Breakingthewall

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  1. The thing is just remove obstacles. eliminate the questions, the search, the desire, the fear. be here and now in a total way. It is possible, but the self is always in the lack, in what is missing. The opening is in the complete, the total. It is very difficult for the self to withdraw, there are always remains, but we have to be honest enough to see them. The resistance, the contraction. Then sometimes it dissapear. reality becomes totally fluid, without mental obstacles, then you can go deeper, and sometimes, the heart of the infinity manifest. The total glory of existence. I can't remember it now, I just can realize it when it's open, when it's close, it's less than a remember.
  2. All the time, absolutely, there is suffering to a greater or lesser extent. The opening is almost never complete, there is always some contraction, except in the moments of total opening, which are brief and inconstant. when the self is poured out and naked existence remains. This is enlightenment, it is unthinkable and, they say, it can be permanent. The structure of the self prevents this, it is constantly searching, finding what is missing.
  3. It seems that being human is an evolutionary step, a school, or a crucible, to be a structure that enables total openness to the absolute being "something."
  4. 😅😅 Reality is deep
  5. Life is positive, death is negative. Negative does not mean bad, but tending towards death. where do you want to go? If your tendency is towards death, it is better to finish quickly, not spend 25 years depressed and with addictions. If your tendency is towards life, then total positivity, opennes
  6. It is not a question of getting rid of the ego but of reconfiguring it so that it is transparent
  7. totally enlightenment. I want to open the door completely and leave it wide open .
  8. Exactly, infinity is inevitable. and I would say that it is quite obvious that it cannot be understood. Can you understand that this exact moment will be repeated infinite times, and has already been repeated infinite times, but also there will be infinitely different moments repeated infinite times? No. and that's it, relax. It is not understandable, the only understanding is that it is absolutely nothing, it is reality and its content is indifferent and at the same time absolutely relevant. and what I just said makes no sense, since infinity makes no sense the solipsism that is real and absolutely inevitable is that I am reality and there is no "other" reality. In me, as reality, everything exists, but that does not mean that I cannot unfold myself infinitely. reality is always the "same." in quotes, because reality is nothing, it is the infinite horizon of possibilities that has no limit, so yes, you are me and I am you, and we are both empty holograms that appear in reality, and at the same time we are filled with the substance of infinity, which is complete infinity.
  9. Solipsism is absolutely impossible and it is very easy to prove it. existence is infinite, without a doubt. If you are talking to your father, is it your father imaginary? Let's say yes. In the infinity of existence there will be, without any possibility against it, the fact that existence is your father speaking to an "imaginary" you at some point. Since time is a mental construct made of limits, and infinity is unlimited, that moment is the moment you are talking to your imaginary/real father. in short: infinity. It seems that people understand infinity as limited
  10. The only real way to detach yourself from everything is to completely identify with existence. Existence always exists and its content is always changing, so attaching to its content is a mistake, and attaching to existence is unnecessary since you are and always were. The problem is that this is very difficult, when things get minimally tense.
  11. Try to fully love your self , be fully honest, fight hard and not avoid suffering. Open yourself to the suffering and suffer. Why? Because you have a son and you have a debt with him. You bring him to this nightmare called human life, so now you have to be at the level that life demands, otherwise your karma will sink into hell, and his karma will be a war. Be strong, stop avoidance.
  12. That's right, the fight only ends with death. What does end is fighting against the fact of fighting. I don't do it, I know this is a war, it's completely obvious. In wars you don't complain that things are uncomfortable or dangerous, or that there shouldn't be a guy with a rifle in front of you, it's so unfair, why me? There should be a rainbow and a pink pony. No, you simply try to kill him, knowing that the person who dies could be you, or that both of your legs could be amputated. That's life, whether we like it or not. Better to sharpen your senses, deepen your understanding, be absolutely objective, observe others and the traps they fall into, observe the traps you constantly fall into, play the game, have the ambition to become a master of the game, every day a little better, the vision clearer, the will firmer, adapted, flowing with the circumstances, accepting your particular ones, making them an advantage, getting the best out of everything, observing the now as a well from which you can extract the substance of existence, try to extract the most alive, the best.
  13. I think it's impossible. If they told me that tomorrow they were going to amputate my feet and hands, I would enter an extremely negative and anxious state, in any circumstance. Being alive means pursue the best circumstance, escape the worst. It is the nature of life.
  14. Humans are living beings that have left their marked place, their box. They have entered a different phase of growth, outside of any predetermined order. Its growth is exponential, it is something unpredictable. The ignorance we have about what is and what will be is complete. We are the life that frees itself from the matter. The mind that creates itself using the strength of millions of minds. It's gentle and beautiful violence, is the violence against stop breathing.
