Breakingthewall

I would say that you simply disappear, and infinite existence remains. You really are the infinite existence and this experience is one more emergent among infinite emergents, therefore you could say that it is nothing. only existence is, and it is immutable since it is unlimited. So here comes the problem, you could say: another emergent appears again, another experience, but there is already another emergent, there have already been infinite emergents, there will be infinite more, so what is this specific one? I would say that they are all infinite, endlessly parallel that never touch but that they are really the same line since if they are infinite they will all pass through the same points, that is, all of them. so emerging after emerging, evolving towards nowhere since everything already is. simply existence. But I would intuitively say that there will be new, more conscious, deep and complete experiences

Just my vision today, maybe some day I realize god, who is doing things for love, etc, but for now I think that that idea is wrong

No, I mean the infinity alive, our true nature. This requires breaking all boundaries, total ego death. The ego is the self, the center of experience, and there is no center in infinity. Infinity is death because it makes anything be nothing. There is nothing to hold on to, there is no God doing things because he is bored, there is an ocean that has no end, and you pour yourself into it, it is absolute freedom. Being able to transform yourself to accept this is very difficult, the ego always wants to grab something, it creates the idea of God, but there is nothing to grab, nothing to know, nothing to understand, only existence. Nobody likes this, this is why we create barriers and live inside them. Outside is the total surrender.

few weeks ago I did salvia, I put it in the bong, fire, I lay down thinking: craziness!, now let's see what happens. and...nothing, zero, not even the slightest sensation. expired? because that same salvia provided me with two very serious trips like 3 years ago.

There are many layers of resistance, fear, falsehood, within us. Many times you take a psychedelic, you have a beautiful experience and you think: I already have it, I am pure, nothing to hide, I can do anything, nothing scares me, I give up control. and as often happens with spirituality, when you think you're done you realize that you've only taken the first baby steps.

There is no more than the unfathomable alive, that's all. Everything that seems to be more is structure, therefore it is less, in the sense that it is a limited image. The mind has a hard time admitting that it cannot go beyond what has no form, so it creates more forms. There could be infinite multiverse, but all of them are the same in essence, that essence is the unthinkable alive, that what we try to realize and then identify with that and not with the form, that's enlightenment, nothing about knowing

There is nothing special about total emptiness, it is simply the cessation of mental activity. Everything that happens in your experience you are creating in your mind. This is obvious and it is not something spiritual or mystical, your brain is creating the world (now someone will say: you are imagining your brain.... ). This does not mean that what appears is not real, it is simply that you are creating a world from the external. If your mental activity stops, for example in my case doing 5meo, there is nothing left, total emptiness. Only the consciousness of emptiness remains, and this is where we want to get to, pure consciousness without content. zero, without thought or images, sensations. absolutely nothing. If you are able to maintain this, revelation occurs, the unfathomable depth that lives, what you really are and what anything is. This does not mean that you know that others do not exist, that you are God, that you are creating reality... all of these are mental interpretations, they mean nothing. You know absolutely nothing, you have simply realized the unfathomable alive, the source of everything , you have merged with it and have become the infinite void that is everything. that's it. Understanding is something that happens inside this, therefore is incomplete, so it's better to let it go. Being is understanding, I think (for now) that the whole thing is impossible to grasp, just because it's unlimited. Understanding is limiting and can create a kind of confusion that is close the psychosis. Just my understanding for now.

Most of the people who say that do not do psychedelics or meditation, they do not do real work but are all intellectual guesses that they arrive at after watching Leo's videos So, Because the only guy you know had this circumstance from taking psychedelics, do you think psychedelics cause that? Most spiritual teachers, like Ralston for example, are against it without having tried it, and in that there is a clear aroma of: don't take away my business, bastard. Keep in mind that most spiritual teachers are narcissists who seek attention and success in a field in which they cannot truly be measured. doubting is essential. Psychedelics do not show you the picture momentarily as they say, this is a mistake. The panorama that psychedelics show you is irrelevant, the important thing is that they create energetic opening and make you see what prevents this opening in your normal energetic configuration, this makes the door that closes become more transparent each time. The biggest mistake is having a psychedelic experience and reaching conclusions from what you have seen, since those conclusions are formed in a closed conceptual state, they are completely worthless, the mind must be empty, not full of psychedelic stories. In short, I know from listening to him that sadhguru does not know anything about this, he has a brother-in-law's superficial knowledge and speaks like a professor because he is a sadhguru.

You are letting yourself be carried away by appearances and judgments based on superficial impressions. I'm not saying that you're not right, I'm saying that it's better to deeply doubt anyone, people are liars by nature, it is very rare to find someone truly honest. So, the moment I detect distortions, as is the case with the video you posted, the alarms go off. For you sadhguru can speak appropriately about psychedelics without having tried them. You can also talk about mountaineering, war experiences, motherhood, surgery and boxing I suppose. That's what I call a brother-in-law. It's like Ramana Maharshi says that mountaineering is bad for karma without ever having been to a mountain. The moment he says something like that, he is classified as a brother-in-law.

