Breakingthewall

For me, awakening is not when you realize what you are not, it is when what you are opens completely: the infinite, total, absolute. unthinkable. when you realize that this, right now, is that, and that is you, always has been. you fully recognize yourself. free, total, you. but you can wake up deeper, much more, since that realization is brief. when you are that, it is so far from being a human that the pressure of your human energy pattern is enormous, it floods everything again immediately. when you are infinite you do not realize how you are creating (becoming) the cosmos and why, you intuit it, but it is vague. the real understanding of what you are slips away. you are, but nothing more

Wow you look my grand mother. Who are those clowns that you like to listen? That's not music, what a shame. Good for you. I think it's better to try to understand that judge so fast

Yes, the word alien and all the idea sounds nonsense, but how I interpret it is as an access to higher levels of consciousness. let's see, a few years ago I was focused on material things and had a fairly low level of consciousness, all mental projections. Little by little I have been raising it. Let's say I've opened stages, removing blockages. the human condition is a block in itself, and the idea "alien" suggests the transcendence of the human condition. of human chemistry as Leo says. there is one obvious thing: you are infinite. you are the absolute . Is your consciousness now infinite? your understanding of reality is total? Yes? No? if the answer is no, it is because there is some limitation. the fact of being human for example. the alien consciousness is not absolute consciousness either. it is a higher consciousness. one thing is certain: more consciousness, more beauty, more glory of existing. so alien? welcome alien. open your mind, that this is not an ecclesiastical council. poor Leo, I see him burning at the stake if he doesn't retract. Moksha, come back and answer this question: why it's impossible to raise the level of consciousness? Is it forbidden of anything? Where is the problem if you do it? Why you don't want to raise your level? Sure you are agree that your level now is higher than before. So, could it be higher in the future? Why not? Moksha and everyone that claims that there reach the pinnacle of the conciousness, the enlightenment. Are you omniscient? Not, right? But reality is omniscient, and you are the reality. So? Who is omniscient?

Yes, it's very simple: look the reality. That's what God wants.

I have never been so happy, everything flows. it is infinity flowing. I have even forgotten my psychopath father, seemed impossible, I think it's kind of funny. I past a pretty interesting war, truly. Now business is flowing, I've kept the idiots away, each day is better than the last, my mind is expanded. this, now, is infinity, and I am. there is no resistance, there is no dissonance, there is no attachment. I feel freedom, confidence, relaxation. death? Welcome. I am, my friend, and my eyesight is sharp as a sushi knife. I look through Leo's bald head, and what I see is: Truth. Leo Gura is the truth. And you, friends, are blind.

@Bulgarianspirit I'm happy to see that you are still alive

@Javfly33 imo the first few times it is better to vape, there is no time for anything mental. Let's say there's a breaking point, you either pass it or you don't. if you don't pass it, it can be unpleasant, but there can also be interesting insights. if you pass it, it happens. limits are broken. it is total, complete liberation. This does not mean that you realize that you are creating the appearance or realize that reality is a well of infinite love, these revelations may or may not occur, but what does happen is that now, in this instant, you are the infinity flowing. total freedom. there is nothing like it. this is what you want. you realize that all the time you are suffering a little, you are limited, imprisoned. now, for the first time in your life, you are free. you will dance and laugh. free. And probably you will realize what you are: everything. Unthinkable.

Great dose, but it's still not the real breakthrough. when it happens, the continuity of the apparent experience that is happening is broken, there is no more javifly, the limits disappear, you become infinite. Getting used to this is not easy at all, because it's violence. Seems impossible, but after a moment, happen. I haven't done it for a time, procrastinating, maybe tomorrow. It is an extremely useful spiritual exercise.

The only thing to understand about infinity is that if infinity is the case (and it cannot be otherwise), everything is infinite. nothing is finite, it only seems so. this, now, is infinity

Who knows. Let's say that reality is infinite. then, everything is infinite, so if you start dividing the atom into particles, you will continue to infinity, which means that within each elementary particle there is infinity, infinity means everything. Inside anything is everything. So if you continue penetrating, you will find a universe, with millions of galaxies , and within them, if you penetrate their particles, again the infinite, with its infinite universes. so to infinity. infinity is like that...infinite.

I would say that these children suffer less than you, or any wealthy western adult with a tendency to suffer. They are hungry, a very unpleasant sensation, weakness, they do not know anything, they do not understand anything, in a few days or weeks they will die, and that's it.

Yes, Yes but the western lighthouse, spring of love, stream of wisdom and comfort of incels needs to be contrasted. it needs to be squeezed, cornered, harassed. Only then will it be seen that their theses are more than just another nonsense

How? A psychedelic awakening? Exactly, a twisted and mean thing, some pretty dirty software

No, I'm totally different, It does not depend on DNA, it depends on the circumstances of your life. I have seen that same process in other people but not as pronounced. it's people who have been brought up telling them that they are super special, that the world owes them something, and then things have not turned out as in their fantasies and they have begun to see life as a scam and seek affirmation and revenge. they have an open wound and every word that comes out of their mouth is an attempt to affirm how special they are. they suffer a lot and have serious addictions, liars without the slightest honor, since honor means consideration for the other. Vampires, it's a strange phenomenon. absolutely unhappy beings, without love but in need of love. If they have some power, be careful. For example, in my house the two pets that we have they were sacrificed in less than a year, since they had come out "defective", not stable. Was true, they were terrified, crazy. Be close of that energy is a challenge.

