Breakingthewall

but there is an inescapable reality. Beyond the form, you are the reality. total existence. and you can penetrate and open this moment, with an empty mind and an open heart. this exact moment is infinity. It is impossible for it to be any other way, it is absolutely obvious About god and that, sure it's possible to have a perspective of openess and real understanding, but who has it here? Or in the world. Ralston, frank yang? I don't think so. Very few, maybe no one. I just read a guy very interesting: jurgen ziewe

hahahaha how crazy to think that reality is understood, right? when you have still only put a finger in the water and it is cold, without daring to let go of mom's breast, in the form of mental structures, projection into the future, self-perception as a self that advances in the timeline. Who dares to get out of time and mind? It is not easy, there is the abyss of existence ahead, where you know nothing. our mind, horrified, invents stories, so as not to go crazy.

I'm terrified of the fucking horrible shit it means to be human. It seems like a joke, 99.999% move like puppets, on impulse. terrified after millennia of psychopath wars, slavery, hatred, pain, illness, implanted in their genetic memory, in their karma. I hope those stories are true that say that if you advance spiritually, you restart in a non-human form, because most of the human possibilities are deception, fear and confusion disguised as evasion activities.

Most animals have a life full of beauty. Imagine a bird, or a whale. For them, reality is not hellish at all, except in specific moments, which usually end quickly. Only humanity is a great mass of suffering terrified by death, the other beings aren't worried about anything.

Sounds accurate, It seems that suffering is a necessary crucible to evolve towards more complex forms. something like reality, to evolve from simple forms that are in perfect harmony towards more complex forms, needs to produce imbalance, and then needs to burn that imbalance to evolve towards forms connected to the divine, open to infinity.

Imagine a hut in the Congo, and inside some guerrillas force an 8-year-old boy to amputate his mother's tits and eat them, and then rape her with a bayonet, thus turning him into a psychotic murderer at their service. multiply that by infinity

Yeah, the ego is simply encapsulating energy, which creates a sense of individuality to promote survival. It is necessary but limiting. The idea is to be able to completely relax that energy in moments when there is not a lion chasing you. It's a difficult process, To achieve this you must be unconsciously sure that you can be able to face threats, including passive defense, surrendering to them when there is not another option, otherwise that energy is always latent.

This is what a meditator is supposed to achieve every day. Of course it's very difficult, but imo it should be the objetive of everyone who's in spirituality

Infinity is scary because it is unlimited and you as a concrete being are limited. You perceive the unlimited as death and you cannot bear it, so the mind looks for a way to create a limited form, to return to the structure. It takes a lot of practice to become unlimited while sober, 5meo trips are part of that practice.

I agree that you should not hold any resentment if you want to be able to do a clean meditation, in which the external and the internal are one. If there is resentment, there is a barrier

You are wrong, solipsism implies that others have no real experience. Leo has said it hundreds of times, you can watch the video if you want. Leo now doesn't believe in solipsism anymore btw, he has changed his vision, it's obvious. Obviously, the solipsism that you propose, that everything is the manifestation of being, is obviously real. Nobody doubts that, everything is existence, everything is the infinite in different forms. That is not solipsism, solipsism is that when I am talking to you, you have no real consciousness, you are a robot created by me for a series of reasons, such as waking up, or keeping me asleep.

Then someone with a higher level of consciousness could make them all dance together or dissapear

The solipsism we are talking about is the one explained by Leo, in which there is a god who consciously creates a scenario to deceive himself by playing a game, to do something and not just be a god, which is boring. Then , only me is real and the others are just images that dissapear when I close my eyes. He said that a kangaroo is created only in the front side, just the side that is showed, because it's like a video game that's is being created in real time to play

solipsism is impossible. It implies that I am creating others as a decoration for some reason, like not feeling alone. It is a psychotic vision that implies a hidden doer who manipulates reality like a game, an anthropomorphic god who does things to deceive himself.

