Breakingthewall

It seems that there is a constant energy that keeps closed. a vibration of the psyche that encompasses the entire pattern of existence that we are. We are like trapped in a bubble, with our energy bouncing off its walls, without being able to perceive beyond. with psychedelics sometimes the walls of the bubble dissolve, and perception becomes limitless. Then you realize that there are many things that blocks, Specifically, the one who blocks is you, but you exist as a stable energetic pattern. it is very difficult to see yourself, to understand your mechanisms. The depth of fear is not easily perceived, it is hidden, beneath the surface. Fear is the great wall, and although it is hidden, it manifests itself in many ways.

Enlightenment is attain something, to remove the veil. It's like a energetic change , something that you do, and action. I don't know in what extent it's possible to do that. . You are what you are, as you said, but the depth of the perception can vary enormously.

In my experience it happens as the guy in the video says, if you open yourself completely to what reality is, you become consumed, you stop being human, it is incompatible. Being human implies limitation. You cannot be human and unlimited at the same time, you can glimpse, but what you glimpse is a fire that would destroy you if you opened yourself to it completely. Having a specific experience implies limiting yourself to having that experience and not infinite experience. With meditation or psychedelics you can partially open your perception, but it is perceived as something radioactive, which burns you inside. It's not just mental understanding, it's opening a breach in the fabric of reality and allowing infinity to shine through. It is another dimension of being totally, something unthinkable. then, after a moment you return to normal perception, and it is unsatisfactory, veiled, but for a while the infinity is transparent in some extent. Then start for fades , and in a couple of days it's totally faded

Here for example. But that's all? Well, it depends, in my experience, enlightenment is the perception of the reality itself as absolute, immutable. The pure light that is everything, the absolute depth that exists, but it was an experience that I'm not having now, then I doubt. If something like that happened 3 weeks ago, it fades, it doesn't mean nothing to me now.

Honestly, I ve read not a lot of spirituality. It's something that I have in mind constantly but I can't read about it, it absolutely bores me. It seems to me that all the authors I have read are either wrong or do not express themselves clearly. I have read a little by Jurgen Ziewe and it seems interesting, he says that he can visit other dimensions of existence in a real and absolutely clear way. something practical, concrete, without trying to be mysterious. He explains enlightenment quite good imo

Perception without barriers. I still perceive barriers in me and in all of them when I have read them, just superficial perception, but who knows.

Why it's sure that Ramana maharshi was enlightened? Or Ramakrishna, adyashanti, Krishnamurti, etc? Those people were spiritual, they like meditation and yoga, and in their opinion, they were enlightened. What they mean? That they could empty their minds and perceive themselves as pure existence? It's not a big deal at all. Then all of them talked about reincarnation, end of the well, etc , that seems a kind of dogma, and we believe them because they follow a line of though typical in asia, kinda of Buddhism. Maybe they were just scratching the surface,. copying the ideas of others. Many could meditate all day and be happy, what means that? When I was a kid I was very happy playing with a stick for hours, o watching the insects. That doesn't mean nothing . That mean that they can remove the human desire, be calm, equanimity. Good, more happiness, but are they really dissolve the barriers that limits them?

There is not an agreement about what is enlightenment, how deep can it goes. Everybody who do spiritual practices for a while thinks that are enlightened. It's very easy reaching the point that Ralston and those gurus say, remove the identification, then the real being remains. You meditate a while, the mind is empty, and that's it, but it's limited.

Yes, everything is interconnected . The most strange thing is realizing that everything is infinite. No beginning, no end. A particle of sand is the entire cosmos, and me, as a human , the same. Inside and outside are the same. Then the mind stops easily because it realize that it can't encompass the reality, just be open to it. The mind stops elaborating and starts perceiving

That's the cycles. Every time I take a 5meo or LSD trip, what I see is this: the substance of reality, the being, is limitless and structureless, but creates itself in cyclical structures of birth and death that build upon one another infinitely. That is, you as a human are a structure composed of infinite other structures. Each one of them is the infinite being, and in turn is composed of infinite structures. and you as a human are a part of another structure that in turn is part of another structure, to infinity. It never ends. It is impossible to encompass it, or even intuit it. and all those infinite cycles are geared perfectly, coordinated. Infinite intelligence cannot be understood, it is more than a human mind can intuit. The point is that you, as a cyclic structure, are in an infinite evolutionary process parallel to other infinite cyclic structures, like a beehive, or a perfect infinite fractal, and if all that structure is erased, since it is only form, you remain: the unfathomable being, pure existence, where you and me are one. But same time, we are infinite parts that born and die infinitely. Then, be careful, every breath has a infinite butterfly effect. consequences, karma. Do you want to rise, or sink? Maybe you don't care if you are a schizophrenic in a Soviet hospital, or a multidimensional entity in perfect harmony, but reality tends to rise, better take that path imo