Doesn't matter, there is not another option than listening to yourself. When there is a clear desire in you, there is and that's it. If you repress it you are repressing your life.

simply listening to your inner voice. But maybe it'll tell you to take a katana and go to the center of the city to behead people, and then do harakiri.

"the truth" means nothing, since what is is the truth, so nothing can not be the truth, from which it follows that the truth is meaningless, just the reality. What does exist is karma, reality has rules, yin and yang, if you don't know them and play wisely, you will sink into shit, which will also be the truth, but with a taste of shit.

A possible cause: anxiety and stress due to lack of quality sex in which you open yourself completely to the experience, the connection is complete and you flow. Many people are not capable of this, they always have reservations, anxiety accumulates and manifests itself during sleep with frequent awakenings, nightmares, stress in general.

A joke? Let's see, I wasn't saying that anyone at a rave give him some substance, by the way, thanks for calling me a "dummie", I appreciate it. No, I mean that if you are a world famous person who gives your opinion on things that are spreading in the world on a large scale, such as the use of psychedelics for spiritual purposes, you can do a serious test, with scientists, a brain scanner, etc. Not that the drug addict in your neighborhood gives you a blotter while you drink a few liters of beer, but a serious experiment, do you see the difference? So if you don't do this experiment, but then you make a YouTube video talking about psychedelics, then to me he is a clown. What to do?

Sure, but in a different experience, so separate. Let's see, if you were once a rat in the eternity of existence and now you are not, there is a separation between the rat experience and your current experience. where is the dilemma? Solipsism doesn't say this, it says there were never rats, or anything, just your experience now. We all already know that our experience now is real, but what solipsism affirms is that no other experience is real. Now you can say: you can only prove that your experience is real. Yes, and? that does not mean anything. It just means that my experience is real, not that yours isn't. In the solipsism video Leo says: the other experiences are not real, you are creating others now for different reasons. That's solipsism and it doesn't make any sense.

Solipsism is: only I exist and the people I talk to are imaginary and have no experience of their own. Reality is a set built by me as a god to deceive myself and play a game, out of love, boredom or whatever. How to define this idea?

@Ishanga Why doesn't he try some LSD and then say his opinion? ram dass says he gave 1000 ug or something like that to his indian guru and he didn't feel anything. Maybe the same thing happens to sadhguru, but first you have to do the test. All that you say about the karmic imprint and sadhguru's , siddis , etc, means nothing to me, I just pay attention to what he says, and it is coherent sometimes and other times it is not. Why believe it's an ubermenchen or something like that? He seems like a normal guy to me , quite smart, balanced, charismatic, but just a man

He looks like a brother-in-law at Christmas dinner talking about things he has no idea about because he's had too much to drink.

Just feel the existence, even it's empty, exist

Understanding is not the point, at least not for me, the point is opening. You could say that openness entails a type of understanding, but for me that understanding is not structured nor can it be, therefore the moment you try to structure it you lose it or corrupt it. you can only see it at the moment of opening and not keep it afterward.

I can feel the existence now.

I guess I wanted to say that if you want to dissolve into the infinite you have to let go of the need to understand, since it is something that binds you, limits you. Imagine that you are looking into infinity. You cannot try to understand it, since you are really within the infinite, and understanding is within you. Understanding must be given to the infinite, the same as everything else. You have to do an act, which is to open yourself to the infinite and surrender yourself, letting your self fall into emptiness. It is an exciting act, a step forward into nothingness. If you manage to do it, it happens, you have broken the barrier, you are, let's say, inside. But this is very fragile, very difficult to maintain purity, the mind needs to create structure and as soon as it starts to develop one, you are out. This is like a sport, you have to master it, understand what blocks it, eliminate it from yourself, encourage openness as much as possible. Only this is real, the rest is living in a silly fantasy. But the truth is that I cannot remain in that limitless state for more than a short time, it is a difficult balance, and in that state there is a kind of understanding at another frequency, and I don't know how far it can go.

For me it is extremely useful, I take two or 3 puffs and meditate, it helps a lot to empty my mind, to focus completely on the moment, deep present, it is like an enhancer. If I smoked more it is also interesting, but in another sense, observation of life from another angle, insights, but I prefer low doses and an empty mind, openness.

When the farmer takes the pig to sacrifice, the pig knows exactly what is happening and what is going to happen, it knows its limits without a doubt, it knows that its life is going to end, and it screams in terror. He knows this innately, it is the intelligence of life, which is total intelligence. Fear and desire are the tool of life to preserve forms and perpetuate them, it is not something conceptual, learned or false, it is true and the conceptual structure is developed with this truth as a base. Enlightenment is transcending form, not transcending the conceptual mind. The conceptual mind is just a manifestation of the form

Good to know, really. I had some hard trips, to get open to 5 meo have been quite difficult to me