Breakingthewall

Interesting analysis. Indeed, human reality as a whole is full of misery at an unimaginable level. The reality of life is extremely harsh, and it seems that this harshness is necessary for evolution to exist. It also seems that if you are smart enough to understand what life expects of you and align yourself with it, things flow. The game is merciless, the magnitude of the work impossible to intuit. You, now, are the game, the movement in which the abyss of reality extracts more of itself. Our mission is obvious, if you look inside you, it is revealed to you. There is only one sensible option: to carry out the movement that is expected of us, to complete the cycle of infinite nuances in the most complete way possible. Any other consideration is just an irrelevant curiosity.

It depends on what meaning you give to true or false. For example, if you think: reality is infinite. It could be said that it is true knowledge since it aligns with the truth, but it is false in that it is a finite mental construction. Opening yourself now to reality and perceiving its infinity is true knowledge, since it is a direct perception that reality has of itself. The difference is not in the content but in the level of knowledge

I'm not talking about prostitutes or traditional relationships, I'm talking about working with total honesty to achieve real connection and real sex, without anything else around you, no status, no future projection or anything like that. just the feminine and masculine flowing. There are men who understand this and really enjoy sex, but I would say not many. most simply want to cover the lack of sex that the monkey gene requires

Men are retarded. Want sex without any connection with the women, without real feeling, just prostitutes to use. Then they are very surprised because they don't find

The magnitude of the evolutionary path of life exceeds what can be imagined. The movement of existence is unfathomable, incomprehensible. We are insects trying to understand a computer. We can only understand one thing: the quality of what we are and it's direction , but not the structure.

There are two types of knowledge, acquired knowledge, which is false, and direct knowledge, which is true. When you know something within your conceptual structure it is a structure created by the mind, and it is false. When you know something because as the reality that you are, that knowledge is manifest, direct and inevitable, it is true. The difference between true and false is the difference between real and unreal. You know what you really are, or what you have to do in your life, you simply have to let that knowledge flow unhindered by structured acquired knowledge. When true knowledge flows, your approach to the direction of your life will be total, seamless, and your understanding will be too. It doesn't mean that you are omniscient, means that your understanding is real, is the reality

Real insight, real evolution

Sincere means that for you is absolutely serious being sincere. If for you being sincere is a joke, you aren't

decaffeinated coffee for sad people. Suffering is part of the game, we have to play it thoroughly, in depth. human karma is evolution, battle. In the battle there is peace, since that is what life demands. whoever tries to escape from pain, escapes from life. Only if you play seriously, the game is funny

there are no levels in the sense of understanding that I am existence. there are levels in the sense of the perception of what existence is. There are barriers that limit the depth of perception. I am not consciousness but the reality, which is self-conscious. The perception of what I am is limited by the structure that existence takes at this moment. My work is to make this structure as clean as possible so that the perception is as deep as possible, but it will always be less than total. What is total is the understanding that I am what exist.

The point is to realize that you are the total breadth, total depth, and that what emerges is a mirage that occurs given the fact that you are. but this will not free you from the need to equalize your experience. What it will do is enable this equalization, it will make you understand that this experience is an inexorable evolutionary movement, and that just as you must look inward and dissolve all barriers until instead of the psyche there is unfathomable depth, you must balance the external experience. with the precision of a surgeon.

Hahaha at the end, after years

exactly, it can't be any other way. If existence were an instant surrounded by an abyss of nonexistence, that instant would be absolute, infinite, uncreated, because its limits would be nonexistent. The key to everything is: absence of limits

The existence is now, before my birth is just a thought

Exactly the same than when there are thoughts, that existence exist. Thoughts are just another manifestation, same than cold for example

Thoughts are something that is happening, same than anything else. The thing is not stop thinking, but realize that thoughts are happening in you and be detached of its meaning

That's the first step id say, just being, open to the existence now, zero barrier, no mind, the pure happiness of existence. Then the real mysticism begins. I know you will say: there is no more, reality is nothing, etc, but I don't agree

Same, except sometimes low dose of LSD, and I'd like a lot to use 5meo for sex , but it would be pure mysticism

I use only at night and alone, for meditation, and only if there is no problems in my mind. It's a tool for openenss, but not for treating people or do things

Real awakening is not knowing that, is open yourself to yourself. Erase the barriers and be total. Just that, nothing about others, god, reality, infinity, etc. Awakening is just to be yourself.

What if you don't think nothing about it and just open yourself totally to it?

Then try to fly, if you are in developer mode maybe you can, at least a short flight

There is no creation, reality is a bottomless well from which the vital flow emerges, and this flow is total intelligence that orders itself in increasingly complex patterns in a cyclical way. It is not that God creates reality, it is that reality is God, and you are that.

I use sometimes, 2 / 3 puffs and meditation, in the nature or in a park at night if it's possible. The reality opens up totally, more than vaping 5 meo If I smoke more , it's too narcotic. In the past gave me paranoia, but I now can abandone and stop the mind even with a big dose, at least the few times I did, 1 year ago was awful. Now it's easy, I think: stop the meaning, nothing means nothing, and finish, it's like being floating in the sea

Awakening and dreaming means nothing. You always are, it doesn't matter what you think about it. The difference is in existing in a limited or unlimited way. Having a punctual awakening is just an experience, and what you think about it afterwards are just thoughts. What I am is what exists and the breadth of it, in this moment, is total, complete. There is nothing to think or know about it, it is something that is. From this fact the idea of continuity and evolutionary cycles emerges, but it is only an idea. Reality is the bottomless well of existence that is happening at this exact moment, and the impulse to more depth, more beauty, a more complex dance full of nuances is also real, it is where the cosmos moves, then, let's move, it's unavoidable