Breakingthewall

It really doesn't matter. The one who knows these things is the self and they are of no use to it. It is an interesting curiosity, nothing more, but in infinity everything is infinite, and that's it. awakening is becoming infinite, and realizing what you are. It is not something that can be structured or reasoned with, you can only be it now, and to do this you have to break the structures. to think that free will does not exist, or that if it exists, they are structures. There's nothing wrong with them, they're interesting. I would like to take lsd and realize that I am a particle in an alien mind from another multiverse within infinite multiverses and things like that, but knowing that that is not awakening. There is only one awakening, opening yourself to the infinite, your true nature, now.

Thinking that something is tangible or not is something the self thinks. awakening is dissolving the self, not a new perspective. perspectives are just perspectives, awakening is the real, and the real is not in the dual frequency of: I am god and I play games. those are ideas of the self. They are not false, they are ideas of the self. awakening is opening yourself to the source, to the living infinite, to God. From awakening the timeline, the experience, can be perceived as a dream, but this does not mean anything, the self is always there in part, even in awakening state, what is, is, and that's it, you don't have to ruminate about it, you have to be.

Enlightenment is not understanding something, it is the complete breaking of limits and it is something that happens and lasts for a short time, minutes, I suppose in some cases hours. In that state there is no self, but pure reality manifests without the dual filter. Those who say that this is a fantasy are because they have never accessed these states. All that of: you are a god who has to deceive yourself to have an experience, is a deduction made by the self, which contrasts some things with others. It is something unreal and meaningless. Opening your mind, your heart and your entire being, letting the self fall, stopping being you and being the unfathomable is enlightenment. For me the goal is to open myself to this state as often as possible, since it is absolute freedom, total life and wonder, nothing better can exist, everything else are shadows

🤔I don't believe that story, I mean, I would say that things are not like that. But of course, maybe you are right, you never know. I'd say you are not god who deceives himself into feeling love, since there is no option. reality cannot not be, not manifest. There is no god creating a video game, there is infinite reality being in its infinite cycle from separation to unity. You are the whole and everything you see is also the whole. You are not alone because what has no limit cannot be alone, it is not one, it is not a self, it is the abyss that exists, incomprehensible and unfathomable, that rotates in its infinite cycles. You do not limit yourself like a game, but reality operates like this, it disintegrates and then tends to unity.

Full time? because I have moments of total openness, but then it passes and I realize one thing: everything I think about reality afterwards, in a closed dual state, is deceptive. It is better not to think about it, but to look for the opening

Hate sometimes is necessary. Hate makes you distance yourself from certain things, not allowing yourself to fall into supposedly normal dynamics but that you do not want to tolerate.in your relationship with yourself and in your relationship with is external, that at the end are one. You cannot give an inch, you have to be hard, otherwise you will be a slave. of your attachments, of your fear, of other people,

If you want to stop being a victim, it is not enough to decide it, you have to fight for it, and it's usually difficult. Claiming your sovereignty completely requires overcoming many obstacles. Maybe you could do in a instant, just deciding it , but what I saw it that you ve to fight every inche

the world is a projection of your psyche, and your psyche is a projection of the world. What appears in your experience is alive, because everything is life. Beautiful quote, the mystery of the self, the entity that seems to be the receiving center of experience, what is it? do we have a choice, will? It seems that it is separate but at the same time it is one with reality. difficult to understand

Not so easy. Your karma is not going to be cleared by a simple choice, it is a long road. Outside is inside, inside is outside. Everything must be equalized

If you come from the dark side of life, you can only forgive when your enemies have been crushed. That's how things are, looking for shortcuts is falsehood, weakness . It's not going to work. And your first enemy is the fear, very difficult to overcome. A bit of rage could be very useful

You seem authentic, not common to find people who really want to open themselves to reality, not to inflate their ego or to avoid problems but to truly want it. If I think about what this story has been like for me, about the confusion I had, the wall that was in front of my face, I would say that the most important thing to get through it is the will. but the motivation must be pure, without ego

great post, just now I was thinking about that, about how life tunes in. It seems that if you give reality the best of you, in a completely straight way , without reservations, without any lies, any evasion , reality smiles at you.

@SQAAD I recommend you the book "Tempests of Steel" by Junger, who later won the Nobel Prize in Literature for his carrier. He wrote it when he was 25 years old, his experience in the First World War, he was wounded 9 times, one of them a bullet pierced his skull. The guy was happy in the war, he was in the battle of the Somme, which is surely the ultimate in human horror. His perspective is very interesting, he saw poetry in everywhere. Btw, junger, in his old age, used many psychedelics. He died at 103 or something like that.

In infinity there is no relativity, there is no big or small, there is only infinity. a subatomic particle is infinite, and so is a galaxy cluster. The entire universe is as infinite as a rat, since both contain the entirety of existence.

Great post. I'm glad to read something so intelligent, straight to the point, practical. They put you deep into the rat maze and you found inspiration to move forward.

Reality is constant evolution, it is an inevitable cycle, and negative pressure drives evolution. This does not mean that if tomorrow I am sentenced to life imprisonment in the Congo I will say: oh wow, evolution is like that. I will go through the hell and despair that corresponds to the situation. But it is important not to take human life as a funny experience that should be perfect and wonderful, this leads to great frustration because it is not. It's like being sent to the trenches of the First World War and you complain that it's uncomfortable. Yes, we already know that it is a big piece of shit, so let's try to enjoy the beauty and greatness of the situation, that there is always that, there is always yang within the yin, it is the most practical attitude, and maybe some day you realize with surprise that you are happy most of time

Yes, reality is alive, this moment lives, it is deep and wonderful. It always is, regardless of the content. that is being awake, being open to what reality is, seeing it, being it

It's a long trip, you can do both

It's not that God is boring, it's that existing is fun.

If a level of suffering is, let's say pleasant, is it suffering? When people talk about suffering they usually talk about rumination, self-inflicted mental torture. This can disappear completely and reality will not disintegrate. You speak of suffering referring to the resistance of a finite being to stop being finite, in this case it is true, that resistance is necessary, without it not even a bacteria would be a bacteria, but that is a tolerable and beautiful suffering. The suffering of compulsively thinking that your ex-wife is a son of a bitch who deserves to die is a ruminative, ugly, disgusting, typically human suffering. It could dissapear and nothing will happen

5 meo DMT could be useful in your purpose

@Keryo Koffa The positive thing about your situation is that you approach it with sincerity and humility. That's a giant step. The negative is that you are trapped in yourself. But well, almost everyone is, only instead of facing it they use evasion techniques, like thinking about the future and starting a family. It is a human constant. Your path is to face your fear and open yourself to true life, so congratulations, all the shit you have swallowed in your life leads you to that. There is only one option, go to the end. Anything else would be unfeasible, the sting of suffering will prevent you from staying in no man's land. For me it is obvious, when shit hits my mind, it means that I have to move towards greater openness, less fear. When things are like this, in this life there is a mission: total openness. The reason is that it is inevitable, it is the marked destiny

You can go a certain time without suffering and you will not dissolve into infinity. 99% of human suffering is not intended to prevent you from dissolving into infinity. But yes, ultimately the reason for suffering is the survival of the individual and the species, especially the species. Evolution to optimize survival

What does he mean? That be an adult is to overcome the fear? He's right, so few could be called adults. Not easy task.

The context of god is god itself, because outside is inside. infinity seems to have that strange characteristic.