Breakingthewall

I don't think so, I'd say that there are a lot of more cycles of birth and dead after this one, maybe infinite.

That happened to me many times with small dose, the heart stop beating 😅. Then I think: stop if you want, let's see what happens. Relax. Then after a 2 or 3 seconds starts again. Some weird rythms and then perfect again. Just a bit of arrhythmia

@Paradoxed I haven't read everything because I'm sleepy, but from what I've read, I'm sure what's happening to you. I have had that experience many times, the opening to absolute emptiness. What happens is that you are unconsciously terrified. Your psyche has had a horrible experience, of absolute desolation, of primordial futility of existence, and has half forgotten it. There is only one way, return. It's terrifying 😅😅😅. I remember one day I had 3 absolutely terrifying empty experiences, after I woke up at 4 in the morning and did it again, and then the next day another 3, the first two horrible, the 3 just after the second, I loaded a dose very strong and at a given moment, the void opens. This is a permanent energetic change, the breaking of a karmic, cosmic barrier. At any given moment, you are the entirety of existence. The prodigal son is back. Hallelujah. Then you forget, but it's a hole in you that can be opened more and more easily to see yourself.

Reality isn't neutral. from nothing to a universe of unimaginable dimensions in harmony and perfection, from the basic structures of matter and space-time, to the forms that life creates, means unlimited power. Reality is the emptiness within you, and that emptiness is total intelligence and total creation. It is something absolutely real. The fact that there are no limits, that this moment is unfathomable, is the cause of the totality that exists. That is what we are, it is something heavenly, it is not neutral, it is the total glory that it is, the absolute power, the vibration that we call love that expands infinitely, for the simple fact that it is unfathomable. You can open yourself to it at any time, as it is always the essence of reality, what reality is.

Life is not neutral at all, if it were, nothing never would happened. Life is pure push of existence

Seems that in deep, the structure of reality is absolute perfection, but it's hidden .

Seem the same, it's a way to say that there is just existence, but existence could be beautiful or a shit. That's objetive reality. Existence trends to harmony and perfection, but sometimes there is chaos.

Just to speculate, imagine that there are infinite dimensions. They are all of them the total infinite flowing, and they are all coordinated with each other. It seems that the right measure of yin in yang and yang in yin is needed for everything to run perfectly. Infinite intelligence coordinates itself perfectly because it is the only way it can do so, and the result is exactly this now. Who knows how are the others infinite dimensions? I guess that perfectly balanced, like everything else

Maybe from another perspective evil is not so big business, like some gasoline for the movement. Just a push, that now seems very dramatic, but from a cosmic perspective is just something else

To think or not to think means nothing. There are vibrations that occur, movements of existence, of consciousness. you are one with existence, you are that, and existence can vibrate infernal, or celestial. You can be an eagle in the mountains flying over the earth in perfect harmony and plenitude, or a guy full of tubes in a hospital with a whirlwind in your mind and pain in your body that doesn't stop for years.

There is not you, but what do you prefer, heaven or hell?

What op tries to say it that here is a lot of mental structure and little real fluidity of consciousness, that people assume truths dogmatically and believe them. Btw, I bet that @MarioGabrielJ is high now 🤣

Life is war . Nobody is selfless, almost everything that lives, kills. That's how the game is designed. Then, it's normal the volume of shit that humans create. Humans are the ultimate predators, created to dominate nature, for total evolution. Our basis is the fight to death between the species that come from millions of years.

Sure, logically all reality is the same substance, but nobody understands how reality is organized. It seems like there are infinite holons perfectly synchronized .This is impossible to understand, no matter how much you penetrate into reality. infinity is incomprehensible. You can open yourself to what your substance is, be what you are in essence, what anything is, and then it seems that everything is evolving, you are evolving. so that? nobody knows, nobody understands anything

but there is an inescapable reality. Beyond the form, you are the reality. total existence. and you can penetrate and open this moment, with an empty mind and an open heart. this exact moment is infinity. It is impossible for it to be any other way, it is absolutely obvious About god and that, sure it's possible to have a perspective of openess and real understanding, but who has it here? Or in the world. Ralston, frank yang? I don't think so. Very few, maybe no one. I just read a guy very interesting: jurgen ziewe

hahahaha how crazy to think that reality is understood, right? when you have still only put a finger in the water and it is cold, without daring to let go of mom's breast, in the form of mental structures, projection into the future, self-perception as a self that advances in the timeline. Who dares to get out of time and mind? It is not easy, there is the abyss of existence ahead, where you know nothing. our mind, horrified, invents stories, so as not to go crazy.

I'm terrified of the fucking horrible shit it means to be human. It seems like a joke, 99.999% move like puppets, on impulse. terrified after millennia of psychopath wars, slavery, hatred, pain, illness, implanted in their genetic memory, in their karma. I hope those stories are true that say that if you advance spiritually, you restart in a non-human form, because most of the human possibilities are deception, fear and confusion disguised as evasion activities.

Most animals have a life full of beauty. Imagine a bird, or a whale. For them, reality is not hellish at all, except in specific moments, which usually end quickly. Only humanity is a great mass of suffering terrified by death, the other beings aren't worried about anything.

Sounds accurate, It seems that suffering is a necessary crucible to evolve towards more complex forms. something like reality, to evolve from simple forms that are in perfect harmony towards more complex forms, needs to produce imbalance, and then needs to burn that imbalance to evolve towards forms connected to the divine, open to infinity.

Imagine a hut in the Congo, and inside some guerrillas force an 8-year-old boy to amputate his mother's tits and eat them, and then rape her with a bayonet, thus turning him into a psychotic murderer at their service. multiply that by infinity

Yeah, the ego is simply encapsulating energy, which creates a sense of individuality to promote survival. It is necessary but limiting. The idea is to be able to completely relax that energy in moments when there is not a lion chasing you. It's a difficult process, To achieve this you must be unconsciously sure that you can be able to face threats, including passive defense, surrendering to them when there is not another option, otherwise that energy is always latent.

This is what a meditator is supposed to achieve every day. Of course it's very difficult, but imo it should be the objetive of everyone who's in spirituality

Infinity is scary because it is unlimited and you as a concrete being are limited. You perceive the unlimited as death and you cannot bear it, so the mind looks for a way to create a limited form, to return to the structure. It takes a lot of practice to become unlimited while sober, 5meo trips are part of that practice.

I agree that you should not hold any resentment if you want to be able to do a clean meditation, in which the external and the internal are one. If there is resentment, there is a barrier

You are wrong, solipsism implies that others have no real experience. Leo has said it hundreds of times, you can watch the video if you want. Leo now doesn't believe in solipsism anymore btw, he has changed his vision, it's obvious. Obviously, the solipsism that you propose, that everything is the manifestation of being, is obviously real. Nobody doubts that, everything is existence, everything is the infinite in different forms. That is not solipsism, solipsism is that when I am talking to you, you have no real consciousness, you are a robot created by me for a series of reasons, such as waking up, or keeping me asleep.