Breakingthewall

Even if a cosmic cycle has a beginning and an end, there are infinitely many cosmic cycles, and these are not sequential in time, since time is only one dimension of this reality. The infinite cycles are now superimposed, cycles upon cycles, eternal, changing realities, springing up infinitely, and all of them are a hologram that evaporates and the reality that is, I, you, the being of total depth remains as real, always here.

Arreguin, very psychedelic

Exactly, existence is moving always to somewhere new, that's the glory of existence and the freedom. Existence is not a trap because it's open, never, in eternity, reach the end. When I have had moments, with 5meo, LSD or weed (never totally sober unfortunately), of total dissolution and realization of absolute existence, I, as absolute existence have a feeling: hallelujah. total openness, no end, endless wholeness, absolute joy of being.

Let's say that god is the totality of existence. I'm not the totality of existence, I'm just a part. I'm the totality in a sense but in other I'm a bubble of conciousness that reach a limited area. A part of infinity, that is the whole infinity as any other part of infinity, but with a concrete state of consciousness right now. Then god is me in another state of consciousness, or as Leo says, level of consciousness. The question would be if there is such state of consciousness or it's just the movement due the infinite bubbles of conciousness coordinated. I'd say the second, there is not a god as a concious being who does things and decide, its just the infinite intelligence coordinating itself. But who knows.

Seems quite possible but I wouldn't say it's a game, I'd say it's the inevitable movement of the infinity. Seems too personal someone creating a game . Anyway, You would agree that a given cycle of birth and death is finite. So it seems a logical idea that all the cycles of birth and death are in turn part of a total cosmic cycle that is itself finite. infinite in that it restarts infinitely, but each soul or whatever has a finite path. So, the idea of Buddhism 1.0 could be correct, in fact it seems more logical than infinite ascending cycles, since if so, you would have already done infinite ascending cycles. If one life is cyclical, all the life or existence should be cyclical too. Then, in a given moment you merge with the whole, and when every holon is in that point, the cosmic cycle restart.

Ralston shows amazing close-mindedness. Ralston is supposed to understand very well that enlightenment is something that is there, but is veiled by karmic obstacles, by the fact of being human. He carries out intense practices that aim to gradually relax these energy barriers until allowing a total opening. What is the reason according to him for denying that the use of "toad juice" could be one of those practices? It's offensive and stupid, a clown. Most likely he has a superficial level of what he calls shamadi and given his narcissism he thinks that is the maximum, the same as many others. make those comments without having tried it....clown. to say that he did LSD in his youth and that it does not promote real spiritual openness....clown. Like if I say that when I was 17 I went to a meditation retreat and it was very boring, therefore meditation is useless. It's frustrating to listen to clowns

Yes, god is not someone, it's the infinity in its infinite flow. Nothing that we can understand in my humble opinion , but maybe I'm wrong, hopefully

Of course we all, including Christ, say: God, take this chalice away from me. well, not all, the native Americans were happy to undergo torture much worse than a simple crucifixion, since in this way they demonstrated their courage to their ancestors and the great spirit, they were soldiers of cosmic balance, dedicated to their task to the fullest

If God is absolute and you torture a 5 year old child in front of his parents and then burn them all with gasoline while you dance around them, it is God who is doing it. I guess that it should be necessary to equilibrate the infinity in some point. God is a merciless CEO, a machine of cosmic balance. the business must go on, and if the balance demands that you have to burn, you will burn

Reading you it's seen that you believe in karmic continuity after death. How do you explain this? Let's say that the human that you are is happening within the timeless field of consciousness like a dream, and within that dream there are infinite dreams, turtles or whatever. At a given moment Waterriver disappears and a new cycle begins taking Waterriver's karmic structure as a base. but at the same time other infinite cycles are going out and starting having other karmic structures as a basis, "yours" is within all of them and all of them are within your cycle. So how can you consider it "yours"? There is no continuity since you, once you disappear, are equally your cycle or any other cycle. Let's say that the karmic structures in the end are only empty frameworks, not "you".

because when it is not conscious there is no when

It is quite obvious to anyone that there is a definitive awakening, which is to your essential nature as unfathomable unlimited breadth that is. the total potential where everything emerges. and it is also quite obvious that if this potential is total, the possibilities are infinite, therefore the experience of a cockroach is indifferent to that of a god, since both have a total depth. The ultimate awakening is realizing the absolute depth of this moment, and identifying with that total depth. Everything else are just interesting curiosities

Rather, I would say that the content of my field of consciousness is limited by the fact of being grared with other infinite fields of consciousness, all of them being the same consciousness or unlimited amplitude in which a concrete experience emerges that is both limited and fed by others infinite concrete experiences, all of them perfectly coordinated

I always thought that when I heard that about stopping the wheel. I prefer it to keep spinning.

