Breakingthewall

Meditation is essential to observe yourself in depth, and to remove the limits of the mind. Without meditation you do nothing in spirituality, you become a crazy person who believes things from books and memories of psychedelic trips. The problem is if you meditate and don't go beyond the surface, then it is irritating and unpleasant shit. It has to be a deep dive, you must have broken the linear surface of the mind, for this it is very useful to have done enough psychedelics. You can also try meditation with low doses of THC, as long as it doesn't lead you to threads of ideas, then you haven't broken the ice yet.

Forgetting is easy if you stop classifying things. The memory of what happened is faint and does not bother much. The classification of what happened is always present and annoying. The meaning. it is a source of anger and shame. Anger is a useful emotion for fighting, which is necessary in life. Shame is a mechanism to not act in a way that will cause you to be rejected. But if you classify the past you remember it and when you remember it, anger and shame emerge in a useless way. On the other hand, nothing is really useless, everything has a function. Those memories loaded with emotion are telling you that you are vulnerable, that you can be manipulated, that you are not the master of yourself, since there is fear in you.

disappearing. It is an interesting work, a serious challenge. If you have anger, hatred, deep sadness inside you, good. that is the fuel you need to burn the self

The basis of awakening, of living an awakened life, is leaving time. There is a moment in life, perhaps around the age of 12,13,14, that you begin to see life as a temporary process, and not as an in-depth approach. Little by little this takes on a dimension, you begin to have an idea of yourself as an entity that moves in time. This entity accumulates data every day, until it takes on a solid dimension, which overrides the deep focus and veils it. There comes a time, without realizing it, when you are outside. You do not flow with life but rather you are a few meters above classifying it. All this mental activity could be classified as an illness if it weren't for the fact that almost everyone processes this way. The causes are social interaction, language, the conceptualization of reality in order to function as a collaborative hive organism where each gear is in its place. an evolutionary work of art that creates things like spacial trips or atomic energy . A manifestation of the intelligence of the cosmos that, like all its other manifestations, is genius, art and perfection. but this is built with some foundations, some bases, that are the primordial mud of the evolutionary jungle of life, and life is absolutely ruthless, its consideration towards what it creates is the same as that of an engineer with a machine: it must work, it doesn't matter how. and once it works, then he treats the machine well, he doesn't force it to work too hard, he loves it and enjoys it, but if it is necessary to tighten, it is tightened, if parts have to be forced until they break, it is done. Well, time is a dimension in which life puts us so that we fulfill a function, but it has a problem: it is a dead, false dimension, a mental virus necessary for the software to work. This dimension, once it starts, grows in a cancerous, exponential way. In a few years since it began, humans live in a psychotic dimension, we are prisoners of the matrix, robots with permanently running software. In some cases, quite often, this software is dissonant, full of cracks, hidden areas, anger, fear, hatred, shame, lies. a real party. This same software, at a given moment becomes aware of itself and says: yes, ok, but this is unbearable shit, a disease. I am a disease. Then, the self sets itself a titanic task: getting out of itself. cross a door that really is him. If you want to cross that door, you must deactivate time, since time is your essence. Without time the self disappears, since time is its dimension. To deactivate time, the self must begin to release ballast, stop comparing, analyzing, judging, fearing. quite a challenge since the foundations of the self are solid, otherwise it would not have the irresistible drive that it has. breaking the self is breaking a work of life engineering, it is not a small thing that is done, it is a serious achievement. It is life shaping itself, and this is always through challenge. Life wants you to deactivate the self at a given moment. You are called to it, if it were not so, you would not be trying. once you achieve the complicated maneuver of opening the self, first just a moment, them more often, the self start changing completely, the software continues to exist, there is still a controller, but it knows that it is software, it goes into the background, it begins to stop progressively letting more space to the real, to reverse the process that originated it and make a change . then it seems that the self begins to be a kind of mirror. begins to reflect reality, and to find attractive the idea of merging with reality and disappearing completely.

@Keryo Koffa It is a change in energy frequency that is simply impossible to do and that is why no one does it and I would never have done it without 5meo DMT. What 5meo does, at least for me, is that it breaks your mind. There were times when I did it and thought: friend, you are playing with your sanity in a very serious way. If any friend saw what I do, they would think I had lost my mind. More or less what you do with LSD, but its different. The first time I did a 5 meo breakthrough it was horrible, then everything in my life started to revolve around that, my mind was there all the time. What should I do to adjust to the breakup? My mission in life now is to break up. Total violence , it is violating your mind again and again, several times in a day, disintegrating the mind and reintegrating it, like inflating and deflating a balloon. Once I did it 12 days in a row and several times a day some days, at my house, in the countryside,. awakening at four in the morning to have a more empty mind, rape and more rape, until one day, on a trip, sleeping alone in a very uncomfortable place, while sober, reality opened up. 5 seconds, but enough. then doing lsd, or weed, i get sometimes for a second, other a minute ,being open to the unlimited, to the real, facing the infinite. Now with a little weed and half an hour of meditation my mind opens like a plant, I have a hole in my mind from which the unlimited is seen. Maybe I'm crazy, but my happiness is enormous, the energy flows, there is no shadow of dissatisfaction. Before I had a disgusting mental dynamic. I hated my father to death, he died young and I felt very cheated for not having been able to destroy his face and break his teeth, that was in my mind, disgusting shit and I had to open it or die. Strange path, but instinct is our only guide in life. The goal is move apart the psyche, make place for the real thing.

Anyway about the craziness or weird ideas. I'm honest enough to talk only from the clarity, in moments of openess, never from memory or from the logical mind, there is an important nuance. All that comes from memory is false, by definition. You could evoque a moment of openess then have a small openess but real, then talk, not to talk from the mind.

