Breakingthewall

My experience use to be more or less this: vaping and I notice that it is enough to break through, then reality disintegrates, the superficial layer of this experience disintegrates and what remains is an absolutely black and absolutely dead void. The observer, who is still there, although silent and with barely any human identity, feels horror. Therefore, there is still an ego that judges. After a few moments, if it's enough (not always)the void opens. It is no longer empty, but it is as if the observer has merged with the void, so the observer perceives itself as unlimited. there are no borders. The physical and energetic relaxation is complete, there are no energetic knots left, everything is absolutely unlimited. That absence of limits perceives itself as total potential, the source of existence. complete joy of existence without barriers. There is nothing to learn in a mental level about that. I'm creating the reality, etc ....zero idea about that, it's just the reality perceiving itself as unlimited, and clearly perceiving itself as "the reality", the whole thing. That is the point.

Today I did 2 breakthroughs vaping 20 mg, one hour apart. Let's see, what is scary is the moment in which reality is a dead void, the great black. It's a shitty feeling, but you have to open yourself to it, then it happens. At a given moment, without having realized how, you are the infinite, total. Your being is open, the resistance is zero. It is something wonderful, but for me, it does not bring any insight. Lower doses do bring important insights into my life, but the total dose is pure joy of total existence. Total openenss, no limits. There is nothing to know or understand, just existence existing, in it's purest form, or no form

When the me too of sadhguru? Would be so juicy

How? Id say that Leo agree with non duality, since he says that everything is god. Where is the difference? What those non dualistic teachers says? I can't listen then even I try, in 1,5 minutes I die of boredom. But same with any other spirituality, it's like an allergic reaction

well....they exist as potential, which is the same as saying that they really exist, but within the dimension of existence that is rockyreed, they are, let's say, imaginary 😅, since if the rockyreed dimension were an amoeba, they not would exist. All this mental mess is just a mental mess, since infinity is infinite. So the answer is: it doesn't matter. Within the infinite possibilities, they are two possibilities, who cares? It depends of the angle from you see it. The only thing that matters is perceiving the absolute in them, the same as in you, in the end only the absolute is real, and the forms are appearances in terms of their form and absolute in terms of their essence. In short: infinity

Could be. I send you a picture of me as a souvenir

It is a representation with an essential error, it represents a subject, an action and an object. The human mind can only think in that way, therefore it is an attractive representation, but it is deception. do you want deception? then good. but if you are looking for the truth, it is a deeply toxic image, since it evokes a truth that is a lie

Choose one. infinite interconnections, infinite shapes superimposed on infinite dimensions, cannot be represented, since one of them compared to the totality is zero, so either you represent a specific one, or the totality is completely formless. It is absolute and to perceive it is enlightenment, since you are the whole infinity. it is impossible to think about it, by definition

Wrong idea, The reality is much more than that. not much more, infinitely more. It is not a hallucination, for one simple reason: infinity. This implies that everything that appears is real, since it is a part of the infinite, therefore infinite. the idea of hallucination is limited, finite. it is not obvious? That image implies a subject, the great void, God, anything, dreaming a series of images, and for that the mask of a human is put on. Well, you are dreaming about flowers, right? then, at some point in infinity, It will wear the mask of those flowers. "some time" is now, so those flowers are also the living infinity, and the molecules that make up those flowers, so on to infinity. infinite, total life, without limits. subject/action/object, are limits. does not exist, are impossible .

It seems like a wrong approach to me, you don't "understand" your true nature, you open yourself to it. and when that happens your happiness is total. But you can be open to your true nature for 5 years in a row in complete happiness, and if you close yourself to it, your happiness will disappear, and there is nothing mentally you can do to recover it, just opening yourself again, if you can.

Within the infinite possibilities of the infinite potential of reality, one is that the sultan of his motherfucker locks you in his dungeons so that you can be tortured for years, yes... it is the problem of infinity, it has no limits. Another is that you are an interconnected universe of absolute peace that lasts eons, which we call "atom", another is that you are a bird that is born and lives in the jungle, surrounded by life and in total freedom, another is that you are a human, which is a possibility quite challenging, since it almost always turns out to be very unpleasant.

That's the thing. It's something that makes me think about past lives. It seems a long forge is necessary to get to that

Sure you will arrive to the end, In our case it is not intention, it is compulsion

Of course, a human is not an individual, he is a part of a hive entity. a human alone is worth less than a worm larva. We are processors who lend our processing capacity to the collective ego, we are plugged into the matrix, and we must flow with it or our lives will be miserable. There are some individuals, very few, who are true hermits, capable of finding fulfillment in absolute solitude throughout their lives. extremely few people have that mental configuration, most of us are absolutely addicted to the matrix, and there is no problem with it. About the question of the meaning, 100% , all the meaning are the others. Without the others, there is no meaning. No meaning could be the perfection, enlightenment.

What if they burn your mother alive? it would still be a non-dual bonfire

Another interesting question would be: can someone (human) with an IQ of 80 have...well, let's call it whatever, enlightenment? God consciousness? What is the particularity that makes it possible?

It would be necessary to know to what extent an individual's genetics can change over the course of their life. Not as much as becoming a kangaroo, but perhaps very subtle changes that make a person closed, materialistic, violent, or on the contrary open, with a fluid mind and generous spirit can occur in the course of a lifetime. Maybe doing psychedelics causes permanent changes in genetics, like many other things. life is extremely plastic

let's see. genetics implies that you, due to your genetic configuration, cannot access deep meditative states, openness to the absolute, enlightenment, due to your genetic configuration. This could be partly true, there are people who, even if they were born in a Buddhist monastery and had been educated in meditation since they were children, would have limitations and others would not. that's how it is. But the question is, is that "genetic"? Or would the millions of micro circumstances in your life since birth, your mother's energy, your childhood environment, every micro event in your life, have contributed equally or more than genetics? It is impossible to know, therefore, the word genetics is not accurate, just wrong term

Spiritual in the gura language, which means a guy with new age beliefs who has energy stones and is, let's say stupid

@Leo Gura What I mean is that I'm not denying the limitation, I'm just pointing out that the word "genetics" is not accurate. But at the end the meaning is similar, and karma sounds spiritual, agree. But we are talking about spirituality 😅

I'm much less spiritual than anyone that you ever knew including you 😅 obviously, absolutely all of them are closed except the one that is open. The point is to open it completely, fulfill your destiny Are you referring specifically to me, or are you speaking in general? because you will not find anyone more grounded on planet earth or in the confines of the galaxy.

vapes that heat the weed to the point where the THC vaporizes but the plant matter does not combust

genetic is very specific, and gives an idea of something immovable. Karma is something much broader, which includes genetics and many more unknowable factors that can vary. genetics implies closed condemnation, karma infinite possibilities me, who doesn't even use incense or hug people saying namaste? I don't think so. I don't even have a gong 😩

Karma. the fact that you are human and not a chimpanzee is karma, the fact that your brain configuration is what it is, plus the fact that your father is exactly what he is, plus that kick in the balls that kid gave you when you were 8 years, plus the fact that among infinite multiverses and infinite possibilities this is precisely what it is. and among all that, there is genetics, which is simply and infinitely complexly, karma Then, saying that genetics bla bla is reducing the infinite complexity of the cosmos to a simplistic premise, which means not understanding reality

Psychedelics are extremely useful as an initial phase, triggering a transformative process, but at a given moment they become toxic. It's something clearly perceptible, they become so-called empty, plain, superficial, they stop giving depth and create an addictive vibration, like: I need more of this to get somewhere, but you're just wandering around. It doesn't take a genius to see the obvious, but it seems so...