If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narrow chinks of his cavern. Sounds accurate. Your perspective and the one of waterriver seem the only possible ones given the case of the absence of limits. However, Buddhists say: cleanse your karma and you will stop the wheel of reincarnations. sounds pretty finite

This would have a implication: that we, as humans, would be a holon composed of infinite holons, and so would an ant, Leo's alien, and the entire universe, so there would be no difference in complexity between them, and there is

Well, maybe a little better, marketing is important. I wish you a successful future as a seller. Anyway, what do you think about my (rather arbitrary btw) theory about the vertical finitude of reality? Holons that continue to increase in complexity infinitely do not seem possible. a holon/universe, a holon that is the conjunction of an infinite number of multiverses, and then? At some point it has to reach the end, the holon of holons. and down, the same. Do you think you can divide the atom infinitely? At some point you will find absolute emptiness. Although if you look closely, if this void is absolute, it is in turn unlimited, thus containing the totality of reality. 🤔, yes, perhaps infinity in all directions is the only possibility, as uncomfortable as it may seem, especially upwards. but this is not something we can know I'd say

The name I don't know, but as a business is a disaster. You need some coaching. Maybe sell weed by the river. Even sell cocaine by the river 🤔

Absolute freedom, absence of identification, a hole without bottom and without any limit, and yet, in an incomprehensible way, without the slightest doubt, I am that. That is the end, and the begging. The very difficult thing is being just absence of limits, without anything else, and still be you. That is the total energetic liberation, when you realize, without doubt, what you are out of the time, because the time appears in you, it's just an appearance, same than anything else.

I'm not love, I'm not infinite, I'm not intelligence, I'm not creation, I'm not god, I'm not human, I'm not cosmos, I'm not nothing. I'm open. That's what I am, and it's wonderful. (20 of 5meo btw)

Well, they exist as perceptions. Seems than even the atoms are cyclical. The life of a proton is estimated is 10 to the 31 power of years

Love is a consequence, like god or anything else. If you want to know what you really are, what reality is, you can't grab love.

Sex is a complicated matter, always on the fine line of being something negative, since it has several layers of implications. It seems that for sex not to be surrounded by shit, the galaxy has to be aligned

Contraction is something strange, a maneuver of the mind that occurs in the human condition, it is like being closed in on yourself. We put an energy of desire and rejection before the flow of reality, like bridles on a horse, we have reality subject to our control, our identity. We have to let go of that bridle, relax our guard, our control. All of us have been afraid and fear has become part of us, it comes in our genes. fear of dying, of pain, of rejection, of losing what you have, who you love. terror. We have to look at it in the face, be aware of it, accept it, try to overcome it. Openness involves letting everything go, seeing everything as secondary, even the life. We could loose the life in 5 minutes. Then it's very important to be able to open it, not waiting, not in the future, has to be now. The mind has to be focused in that, meditation has to become a main activity, be comfortable with ourself, abandon the evasion. Btw I'm talking to myself in 90%, not giving advices. A lot of work is needed, of detachment from the mind, be aware of the contraction, of the suffering. As waterriver said, suffering is the contraction. I confused with pain, that's different. Suffering the vibration of the mind that has fear as it's basis. It's like a shell over our heart made of control, that creates an image of a self that moves in time. That's false , we are just floating in infinity, control is a fantasy, must be absolutely relaxed. Then the being expands and flows free. It is to stop looking at life with fear, smile at it, and give yourself to it. trust yourself as existence. difficult because life is partly a struggle, this is why contraction exists. It is a difficult art to balance the two sides.

Of course. Who wants to give up anything? for what reason? you can have both. We have to savor the relative, the touch of the air, the vision of colors, movement, sex, the sensation of having a body, and also the beauty of the mind, the pleasure of understanding and communication. the beauty of the heart, the connection with other humans. All this does not take away the possibility of opening your being to the absolute as much as possible. They are not excuses or evasion, they are life, they are sacred, absolute. We do not have to renounce them, on the contrary, it is in them where the character of existence is recognized, also in pain and sadness.but we have to put before the openess, at least me. Life pass, the absolute remains. What we have to do to open ourself to the absolute is to want it, and therefore eliminate the obstacles that prevent that opening, free your mind and your heart. Don't reject anything , be one with the now, immerse yourself in the now and merge with it. It's not about stop thinking, it's about stopping controlling , stopping to be separated and let the reality opens. It's extremely difficult to me, a big effort. Usually I need some drug and a lot of meditation to remove the barriers, in normal state there is always some veil , but life without openness is shit. Openess is necessary, more than anything else. It's better die tomorrow in total openenss than live 50 years closed