Breakingthewall

or in other words (if I'm not mistaken with what you're trying to say): the mind must be empty of structure. no meaning means anything

life only listens to a prayer, the proyection of your mind. You are a force that pushes, like everything that lives. You must connect with that which lives and pushes, and be that. then you see clearly that you must go with the flow and stop interpreting. just flow and try to release the greatest vital energy in you

It is impossible to understand death . Most likely, death is the beginning of another cycle, and so on for all eternity. If a cycle is occurring now, it means that there have always been cycles, which means that right now there are infinite cycles, but you only experience one, and it will disappear, but in infinity it would happen infinitely more times. It is something incomprehensible that does not enter the mind. It is useless to think about the structure of reality, it is the mind of a dog trying to understand a computer. The only thing you can do with death is look directly at it, see the black hole in front of you, and open yourself to it.

Time is a mental construct created from something real, change and cycle. Reality is changing and cyclical, and time is the perception, memory and forecast of that change. It is always now, but our mind is able to remember what it was like now when it was different, and predict what it will be like based on the changes stored in memory. This creates a parallel reality that is perceived as a line, and that separates us from the reality that is, which is always now.

I remember when I fought with 5meo, a tough fight. I would lie on the floor and think: I am going to cross the barrier of my psyche, here and now. I did it and...no, no, almost, strange, strange. horrible sometimes. things like: a sphincter of darkness that swallows me and suddenly the absolute: an eternal prison, I am trapped in a motionless eternity, absolute cosmic horror. Then I would get up and walk around my house looking at the ground trying to remove that pressure from my mind. One day I did it and it was: absolute emptiness, total death, nothing that expands without limit. an absolute gong that sounds and was death. party. I thought, well, this is so nice what I had to see today, we have to settle. Then I thought, no, I have a quality, I go further. I put something like double the dose into the pipe without weight, trembling because I was still under the effect of the previous one, I lit it and thought: kill. reality opened up. I saw myself standing in my room with my arms open, infinity was open, the total glory of existence opened to me. Hallelujah. There are no limits, that's what I am. Infinity.

@Keryo Koffa Ego death is to become infinite. This does not mean that you realize that you are infinite, you are not a thing that is infinite, you are simply the absence of limits, or better, what you are is absence of limits, not a you. It is not something, you are depth, this is not thinkable nor can it be remembered. You can remember a kind of endless well, but that well in your memory will have edges, limits. It's not that, it's absolute openness. That's what spirituality is about. The first time you achieve this it can be perceived as horrible, there is nothing to grab, it is nothing. If you manage to maintain it, the mystique emerges. The absence of limits is the source of reality, and you become one with it, since that is what you really are, it is simply reality

It simply softens the ego and can suppress it at a given moment. The problem is that it is violent, but that violence is necessary until you can do this more or less naturally. I got more openess with meditation and some thc than with 5meo, 5meo is just the tool to break your energetic blockage, to reconfigure the energetic pattern that you are, to make you less dense I personally do not give any credibility to the realizations of psychedelics like: oh I am god, reality is mental, blah blah. I simply seek the death of the ego. This means the total suppression of the relation subject/object, perceiver and perception. The problem is that you can take a large dose and the ego resists. For example, if you are seeking to understand. If so, you, that is, the ego, is there taking notes to understand. In my opinion, you have to leave the mind out of this, no conclusion is valid. any conclusion is ego. What you are looking for is openness, openness is not translatable to the mind, and that's it. It is something like reality, by fusing the subject and the object, becomes fluid. By being fluid, it can go deeper into itself, and in doing so mysticism emerges. The moment you try to give it meaning, you are out, whether with 1gr of 5meo in your vein. Psychedelics are an aid, not a magic pill. The objective is be able to dissolve the ego easily, many times a week just with meditation, or low dose or psychedelics. The rule number one for me is empty the mind, no ideas about god or anything, just dissolution. Then, after time, some ideas about reality could arises , but I think it's better to be sceptical. The thing is bigger than it seems. And another thing, now I'm in normal state, close, zero mystical, then any idea is just a mental construction, you should differentiate between that and real openess. For me if there is not openess, like now, it's better don't thinking in spirituality at all, just seek the openenss when the circumstances allow it

Let's say that there can be a total awakening or openenss to the living void, to the ultimate essence of reality, to the infinite well of nothingness. This is enlightenment, although it sounds empty and Buddhist. is that it is empty and Buddhist and can't be transmitted by words because it can't be thought. But from the Buddhist emptiness there is another awakening equally absolute and completely opposite. the openness to what the dance of the cosmos is. You can say that this is form and therefore secondary, but it is absolute, eternal and total, just like emptiness. It is a mirror in which on one side is emptiness and the other is life, and on the side of life you cannot open yourself completely because you would burn. the life side is absolute power, the eternal cycles in which the infinite synchronizes perfectly and flows, the unimaginable total glory of existence in its perpetual motion. the game we're playing now.

Your level of authenticity is....well, not very high

No, it's just the beginning of the infinite exploration. But if you have the ineluctable need of being above, ok, think what you want if it's useful for you

Illusion means nothing since there is nothing else to compare that is not an illusion. The power of what it is and it's beauty and perfection is what brings you real energy, real life. Be open to that is wonderful. Be open to the void is freedom, I know it very good, but be open to the other face, to the life, is the eternal happiness. The Cosmos is like a plant, like a flower. When the flower starts to open, the power of the universe manifests. It's absolute beauty,it is impossible to be better.

Read the first post. I said what is enlightenment, I think you would agree.