Infinity does not mean that everything will happen, since if everything happened, it would end, which would make it finite. infinity is not understandable, since if it were it would be finite

There is a type of tinnitus related to cervical hernias, which are often asymptomatic. It seems that it improves a lot by wearing a neck brace for a few hours a day. I have quite strong tinnitus, a high-pitched ringing. After years of boxing I had 2 cervical hernias, a ruptured eardrum and 3 fractures of the nasal septum (pretty stupid I think at this moment, but what to do? Was addictive) I would say that it is like 30 or 40 bd at some times. Another cause of tinnitus is bruxism, which increases the maxillofacial muscles and tension in the area. If you want to know if the origin of your tinnitus is cervical, lift your head with your hands forcefully to stretch your neck, at different angles. If you notice a reduction in sound, you will know the cause, or one of the causes. In my case the solution is to assume it as a sound that is there and not pay attention to it. On some occasions, on psychedelic trips, it has been really annoying, the reality become tinnitus.

Better than pills is sodium ascorbate powder, cheaper. It seems that it has been shown that taking more than one amount is useless, since the concentration in the blood has a limit. I take more or less 2 grams a day. Linus Pauli was an advocate of taking megadoses every day, he did so until he was 90 years old. I would say that this has a detrimental effect: everything that is not absorbed is excreted through the urine, which makes the pH of the urine acidic. This can hinder the excretion of uric acid, causing blood levels to rise and this is problematic. You can partially compensate by taking 1 or 2 grams of sodium bicarbonate and the same amount of potassium and magnesium citrate. If you do sports, this will contribute to making your body's pH more basic, avoiding lactic acidosis and in general creating healthier and less carcinogenic conditions

I think that You cannot think of infinity like this, since "you" are the result of an apparent duality, perception and perceiver, subject/object, that is occurring in this specific experience, therefore you will only experience this specific experience, and when die, you will disappear. What remains is absolute infinity, which is impersonal and nothing happens to it since it is immutable.

Could be, but cosmos is moving. Seems that infinity can't stop, The fact of being infinite creates a permanent instability that translates into cosmic cycles, and if you do not align yourself with the movement, you are crushed. I am not saying that it is like that since it is impossible to say it with certainty, but it is what I intuit and I act according to my intuition dictates, like everyone else.

I'm here to do a work of evolution. It's obvious. It is totally clear to me. a move must be done, there is only one path and any deviation is suffering. I simply do what needs to be done, like the rest of the cosmos, from two protons that unite to form an atom to the entire universe spinning on itself.

The tendency in spirituality is to think that this is a malfunction and that you have to live in the pure present, like a cat, since everything that is ideas, logical mind, is unreal, dead. This is Eckart Tolle's message, for example, which sounds very good. For me this is false. When you recreate moments from your past you are unconsciously searching for lines of programming that your higher self wants to modify. The problem is not getting it and getting stuck in them. If a dog is trained to be violent, it cannot, nor does it want to, nor does it consider the possibility of reversing that conditioning. A human being can have the inner wisdom to perceive that certain conditioning that has been imprinted in the energetic pattern of his psyche must be modified. how to do this? Nobody can explain it to you, they can guide you, but it's like learning to walk, you learn by walking. That's the mind in evolution. Turquoise as ultimate stage of evolution is understanding the mind as a living being, be one with it and expand it to the unlimited , then understand what reality is.

I think that obviously yes. Leo says that there are levels of consciousness and that you are god. so if you have a low level of consciousness, god does not exist and only exists when you are aware of yourself as god?

It's simple narcissism. There are people who cannot find an anchor for their latent narcissism since they do not appear well on Instagram or are rich or anything special, so they look for that outlet in which no one can refute them. The ego is weak and he feels hurt and small, and he needs his mother to tell him that he is the best, and who is better than God?

@TheGod are You aware right now of the totality of everything that has existed and will exist in infinite totality? If the answer is no, it means that things exist outside your field of consciousness.

When you know yourself your "I" ness vanishes, and you know that you and Allah are one and the same God sleeps in the rock, dream in the plant, stirs in the animal and awake in the man How can't the heart travel to god when it's chained by its desires? Ibn Arabi

Notice the fact that regardless of the content that is developing, the reality, the consciousness that enlighten this moment, is continuous. completely forget the content, and focus on the fact of consciousness. That's what you are, the content is content, what is always here is the light of existence. When you see this fact, you can realize that it has not limits.

Bufotenin is cardiotoxic. The arrhythmias produced by 5 meo are momentary. no one has died from that. the strange side effects of 5meo are always energy resistance. once you can open yourself up to it, doing 20mg is easy, not intimidating at all.

Islamic mystics are profound

Why?