Breakingthewall

Dissolving the form, or the mental structures, is not equivalent to having a mystical experience, but it promotes it. This is what is sought with meditation, and it is very difficult because there are structures under structures. Let's say that the structures make you, as consciousness, focus on the structures. You can only see the reflection of that, there is a block to your perception, you are inside a box. If the structures dissolve, which happens with a enough dose of 5meo because it stops the activity of the frontal lobe of the brain, where the ego is produced, you as consciousness perceive without limit, then you realize that it is the reality beyond this specific structure.

It's not like realizing that reality is a dream, or god or whatever, It is completely erasing your human identity for a while, turning off your mind. perceive yourself as existence more and more deeply, until what you are manifests. The typical thing about enlightenment that sounds very simple and everyone thinks they have it but they don't. I don't have it, just glimpses of a second. My mind is all the time polishing, penetrating, polishing more. I want to open it, constantly. I know that for this you have to stop and stop wishing. be comfortable in total silence, in emptiness. every day a little more comfortable, less rejection of emptiness. It is a very difficult and slow work, millimeter by millimeter.

because it is something very difficult to do for me and for most. I get it sometimes and only partly. The human mind has many layers, many veils. We are trying to open perception in a total way, enlightenment. mind without barriers, absolutely open. Do you think this is a fantasy, or an idea? It's not like that, it's real. This, now, is more than it seems, and less too. You have to open your mind and heart completely so that the absolute manifests itself clearly. I guarantee you it is extremely difficult.

just don't think about reality. Realize that absolutely nothing you think about reality makes any sense, since that thought is something that is happening within reality, then your mind empties and you open to reality. reality mixes with you and you are reality. you have to let go of the mind completely, as soon as you try to capture it with the mind, reality becomes opaque. You have to open yourself to the absolute freedom of being mindless. Everything, absolutely, is outside the mind, the mind is an illusion, an apparition, a software. Life is outside the mind, clarity, light. that is reality, and it is impossible to think

Why the word dream?

What difference does it make if reality is a dream or there is nowhere to go? Those are labels that you put on reality but they don't bring you closer to what reality is. The only way is to open yourself to what reality is, and as reality is you, open yourself, drop all the veils until the bottomless hole of reality smiles at you, look at it without looking away and open yourself to it, and during for a brief moment, be it. Then perceive the flow that emerges, and dissolve your identity in it. It's a matter about its/your quality not about what it is.

The others always want something, same than me.

Reality flows, emerges from itself and combines in a dance of limitless intelligence, its nature creates forms of unimaginable complexity. On a cosmic level, a schizophrenic fentanyl addict is a work of art of divine, unimaginable magnitude. each of his infernal thoughts arising from despair are a wave of heavenly perfection. Its substance is divine, infinite, clear and perfect.

Enlightenment is about being alone, not in group

Is it supposed to be useful for enlightenment to tell a group of strangers that you masturbate looking at pictures of sheep while you smell a jar full of your own excrements?

Trascending the mind and open the real thing. It's not so difficult when you realize that the mind is just something that appears in the reality, then it can't grasping the reality.

For me the objective is to break all the structures of the mind. Reality remains a formless field. At first this field is flat, an unlimited black screen, then it gains depth and its depth is bottomless, and there it happens for me that I realize what I am: bottomless depth, and freedom is absolute. It is a realization that has no interpretation nor can it be given form or sense. There no creation, no creator, only total depth, and that depth lives. Hallelujah. Thats all.

It is possible to refute that in a logical way. First, the fact that you are having an experience and perceiving things implies that you are perceiving part of reality, not all of reality, since if it were all, there would be no things or experience, because everything by definition implies all the potential possibilities, which are all. So you would perceive all possible potentiality simultaneously, which means that you would not perceive anything concrete, but you are perceiving something concrete, which implies that there are things that you are not perceiving, that are hidden to you. Second, If you are perceiving a concrete part of the possible potentiality, we could say that you are being constituted by that part of the flow of existence that you perceive. In fact you are your perception, if you wouldn't not perceive, you wouldn't be Third, all that missing part of possible potentiality that is being hidden from you, where is it? never existed or will exist? This is impossible since it potentially exists, this is equivalent to saying part of it, or all of it, existed at some point or will exist, and since you can see that this present moment that you are has no limits, simply opening your eyes, your mind and perceiving it, the conclusion is inevitable that right now there is part of the possible potentiality that is hidden from you but exists. therefore "another" is perceiving it, or rather the perception is creating another. Let's say that the now, this limitless moment has many layers of potential perception hidden from you, and each one is creating a perceiver by the fact that exist perception.

