Breakingthewall

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  1. Be careful because in a moment you are 40 Without any foundations and you will ask for euthanasia. It's time for real fight, not for peace. But its your Life
  2. Because many people are at an evolutionary level in which they need an external source of morality to guide them, they are like children. Normally they are also very hypocritical and very sons of bitches, the important thing is the facade, and they would sell their mother in exchange for social acceptance
  3. If you have the courage and determination to become an ascetic, you have all my respect. I have met some, I once met a French guy who had been traveling around the world without money for 10 years, when I met him he was in the Canary Islands waiting to be taken to Dakar on a sailboat, his idea was to cross Africa to Egypt and from there continue Until France, he has 350 euros, no phone or credit card. The guy was always on the beach in a tent, I sometimes brought him wine, something to eat and talked to him, the guy was acceptance personified
  4. Don't fool yourself, you are being fed and cared for by what you call the matrix, without the collective you are worth less than a larva, you would be dead in a few weeks, and in a not pleasant way. You have to play the game, do what reality wants from you, if not, reality is going to say: hello! I'm here! in the way that reality usually does. hard. If you really are above of that, great, but almost no one is. Do a test, go to the forest 10 days alone with water and some nuts, like a real ascetic. Then talk.
  5. I'd say yes. The matrix is a living organism in evolution and we are its servants. The matrix is a cycle and we are cycles within that cycle, just as the matrix is a cycle within another cycle, and within us an infinite number of cycles develop. Everything happens synchronously in one direction. Leaving the matrix is not really leaving the matrix because you are always still in it, it is freeing yourself from the old conditioning of the matrix to provide a new push to the matrix. The matrix is life, and we are life that feeds it.
  6. reality emerges because non-existence does not exist. this reality that emerges is totality. the others, all of them, infinite of them, are included in the reality that emerges. This reality is separated into an infinite fractal, and all others are perspectives of that fractal. you can break the fractal and be the totality of existence, then you are also all others, there is no separation. but reality is now divided so the fractal forms again and the others are others. once this cycle passes, there is only unity and there are no others, then reality is divided again into an infinite fractal, and again there are others. It's like an endless breath.
  7. When you realize that control is impossible and that the mental bubble you create to protect yourself does not protect you, things become easier. We create a bubble of constant mental flow that defines and gives meaning to everything to create a feeling of security and control. Breaking that bubble produces panic since there is the feeling that without it you are lost, but it is an illusion, the bubble protects absolutely nothing, it is only software to make you function in the hive. Many thinks that they have trascendend that ant they are all time creating another bubble about god, love, etc. Dare to be with zero understanding or knowledge is not easy, but I think it's the only way to be open
  8. It's a process, a chain reaction that is happening. For example, at a given moment you may have a very serious problem and realize that you have no control, you can only push in one direction, but controlling is impossible, so you relax and give up control. Also with meditation and psychedelics you can look your fears and self-esteem failures in the face directly, without avoidance. You can also expose yourself in a real way, dangerous activities, high risk. a set of everything, it is not something easy, if humans always fall into the prison of the mind it is not because of stupidity, it is because of real pressure. I think that the important factor is the real intention of freedom, then you always push in that direction . Meditation every day, psychedelics, identification of the barriers, will to dissolve them. Humility and be aware of the real situation, drop the need of being advanced or anything, etc
  9. It is different to see that reality is a bottomless hole than to be a bottomless hole. the second is total liberation. For me the game right now is to achieve that for a moment each day, and it is not something that is achieved easily, it is a kind of mental sport. something like floating in a viscous fluid that moves and having to put several pieces in perfect balance, then that's a key and the door opens. Done, you are the unlimited, eureka, completely free. but then the movement makes some pieces move, they fall and you're out. sometimes I throw them intentionally, because it's too strange to have nothing to hold on to, it's enough with some minutes of freedom, I miss the jail, that means that the self is still there. but then you want freedom again. This work takes effort, but in a given moment has to be done
  10. Only one possibility: It never happened, the cosmos is same absolute that the empty conciousness . The reality of the absence of limits is the cause of the existence of the cosmos, which is infinite in constant cyclical movement. As the absence of limits is nothing, the cause is nothing, there is no cause, there is eternal existence of everything that is, I guess that in a cyclical movement, a great cycle composed of infinite cycles that rotates eternally.
  11. This should be a logical step in human evolution in the short term. It is the only possible way out once group identity stops making sense. What is strange is the difficulty of people accepting reality. Even the most spiritually oriented people violently refuse to abandon the mind, they continue going around in circles without moving forward, always with the need to think that they have reached the goal, comparing themselves with others and all that.
