Breakingthewall

5 meo dmt vaped has been the tool that I have used at the beginning, to provoke opening in a violent way, since otherwise given my energetic configuration, it was impossible, too much density. maybe once a week for a year, with the goal of breaking the resistance. then lsd and weed in low doses and hours of meditation and contemplation. More than contemplation is realizing yourself now, opening yourself to this moment, looking at existence in the face without a filter. If the dose is high it is a psychedelic trip, it is different, but if it is low it helps you see yourself and existence without a filter and enter a state of flow, and in some moments reality opens up, limits disappear and what you are manifests. My plans when the weather is getting warmer is going to retirements in nature some days with lsd and try real openess many hours , let's see what is possible. It's the more beautiful thing possible, nothing can be compared, so it's easy to be motivated when you get some real opening, even very short one

Within us is the source, the infinite alive. awakening is opening yourself to that and being that. It is something that the wise men of all ages have known. It is the absolute and cannot be thought. You can open yourself to the absolute, and after a while, close yourself to it, then you forget it because it is unthinkable, impossible to remember. but you know that's what you were looking for, what you are. You were lost and you finally returned home, now you are away again, but you begin to make the necessary adjustments in your interface, the energetic pattern that you are, so that a new opening is easier, less violent. Each opening makes you lighter, although there are still large amounts of shit in you, this is the way to cleanse yourself.

As I see it, there is only one thing as absolute, which we can call existence, because absolute means without opposite, without differentiation. In the moment that there is any differentiation it's not absolute anymore. What we are supposed to try with spiritual work is to open ourselves as much as possible to it. This cannot be named but many call it love, since the word love, in our human life, designates the highest reality, the purest feeling. Human love is always veiled, but it is openness to the absolute, to pure existence. It is the feeling that occurs in the absence of fear, and only occurs when the person is capable of a certain degree of openness. I think that almost all of us here have gone through times of minimal openness, which have made our lives miserable and pushed us towards spirituality. What we seek is to open ourselves to the absolute, to our true nature. This nature could be called love because it is the same substance as for example the love towards your mother when you are a child, purity, joy, connection, creation, but I would say that it is much more. Calling it love falls short, it is everything, total existence, unthinkable. I get brief openings and spaced out over time, it is not easy, there are many obstacles and you have to be quite perceptive to be able to open up, but that is our work, of the people who have fallen into misery and have rebelled against it. Then nothing is enough, except everything. I would say that the goal in this life is to replace the psyche with openness. This opening is a window through which the absolute appears and flows. giving up the psyche is difficult, but really, it's just a burden

Sounds great. true spiritual vocation without evading human challenges.

If you want to open yourself to infinity, or life, or reality, that is, to have an expanded experience, without the normal contraction of the human mind, you have to realize yourself now, completely, and then realize death, your end like this structure, and fully accept that end now, without any restriction. You must say with total truthfulness, it doesn't matter to me whether I am alive or dead, whether it is death now, now. then the mind expands. For me, some drugs are necessary and doing it for more than a few seconds is impossible for now. It's an exercise, like walking a tightrope, at first you poop your pants in 1 second, then you hold on for 2, etc. The objective is to spend hours in a state of total openness, without any mental grip.

What we call love is simply reality without barriers. It's life, simply. What happens is that there are countless barriers that make life, or existence, perceived in a veiled way. For example, if you are chased by 4 mad dogs, your perception will be very blurred, and the experience will have a, let's say, acidic taste. What veils reality and makes it opaque is fear, and fear is necessary for you to escape from rabid dogs and not stop to hug them while they tear the flesh off your face. This can be extrapolated to everything, a plant growing is love, or life, or existence. Reality is a living creative flow that flows given the absence of limits. If you temporarily eliminate your fear, you will be that flow, and this is what we call love, since it is the same vibration that occurs between two people who feel one, without barriers.

Hell means being veiled to yourself, and there are different degrees of this. If you are very veiled, the anxiety will be great and you will probably be an addict as a strategy to be able to live so far from the source of yourself, but you can also suffer in other ways. If you ask me, what do you prefer, the next 24 hours to live in an opaque and anxious state, or to spend them in a state of openness, but at 15 degrees below zero with little warm clothing, I will tell you that I prefer anxiety, I know that will happen and I can tolerate it without a problem, I have done it for years, and I know that it will pass without physical consequences such as frostbite, losing fingers, etc., which can occur in the other case. That is why humans have chosen anxiety instead of openness and living naked in the jungle for example. There are two mechanisms for this. One is that you are in a state of anxiety and do things like answering posts or sex, or have a glass of wine, to momentarily get out of that anxiety, projecting yourself forward. another that you are in a state of openness and do things for the pleasure of sharing and communicating. If you act out of anxiety, the action will seem to relieve the anxiety, but it becomes an addiction and creates more anxiety, there is no escape. If you act from a open state, you are complete by acting and not doing it. Obviously there are gradations of this, you tend more towards one place or another. We try to place ourselves in the openness because the closed anxious state is a sick state.

