Breakingthewall

It is one thing to open yourself to total existence and another to understand something of what is happening and why. I would say that it is impossible, or it is simply infinite and this is what is happening, but everything seems to follow a certain pattern, a coherence, a continuity. Maybe some understanding is possible, I don't know.

Thank you, a fellatio is always appreciated. I think the same about you. As for your question...let's see, the first let's say mystical realizations that I had with psychedelics were absolutely horrible. Literally, absolute horror. this was simply being trapped alone in eternity. the fact of existing was total horror. Honestly, if this were all, I'd rather be deceived. But since all mystics said other things, I thought they were probably right and I was missing something. then I continued deepening until the eternal empty loneliness opened up. There is no better word to define it. The infinite void opens its heart and shows you what you are. Hallelujah! total existence free, bottomless, unthinkable. the love of infinite depth, from which springs a cry of total freedom. That's it, there is no more. there can't be more. more is not an option, same than better. Even the possibility is impossible. Over time you realize it was pretty obvious. What else could you be? Everything is within you. You have no bottom, but you are not alone for that very fact. "Alone" implies limitation. The idea of being alone is something that happens inside you, not what you are. what you are is the reality.

What I mean is to perceive what reality is. not to perceive that reality emerges from your mind, or that others are imaginary, or that you are unborn, but to open your being to yourself, to what you are. to the substance of infinite reality, to the total light inherent in the fact of the absence of limits, to the revelation of the source of existence that springs inextinguishable from itself, the heart of the infinite, which is your heart and which is glory of unfathomable depth. It doesn't matter knowing that there is only you, that you are immortal, whatever. What matters is perceiving what you are, what reality is, and to do this you have to be able to be without limit. Just my opinion. Who cares about any other thing? In that everything else is included But anyway, the text is very accurate and interesting and I can't avoid being an smartass

Well, the point 3 could be what I meant

The fundamental thing is missing: the perception of the infinite by itself. The opening to the total light of existence. understanding things is interesting but indifferent. total glory is what matters.

The normal thing for a human is unhappiness, since we have a mind that predicts what is going to happen, which is decay and death, and we also depend on other humans, and everyone is crazy and unhappy, so there is a vibration of unhappiness. constant in which we function. The only way out of this is enlightenment, which is opening yourself to the total nature of reality and leaving the human software. this can be done part time in my experience, as you want to remain human, do business, have sex, use your body and relate to your environment. then you enter the "unhappy" state again, but there is no problem with that Btw I think that spirituality videos and books are absolutely useless and toxic, are a mess for the mind. The reality is absolutely simple.

That's the most crazy idea in Buddhism. If at some point you manage to stop the cycles, what? Are there no more cycles? who doesn't have them? who had them? If there are no more, it means there never was any

Well, it's better that being a slave in the Roman mines, but a paradise...slave jobs, closed, bitter and toxic people. complexes, fear, no sex 😅, superficial friendships, greed, misunderstanding, families that treat each other from barriers, falsehood, envy, competition, illness, old age, decadence. I don't know, it seems more like hell to me 🤣

But maybe you are right, and it's the most wise option. Forget the humans, be a monk. But seems so boring for my ego. You should be really enlightened full time, not human anymore.

Yah but we are warriors. We find pleasure in fighting. we want to conquer, evolve, improve. we want to flow, give, open. and this translates into a Sioux seeing an Apache and torturing and killing him 😅. Then , human life, deeply, is a war. We have the voices of a thousand generations shouting us: fight, push, damned coward. Die by the sword, enter Odin's banquet . If not, there wouldn't be evolution . In this times it's translates in move, open, create a new generation who is more open, make your push. How? Everyone of us has to discover it. contribute with your being to the movement, and always it's a fight . The problem is that if you don't fight you get depressed. It's human nature.

That is because you had your eyes opened to the infinity, your mind open to the limitless now, to the flow of existence. At the end dissolving the barriers is not impossible.

