Breakingthewall

@Bazooka Jesus just copy anything that i wrote and show me the aberration. Of course, i don't remember what I wrote because i write according the moment, i ve not a line of though. Let's see, Maybe you are right in some extent

Well, they stick to a classical line, accepted for centuries, and do not deviate from there one millimeter, and I understand that you find that correct and reassuring. I speak from total ignorance of the texts, they do not interest me in the slightest. in fact, they seem toxic to me. My opening is real, I know it because I experience it. But sometimes i express doubts, i ve not the need to show absolute certainly, because it's not real. In me and in anyone. That it doesn't resonate with you makes me see that you don't understand me. and I would say that you do not understand me because your mind is closed, squares and lines.

I would say that more than abandoning them, exchange them for others. You will always have desires and aversions. Could you torture children without aversion? Don't you desire more openness to the absolute? If you see reality for what it is, everything appears less dramatic, but you will never be indifferent, nor do I think it is necessary to be to be open to yourself

I don't have that much experience with malt. i had a very bad experience once with 10mg, much worse than anything with 5meo dmt, after a few months i did 7/8mg and it was good, something like 25mg dmt (always snorted). I would say that you have to be more careful with malt

It seems. vaping 40mg of something with a ph close to 9 feels like poison in the lungs and in the mouth

For me snorting 20 mg of 5meo DMT is very light, and snorting 10 mg of 5meo malt is extremely strong. I'd say that for me malt is 4 times stronger than dmt

not exactly a belief. It's like saying, can I cross the Atlantic in a kayak? Well, yes, but it's extremely difficult. I see all the distance, effort and dedication that it requires, and the truth is that if I can get to the same place by plane, why would I go kayaking? In addition, in a kayak there are many possibilities of not succeeding. I am the experience that is happening, the set of energy patterns that are taking place. In this experience, it is not going to happen that a guy isolates himself in a cave for 16 years, it is not viable. 5 meo is something within the configuration of this experience, the same as the fact that I am not from the 2nd century or that my family is what it is. In this configuration, 5 meo is happening

@Enlightement I'm using 5 meo DMT for that purpose. I think it is an extremely useful practice. I haven't completely mastered it yet, but I can say that I have almost overcome my fear. when you do 5meo, you realize the resistance that the ego is. you clearly realize that the surrender needed to really let go of the ego is beyond your capacity, or at least mine. a mechanical solvent like 5 meo is needed, which stops certain activities of the frontal lobe and the opening to infinity occurs. the ego is resistance, it is a control energy that we use full time. almost no one can release it naturally. 5meo is there, it exists. why not use it? After every opening, the ego gets weaker, little by little.

I'd say that the spiritual journey is more than we can see. We only see the tip of the iceberg. the understanding of which I speak is not conceptual. it is openness to the now. How far can we go? I don't know, but we'll see

I'm taking about unconditioned mind. Free mind, without limitations. trying to understand with a mind biased by learned patterns is useless and a mess. the mind must be clear of everything to be able to understand

The only way to do shadow work is to understand that the trauma is an energetic blockage that is happening right now. the whole story and interpretation is the way we manifest it. understanding is the key. but not verbal comprehension, it seems that people here find it difficult to understand this. Understanding is seeing reality. If you are walking and see a hole, you understand that if you continue you will fall. there is no need for a mental process, you understand automatically. same with trauma. you are an energetic structure that is unfolding now. the past is now, it's all patterns that happen now. if you understand them, if you see them, they are unlocked.

@OldManCorcoran the issue of 5 meo is to overcome a resistance. the self in which we are trapped is a resistance, 5 meo breaks it, and infinity remains. that we are. afterwards, all the mental history of interpretation is inevitable, and I would say healthy and necessary. the mind must be equalized, rebuilt. Those who want to simplify everything, in my opinion, are taking shortcuts that are not going to get them anywhere. now they would say: there is nowhere to go. Yeah, but you're a guy with two legs who lives. You are in something, in a process. you don't like it and want to take shortcuts? sorry it won't work

I've had that experience several times with 5meo, initially it seemed extremely horrible to me, until I realized one thing: it's just another experience. you are the experience, the consciousness that takes forms. it is true that the self as we know it, limited, disappears, but there is still existence, so from now on, self means unlimited existence. is what we are, then the word to designate it is i

No problem with that, i do this work just for fun, because i find it beautiful.