You can't know it because "know" is inside the truth. You can't know the truth, you can be the truth right now, or you can be veiled. For me It's important to realize that you can't know anything, then you stop trying and relax, and the mind gets empty, and you focus your energy in the dissolution of the barriers that veils you

Why do you want to be humble, if you are the total reality of unfathomable depth? There is no one else to compare yourself to, so humility is meaningless. I assume you mean humiliating the ego, but this doesn't work. A humble ego is as solid as an arrogant ego, or even more so, since it is attached to its humility. The ego must be transparent, and to do so in my opinion it must be very arrogant. Absolutely arrogant, so much so that he only believes in himself and no one else.

In both civilizations, martial arts were the most important thing for a long time but they developed in a similar way but with essential differences. in the west, jousting on horseback, sword fighting, archery without the slightest concession to anything other than what is effective, in the east always more ritual with concessions to aesthetics. the result was the superiority of the west. Since the Romans, the West has always been superior in the art of war, in which there is only one rule: win or die. The Japanese realized this, and thought that with their discipline and selflessness, adopting Western practicality, they would dominate the world. They were wrong, since it was precisely their excessive discipline, the cult of the leader, that worked against them. If an admiral made a wrong decision, no one dared to tell him, it was more important to die with honor than to win, and they were crushed.

Really, martial arts are the arts of war, and their objective is to cause maximum damage to the opponent. There is no problem with that, war is inherent to human beings, but I am surprised by the spiritual side that Asian traditions instill in them. Actually, martial arts are MMA, or boxing, and although they have a spiritual side in the sense of concentration and control, they also have a large component of primary ego. I personally like them, but the Asian approach seems strange to me, when originally what it was about was killing your opponent, as Musashi explains in his book The Five Rings: in combat focus on what you can do to your opponent, not what your opponent can do to you. visualize the cut before it happens.

seek enlightenment. seriously, without evasion. This means sitting down to meditate every day with the real intention of penetrating this moment, the now. to fully feel existence and strip it of all its ornaments until only naked existence remains, and drill it, open it and open yourself completely, every day.

This is a place where smart people gather to expand their minds. It should be something normal, everyday, something that happens in any circle of friends.... but no. It is rarer than an oasis in the desert. this is life.

For me it is important to differentiate between what I am as an existence and what I am as a genetic expression. I can sit and meditate every day and try to reach the limitless, but later, in the circus arena, there is no mercy. This is how the game is made and trying to escape from it doesn't work. Fight or die, that's life. There will be time for peace when we are dead.

I think it is quite simple, without perception there is no existence. unperceived reality, what is it? is something? exists? Existence is synonymous with perception. everything perceives itself, I suppose even a proton perceives itself in a way incomprehensible to us. The perception of infinite holons combines to create broader and deeper perception. Could there be no perception or reality? Yes, but there is perception, so non-perception is not there. Will it be there at some point? not because that some point only exists if it is perceived. Perception is the light that creates the existence.

God is quite powerless, he can't do a lot of things. He's infinite and all that, that seems the maximum power, but then you are prisoner of your infinitude, you have to dance and dance infinitely, even if you don't want. The good thing is that god is immutable, he doesn't care about that, he just exist.

First you reach the total void, meaningless, in which your body gets transparent dissolves and expands, until you have no body, there is nothing. then you don't know anything and don't understand anything. allows that to be so, eliminates the need to understand reality. Then open your heart, it is the heart of emptiness. Observe how all reality flows from it, everything that is. Why does he do it the way he does it? Are the people who appear in turn a source of reality? who knows. If you start thinking those things everything closes. Simply be one with the flow, then you intuit beneath the flow the total absolute that you are, you intuit the smile of existence, its joy. It is eternal, immutable. Is it who is hearing the words? Seems so but seems that the immutable is hidden behind mutation. that behind every form is that essence that is transparented, but that does not manifest itself completely. It's not void, void is an illusion, behind the void is the totality, and it's full. You have to open yourself as if you were an orange, and show the eternal light . For that you first have to equalize this reality, remove all distortion, clean your mind

Suffering is something inherent to the fact of having a mind. having a mind and not suffering is almost impossible. If they tell you that strange mole you have is a melanoma, you will suffer, or if your son disappears for two days, or if your girlfriend with whom you have a life project starts ignoring you, or if your business is robbed, or if a guy calls you shitty son of a bitch and spits in your face, or if your newborn child has cerebral palsy, or if you are a woman in Afghanistan, etc etc etc etc. Suffering is part of the mind, even you can meditate until the absolute emptiness, after you are back in the movement of life, and always shit happens. At least I see impossible to stop suffering, then I try to enjoy the fight. we will rest in peace when we are dead, for now, its quite difficult Many found a solution: I'm going to be a monk, out of the human movement, who doesn't care about anything, then I won't suffer. Well, it could work I you can bear that life

I can be in a meditative state for hours, but then karma returns. It's a real burden. It pushes me to do certain things, to establish social ties, do business, move forward, be aggressive so as not to be crushed by the movement of life, like any other living being. Many people forget that it are a cog in a system, and that without that system they would be dead in a matter of days. This has a price.