Well, we are opening the doors of our perception. Anyone who thinks they understand everything has the common sense of a 6 year old. We are swimming in the mud looking for the clarity, but there is a lot of mud except in some instants.

Hahahaha yes. But I'm talking the real thing, zero mind deduction, believe me. Maybe everything is wrong and I'm crazy but.its direct

I meant that you have to totally immerse in the now, because always is now and you are separating yourself from the now with the activity of the mind, but once you are fused with the now, with the fluid of reality, this fluid is movement and cycle, so there is cosmic evolution, cosmic time. Not the time that you create projecting to the future or the past, but the real eternal cycle

If there is only one thing, why call it illusion?

That there is no time is a lie. The cosmos is perpetual movement that never stops, cycles within cycles infinitely, that is time. There is evolution, and opening comes at a certain moment in evolution. If there is a total opening you realize the basis of reality, the unthinkable, the limitless emptiness, you realize that what reality is is simply depth, and that is total liberation, but that does not mean that You are not in a time cycle. You can think that everything is a dream but that is nonsense, the cosmos is, and is cyclical and temporary.

Yeah we have a lot of power focusing our desire and our strength in one direction. If you aim hard the cosmos moves

As I see there is not you, not a player, the only you is the self, this experience. The naked reality is just depth, but if you can open yourself totally to the depth then you realize that in the depth is everything, and the thing emerges. It's like the unlimited energy that life is, it's totally impersonal, nobody would say anything like: I am the creator blabla, no I, just a natural wild phenomenon totally unlimited that arises due the absence of limitations. No logic for this. You could call it god, but I call it the monster, the incommensurable. It's not you playing games, not far, I think that idea leads to a limited misunderstanding

There is not a player. If it were a player, what creates the player? Where is the real essence? You were a climber, you can take that leap into the void

If such a thing existed, it would be like everything else, the consequence of a chain of events that has its origin in absolutely nothing, simply in the absence of limits. In other words, the answer to: why? Is it always : why not?

Really you can't see that the difference of mind or matter is just a mental construction? There is the mental level, where things are defined, and the real level, where reality is. Mysticism is leaving the mental surface and entering into the real, until the end, beyond God, creation and any other limit. Don't you understand that: "I am God creating reality", is that a phrase full of limitations? It's so obvious that it's painful. Let's see, if you are God creating reality, then reality is irrelevant right? What you should address is that you are like God, not what reality is or what others are. What is your cause, how do you arise from the absence of limitations that reality is as pure existence. how to open yourself completely to the unlimited and realize the reality that you are, not that others are not real. What do the others matter? They are there and that's it But the main thing is that first you have to remove the "you" from the equation, thats the difficult point, then you realize what reality is. Reality is just depth. Sound stupid right? That's what you are.

The point is that such a thing as evil does not exist, it is selfishness in its different levels, derivations and perversions. Let's say that what we call enlightened is the dissolution of the barriers of the self, with which the difference between the other and myself is no longer perceived, so egoism decreases to, let's say, zero, if that is possible. the less selfishness, the less evilness, obviously

My hobby number one is reaching mystical states. It's very difficult that anything can tempt me to do anything else than going to the park, 2 puff of weed and meditating a couple of hours, just if it's raining o extremely cold. At home it doesn't works for me. Lately it's like doing 5meo DMT or LSD in high dose , total dissolution, no self, unlimited. I could say that think about god or anything else mystical is a total waste of time, even i do, for example now, but more than thinking its remembering to do a kind of momentary openenss. Just the openess is the real, in closed states better to think about work, sex, history or anything else. I'm training myself to go to the desert and do whole nights of LSD often. The openess to the incommensurable it the best thing ever, it can't be better. Perfection and life. It's not about being a saint or anything like that, it's just the real beauty of existence. Anything else is pale, veiled, even daily life gets colored and powerful, the openess is the real thing

I know that realization well, it is extremely horrible, you are alone in the eternity of existence, with no possibility of leaving this eternal moment. It is a realization of openness to the unlimited while maintaining the limits of the self, this is where solipsism comes from. If you break all the limits, there is no self, there is absolute depth. Loneliness does not even exist as a possibility. Solipsism can only exist if you are there. You are this temporary bubble of existence, the center that perceives, that by taking psychedelics becomes aware of the absence of limits in the linear sense but is not capable of letting itself fall into the void and being unlimited in the deep sense. what you really are is depth. Depth is not alone, is not you, it's just unlimited. It's a dimension so different that is very difficult to maintain.

I wouldn't say that the word to describe reality is love, rather life and perfection. Maybe life is similar to love, but it is different, it is freer, love is limited. Life includes love and hate, yin and yang. perfection is inherent to what is. nothing imperfect can exist.

You can be absolutely enlightened in one sense, it is to realize what reality is and what you ultimately are, of the non-foundation of reality, of the absence of limits that existence is. It is impossible to be absolutely enlightened in the sense of grasping what the cosmos is, its magnitude and its strength are incommensurable. Opening yourself to it is extremely beautiful and fills you with strength, but you can only glimpse I'd say

Existence is meaningless. It is unlimited, if it would have a meaning, would be limited for that meaning. Existence exist, and that is

@Ishanga Btw you didn't answer, what is wrong or stupid in what was said? I'm going to answer: your feeling about me, or us. You don't consider what is said, just your feeling about the writer, that's why you love sadhguru, because your feeling towards him, he seduced you

So then why you judge and said that everything wrote in this thread is stupid? To get any satisfaction? And where is the people who experience real spirituality? Maybe in different places, right?

Read what I said in this thread and tell me any inconsistent, wrong, memorized, word. Just for playing. I'm totally sure from where my words came. I was meditating in a park, in a moment limits dissolved totally, then I had those realizations. Are stupid? Maybe, I didn't read again