  12. We are not trying to learn a catechism, we are trying to see, it's more complicated
  13. When you die, existence remains, which exists outside of time, the question is what form that existence will take and whether that will affect you, the entity created by taking this specific form or not. For me it is almost impossible to think this, since the one who thinks is the one who will disappear. Existence remains but it is already infinite forms, so what does death mean to me? Most speak of continuity of my energy pattern. As you said when you looked in the mirror, your entire form is being replaced, energy flowing in a pattern. It seems that a new pattern will emerge based on the previous one, one would say that it is an inevitable cyclical natural phenomenon. How does that affect you? really in nothing, since the patterns are only forms into infinite forms, it does not matter one or another and they are all, that is, there is no "yours" but you are the form therefore you are apparent
  14. Everything you question is a labyrinth in the mind, it binds in the mind. The point is to get out of the mind. If there is no mind, would those questions have any importance? Would they mean something? it doesn't matter exactly the same. Imagine that there are infinite possibilities and this is one. Does it matter anything in this possibility if the others are this or something else? If they are a creation of your mind or not? all that is meaning. What the others mean, what the universe means, they don't mean anything, you see them and that's it. you open yourself to them, the same as to everything else. What we want to see is what is seen when everything is open, not understanding the finite details of the infinite, that's a no end path
  15. @Water by the River I saw again the second, and its great, that guy is an arrow, his mind is sharp, clean. He says exactly the words that he wants. maybe there Is there a science about this and he learned some? But seems first hand understanding and total opening
  16. great clarity, another level . Incredible, really. Maybe spirituality could be useful after all
  17. The kid is open because He has not yet absorbed his dose of human madness, but we have our full dose, and if we want to open ourselves to life, we must see many things, a lot of deep understanding of how we bind ourselves, which keeps us prisoners in the mind. In the mind there is zero love, there is compulsion and forced movement. It's a shitty prison and we have to break it.
  18. All you're talking about is that you're navigating the psyche. You can't get out of the meaning of things. You have to go through that layer, but it is not easy, there are many anchors of many types. you have to break the fabric of the psyche, get out of the meaning and make a breach. Open yourself to the divine, to the energy that flows, the intelligence that is creating this moment. It's all about that, understanding things makes no sense, it means absolutely nothing, the important thing is to see it, see what existence is and open yourself to it. Maybe later it's possible to understand, I don't know, but for now understanding is hindrance
  19. The problem is that love is not something you do, it is something you are. your openness to life is what is called love. Fear closes life, when you are a child you are dealing with crazy people, since almost everyone is crazy. You are immersed in emotional and mental madness surrounded by extremely stupid crazy people. So, you, as a child, pure openness, are drifting into a kind of twisted seminarian mental larva full of madness, of stories at a schizophrenic level. someone to whom cinema and novels have made him feel, that he has a hypertrophied fantasy, an abrupt mental landscape, not flat, clean, but with a lot of shit . So, you say you want to love everything completely? It is not that easy, in fact it is an incredible challenge, an enigma for a genius to solve. Seems that this is human life today
  20. It would be interesting to know about those things. psychedelics give clarity and depth, that is their function, that is what they are used for, to unblock, break, see. What could someone who lives in a state of permanent openness to what it really is, if they take a psychedelic. do those people exist? that is the question. Maybe this guy that you mention? Polish name
  21. Life doesn't care if you suffer. You are a soldier genetically programmed to advance. You also have software that prevents you from committing suicide. This is not kindergarten, this is war, and in case of war it is best to relax and enjoy the battle. It is a great show, intricate, full of brilliant intelligence, delving into it is of great beauty, but no one escapes its hardness.
  22. Very interesting, I will. Lately my tendency is towards daily meditation without exception. I'm curious about something. If you are completely settled in stage 5 as you mentioned, and you take LSD, what kind of effects are obtained?
  23. Not for me. For me the thing is: at a given moment reality is an unlimited well, there is no one, it is not thinkable, it is total freedom, the reaction is laughter. There is not a single molecule of imperfection or sadness. At the same time, the mind is active in the background and thinks: obviously, it is impossible for me to fall back into a limited state. The energetic flow of reality is perceived, it is the infinite being now, there is nothing more to know or analyze about this. At a certain point, the mind starts trying to capture the scene again, for example thinking about other people, etc., and everything closes. once closed it is closed, and opening it again requires serious effort, meditation, anesthetizing the mind with drugs, etc. I managed to open let's say 25 times in my life, first just 3 seconds I brutal , but the mind is terrified, you have to be without any grip, lately, for example last week I managed whole 10 minutes, but then it's always closed
  24. Yes but this is still structured knowledge. The way I see it is that the first thing you have to achieve easily is to get out of the mind, that is, from the meaning, the projection to the future and the past. Expand yourself in the now and be able to erase the timeline that gives meaning. Without time there is no meaning, and you could say that time and meaning are imaginary, they are mental constructions with a purpose, to function as a human. Once you can get out of that and get into the empty present completely, you can go deeper into it. It still remains limited. It is unlimited in the longitudinal sense, it does not pass, it is always now, changing but now. but it is limited in the deep sense, you are a bubble of reality, you can be stuck in the now but the bubble limits the depth. This can be expanded, it can be opened to what this experience is, how it is flowing and what its let's say matter is, seeing fluid intelligence. and something else. What I have come to sense is an immeasurable immensity, a perfect synchrony that is manifested and can be seen. not to understand conceptually but to see how you see a sunrise, to perceive what it is at a deep level.