That classic formulation is incorrect. It implies that a person is needed watching the falling tree. the falling tree and the person watching are an experience that is occurring. there can be an experience that is only the tree falling, since you are the tree, and the fact of falling. You are the experience, It is very simple. but here there is something much more complicated: there are no limits, therefore, right now there is experience of everything. there are infinite trees and infinite supernova and infinite everything. where is? If you are the consciousness that creates the experience, where is the experience that was yesterday? If the absolute reality is now, where are the trees falling? in the future, in the past? that's a mind creation

Well, perhaps some do a job to reach an end, I do it because I like it, so if I come to an end, I continue doing the same work, deeper. Those things that Buddha says that he has reached enlightenment, good for him. What I want is to expand my consciousness, to deepen in existence, because it is beauty. drugs, used well, are a first class tool. one question: have you tried high doses of 5meos, lsd, psylocybin, alone? If you didn't, you don't know what is their potential, you're just expressing prejudice

red only exists if there is awareness of red. and if there is awareness of red, you are, since you are awareness. The thing about the awakening of the no self refers to the identification with the human being, the memories and all that. that's obvious. you are just existence, and red is existence. awareness of red = red, there is no observer and object, there is experience. you are the experience I repeat that the difficult thing is to understand how the experience is only red, when reality has no limits, therefore the experience should be everything Dream and awakening is just a way of speaking. reality is reality, you can be aware of reality at different depths. When I talk about understanding, I don't mean understanding in a philosophical verbal way, but rather increasing your level of consciousness. I'm not doing that, I'm putting into words direct realizations that I've had, and that I can still access. This is a mix between realizing and conceptualizing, which serves, for me at least, to create a more flexible frame of mind to allow for deeper realizations.

if you are not aware of it, it does not exist, since you are the existence. the consciousness of red is the red. there is nothing outside of you. "outside" does not even exist as an idea. The thing is, you're only seeing red. where is the blue? this is the difficult. It is inside you, like everything else, but you don't see it "now". how is experience created? that is the question The mind doesn't work with words only. it works with deep processes that we translate into words, but we can stop doing it and still use the mind. the mind is a tool of understanding. It exists, and it can be tuned. reaching conclusions using learned logic is limited. the mind can expand enormously. the mind, in fact, is The Mind. This is not mental masturbation, it is mental tuning. simplifying and seeing the mind as something negative is a mistake. Do we want to be a fetus again? or a 3 year old? It was fun and very beautiful, but now we have a high level processor here. do we have to turn it off because it bothers us? no, we have to learn to use it.

They are too powerful and wonderful to do that. They exist to be used. wisely, with balance, but dismiss them? Never.

because there are no limits nor can there be. the absolute is everything. God is infinite potential. material existence, the manifestation of being, has to be in balance with this. It can't be all ying or all yang, it has to be as it is

yes, any realization has to be direct, not a conclusion of a logical process, but this direct realization can then be formulated in thoughts and words, always knowing that they are just pointers

It depends. you can make it extremely simple: only the absolute is real, it is infinite and it is everything. it is simply absence of limits. spirituality = realizing the infinite, that you are ultimately that and the rest is illusion. or complicated: existence manifests itself in infinite forms that lead to greater complexity, to greater consciousness, in a perfectly balanced cosmic dance of ying and yang in which infinite bubbles of consciousness, infinite gods, complement each other and evolve in a cycle that is taking place now and of which you are a part, you follow a line of infinite experience that is both absolute since you are the absolute and you will never leave that line, and relative because it is interacting with other lines that are you in another space dimension temporary. You're deep into that dance and you're going to dance it to the end, so maybe you want to understand as much as possible what it is.

Seriously, it's very complicated. the first step is to realize infinity, really. This without psychedelics is extremely difficult. without 5 meo, I would say, and after many dozens of trips. then, you have realized what you really are, but that does not mean that you understand anything. Saying things like Shrodinger's cat is not real understanding, or saying that you are imagining reality. who is imagining? you? That deserves a much deeper analysis. unless we say: none of that matters, only the absolute is. ok, I agree with that, but if so, let's close the forum

Of course, simplifying the extremely complex is a mistake. reality is extremely complicated, although in the end, it is very simple: infinite

God is imaginary too, it creates itself from the fact of the absence of limitations, and it is the activity that imagines an experience to the exclusion of what is not that experience. there are infinite gods and all are aspects of the absolute. The absolute is the ultimate reality and it is beyond God, it has no beginning or end, and it is not experience, it is immobile because it includes everything, it simply is, in eternity, and ultimate it is you, without any attribute because it has all the attributes. It is total freedom, and on it, the infinite gods create their apparent movement, which is really nothing.