Breakingthewall

The horror and everything else are the empty hologram, just shapes. It's impossible to see from the relative perspective, only from the absolute perspective, and reach the absolute perspective is difficult, it's what they call enlightenment. Imagine an infinite line. What would be the position of a point on that line? If that point moves, would it really be moving? with respect to what? to other points that in turn move without reference? There is no beginning or end, one place is the same as another, therefore the movement is only apparent, it is not real, it does not go anywhere. This is reality, everything that seems to happen is just appearance, the only thing truly real is infinity itself, and that is you. This infinity is immutable because it is not something that is advancing or expanding. To expand it should be finite, and it is not, it is already total.

It's not bigger, it's infinite. Absolute. The first time that you look the absolute in the face, you will see the horror. The absolute eats everything. God is a history, everything falls in the abyss and reality reveals itself as nothing, empty, then you will know the horror. But there is something there, you. And you open your heart and your heart is the absolute light of existence, and that's everything, the absolute. End of the movie. Nothing really happens, everything is an empty hologram, but under any appearance, the absolute shines, and it's always the same.

the absolute, as absolute, is total, it's not something. Eternity and infinity are outside of the time, the change. The time and the change are in them, as and they are infinite changes, doesn't mean nothing. How I'm perceiving a concrete movement? Because I'm that movement, it's like the absolute is merged with this concrete movement but if you can do a step back and be in the perspective of the absolute, this movement means nothing. This is a scary movement, but then you can be open to the infinity, the abyss. to its taste, that is openness and freedom.

The absence of ego is the fluid and unlimited mind. Anything other than this means suffering to some extent, as it is what they call contraction, a mental bubble that maintains itself by a constant energetic flow of fear. It is the situation in which we humans are always, and what is attempted is opening, breaking that bubble and flowing without limit. To do this, being human, it is necessary for the ego to reach a point of dominance, otherwise it cannot let go. If we were, for example, a jellyfish, this would not be necessary, but if we were human, it would be, since we are gears in a hive and we have to learn it. It is a circle that must be closed, and it is not an easy process at all from what I see.

the absolute is immutable and eternal. movement and time are apparent, since movement and time go from one point to another, and in infinity you do not reach anywhere nor start from any point

Seems that reality has always the appearance of something happening, because if it were not so, there would never have been any appearance. I mean, in infinity everything has to be infinite, or not be. So if there are cycles, there are always cycles. There cannot be cycles of 1300 trillion years and then never, because in infinity that is equivalent to never. Everything that appears in infinity is infinity, and if in infinity there is movement, this movement is infinite. we are cyclical movement. There seem to be infinite cycles within infinite cycles. Like everything infinite it cannot be understood by the logical mind, the mind cannot encompass or imagine it, because the structured mind is limited because it's structured. can only deduce it, since it is obvious, it is impossible for it to be any other way. The mind free of structures can see it, like fluid movement that happens.

Duality is reality looking outward, non-duality is reality looking inward. there really is no outside, then it can be said that non-duality is illusory

Any identification is ego. In fact, identification is what ego is.

Intelligence is infinite because everything is infinite, the finite is apparently finite as a cycle, but infinite in its substance. nothing is good or bad, everything is perfect. God is not good, that means absolutely nothing, it is just a limited human perspective, God is perfect, reality is perfect by definition, because it is infinite. Being infinite, it must be interconnected, coordinated with itself to infinity, and this is called perfection, and it's absolutely impossible to be otherwise.

But then begins and ends again infinitely, so is it finite?

Duality and non duality are just two points of view, reality is reality, but can perceive itself dual on non dual. Both are true , from a certain point of view

Someone for whom life and death are the same, and therefore can perceive himself without limit. It doesn't have to be all or nothing, there are several degrees, but supposedly there is a total degree, which is enlightenment

Yeah I guess so, it could be educated to putting the common good first than that of the individual. You can also break your limitations and stop being a human ego, but this seems to be extremely difficult.

Your task is not to search for love, but simply to search and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. Rumi

Could be all that if the circumstances are optimal for that. It's like a software programmed by millions of years of evolution, the basic lines are survival, then others. If the survival lines are activated, the others are in background

From a relative point of view, the others exist. That's mean that from the structured mind, where you are now, they exist. From an absolute pow they don't, but there is not lonely, because lonely implies the lack of something, and the absolute can't lack anything, because it's absolute, then all your line of though is wrong, just because any thought is relative, and from a relative pow, the other exist

God has zero free will, in fact it's not god, it's just a product of the absence of limits. Can't avoid be, cant avoid be perfect, can't avoid be infinite. In fact god is you, and you, now, are balancing with your infinite intelligence the reality, because you can't avoid do it. Even you are a hooligan retarded who is all day drunk.

The last time I smoked salvia the trip was that reality was crumbling into cubes, due to a kind of vibration, and I had to compensate for that vibration by jumping, so I started jumping around the house, and a friend had to hold me down so I wouldn't get hurt. I wasn't aware of anything except that it was necessary to jump to compensate for the collapse of reality, I didn't see the furniture or anything, so be careful doing it alone, you could have an accident.

Nobody decides it, if it could be more intelligent, would be more intelligent. The infinity is perfection, that's why it's intelligence, intelligence is a consequence of the infinity.

Become heaven. Use an ax against the prison wall. Escape. Rumi

Religions are something positive in many ways. You are not going to tell everyone to undertake an inner journey of years to realize their absolute nature, so you tell them that when they die they will not disappear but rather they will be one with God, or they will be reincarnated, or something, which will be better or worse depending on your level of density/egoism, and don't despair if this life gets horrible, it's just a stage. At least it serves as mental comfort, the other option, total atheism, creates a lot of anxiety.

It depends on how you look at it. 100,000 years ago, humans were another species fighting against extinction, and like other species, they could disappear at any moment. The average life of a species is 500 thousand years, many last less, others longer. Now humans are the dominant species on the planet and their projection is the conquest of other planets, galaxies, the dominance of matter, biology, immortality. It doesn't seem like the ego is doing it wrong.

@What Am I interesting reports. For me the 5meo experience is totally different, it is absolute black without bottom. At first it seemed very horrible to me, now that I understand the mental dynamics that emptiness entails, it is a normal experience. At a given moment, reality is empty, nothing, but black is the absence of something, total emptiness, it is a feeling of death. At a given moment the void opens, and I realize that the one who opens is me, because I was the void, and the opening occurs due to the non-limitation of the void. then the absolute totality of existence is revealed and I am that. a voice inside me screams, hallelujah, hallelujah, I will never forget this, it is obvious, it is what it has always been, what I am, and after a few seconds it closes and a process of forgetting begins, before it was instantaneous, in minutes, now It stays longer, days, and there are flashbacks with meditation or some THC. It is an opening to a very strange dimension from the point of view of the usual linear functioning of the mind, since it is not properly a dimension, it is where the dimensions occur, understanding or knowledge, therefore it is not graspable by the mind, can't be understood, because the mind is happening in it. It's not an infinite mind, that infinite mind is just a possibility that is happening, the absolute is not happening, it's the existence, the basis, everything else, including god, are emanations of it.

The ego is an energetic structure that the human brain creates, built on genetic bases after millions of years of evolution, and that is constantly evolving, like everything that lives. It feeds on the interconnection with all other egos through language, and its foundations are the survival of the human species.

The total absolute has no color, it is not something, it is the existence, it is impossible to think about it or remember it. If you remember it, you are realizing it, if not, you cannot represent it mentally.