Breakingthewall

@Da77en sorry but it's not the same do psychedelic that be tied to four posts, have honey poured on you and 50 hungry rats released to eat you alive. It's absolutely different.

I could do any dose of psychedelics without any fear, or not serious fear. I think you don't understand what is real fear. Fear is when you really can die or be really wounded. Really, when you see the death there, clearly. Not game, real. Psychedelics are a game, because you know that you are safe. Even if you do a high dose of mushrooms or dmt, that's not real, I did salvia too, that's not real, seems real but it isn't, it's not the same.

I ve not fear now, but if I see a hungry tiger coming I will.

Safe? Then where is the fear? Fear happens where the danger is real.

Then if someone is torturing you breaking your bones with a hammer, when he's approaching again with the hammer, you wouldn't feel fear? That's impossible imo. Pain is a genetic response, fear the same.

How was your experience clearing out fears? You wouldn't feel fear running against the machine guns in the trenches? It's physical, genetical.

interesting. In the West that guy would never have been a paradigm, Julius Caesar, Alexander, Napoleon were. Psychopaths.

Suffering and fear are the glue that keeps this experience stable. Without them everything would be chaos, this level of complexity would be impossible

How's possible? Where it finds that information? Mystical texts I guess, it's amazing

Fear is real, is genetically codified . If you were in a trench in the First World War prepared to run towards the machine guns you would be afraid, it is inevitable

There are levels of egoic density, fear, self-protection, identification, mental noise and madness. there is the very high level of the neurotic addict who lives constantly in the next minute fleeing forward in his addiction and madness, and the low level that approaches zero of the one who is here and now, open to the total reality of the eternal present, with the mind in silence and the heart open to the unfathomable. They are two very different ways of being. It's not that one is "better" than the other, but one is full of suffering and the other is not.

Fear is the basis of the genetic programming that makes a living being survive. Billions of years of evolution have created that irresistible impulse to fear annihilation. absolute terror that will make the individual move desperately, without the possibility of ignoring it. If it were not so, your species would simply have become extinct. Life, to create, uses war. It fights to the death with itself, and thus creates wings, fangs, claws and brains. Fear is the final barrier, behind fear is infinity, but it is a barrier solid as steel

Just align your life as much as is possible with yourself, and enjoy every moment

That quote is perfect

God is also expansion and absolute will of existing. Reality is positive push without hindrance.

I'm talking in a practical sense. For example, now I'm having a coffee. If someone tell me that the coffee doesn't exist, what is the point of that? Genes are like the coffee, they are there. You could say that they are a consecuence or anything, but the thing is that I have fear to the hungry tigers, even they doesn't exist. I don't care at all about those differentiations, I only care about the openenss to the absolute. Then the relative could be defined as non existent, dream, real, illusion, Maya, karma or anything. Are just relative definitions. Enlightenment is your true nature, the being, that contains everything. It's something that anyone can realize only removing all the hindrances. You asked, what to do after that? The same than before, existing.

There can be only one enlightenment, the total openess to what you are. You are the existence, the absolute being. This is something absolutely real, it's the same you or me. Any appearance or something else is an structure that closes the realization of what you are, if there are zero structures, the pure being manifest

For me there is one absolute level, be open to the absolute now. After you can experience deeper, realize the interconnection of everything, see the divine in everything more and more deeper, but the total openess is the total openess, it's total, its the absence of everything, just absolute being, out of any dimension. Then the absolute can be more or less transparent in the experience. Im not saying that I can open myself to the absolute at will, just sometimes, but I'm sure that it's possible do it at will and that many can do, it's not something so mysterious or mystic, or for yoguis or sages, is purify your structure and open it until nothing remains.

There are infinite relative levels and one absolute level, the total openess to the absolute existence, to the nature of the reality. The nature of the reality is what we really are, and in it everything is implicit as a possibility, it the total potential. It's you, me, or anything else. It's not something abstract of misterious, it's really you, what you are

There is an end in the path of meditation, when you achieve the total openess. There can't be more, because it's everything. Of course there are infinite things to realize, a lot of depth to explore, but all that is relative. You can totally be open to the absolute and that is, there can't be "more", is absolutely impossible

The self is the appearance of movement, that something is happening. This creates a mental structure throughout life, based on genetic impulses such as fear and desire for acceptance, which is very solid. it is like a mental flow capsule that creates a permanent distinction between me and not me, and that cannot stop for a moment. This mental flow is not illusory, non-existent, false, as it exists. it is totally real. what we call enlightenment is something that passes through the deep understanding of this mental flow through meditation, in order to open this structure and temporarily stop the movement, and at the same time open your heart. your heart is closed by fear, to open it fear must absolutely disappear for a moment. there are many layers of fear in us, all of which are based on death, disappearance, but they manifest themselves in many ways, such as fear of not being accepted or losing control. to open your heart is to totally let go of fear, to look directly at the bottomless abyss of reality and give yourself to it. It is not an easy thing, the self is not going to want to do this, to force the psychedelics they can work. in the total absence of fear and mental movement, reality appears as absolute emptiness, the consciousness of the body is totally lost, the breath ,is nothing left, total emptiness without limit. you have to get used to this and stay there, at first it is terrifying. then it happens that what you are manifests, your substance, essence, opens and permeates the whole void. it is inexhaustible, although the void has no bottom, your substance fills it. infinite emptiness kills any form, since any form in infinite expansion disappears, but your substantial does not. It does not matter that the expansion is infinite, your substance is inexhaustible, upside down, it becomes total, absolute, and there you find what you are, the infinity that is, that is, you

Who said that the self isn't real? The self?....all that is a mental mess imo. Enlightenment is being open to the absolute nature of reality not knowing things. Any knowledge happen in the relative perspective . Let's say that the self is relative, not absolute . Relative is the same than false? I don't think so

What means illusion? The self is the self, illusion is a concept inside the self. The self is an structure made of control, fear, identification, and many other things. Why it's an illusion, or a dream? That is just confusion.

Enlightenment is not realizing that you are an illusion, or that this is complete, or anything else, it is opening yourself to the total reality of what you are, which is veiled by the apparent movement of relative reality, the karma. It is an action that requires stopping the movement of the mind and opening the barrier of the heart

Exactly, they are an evolutive tool. They intrinsically mean nothing. It would be like saying that the fact that a hydrogen atom is partially destroyed to form a helium atom is evil, since the hydrogen atom wants to remain what it is and brutal pressure is necessary to force it to fuse. evilness is what goes against our desires and goodness what goes for it. Our desires are codified by evolution, they have no absolute meaning. It is all software that creates itself to optimize the possibilities of growing in complexity and depth, it is reality creating itself in its unstoppable momentum. This impulse is existence, which flows only in one direction, that of being. Destruction is inevitable because in infinity no movement is real, every moment is cyclical, circular, ends in the beginning, to start again. We perceive destruction as evilness, same than frustration, but both are absolutely necessary.