Breakingthewall

I don't know, I can open myself for a while and then everything is closed again. It's a slow process that needs imo favourable external conditions. If tomorrow I go to the Ukrainian war, all that about opening will be forgotten.

Turquoise is just the lack of obstacles. It is the perception of the flow of the moment without barriers. The flow of the present is intelligence, and the perceiver and the perceived are the same, the present perceives itself and you are all of it. The lack of obstacles makes the present take on unlimited depth, and the self that believes it controls with its mental activity relaxes and merges with the depth, then a change in vibration occurs in an instant. The vibration stops being contracted, focused on the self, that is a mental construction, and expands without limit. There is no middle ground, it is one direction or another.

You can't scape of being human while you are, then you have to try to balance your experience and be as open as you can. There are necessary things like eating, having a house, not being a slave, being able to communicate with people, that you cannot ignore. It is also a fun game, a challenge, why not accept it? Another part is to balance your inner movement to be able to open your mind completely, this is the end of suffering, and requires being insightful. Where are the blocks, the evasive attitudes? How to make the subconscious conscious, like on a mushroom trip but all the time? Why do you hide things? break fear, open your being. So everything is there, you don't have an inner limit.

Ahhh, then it's the opposite situation. I'm my opinion If you have a son you must do the opposite of surrender, you have to go through life with a knife in your hand. Or do you want your son to be a weakling who wishes for death? Genetic lineages are maintained by force and dominance of the environment, if they do not decline and disappear, they degenerate and become extinct. We are animals, whether we want it or not. If you don't want to fight for your life better don't have kids.

Disease you mean right? Of you mean dead? Made me feel frozen when I read

Then if tomorrow the doctor tells you that you have a melanoma stage 4, you wouldn't check in Google a bit?

You can access states of total bliss in meditation, but afterward you are still an animal that must kill to eat. The only way to stop being one is to commit suicide, so it's better to accept the game, see it for what it is and play it as best as possible. What other option could be?

I don't see it nonsensical, the will to live creates life. The impulse should not be towards surrender but towards openness. Surrender is fatalistic, weak and negative, depressed and crying. the opening is strong, alive, expansive and brave. We could say that life is bad because there is suffering, and lock ourselves at home crying, trying to stop the wheel of reincarnations, or we could stand up and enjoy the game. The game is going to continue there, so denying it and saying that nothing exists is like a child who covers his eyes so as not to see the danger.

It would seem that suffering is the catalyst for the evolution of life. Species evolve driven by the fear of being killed by other species. The dodo bird of Mauritius is an example. He flew to those islands and settled there. Since there were no threats to its survival there, in a few thousand or hundreds of thousands of years it lost the ability to fly. something as wonderful as the flight of birds exists by virtue of threat. When the threat disappears, the flight disappears. It could be said that if the threat were zero, complex life would lose its qualities until it disappears, regressing to the state of bacteria, or in another words, suffering give us wings

Agree, I have generalized, there are people who suffer chronic pain, who are enslaved, imprisoned in terrible conditions, etc. We can hypothesize that human suffering is a necessary energy for the evolution of humanity as a whole, just as the suffering of an individual makes him grow, the suffering of the masses makes humanity grow like a whole, but it is difficult to explain why a person concrete suffers from chronic pain. We would have to get into karmic explanations, of spiritual evolution, which are just hypothesis

You could say that , but then your will is much deeper than what is perceived, and much broader, and much more interconnected than its possible to perceive. Interconnected infinitely, and infinite depth, then it's the gods will, not yours, because you are just the micropoint of the iceberg of god, If we refer to God as the creative power of reality, to total intelligence. If we refer to God as the total being, you are completely God.

Suffering shows you the narrow path you must follow. If you deviate, you suffer. It seems that there is a human evolutionary process, when you are a child you normally do not suffer, your life is constant openness and happiness, then little by little your mind develops and limits itself, until you become a deformed being to fit into the social gear. This generates constant suffering since you are contracted, holding reality with your mind to define it. then the next step must be achieved: with sufficient control over reality, with the necessary challenges overcome to be able to consider letting go of control, doing it. Open your mind and your heart as if you were a 3-year-old child, with total purity, but with the control of an adult over the external world. The problem is that almost everyone remains in the intermediate step, in eternal adolescence. any narcissism, need to be more than others, sadness for not being enough, lies, are that. There are few who become truly adults, truly committed to the truth, without contraction, opened, then without suffering. That's what we are trying to achieve.

no mind means no contraction. Imagine that your mind is a hand that grabs reality to define it and control it. No mind means opening your hand. The closed hand closes your heart, and makes you miserable. The open hand opens your heart and total reality manifests, because it is your heart, it is you. The mind contracts you and turns you in on yourself, instead of flowing freely you bounce off the wall of the capsule created by yourself. In order to open your hand, you must gain the confidence to let go of control. It's a work, because we grew in fear and control.

God has no plan, he is a wild ai that optimizes the infinite flow in a perfect way seeking to extract the greatest vital flow, the greatest glory, since he rejoices in itself, and if for that you have to suffer, you will suffer, because there is a yin and a yang, and infinity must be balanced

I don't remember what I ate yesterday, but some people say that remember past lifes Anyway, any remember is a structure that is happening now. Now are happening many structures, then always are going to happen many structures, because now is always, it's indifferent if you remember them or not

Then that about the end of the cycles is a chimera. Nothing will end never. You say it as if there were a god above us directing the orchestra. I don't think that's the case, reality is infinite flow, and that's it. It organizes itself in perfect patterns, because it cannot be otherwise, nothing non-perfect can exist, and it is like this to infinity. The only thing you can do is realize yourself as total existence, you can call that god, but it is an powerless god in the sense that it simply is, it cannot not be, and the infinite flow cannot not flow.

But then another game will start. If not, if would already finished. If not what?

Don't offend, I can't avoid being an idiot 😅. Look, you can remember a lot before that so called birth, and it doesn't mean nothing. You can perceive right now what reality is, and then arrive to the obvious conclusion that if now a flow is happening, always a flow is happening, independent of your memory. The memory is just something that is in the flow.

Maybe that liberation happens and then again you are separated, without end. If something is happening now, seems impossible that it doesn't going to happen again and again. Could something have an end?

Yah you are right, im parroting my masters 🤣. you are so dishonest. The truth can't be open in you. Just showing your dick, like always. 🥱

as you said there is no separation, only seems so, but that appearance is like real. It's like I'm fragmented to going deeper into myself. The flow of reality, seems inevitable, not a will just inevitable flow

Im everywhere and the body is in me, but there is a body, a karma and all that, then will be another.

Being born into a family in which there was a total absence of fear and absolute acceptance of reality, life and death, and without any ideas of superiority or inferiority, but with total rejection to the submission of the mind. something extremely rare in humanity today. It would save me all this annoying karma cleaning work, even it's interesting in its own way, but man, what a people is around, more than people looks those jails in zoo where all the monkeys are yelling . Forgetting the monkeys is very important for starting any spiritual work

I use psychedelics to break a barrier that I perceive in myself, and not always they work. It's like something energetic that blocks, limits. If you sit down to meditate, what happens? I at least perceive a limit, even if thoughts stop, reality is encapsulated. Sometimes with psychedelics the capsule breaks and the mind expands without limit. It is something addictive, because when this happens, even for a moment, everything is clear and the mind is recontextualized. But then, in two days, the old energy patterns return, and the desire to break the capsule again increases, so I meditate for hours, etc., but in the end, psychedelics again.

Well I mean aggressive as attitude that pushes. can be channeled in different ways