Breakingthewall

@bensenbiz 5meo is a process. really break your limits, and you really become infinite. it's real, absolutely. but in order to open yourself to it you need to rewire yourself, purify yourself.

Well, The first few times I couldn't breakthrough, so I vaped 18mg and was a breakthrough, but very unpleasant. infinite void. After that I did it many more times, but low doses, vaping 10 mg, I was quite scared, until I saw it clearer and one day I vaped 18, again infinite void, the next day 20, horrible void , and right after again more than 20 mg and then I had a total breakthrough, but it took me more than a year from the first time until I could do it, and it's still difficult

5meo to me sometimes feels like raping the doors of heaven. You are opening something that would not naturally open. In my case, intuitively, I did it little by little, step by step. integrating each step, and then the next. but maybe it's better how you've done it, faster, but now you have more ego reaction. This reaction is the equalization of your psyche prior to the trip with the opening of the trip. a major adjustment is necessary, and since everything has been so violent, the adjustment seems to be annoying. Give yourself time, and if I were you, I would do it again when things stabilize. If you've started, I don't think you want to stop now

can be known and is very simple: infinite. but the only way to know it is to be it. you have to become infinite really. without leaving anything of apparent finiteness. you can intuit it, but if you want to know/be it, you have to die, or simulate to die with 5meo

If something starts at a given moment, it already has an implicit end in its own existence. Really, if something starts it's because it doesn't really exist, it's just an idea, a dream. It seems like it lasts a while but it's an instant. 1 followed by a million zeros of years is the same as a fraction of a second, it is an idea of the infinity, an instant in which the time of the development of a universe is created. the infinite submerges itself in that fictitious time that seems real, but there is no time. existence is always now. Trapped in the eternal now. It looks like a jail, pure horror. The first time I had this realization it was maximum horror. later I realized that although this is so, the depth of now is infinite. freedom is total. hallelujah is the definition

your case is simple. the circumstance of your human life is complex, dysfunctional, dissonant, without a valid solution. your output is transcendence. total, complete transcendence. In the end, adapting to human structures is a real pain in the ass, boring, sad and superficial. to hell with that. transcend, truly, to the fullest. infinity awaits you. but the work is serious, hard and difficult. Either you do, or your life will be a spiral to hell. I don't know you, maybe I talked too much, but from what I've read about you, I feel quite identified and there is no other way: the truth. the best way by the way

It cannot because of the mechanics of infinity. reality is infinite, because reality is just absence of limits. the finite is not real, it just appears as finite, since any part of the infinite is the complete infinite. then, the infinite can be divided infinitely, but each part is the total infinite, therefore, the same.

What do you prefer, pushing a wheelbarrow with wooden wheels, or piloting a last generation fighter? the wheelbarrow is less trouble, that's for sure.

@Someone here the matter is not about books, it is about reality, what we are. You know what I'm talking about, obviously. any ideology is going to be just a patch, you have to get out of your mind, if not, there is only shit, in abundance.

@Someone here open yourself to infinite love and forget any limitation that your mind is trying to impose to you. Just break all the walls. Be a man.

I would say that what appears to be the act of looking is an illusion. precisely the illusion that creates the duality. You are not looking at anything, you are reality being. this being at this moment manifests itself as an observer who looks at reality, so looks itself. But really there is not the act of looking think of a fetus. He does not look at anything, there are no limits to his perception. Or one could say, there is no perception, since perception is created by limitation. the fetus is only empty, but total, infinite. The moment objects begin to appear, duality begins to be created, the observer and the observed. it is all a single thing fluctuating, taking forms. to be conscious of forms the fiction of an observer is needed, but the observer and the observed are the same. The thing is, how to escape from this particular paradigm in which we are? if you take eg 600 ug of lsd, or vape 20 mg of 5 me or DMT, the paradigm is broken. there is no longer an observer. death of the ego . there is only being, fluctuation, limitless depth. then the paradigm returns, it is impossible to escape from it, it is a solid energetic pattern, it is the structure that it means to be a human.

Openess is to be open to what reality is. it would be said that the human is an embryo, something that tries to emerge. and it is quite a painful birth. there is no rest, there is evolution. or rather, there is rest when you realize the fact that there is not rest and you enjoy the path, you refine it and elevate it as much as possible, since that is your mission

I bought and I tried to read, too boring. I read some of Ibn Arabi, very interesting.

Yeah, because it's a drug, like heroin. That's why it's so successful.

I didn't insult them, I just said that his ideology is based in fear and low self esteem. This about virgins is an insult to women of every races.

No, Muslims are from any race. Maybe ideologism

The truth is not about to know or understand it, is about being it. You think that you understand infinity, but you don't. Just do 5meo DMT 20 times until any limitations are dissolved, and you will see what infinity is. You could think about it 1000 years and you are not going 1mm closer. It's unthinkable.

You can't communicate anything to someone who haven't experienced before. How could you explain the colors to a blind, of the infinity to someone who never has become infinite? Well, you could try but it's impossible that the other understand you unless he have experienced it before.

The thing is not to be able to provide oneself with pleasant states, the thing is about evolution. You are in the rat maze and you cannot get out of it. you have to move on. This is how the design is done. there are no arahats, there is no way out of the labyrinth. there is openness to the beauty that is to exist. The depth is bottomless. think of the nonsense that arahat or enlightenment means. means end. end of infinity

Yah, I'm selfish because I'm everything. I just want to dive in myself. Nothing else matters because nothing else exist.

Who want a virgin? Fucking Muslims with micro penis...they are so scared of women. What a culture. His basis is the low self esteem

You made me laugh. But I hope you are jocking.... right?

Just try to awake as deep as you can, because it's beautiful.

@Bulgarianspirit awakening is open yourself to the infinity. solipsism is deceptive, it makes you create a strange and toxic scheme of reality. just forget it. You are limited, break your limitation. and that's it.