Breakingthewall

Never, in the eternity, will exist anything outside you. Everything is just ideas, the existence is this. See that and the time stops. You are creating the time with your mind. Forget everything, empty your mind and see the unavoidable: you are the conciousness and nothing exist out of you because you are the existence. Then you can penetrate in your substance and see deeper. The depth has no bottom

All one? What all? That's just an idea. The time is another idea, you can stop the time in any moment and open the now. There is you without thoughts because existence exist and you are that. Just there is not and idea of you, but you are. Are=conciousness, just realize that. It's like the light that creates the reality being conscious of itself. Without conciousness there is not existence, and existence exist, then you, the conciousness, are. What if the conciousness stops? For how much time? Anytime without conciousness don't exist, then it's continuous, always, eternal. Here and now the eternity is. Just stop the time and see.

Conciousness=existence. Existence without be conscious is non existence. Conciousness is the light that creates the existence, then stop imagining the time and be aware of the now. The now is absolute depth, be aware of that make te mind pure, open, alive, because from that depth, existence emerges, it's the source, your true nature.

Ifyou stop thinking, reality opens, like a flower. your mind closes through thought, thought encapsulates reality and hides it, veils it. it makes it limited, and gives it an anxious vibe. It is the human software, it is its quality. human software cannot grasp reality, since it is part of reality, an infinitesimal part. It works in a limited dimension, but it is impossible for it to admit this, it needs to know. cannot, it must withdraw completely, then reality opens

That tactic is not going to work for you and it will probably be detectable for miles. Only being natural works, the problem is when being natural means being unbalanced, lacking, insecure, with fragile masculinity. then....nothing works. First you have to create a solid structure, then share that structure. In your friends case being natural means being an scammer, because he is. In his case it could work, even in business. There are psychopaths, but you can't become one.

That's because you've never gotten a real connection. If you do, sex is something mystical, and it is far above what you can do alone.

What is sought is to experience the absence of limits. the total absence of limits is experienced as total life and total freedom. From the empty unfathomable abyss reality emerges by the very fact of being unfathomable, and this reality experiences itself as total life, what you could call love. the sum of all possibilities, the absolute potential

5 meo is like the dissolution of the structures. That is, reality loses its limitation and becomes total, and everything is in it. You could call that love, in the sense that it is something positive, of enormous strength, vitality, you would say: hallelujah. But other times I do 5meo and reality loses its limitation and reveals itself as nothing. The absence of limits expands to infinity and in infinity anything blurs until it disappears, even love, then there is only an empty abyss. You can choose the version you like the most, neither of them means anything. The point is not to understand what reality is, it is to break the structures. In both cases, the structures have been broken

I don't know, that the Apaches force you to watch your children being eaten by insects for days and then being skinned alive?

You could say that reality has a a vitality, a happy, lively, quality. It also has a dark, crushing, terrible, desperate quality. If you mix them, and get to the bottom, to the base of reality, reality smiles, but this smile can take on many faces. I wouldn't call this smile love, I would call it freedom.

I personally would not accept that some Nazis put me in a concentration camp to work to death after gassing my family. I mean, the reality is. Who can accept it or not accept it is the configuration of reality that we call human. Humans can love or hate, but that doesn't change anything. We seek the opening of the configuration of reality called human as a necessary evolutionary step, a karmic advance, and this opening implies acceptance, therefore we could call it "love", but reality is not love, reality is existence, love It is the imprint that the human configuration gives when accepting it. If we want to do a definition of what reality I think it would be better openess, or everything, or life, existence, flow, bottomless, infinity, totality. I say just to argue, I know that when you say love you mean that

Yes but the word love suggest something like caring. There is no caring because reality always is, caring is not needed, creation implies destruction. It's just expression, and the expression could be autchwitz for example. You could say that Auschwitz is love but it's bit twisted imo.

It's not love, it's life. It is the same love that a tiger expresses by tearing off the head of a gazelle. It is plenitude, absolute power, divine magic, perfection in movement, total freedom.

Contrasts always occur, but resistance to what is can cease, that's what we're talking about. then there are no ups and downs, there is continuous flow. In that flow different things happen, which are clearly perceived as the flow of existence. enlightenment is basically opening your perception by stopping resisting. The reality is flowing anyway, that's it's nature, you can be open to it or closed.

Exactly, clear concepts about what we are trying to do. It's important to see clearly. What we are looking for is not knowing things, is breaking the shell of the ego and flow absolutely free.

The only way for me has been the search for open states. barriers breaking. At first, 5meo, which is very violent, once you get on 5meo, you can get the same with THC or DMT both in small doses, which are much kinder, less harsh chemicals on the body. Also meditation of course, but without psychedelics impossible. then you begin to have moments of total openness many times every week, at least for a moment, this reconfigures your psyche, making it more focused, less dispersed, cleaner. and so we go.

Solipsism is a bad word, would be better oneness or absence of limits. Solipsism means: the others have not their own conciousness, are just images. That's a belief, just an idea, then it's irrelevant, openenss is not that.

What I see is that when you start a process, things happen, it's a chain reaction. Everything in life is movement, and all movement is in one direction.

Mean that you feel clearly that after the human died, you will still existing. Then you focus in what is essential, not in the form.

Openness is when your psyche moves away and reality loses its limits. Your psyche is a kind of constantly running software that encapsulates reality, circumscribes it to a time frame, and defines it. If the timeline disappears, and all the definition too, the opening remains. In the opening, reality manifests itself as what it is, depth, and from that depth life flows. Life has a concrete character, it is concretely what you are. Anyway desires happens, frustration, etc but the ultimate nature of reality is perceived as alive, powerful, intelligent, wonderful.

Before I was in a state of almost permanent dissonance, and the more openness there is in me, the less this happens. That contrast between high and low is not like that, it is openness or closure. If there is openness, there is happiness, without it there is anxiety. So I look for the maximum openness, to be unhindered in the most total way possible, it is like removing barriers and for reality to perceive yourself in all your depth, then nothing is wrong, it is a living reality, it flows, and it is felt as full. The ups and downs become increasingly rare, although moments of closure can and do occur, openness predominates. a sign is the total cessation of the addictive, including the addictive thought

Enlightenment It is knowing what reality is, and reality is obviously you. But countless things happen that distract you from that fact. The way to know what you are is to eliminate all forms until only you are left without form, and without limits, then you know that it is reality, it is that, it is always that, only with many appearances. What you cannot know are the appearances and their structure, because they are infinite, but you can intuit their process, their coordination, their movement.

If you have a real openness to reality, to the living depth, you like to treat with others because they are the living depth, the entire reality is, it is a dance and in others there is life, color, energy, and you capture it. and you taste, you see them. You are seeing reality and others are reality, you just want them to be more open, to see more in them, since what you are looking for is more reality, that is what reality does, go deeper into itself.

I like to talk to connect, then you ve to talk about things that are in the mind of that person, and share the things that are in your mind, but if you had a real openess about that life and death are, and you are open to the true nature of reality and the other person isn't, or is but in different way, it's stupid to talk about spiritual topic, because seem that you are putting like an above level, then it's not communication, is like narcissism

Socrates was wrong, I know everything: I am.