For me, in this matter, spirituality, it's like I have Alzheimer. If I had a realization yesterday, it doesn't mean nothing, it fades and dissapear. Just the now exist, anything that is in the mind as memory means nothing. Are you aware of god now?

If I do that, maybe an illusion appears. Imo It's better to drop the mind, be absolutely empty and absolutely open

Good examples. If by God you mean the creative force that is reality, agree, but for me that force is a product of the infinite. It is an emergent of the absence of limits, a force that builds and destroys itself cyclically. Right now I am in a park (with a little LSD in my mind by the way) and I perceive the total light of existence, I open my eyes and I am what appears, there is not duality. Reality is happy, it smiles, it exists, it lives. It creates itself in every possible way, it is an inexhaustible source that does not stop flowing, this life is a cycle that is happening within its immeasurable extension, everything is absolutely perfect, an existence that pushes itself and opens infinite windows in itself. It has no meaning, just existing. It is pure creation, without a creator. But I know that behind this lies emptiness. the absolute empty totality that is. the great void. The great void has a heart, which is my heart. That heart opens, and reality flows from it. It has no bottom, it is not personal, it is total. Exist. That's the substance of reality: love . The pure light of existence. Everything else are creations

For me having a guy in front of me who wants to do me the most damage possible, and me studying his movements and planning the situation to maximize the defense and find the gaps in which to hit to damage him, has a fascinating flavor, but not spiritual. increases the density of my ego. Then I think it's better to avoid combats if you are interested in spirituality , over all because the energy of your opponent almost always is very egoic. If you find an opponent that fights without ego, then it's really beautiful , but 99,9% of fighters are very low conciousness , and in other hand, it's not healthy getting hits in your head. Anyway, there is a time for that if you need to do it

I have not said that reality is not divine, I have said that there is no creator

Sure, until someone scares you, then you wish for their death, aka you hate them. It's the nature of life

When I have had mystical experiences in which all identification disappears, reality manifests itself as an abyss of existence, and the word to define it would be total. I am the absolute totality without limit. but there is no creative will, there is inevitability. The absence of limits makes movement, flow, inevitable, and the intelligence that organizes this flow is inevitably infinite, it cannot not be, it cannot not create itself in infinite cycles in movement. What god is a slave to its own nature?

God is a bad word because it implies a subject who performs an action with a result, and this is duality, anthropomorphism and egoic projection The way cycles are organized into more complex cycles, the unlimited intelligence of reality, doesn't work like that. There isn't a guy behind the scenes who is very smart and does very smart things. the bottomless well of reality flows, and this flow is the perceived reality. I wouldn't call this God, just the reality. God is too personal

Enlightenment is perceiving yourself and flowing without barriers, without false identifications. peeling the onion until the infinite abyss of existence remains. That is not something banal or boring, it is total existence, the source from which the infinite cosmos flows, an impossible beauty, total glory. It is not something like: I have realized that only I exist, this is conceptual. It is realizing what you are, your true nature. Imagine the structure of an insect, from the subatomic particles to the cells in perfect synchrony to create a dimension of reality. multiply that reality by infinity. it's unimaginable.

Well said, Im still struggling with some hate, and realizing more and more that any hate is self-hatred, barriers and fragmentation. There are more subtle forms of hate, such as shame and narcissism, that have that same quality, the same fragmenting vibration, less intense, more background than direct hatred towards someone specific, but the same fragmenting effect. If we want to open ourselves to the absolute, we must dissolve those barriers, it is necessary The thing is that you can't stop hating just by deciding to do so, you have to perceive others as part of yourself. Sometimes it is very difficult, since some have very false, evil, dark ways of being, it is a difficult challenge, but without being able to dissolve the hatred, I think that we are always trapped, we can never open ourself to absolute reality completely, since our hate fragments us inside

I think mathematics explains it well: any part of infinity is infinite, therefore, the part and the whole are the same. difficult, or rather impossible to understand by the structured mind