jump over them, fixing the trauma with shortcuts, doesn't work

I'm not arguing, I'm explaining something to you. awakening is not what you think. it is the openness, the limitless. You are not going to reach that with your mind, or you meditate for thousands of hours, or you do a lot of psychedelics, or you were born that way. I am, let's say, 7% awake, but I understand what it is, there is an opening. there is a big difference between there being some opening or none at all. the normal thing is that there is not, to be 0% awake. is a clear, fundamental qualitative difference

you can be a guy who accepts whatever comes his way with complete indifference, that doesn't mean you works in the awaken state. waking state is a way of functioning, an energetic configuration. This way of functioning brings with it a greater acceptance of reality, but you can be a person that works only from the logical mind, completely materialistic, and who accepts anything. The fact that life and death are indifferent to you does not mean that you are awake, you can reach that conclusion in other ways.

I did not expect less from your message 1000. A great revelation that places you among the great avatars of humanity. Sorry, I didn't mean that, don't be offended. Obviously, those avatars are way below you. a new species has been born. the man/god, god incarnate, omniscience and almighty. the pinnacle of material creation, the point to which the big bang pointed from its very beginning. That looks like a schizophrenic homeless? that is because we can't understand his level. it's time to organize a cult, and tell the world the good new

awakening is not knowing something. you can arrive with the logical mind to the understanding that now is existence, and that you are reality. but your mental and energetic configuration remain limited, you filter everything with your logical processes and create a bubble of constant mental flow that maintains the appearance of division between you and the outside of you. awakening is the dissolution of this and the perception in another frequency. direct perception, without mental filter. this perception is not the end of a search, but the beginning of another stage. First you manage to be without the mental capsule for a moment, little by little more and more, it becomes more normal, but even so, it is still limited. it is a constant work of raising your consciousness.

Thanks. I guess that it's a therapy of exposure. I think it is important to address fears in this way, since we all grow up in very protected environments. Neurosis is the norm, not the exception

To know that only the now exist is simple, what is not so simple is to be totally open to the now. There is a lot of fear that keep un trapped in mental construction, in low conciousness.

I think it's more like be completely open to this moment, for this you have to understand and overcome fear. there are many barriers made of fear that prevent us from being fully open and aware now.

Not desiring it but if you look at existence directly in a habitual way, if you remove all the filters and you are here and now, open to existence, you see that things happen when they should, and that disease and death are the step that is now . Or maybe you see that the step is to fight to the maximum for your health. It is a tough situation that many of us are going to go through, a difficult test. the more open, present, conscious, awake, the better we will go through there Thinking in death, my feeling is: let's go really deep now, death could came in any moment. Better not be attached to nothing. Not easy, of course We must to overcome the fear, to break all the barriers, there are a lot. Barriers and barriers, until we are completely open. we have to be what we are, without fear. this existence seems infinite, we will continue to be. I think that the more fear is diluted now, the better. although who knows how this game works

Yes i recommend you, without a doubt. spirituality is going over fear. not all practices should be mental, sometimes you have to go to the physical. think of something that really scares you, and do it seriously. there are many activities, climbing, martial arts, the sea. if you want results, you must be serious. obviously not to the level of torture or medieval battle, but serious enough to make it really hard, breaking your limits, until you don't need to do it.