Breakingthewall

I always thought it was extremely boring. When I heard: you can go in peace, I answered: hallelujah. Forcing a 10-year-old to listen to this incomprehensible shit every Sunday is perfect for making him an atheist 😂

Just two psychedelic trips right? But thinking that meditation is useless is strange if you have realized what you are, because even you are in a meditative state all time, to sit and do formal meditation makes you going deeper into yourself

It's strange that Leo says that. If you have realized the reality of now, the depth of what you are, the life and glory that this moment is, you will know that meditating is opening yourself to it, separating yourself from maya, from the mental, and opening yourself to the real, to the alive depth . you would want to do it. In fact, doing psychedelics is really a meditative exercise, and you will want to meditate also without psychedelics, going deeper and deeper into yourself, realizing the beauty.

If reality and time are imaginary, free will is the freedom within the imaginary, but since there is nothing else, calling it imaginary is the same as real, and free will is the same, it is the freedom to create the dream and the limited freedom within the dream. The serious question is: is reality really a dream of God? Does God have free will to stop dreaming? Because the thing is that if God is dreaming now, he is always dreaming. If he stopped dreaming, he was never dreaming. That is, if a dream exists, this dream is infinite, just like existence. And if the dream is infinite, it means that God cannot stop dreaming. And if God cannot stop dreaming, it means that God is not dreaming, God is the dream, and it does not have free will because that is what he has to be, without possible choice: infinite.

because exactly this is necessary to fit the infinite mosaic of the cosmos. It is like a perfect and infinite clock in which everything fits. The most awake state is being completely infinite without any definition. that is your original state, what you really are. absolute freedom and absolute glory. There is nothing beyond, it is the total perfection of bottomless existence. You can do it at any time, it is what you are, but the inertia of the cosmos will always catch you again as long as there is a cosmos, although if there is a cosmos now, it means that there will always be a cosmos and there always was. reality is inevitably infinite, inevitably manifest and inevitably cyclical

It is logical reasoning. According to actualized's view of reality, you are god. You are limited and hidden from yourself to play this game, but you are still you, there is no other behind the scenes directing you like a puppet, so this reality is the only reality, and you are the only god that exists, so You are totally free, within the limits you have imposed on yourself. So I, as God, can choose right now whether to throw myself out of the window or not. There is no one controlling it or no one who has written it beforehand, because I am God, and my will is law, within the limits, which are also my will. So according to actualized philosophy, there must be free will if we want to be coherent with the rest of our vision of reality.

https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Datura Sounds very bad

Realizing that you are God means that you are creating reality with your Will and your intelligence. This could be a misunderstanding, it could not be like that at all, it could be many things.

It's just religion Yes, you are right, a gut feeling means nothing. I would say that even a full realization on psychedelics can be completely misleading, but that's just an opinion. I don't think that you are adopting the Leo's dogma as your realization, you are honest to yourself, but not everyone is Leo has said that he has realized those things but he can change or qualify it. Well, we will see what the believers say when Leo says that things were not like that, he has already hinted at it with the alien consciousness thing, he said that the god that was shown to us humans was only because we could not bear it anymore, but that things are very different. For example, the dogma of solipsism can be modified. All these problems happen if the truth-bearing messiah is alive, he can change the dogma, and believers could look like fools.

It surprises me that people are so sure that they are god creating reality, when authentic mystics like Ramakrishna or Buddha were not sure of that. Ok, Leo says that he is more awake than Buddha after 10 years of intensive psychedelics. you can believe it or not. but that everyone now says that they too is very ridiculous, makes this forum a ridiculous and sectarian place. If someone has the audacity to question any of those dogmas, someone is going to come and yell at them to wake up and all that shit, when guys who have been meditating for 30 years 6 hours a day have not reached those realizations. this forum is very stupid

I once had the intuition while on psychedelics that some guys I had a business deal with were wonderful, noble and honest, and that I was very lucky to have found them. In the end they were absolutely liars, scammers, one of them with a conviction for organized crime. They dedicated to expelling poor families from their lands to buy them well below their price. They did this thanks to family contacts in the police. When the psychedelics thing happened, I was about to send them a message saying how noble and honest they seemed to me, fortunately I didn't😅. It was a good lesson that says: don't trust that nonsense, you are drugged, your mind does not process the mundane correctly. focus on no mind

He took the title from a poem of William Blake, in 1790. "If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narrow chinks of his cavern"

That is another thought at the end. is to replace: I am a biological entity with I am imagining biology. Both are mental constructions. It is the problem of Leo's spirituality, which replaces one mental grip with another. Perhaps it is necessary at the beginning, since few people are prepared to be without grip, in a mental void, and this is a first step, but if you stay here, it will be of no use to you. There is only one objective, total openess. Adopting Leo's philosophy will not make anyone achieve that openness, but will create religious people. Once you have made your mind more flexible by changing paradigms, abandon all paradigms.