The problem for me is the lack. There are many things necessary. You want a full, connected human life, doing what you like and not a work that disgusts you, in misery, illness, total loneliness. We are human, we have to dance the human dance and it is extremely difficult. But the only way to do it wisely if from the openenss. If not the thing could become very twisted

Anyone who feels this way and wants that to change has to make an extremely serious effort to open up, to dissolve their psyche, to free themselves from their chains. to seek total purity in the mind, total openness. have an open heart, without thorns, without fear. open your eyes to the absolute, and keep them open all the time. Anything else is misery . But it's very difficult, because there is a lot of lack. Life is war, is designed in a not so nice way😅. You need food, money, sex, reproduction, connection with the others, are sickness, misery, death.

Yeah! the absolute is now and all that appears to be are mirages. but the movement of the cosmos must continue, the dance never stops, it is impossible. Infinity is total love, energy of total existence. That energy dances on itself, springs up like a fountain, on itself. It is immutable in its essence but in appearance eternal mutation. cycles upon cycles, always here, now. There is no death, as you have said, because this is already death. This, although it may not seem like it, is eternal reality. and you are the absolute, what exists, and from you springs the essence of existence. It has the same meaning as, for example, a species of birds that reproduces exactly the same for 20 million years. It exists, it is, it is full, it is never scarce, nothing is ever missing. It begins and ends eternally, and is always total, new, never gets old, gets tired of itself, because it rejoices in itself infinitely. It seems incredible that infinite existence is not a horrible condemnation, a horrible unimaginable. absolute hell. without scape. but it is eternal heaven because it opens its heart. His love has no bottom, its light never diminishes, its intensity is total. It smiles, it opens, it has no limits, it is free. Your freedom is infinite.

The absolute is beyond God, it is the very essence of reality, what we are. enlightenment is to be one with it. God is creation, form, cosmos. but god itself is also the immutable substance in its essence.

And she will do, because all of them are toxic crazy insecure beings. To love a woman you have to be hard, put her in her place, respect you as a god😅. Then you have to respect yourself as a god, be clean, strong and complete. So, you are right in your fear. They are going to break you.

Human being is full of suffering. We have moved away from the source in search of security, replacing reality, nature, god, whatever you want to call it, with society. Society protects us and deforms us. Thousands of generations, real genetic evolution, make us closed, suffering beings. Being human is very good for humanity as a whole, and really shitty for the individual. everyone is crazy. All relationships are toxic. human reality drinks from suffering and dysfunction to prosper and evolve

Imagine what a guy who lives on a city street is going through, to whom no one talks, failed at everything, addicted to some shit, old, full of hate, fear, incomprehension and madness. every time I go out on the street I see many

Enlightenment could be a low state of consciousness. Like just realize the substance of the reality and don't know anything, like a mental retarded, then you are right, but you could be totally enlightened and work in a wide level of consciousness. Enlightenment is the open perception to what reality is. Everything else is just interesting things, curiosities. Enlightenment means that for you is exactly the same go through the wall or not, or have cancer or not. Obviously, almost nobody is fully enlightened, but be open to the light is essential if you want a minimum level of happiness

I ve done 5meo hundreds of times. For me vaping 20 mg of 5meo is something absolutely normal. For me it's a meditative exercise, but it's not enlightenment. Some enlightenment could happen in 5 meo , but it's not the real light of reality. Is just the dissolution of the mind patterns. For me it's something very healthy, liberating, but not so.... so divine. Just a substance

Exactly. Being enlightened is perceiving the true nature of reality, no more. Then you will see that the jail is the pure light of love, absolute fullness. It's nothing related with "levels of conciousness", it's about open your perception.

well, it depends. If you break your leg, yes, if your wife falsely accuses you of raping your 2-year-old son to keep your money and marry your brother, and you are sentenced to life in prison, it is more difficult. But it's possible!

Agree with that vision. No with the limited and therefore false vision of: I am creating reality, which is a dream and has no existence of its own.

Same, thanks Leo for your work. Sometimes I thought to send you 500 or something to say thanks , but then I thought that my participation in the forum is more than that, then I saved 😅😅

You should have to make a great effort and create matter from nothing, resurrect the dead, or simply fly like Neo. If the dream were a dream, and you were fully concious of if, you could change anything, same than in a dream when you are sleeping. But they are different, at night is a creation of your mind, real as a though, awake are independent of your mind, are infinity itself in another dimension