Lately I became the moment all day more or less, I meant anything else, and I used to do just with meditation and a couple of puffs of weed, just to soften the mind. It is to become the moment, as you say, but to make the moment fluid, to make it lose its solidity, it's center. No self. manage to maintain this as long as possible, without any interpretation, then a real opening can occur (not always), and this opening can have various levels or qualities. unlimited total emptiness, flowing energy that is total intelligence, which burns the mind and makes it disappear, leaving a hole through which reality emerges like a plant. This can make you laugh out loud with pure happiness without stain. It is total perfection, the glory. existence that shows its true face. When you manage to do this, anything else is pale.

You repit the world "you" many times. I already told you that "you" have a begging and a end. You is precisely a limitation, you are inside of that limitation and in you entire life you didn't break it even an instant. The thing that we are trying is breaking the bubble for a moment, become unlimited and open the doors of perception. You repeat that about the birth but it worth for anything? It's limiting . What we try is go beyond those limits. It's not easy , for example today I'm trying and no way. Limited.

Before your birth you did not exist so for you there was nothing. The thing is, what is you?. You are an emergent of existence that becomes aware of itself, creating an energetic structure that is the human psyche, and that is going to disappear, but existence is not going to disappear. What we try is to open ourselves from that limited bubble to the unlimited that we really are beyond form. Before your birth everything existed, the same thing that will continue to exist after your death, what happens is that you are not aware of it because you cannot see beyond the limits of your bubble.

@James123 You will see when your mind opens to absolute life. It is the other side of the mirror, it is the same as absolute emptiness but absolute fullness, it is not something you intuit, like...ah yes, I would say there is that. It's not like looking at the core of the universe, it's absolute power. On the other hand, it is obvious, if it were not like that, you would not exist as James. You can say that life is an illusion if that makes you happier, but there is no difference between real and illusion, what is is, and that's it.

Cosmos is a word that I use to describe the realization of what reality is. When your being opens completely to the absolute void and you become that, you realize the non-causal nature of reality, the only cause is the absence of limits, that is not a thing, and from that inevitable circumstance total reality manifests. You become aware of the nature of the living infinite and you open yourself to it partially, since totally would be like looking at the core of a star. As I said in the post, it is a two-sided mirror, on one side it reflects total emptiness, on the other, total plenitude. both are reality and both are absence of limits, and both are absolute .there is no logic here, there is existence. The interesting thing comes in the exploration of what lives. Opening to emptiness is total liberation, and it is not that difficult, you just have to let the self fall completely. It is the obligatory step to openness to the full, to the dance of the cosmos. I guess you would have noticed that the trees grow, the galaxies are there and all that. It is not an idea of the mind, you make an idea in the mind from a reality, but you are not the creator of the cosmos with your mind, that is a fallacy. No one is the creator, the only creator is the non-impediment to the existence of everything. Infinity is cyclical and synchronic, its what I can see, and I can also open myself partially to its absolute power. That is true spirituality, it is more than you think, infinitely more. break the final barrier, which is nothingness, and you will open yourself to everything. it is not so difficult

That's because the center remains , you must to drop the self totally into the void, then what reality is manifest. I did this thread that no one found interesting It's direct vision, zero conceptualizing, it's what it happens when you are totally open.

I know you like what Papaji says, but it's an obviously limited perspective. forget the "masters" and empty your mind, so you can see what reality is.

😭😭😭😭😭 No hope . Nothing is the same than everything. Everything ever happened, is happening, is going to happen. It's the cosmos. If you don't believe me, take a hammer, hit your dick 10 times with all your strength and then say: nothing ever happened

It is simply impossible for there to be nothing, since there are no limits. It is eternity, total emptiness without containment. At some "moment" in eternity, even at some "point" in the void, something will emerge, and that moment is always now, and that something is always the cosmos, which is absolutely everything, infinite without limits. Enlightenment is realizing that you are total emptiness, opening yourself to it and being it. automatically the cosmos emerges like an explosion. There is no other option, it's absolutely obvious. it is the eternal dance and it cannot be any other way. It is the living infinity, and it has no limits.

Solipsism is the result of a partial ego dissolution, in which there is still the experiencer who sees himself as the center of the experience, the perceiver, what they call consciousness. This occurs because it is extremely difficult to dissolve the self completely. If you dissolve the self there is no solipsism, there is no one to realize about: only I exist. Solipsism is a history of the self, and therefore is a semi-psychotic mixture of mystical experience and relative experience. This is the problem with psychedelics, that without being prepared they take you far. you have to be smart not to be fooled

Solipsism is the result of a partial ego dissolution, in which there is still the experiencer who sees himself as the center of the experience, the perceiver, what they call consciousness. This occurs because it is extremely difficult to dissolve the self completely. If you dissolve the self there is no solipsism, there is no one to think about: only I exist. Solipsism is a history of the self, and therefore is a semi-psychotic mixture of mystical experience and relative experience. This is the problem with psychedelics, that without being prepared they take you far. you have to be smart not to be fooled

@Keryo Koffa 5meo is completely different from lsd or other psychedelics. I wouldn't even call it psychedelic. I would say that it is a substance that stops the ego, and does nothing else. It acts on the part of the brain where the ego is in run mode and stops it. This can be wonderful, horrible, normal, whatever. It doesn't always stop it, sometimes there is a little ego left, in fact most of the time, but what you are looking for with 5 meo is not to realize something, or understand something, it is to perform an action: stop the ego. It is a meditative exercise to later be able to stop the ego with other psychedelics and even sober. It softens your mental structure so that the ego's track is not so solid, since you have already seen that you can be without it for a while and still be alive. If you do it many times, your system receives the signal that you can be without ego, and in fact thats perfect, then everything loosens up. Then you do LSD and you can really delve into the beauty of whay you are.

Sounds great, a real change. Don't you feel the need to open yourself to reality more and more? that mystical openness is something common in your life? more psychedelic trips for example. I think that a lot of beauty is waiting to be uncovered, thats what im triying