No one puts their authority on Ram Dass, in fact in the documentary it doesn't say anything, it's just that by turning inward you find yourself, it's something you have to do, no one else can do it. This is real, but all that: I am God imagining reality, it is simply a mental construction, it means absolutely nothing

The energetic structure we create throughout our lives is a real, solid energetic pattern. It is how our mind, our existence, manifests. The work we do is supposed to be modifying that pattern so that it allows the maximum possible opening, perhaps even erasing the pattern and there is only opening, although I believe that this will always be momentary, psychedelic, etc. But a partial opening supposes a greater filtration of the pure substance of what we are, this substance is life, it is constantly flowing, and it is the same as what is called love. It is not love for something, it is life that flows without obstacles, or with fewer obstacles

I would say that this guy looks into the face of infinity and opens himself completely to it.

No school leads to the truth, the truth is in you and you have to open yourself to it, and it is impossible for anything to guide you except yourself. each person is a completely different setup and needs a different path. Seems that there are teachers who, if they are in tune with you, can provoke opening, but that same teacher may not be in tune with me. But you don't need a teacher, you need the will, to love the truth and let go of fear. meditation, contemplation, psychedelics, honesty.

Truth because it's what I am. Be something else is a shit, because its false. All of us have falsehood inside, we try to remove tu open to the truth, it's the path that leads you to yourself, the opposite path leads you to hell. The other questions, why post here? by communication. We are people who have this topic on our minds, the truth, and as is inevitable we want to talk about it with others

That's right 5 meo, at low doses reality becomes sex. If you increase the dose, you open to infinity. For me, knowing if I have taken a high or low dose is whether I have to masturbate afterwards without remedy, or the idea of sex does not cross my mind. also laughter is an effect. At a high dose, laughter is total. not laughter at something funny, but laughter at the total infinite existence. Hallelujah.

All of that is true, but the interesting thing is that it is necessary. Humanity as a collective is an evolving being, and all its movements, fluctuations, tides, trends, are trial and error. If the intelligence of life had wanted beings in perfect harmony, there would be them. There are already birds, whales for example, but humans are something else, they are a servant of the mind, a support for the collective ego, an alive entity that evolves very fast. faster that any other life. I personally want to free myself from that, selfishly. My karma pushes me to do it, but I don't think everyone should do it. Every person has their mission well defined, reality demands a role from each individual, and no one escapes from executing it. everything is synchrony, movement, evolution.

That is false, if Russia had tried to invade Germany, the Germans on the defensive would have destroyed the Russian army. Germany invaded Russia and started a war against the civilian population. They sought genocide to appropriate lands. His attempt was impossible because the Russians retreat until the invader is hungry and frozen and then they attack, no one who was not stupid would have tried that while they are at war with England and with the USA about to declare war on them.

So, why did they do?

You can read a million books, and if your vital and mental focus is idiocy, they will only serve to make you even more idiotic and also believe you are a genius. The question for a thread would be: what stupidity is? In my opinion, its root is the need to attach to certain ideas to maintain the false self-esteem of the ego.

All this preparation led him to realize that the world's problem would be solved by killing all the Jews, enslaving the Slavs and with the supremacy of the Aryan race. strange in a genius

Hitler said that the Slavs were subhumans who should be slaves or exterminated, he was completely crazy and mentally retarded, and all the Germans had his photo in their office and worshiped him as if he were a god. It can be more stupid? You say that the invasion of Russia almost succeeded, that was impossible, in the winter they couldn't get supplies, they couldn't kill all the Russians, the entire country came upon them, of course. It was the destruction of Germany, Hitler was an absolute, total idiot. the archetype of an idiot, and his friend Mussolini the same, a joke

Sure, That's why they invaded Russia when they were already at war with several countries, one of them england, and knowing that US was going to enter almost sure. a stupidity typical of a profoundly mentally retarded person, which many saw, but the majority a group of retarded people who idolized another totally retarded person as if he were a god, supported that, leading in a way inevitable his country to total destruction. typical of geniuses

Your implies that there is you and something that is yours, so you should be able to change that which is yours, because if not, who could? but it is not something yours, it is what you are, directly. The question is, what are you?

It's not like that, you don't love yourself because it's pleasurable, you love yourself because loving yourself is the truth, it's what you are, your substance. that is awakening, and not knowing how reality is structured.

So why did they fall into something so terribly degrading? The other civilized countries see that as a mixture of evil and stupidity in the highest degree. precisely the opposite of the ubermenchen they proclaimed to be, subhuman, servile stupidity without morals or honor, human garbage without any self-esteem who need to step on others to elevate themselves. total shit . Luckily it seems that the vast majority of Germans are aware of how far their country has fallen and admit their guilt.

He seems just a fraud, but who knows. So if you do the fire ritual for your father so that he can pass better to the other world, but he doesn't need it, it doesn't matter because it will be useful to your uncle. seriously? Who is he talking to? It seems to ignorant people to get their money.

Germany was a country that had an imperial vocation. For them it was intolerable to be in the shadow of other countries that had played a much more leading role, such as England or France. It is a country of great culture and industrial and scientific strength, but little let's say, glorious history. In other words, he has a huge and wounded national ego. In the First World War they are the aggressor country. There are many factors for this war but it seems that Germany was eager to do it and put itself in its place in history. Well, his place was to eat all the shit. For 20 years, a generation grew up full of resentment and an inferiority complex, until the narcissistic streak came out in all its splendor. This story is the same for a nation as it is for a person. delusions of grandeur, failure, and psychopathic narcissistic personality development