Breakingthewall

Awareness is an idea that describes the fact that there is a center of perception, me, and an external object that is perceived. Awareness is the the quality that I have to perceive reality. look: perceive reality. This implies two things, perceiving and reality. It is logical to think this way since our human experience consists of an external reality, sensory organs and a processor, the brain, that perceives. But if you go further, the only thing that remains is reality. perception and the perceived collapse and the self does the same. When you say: I am awareness, you are creating the self, the center of perception. this is the last door of the ego. That's why I said that awareness is an appearance, an idea that closes.

It's what you say. Maybe you are wrong. The experience is a veil very thick

You are talking in duality, I understand that there is me, the awareness and the object, but this is an appearance, my reaction is because you are a bitter person who use the sarcasm and superiority and it's extremely unpleasant to interact with you.

Awareness means nothing , it's a duality. In one side is the reality, and in another the awareness of reality. The reality is self aware, the awareness is a redundancy. Try to use those sarcastic words with people who are close to you, with your mother for example. Sure she will appreciate it. Ah, then there are two things, the dream in one side, and me in another, and I am the awareness. Then the dream is not me?

Ultimately there is not knower, and there is not the fact of known. Any knower or anything that you know are appearances. The point is realizing the absolute, it's extremely difficult, at least for me, it's like a revelation that happens, but after you enter again in the dimension of the movement, and know is a movement. you can intuit the absolute ,but not fully realize, except in some moments. The absolute is the total infinity, it's not something like awareness, consciousness, god. Those things happen in the absolute, are appearances....it's the totality, it's a thing that you think: ok, kill me, it's ok to disappear, everything is just an illusion, I don't need it anymore, no more movement, for all the eternity, I'm one with myself, absolutely complete, total. But then the movement catch you, its inevitable.

There are infinite other constructions of reality. They are all the total infinity in infinite forms, it cannot be encompassed or understood, it is impossible, the appearance can be dissolved and be the absolute, but the infinite appearances cannot be understood, because it is the appearance that understands, not the absolute. The absolute is beyond understanding, understanding occurs in it, all manifestations, which are infinite in infinite dimensions, occur spontaneously and inevitably in the absolute, just because it's infinity. The absolute does not create them, it has no will, the will occurs in it, it is one of its infinite manifestations. You cannot understand the absolute because understanding is a construction, the same as will, intelligence , creation and absolutely everything. inevitable constructions that unfold infinitely. The point is that it's impossible to perceive the absolute from the understanding, the intelligence, the will, the movement, the creation. All of them appears in the absolute, then can't encompass it. Only the absolute can encompass the absolute

My peace in life is very close to absolute. I'm not talking about peace, productivity, relationship, love, etc. I'm in the top, everything flows like silk. I'm taking about absolute openess, it's different. It's open the human, remove all the barriers and be the absolute infinity. Do you think that you understand what I'm talking about? I'd say that no.

Yes, seems that you ve read adyashanti and that.

Yes, I also need to eat food for survive, but the point is that ultimately there is not outside. Everything is inside.

Awareness mans nothing , what is awareness? Just an idea. The reality now is the appearance of movement, you can realize that this movement is apparent, anyway, you have to move with all your energy, if not you go to the hell, it's like the configuration of infinity for the very fact of being infinite

A timeline is something that go from a point to another point, progress , movement. Any movement is a construction. The thing is crazy and scary, you have to break the appearance, you can't keep anything with you, because you have to dissapear, you is a construction, that you that is always here, so familiar, has to die, and that you has to say: let's die, it's so funny. Then the infinity manifest. Who can do that without drugs? Seems impossible

Have you ever tried small dose of LSD? Bit more than microdosing

I think that at the end the only point of spirituality is how deep can we perceive ourselves as absolute through the veil of the appearance. First understanding, then real perception. The motivation about doing that is that the human appearance is a jail, because the ego mind. It gives two options, freedom o psychosis

Being alive is a pleasure if you are out of the timeline. If you are in the timeline, being alive is a torture. The timeline is made of meaning

Do you have any sexual problem? No, I just write things about my perception. For example, I think if I torture a dog it's going to be traumatized, but honestly, I never tortured any dog until now. In my opinion (this is just my opinion, not the absolute truth, not any conclusion after many scientific studies, just an opinion) the ego suffers because he is damaged, same that the body suffer when he is damaged. The ego is a mental construction, but it's real (as a mental construction) then could be damaged. The basis of ego is survival and reproduction, same than the basis of any living being, then the damage, although it's not physical, it exists.

You could be trapped in the finite line for some eons more if you want. It's quite unpleasant but ultimately it's exactly the same. For me, it's better the pleasure than the pain. Just practical behavior

The question would be: do you want to break your finite chains, or not?

Again, divide God by infinity. There is no will, no meaning, no creation, no purpose. All of that are relative things, Wich are infinite, then doesn't mean absolutely nothing. The infinite depth that exists, here, now and always. Hallelujah.

@Someone here anyway, stare at this guy for a while. it's fascinating

Divide them by infinity

The cosmic joke is that ultimately reality hasn't any meaning, everything is the same, and God doesn't exist. Paradoxically, it's the absolute freedom. It's impossible for the ego to accept this.

And what is your success rate? Just curiosity For sex it is fine, but to talk about metaphysics the ego has to be as far away as possible. Every time I have told a personal story on this forum I have felt like an idiot. This is not the place for the personal, it is the place for the divine.

the only point of all this is to realize the absolute. That implies realizing that the dog's bark is a fragment of the absolute, that is, a fragment of infinity and therefore complete infinity, which implies that a dog barking is the same as a Taylor Swift concert or two galaxies colliding and creating a hypermassive black hole that creates a parallel dimension. everything is the absolute. then, you realize that reality is apparent. It is an appearance, one thing is the same as another, they are things among infinite things, it is all the same. then, you open your being to that, and that is you. the end. And the begining , because "you" are the infinite

Spirituality is looking inside, addiction is looking outside. They have to understand that they are the whole thing, and this is spirituality. You can make them see this nuance and make the change

There exist infinite potential barks, even you are aware of just one, and potential and real are the same. Where are the barks that you listened yesterday? My bubble of consciousness is just a bubble, not all the reality. My experience is just relative, just a movement between infinite movements. Ultimately I am absolute, but ultimately I'm not the experience, and experience is taking place and creating a human self, but If the human self disappears, I continue to exist, because I am the existence, but the existence is not limited to the barking of that dog.