Breakingthewall

Then I have said myself: forget your human misery, throw it away like an old skin, take off that burden as if it were a paper suit, and shine in the pure light of living reality. be complete in yourself. Open your being completely to the world since the world is you. all the fear, the sadness, the imperfection, the narcissism....what is that? that does not exist, it is a psychological addiction called lie. The lie is fear and makes you shrink. Be the total truth.

Then I realized: reality is love. The openness between two humans, the flow that exists between two people who are truly open to each other without reservation, is simply the substance of reality, that could defined to as everything, so love is everything, complete reality, infinite absolute emptiness is absolute love. Emptiness=love, because has no limits. That's the logic of the equation. It is an infinite ocean of love. then, the tears are again of joy. Luckily there is this forum to tell these stories, because anyone who tells it would think I have a psychosis 😅😅

Btw I have had another opening, but to the void, the absolute loneliness of the infinite void. party. It's absolutely terrifying. There is nothing left of you, you are the infinite void, the dark face of enlightenment that produces infinite sadness in me. When I wrote the above, I had just felt infinite joy. I was at home and my house was glory. but later, the glory closed, and I was the immeasurable void. I was that. No one observed it but I mixed with the emptiness, the absolute zero of infinite depth. It's unimaginable, as before with the glory, and if before tears of joy flowed, now they are of sadness and loneliness. The thing is that are absolutely the same. It's something to get crazy , impossible to understand . Nobody, in the earth, will understand me. I'm absolutely alone as a human, except for the language of love.

I've had two puffs of weed and I'm in a park and suddenly reality has opened up. The absolute is terrifying because it is absolute, from outside your whole body trembles, it is infinite loneliness. it is awful. but from within, it is a laughter that springs from the unfathomable abyss, which expands infinitely and you are that. without feeling your substance, the opening is total horror, you can't imagine. You are absolutely alone, absolutely unlimited, absolutely undefined. It's 1000 times worse than death. Face this is extremely challenging. If your substance opens, it is total glory. It's the absolute flow, the absolute love, the absolute beauty that springs from the infinite source of the infinite, clear as a diamond, without stain, full of glorious existence . That is enlightenment? it's something that can burn.

The thing is to be it. It's brutal. Knowing that it is infinite is good, being absolutely open to it is enlightenment. It's more than the gurus say, it's the total depth, and yes, you are alone there, when the self come back.

This is said a lot in spirituality, even Leo says it, and I think it is a complete mistake. reality is absolute infinity, not consciousness. Absolute infinity is self-conscious since if it were not, it would not be infinite. Just as it is infinitely intelligent, it is infinitely conscious. The forms that the infinite takes are conscious of themselves as forms, but their essence, what they are, is the absolute infinite, which is much more than consciousness: it is everything. So, non-duality, as Leo mentions, is limited, but enlightenment is not limited, it is total. The opening of your being to its essence, total infinity, is everything. But many say: it's a subtle change of angle. No, this is an absolute lie. Enlightenment is Open yourself to the divine light of the sacred infinity . It's a wild smile, is a laugh that comes from an abiss without bottom. Is the wild, absolute, unimaginable, freedom of the absolute. It's total. Its A shit than nobody else see it. All the humans should have this openess, then all would be brothers.

Agree, but the important point is not to realize how you imagine reality, it is to realize what you are, to open your being to the absolute and heavenly light that the infinite is. the full glory of existence without limits. That is reality beyond any compression, and I think you totally agree with my statement. Then, understanding as you imagine, as absolute, this concrete reality, is it something? because maybe this is only valid for this dimension, in other infinite dimensions you don't imagine anything. It is impossible to know, the only absolute certainty is the substance, what you are, and perceiving it in a total way is what this work is about. Are you perceiving now the absolute light of the existence? Because I don't, and only one conclusion could be achieved from this fact: my perception isn't clean enough. It's veiled. Sometimes it's clear, but usually it isn't. What veils it? That's the question, how to clean the doors of perception.

I think the same, true spiritual opening gives the body balance and strength, since all energy channels flow perfectly.

Interesting . Where is the difference with god realization?

yes, I perceive everything as one, and same: I perceive the total depth of existence, the infinity, a perceiver implies a perception. I cannot say: I am enlightened, but I have accessed states of total openness in which there is no perceiver, there is total amplitude. It is very subtle to arrive at this because the slightest movement of the mind bifurcates it. As you say, it is completely impersonal since there is no perceiver, or the perceiver is the perception . My previous definition maybe was not exact. Reality perceiving itself implies subject. There is no subject, there is total existence, it is not thinkable, it is attainable, and quite difficult btw, just some seconds . But in other hand, once it happened, seems that it's always in back ground

Seriously, I suppose the guy would reach mystical states of incredible depth. Perhaps total passivity is necessary for such depth, but anyone would think that a balance would be better, we will reach depth when we die. but each one has his destiny, and his was clear

Yes, when they told him that: after the enlightenment, chop firewood, carry water, he said: ufff, how lazy my friend, I think I have to enlighten myself a little more, you do the firewood thing if you are so kind.

How would you define enlightenment? I would do it like this: reality perceiving itself without obstacles. nonduality is an obstacle, it says: I perceive everything as one. It is already something, it is an identification, an idea about reality: it is non-dual. is limited Enlightenment is deeper, it's not seeing that everything is one, it's seeing what is everything.