  15. Life is war in essence. At the moment that single-celled bacteria filled the ocean and alliances of bacteria emerged to kill others and steal their energy, forming more complex organisms, the war began. It is in the essence of life. You, as a human, are at war with other humans. war for self-esteem, for resources, for sex, for freedom, for space. Realizing this is essential to understanding what it means to be human. all the layers of suffering in us come from this fact. fear, anxiety. We are at war mainly against death, we are not free and happy beings, we are beings in struggle. All living beings are, but in a more basic and programmed way. Even a butterfly, when it flies, is at war. It is looking for something and avoiding something. If it weren't like that, it wouldn't do anything at all. War is the engine of the beauty of life.
  16. The human design is quite scary. The volume of human suffering is enormous. people suffer by definition. great loneliness, bitterness, frustration, terror and depression. Imagine a hospital, all the suffering that is there. So why wouldn't there be something worse? how much worse? infinitely worse? 😅 But then you can think is something wonderful. Be a bird in the jungle, the beauty, immerse in the absolute freedom, the pure joy. Why couldn't be something better? Maybe infinitely better. The glory of being is limitless.
  17. Seems an accurate possibility. But we must keep in mind that there are things that are not "life." There are planets, black holes, galaxies, I suppose conscious beings from other dimensions that are not "life." Life specifically evolves with war. To exist and grow in complexity, life uses the suffering/reward/war system between individuals and between species. It is a brutal and merciless system. So it is normal that there is suffering. life uses cycles and terror, war for food and reproduction. absolute, complete cruelty. So the strange thing is that we are not climbing some stairs to invade a castle and torture and kill all its inhabitants, as has always been done. But other things that exists, like planets, don't are in war . We suppose that it's only reason to exist is to support the life , but that's very egocentric, probably there are a lot of concious things that exist without struggling
  18. A logical reflection would be to think that if you are reality and you are infinite, you cannot be alone, since alone is a limit and infinity has no limit. So, you cannot encompass yourself, it is impossible because you have no end, so you will see yourself reflected in infinite versions of yourself infinite times. You may think that it is always you, but it is not like that, they are parts of you that you do not encompass, since you are unreachable, so they really are others.
  19. No idea. Why things are as they are? Everything seems like an evolutionary design, more depth and more complexity. It doesn't seem like reality seeks out mostly horrible experiences, only partially horrible ones. But who knows what other dimensions will be like, or what the design of the cosmos is like.
  20. If it were possible, and at some point you chose to be interned with your entire family in Autchwitz or to be a professional torturer of the Middle Ages, who knows what you will choose next. be tortured for a millennium in a multidimensional hell? who knows
  21. very serious events, tests that show you the way: give up, open up, accept, let go. In the end the light will shine for you. This is a path, a forge. Everything points towards learning, the evolution of the complex human structure. nothing seems coincidental, everything appears at the right moment. reality shapes itself through its unlimited intelligence. The cosmos rotates, evolves, rises in complexity to extract even more of itself from the infinite well of reality. it flows in itself and the movement of that flow is exactly this. Beneath all the misery and sorrow is a movement of glory. It is absolutely unfathomable, a infinite dance.
  22. It is one thing to open yourself to total existence and another to understand something of what is happening and why. I would say that it is impossible, or it is simply infinite and this is what is happening, but everything seems to follow a certain pattern, a coherence, a continuity. Maybe some understanding is possible, I don't know.
  23. Thank you, a fellatio is always appreciated. I think the same about you. As for your question...let's see, the first let's say mystical realizations that I had with psychedelics were absolutely horrible. Literally, absolute horror. this was simply being trapped alone in eternity. the fact of existing was total horror. Honestly, if this were all, I'd rather be deceived. But since all mystics said other things, I thought they were probably right and I was missing something. then I continued deepening until the eternal empty loneliness opened up. There is no better word to define it. The infinite void opens its heart and shows you what you are. Hallelujah! total existence free, bottomless, unthinkable. the love of infinite depth, from which springs a cry of total freedom. That's it, there is no more. there can't be more. more is not an option, same than better. Even the possibility is impossible. Over time you realize it was pretty obvious. What else could you be? Everything is within you. You have no bottom, but you are not alone for that very fact. "Alone" implies limitation. The idea of being alone is something that happens inside you, not what you are. what you are is the reality.
  24. What I mean is to perceive what reality is. not to perceive that reality emerges from your mind, or that others are imaginary, or that you are unborn, but to open your being to yourself, to what you are. to the substance of infinite reality, to the total light inherent in the fact of the absence of limits, to the revelation of the source of existence that springs inextinguishable from itself, the heart of the infinite, which is your heart and which is glory of unfathomable depth. It doesn't matter knowing that there is only you, that you are immortal, whatever. What matters is perceiving what you are, what reality is, and to do this you have to be able to be without limit. Just my opinion. Who cares about any other thing? In that everything else is included But anyway, the text is very accurate and interesting and I can't avoid being an smartass