Sure, i see quite clearly the perfect design of all that history to get exactly this experience. many times I have seen with total clarity that my father is exactly me, that I have created all this to get to where I am now. This is the formula I've been looking for to get this. Many coincidences, everything leads to here. Let's see what happens.

I know that, that's why I meditate many hours every day, to be absolutely present, empty, here and now, and why I did psychedelics a lot of times. I spend a lot of time in great happiness, in total openness to the now. but sometimes, like right now, that story catches me, I feel the hate, and I can't get out of the labyrinth. the trick is to take advantage of that energy to awaken deeper, but even so, I would like to have peace with that story, it is a difficult acceptance, but possible. Pd, crying like a baby, I know ??. I had a bad night. Ashamed for telling that crying

Yes, but it can be applied to me perfectly. my life is a difficult challenge in a certain sense. in the past I have been tempted to use spirituality as an escape. there is no escape, you can realize the infinity that does not matter, if you do not love the totality of your life, you will return to the labyrinth. In my case, I have my father floating in the air. abusive, my mother got sick and died and he mistreated her in her illness. then he actively try to make myself fall into an unresolvable depression, all subtle, little by little. he died in a very unpleasant way when I was 20 or 21, all that time is diffuse. he smoked 80 cigarettes a day when he was operated on for throat cancer at the age of 38, his idol was hitler, even though my mother was from a muslim country. He was very attractive and was a good pianist although he had failed at everything, due to family influences he was placed in the diplomatic corps. In 10 years he didn't learn a word of English, he insulted everyone but always had a cohort of admirers. He despised and hated my mother's country, I was educated in several languages but I completely forgot them, they were garbage languages. Every time I think of him it's like the devil is blowing on the back of my neck. my feeling is that his wish would have been my death from a degenerative disease. I don't know how to get this person out of my experience, how to love this .... aberration? sickness that walks? horror? It's an interesting challenge. In the past I was quite addicted to dangerous challenges, like some business, climbing, gliding, boxing, or crossing the Atlantic sailing with my girlfriend in a storm zone. when I was in a storm and in the middle of the night there was a problem and everything was mess, darkness, blows, I heard his voice in my mind: you're shit, you're useless. like a schizophrenic, auditory hallucination. always challenge, difficulty. that's life. It has a beauty component. But really id like some rest of that shit.

Really? I don't think so. Life is a challenge itself.

Bah bah bahhh, sex is nice, sure, but give me adventure, give me challenge, give me evolution, give me a good war to fight. I'm not a penis, I'm a man.

nonduality says what reality is not. is not two. Well, once you realize this, that's when you start to go deeper into yourself, that is, into reality. It's just the beggining Buddhism i would say that it point much deeper, to realize the essence of reality, to truly open to yourself.

I don't know, and I would say that no one knows. It is obvious that psychedelics enhance the depth in which one can perceive/understand/be. leo is a pioneer in this, since although it has been tried before, it has not worked with 5meo . He says he's gone deeper. it's impossible to know, only if your inclinations go that way, use him as inspiration

It is one thing to dissolve suffering and another to understand. Understanding is not conceptual, you understand by being. sober understanding can be very profound. there are moments of truly deep and clear understanding of what I am, of what reality is. this does not dissolve suffering if later I'm in the story. They are two different things. psychological suffering disappears with the total acceptance of what is. you can have total acceptance and swallow understanding, or vice versa. Leo speaks in more depth. why not? My experience is that the more depth, the more beauty. Denying what Leo said as psychedelic delusions is a closed mind. If you have dived into existence, you will know that the deeper, the more beautiful, and you will give a vote of confidence to the possibility of going even deeper.

lets see. For me, awakening is breaking the apparent limits, realizing that you are unlimited, infinite. and beyond, being aware that you really are, of the essence of reality, its quality, you. but, as @Leo Gura said, it can be much more to be conscious of. Are you aware right now of exactly how and why you are creating this experience? no, you are not, ramana maharshi was not, nor was buddha. Is Leo? Maybe yes, or maybe he's deluded, but let's give him a chance. Let's see, this reality is perfect, and it has a purpose. to say: it is only a dream, only the absolute is real, is to simplify what is not simple. you are reality, therefore you can be fully aware, now, of what reality is. All those who say that they are awake in a traditional sense refer to realizing the infinite, and realizing what reality is, its essence. I realize that, more and more easily. I realize that I have always known. But there are limits, very clear. I do not realize how I am creating all this or why, and all this is being created to the micron, with absolute intentionality. So my realization is, let's say, diffuse and general, like an intuition. Obviously, there is more to see.

God is not a guy who is watching reality, it is the reality. what exist is nothingness organizing itself into complex patterns of existence. a miracle. God is the subatomic particles that form atoms, it is the hydrogen nebulae that organize the stellar systems, and it is life, the extreme complexity. God is, and the fact of being is perfect joy. for god to be those hungry children is absolute perfection. the complexity of what a human is is unimaginable. we see everything according to what we like and dislike, this for existence is nothing, suffering has nothing negative, it is pure love, like rot, or a supernova, or cutting your nails. existence of infinite depth and absolutely perfect. We just have to realize it.

Means: I evade the fact of being human.