Yes, people think: I have realized that thoughts are not reality and I live in the present moment, then I am enlightened. That would be the state a child or a dog is in. It is a more fluid state, more real, but it is still trapped in the self. This is inevitable, any being perceives itself as a center, as an experiencer. Letting go of the self is very difficult, the way to do it, according to what I have seen is, usually help with some low dose of psychedelic, but not always necessary, then truly wanting to merge with the now. then you observe for a long time in total silence, you focus on that feeling of center, on the self that is always there, then sometimes, in a moment, the understanding occurs, you see it. and the self opens, it dissapear. reality manifests itself, the total joy of life, the bottomless pit of existence. you flow in total freedom, and understanding is total because that flow is to understand. That is, there is nothing more to know or understand, it is pure existence, what you are. glory, happiness and laughter. but....this is very difficult to maintain, the self is a solid construction, it immediately start to return. When it returns you realize that its matter is the same pure existence, the same happiness, or love or whatever we call it, but it creates a solid structure, a capsule, and encloses reality. After this comes conceptualization, talking about infinity, the creative source, etc., but all this comes from the mental. It is only useful to achieve new openings

Yeah, it's pure life, be naked in the existence. The real thing. Let's see where are we going to arrive, impossible to know. There is no map for this

I find all that harakiri stuff fascinating. Those guys were brave, there's no doubt. Not only did they have to commit suicide, they also had to stab a sword into their guts. a way to demonstrate that willpower defeats the survival instinct

For me it is always the same intention, I want to open the now, let go of the self and let the absolute total infinity manifest. It is a difficult game, since the self wants to let go of the self. I get it with a little LSD, a little weed, 5meo, and lately, twice while sober. It is the unimaginable, the total glory that reality is. once it closes, you can't even think about it, only remember that there was that opening, but not reproduce it, since you are back in the limited frequency. The objective is that openness, that is spirituality. To achieve this in a stable way, beyond a few seconds, I would say that a very deep understanding of what being human is is necessary. It's an interesting game .

When I wrote that, I haven't realized what is the self. The first time I dropped the self completely was in July of this year if I remember correctly. Since then that has been my goal in spirituality. I read what I wrote half a year ago and I see the lack of understanding of what the self is and how it frames reality. It is essential to be able to dissolve it completely to begin to understand, and even so, any understanding must be taken with a grain of salt. but there is one authentic and undoubtable thing: the opening to total infinity in absence of the self. This is what spirituality is about, the rest are just ideas that arise later

What do you mean?

Yeah, I meditate and try to be in a state of silence and openness all the time. Of course it's not easy, the inertias are powerful, but working in it. I try to look deep inside myself, because I know what I'm looking for is there. reality, life, the unlimited. I realized many times, so now it's like uncomplete don't realize it. It is a work in which you have to be discerning, since you have to see what limits you, where the obstacle is. I see those ideas that I mentioned above as obstacles

You can be in a state of total silence, with zero attachment to the few thoughts that arise, and you are still limited. The only thought could be: well, I know that infinity is right here, let's see if it opens. and more silence. You can stay like this for an hour, and it won't open. There is total calm, you are completely present, but you are limited, you are still there, the center of the experience, silent but solid. You have to open up, it's something organic, like a plant that opens. It is an act of surrender and from what I see it only happens sometimes and is short-lived because there is a strong pressure from the self. When it happens, infinity opens, what you are manifests. That is spirituality, letting go of the self, being the unlimited. getting it 1 minute every day is a challenge. Your life changes completely, you know what reality is and you look for it. I guess there will come a time when it will be easy.

Limited Invented You don't need the solipsism for that. Reality is infinite, you are the universe, but within you there are infinite universes. and within it, infinite universes. That's what infinity means. They are all the same, infinite, the infinite is always the same but exists infinitely. Every person you see is an infinite universe that contains the infinite. and all the infinite, in its unimaginable infinity, is synchronized in a perfect, exact way. It is more than the mind can even intuit. You can only realize the nature of infinity, but its perfect structure is unfathomable, it is infinite. Solipsism is a finite perspective, so impossible. Finite isn't real, since infinity is.

That is so if you have reached the point in , with respect to reality, any idea has the same meaning: none. Only direct reality now is, words are unnecessary, they are obstacles, barriers. but this does not mean that you have broken the layer of ice that this moment creates. Other ice layer is the appearance of succession of events, of temporality. and after this there are more layers, non conceptual layers, until you completely open yourself. This means breaking all limits. You have broken the first limit, now you have to learn to observe yourself, to look deep into yourself. It is a very fascinating, addictive game. At some point, reality opens up, and you see yourself looking into infinity, and you realize that you are that. the great abyss , and that endless abyss lives.

What happened is what always happens in human communities. When many people organize there must be a leader. Being a leader is exhausting, completely absorbing, but there are always people willing to be one. These people have special characteristics, and a very noticeable one is the desire for power. This desire is extremely strong, and completely corrupting. This is where war always seems to arise. This is how human society works. But apart from that, Osho's idea was human freedom. a very good ideal, unfortunately humans are the way they are and utopias are difficult, perhaps impossible.

You have realized the obvious: everything is now, there is only this, the now. that is what you are. shocking, it can produce a feeling of being trapped. It's always now, this. This is the reality. but something fundamental is missing: completely opening this. There is the true awakening. Realizing that the mental is illusion and that reality is experience is a step, but the difficult thing is to open this experience completely, like a closed flower that opens. In it is infinite life vibrating, it has no bottom.