Ramana was quite lazy . all day sitting meditating. it is worth doing, moving and evolving, as is the case. is it worth living? obviously, since it happens

Overall we must realize something obvious: the mind, "understand", is within reality, it cannot encompass it. Here everyone talks about infinity, and they want to understand it with their mind, which is one of the infinite possibilities of infinity, that is, absolutely nothing. then, all going around in circles like rats on their wheel, in their tiny mind, wanting to fit into it nothing less than infinity. The only understanding of the infinite that one can have is what it is, what its substance is, and that understanding is not mental, it is the infinite perceiving itself as existence. To do this you have to eliminate any barriers, and the barriers are energetic, even if they take the appearance of ideas. Nobody understands it and they debate like philosophers about minutiae that don't even exist.

What is happening to him is simple and obvious: he has focused completely on the mental. has forgotten the energetic facet, the most important. he despises humanity because he only grasps its stupidity on a mental level, which is the case, but he does not grasp the enormous human vital drive. it does not realize humanity as a living evolutionary organism of infinite intelligence. It is disconnected from the source. In short, he has become an intellectual

Sex has always been a problematic issue since it is the cause of genetic descent, lineage, and this has had extreme importance in all human cultures. It is absolutely vital that your children are truly yours, and it is impossible to know 100%. This importance is encoded in the genes, you would give your life for your lineage, but give it if it is really your neighbor's lineage... wrong. In all cultures adultery of women has been punished with death, and the homosexual thing has almost always been seen as a perversion of something absolutely sacred. almost always, not always. In some cultures, a few, it has been more or less allowed, and always with the active and passive roles very defined. The Greeks did not approve of homosexual relationships between equals, nor did the Native Americans. if they did it between a young man and another adult or between a man with a feminine role, inferior ,and another masculine one. In general, all cultures have prohibited it. Leonardo Davinci was narrowly saved from being burned at the stake for being a homosexual. In the Roman legions it was punished with death, and in general in the tribes it was only allowed if it meant using an inferior.

The energy issue is everything. What happens is that it sounds a lot like woo woo and people feel more comfortable treading on familiar ground: the mind. Here, when someone tells you that they have "awaken", they will say that they have realized this, and that....they don't realize that they are still playing in the school yard, they haven't gone out into the streets. . The mind limits, true awakening is the breaking of limits, as that guy in the text you quoted explains.

5 meo In many ways it is an easy psychedelic, because it has a short duration, and because its effect is more energetic than mental, you do not enter horrible thought loops as you could with LSD or mushrooms, the most that could happen to you is to have a sensation extremely unpleasant blocking. like resistance when something very powerful wants to break you. It is something extremely unpleasant if the roa is nasal or plugged, because you are half an hour of extreme suffering, but it is a suffering like walking around the room looking at the floor saying: stop this shit now for the love of God. It seems as if a hand is pressing on your heart and brain, but at the end it finish. vaping is 15 seconds of that, it happens and that's it. It's not that traumatic. What can be traumatic is having an experience of dead emptiness, and believing that that is reality. It is not, think that you have not broken completely, and do it again, until the experience is one of total opening. The 5meo is like skydiving, at first it is horribly challenging, then it is a bit of an exciting process very beautiful

Yes, humans, kangaroos and aliens, but he says that they are all imaginary, that everything is God imagining stupid kangaroos or smart aliens, so, non-duality. There is only one, God. But yes, I think I understand the difference. Non-dualists say that reality is "not two", but there is no creator god, there is oneness. Leo doesn't say "not two", he says "one": God. It is a small difference, which may not be any difference but another angle of approaching the same thing. a creator god? Well yes, reality is creating itself, developing. although as Leo expresses it it suggests a certain duality: creator and creation. but he knows that creation is the creator...so...leo, confess: you are a non-dualistic, you just don't want to come out of the closet

My experience use to be more or less this: vaping and I notice that it is enough to break through, then reality disintegrates, the superficial layer of this experience disintegrates and what remains is an absolutely black and absolutely dead void. The observer, who is still there, although silent and with barely any human identity, feels horror. Therefore, there is still an ego that judges. After a few moments, if it's enough (not always)the void opens. It is no longer empty, but it is as if the observer has merged with the void, so the observer perceives itself as unlimited. there are no borders. The physical and energetic relaxation is complete, there are no energetic knots left, everything is absolutely unlimited. That absence of limits perceives itself as total potential, the source of existence. complete joy of existence without barriers. There is nothing to learn in a mental level about that. I'm creating the reality, etc ....zero idea about that, it's just the reality perceiving itself as unlimited, and clearly perceiving itself as "the reality", the whole thing. That is the point.

Today I did 2 breakthroughs vaping 20 mg, one hour apart. Let's see, what is scary is the moment in which reality is a dead void, the great black. It's a shitty feeling, but you have to open yourself to it, then it happens. At a given moment, without having realized how, you are the infinite, total. Your being is open, the resistance is zero. It is something wonderful, but for me, it does not bring any insight. Lower doses do bring important insights into my life, but the total dose is pure joy of total existence. Total openenss, no limits. There is nothing to know or understand, just existence existing, in it's purest form, or no form

When the me too of sadhguru? Would be so juicy

How? Id say that Leo agree with non duality, since he says that everything is god. Where is the difference? What those non dualistic teachers says? I can't listen then even I try, in 1,5 minutes I die of boredom. But same with any other spirituality, it's like an allergic reaction

well....they exist as potential, which is the same as saying that they really exist, but within the dimension of existence that is rockyreed, they are, let's say, imaginary 😅, since if the rockyreed dimension were an amoeba, they not would exist. All this mental mess is just a mental mess, since infinity is infinite. So the answer is: it doesn't matter. Within the infinite possibilities, they are two possibilities, who cares? It depends of the angle from you see it. The only thing that matters is perceiving the absolute in them, the same as in you, in the end only the absolute is real, and the forms are appearances in terms of their form and absolute in terms of their essence. In short: infinity