Breakingthewall

I'm not love, I'm not infinite, I'm not intelligence, I'm not creation, I'm not god, I'm not human, I'm not cosmos, I'm not nothing. I'm open. That's what I am, and it's wonderful. (20 of 5meo btw)

Well, they exist as perceptions. Seems than even the atoms are cyclical. The life of a proton is estimated is 10 to the 31 power of years

Love is a consequence, like god or anything else. If you want to know what you really are, what reality is, you can't grab love.

Sex is a complicated matter, always on the fine line of being something negative, since it has several layers of implications. It seems that for sex not to be surrounded by shit, the galaxy has to be aligned

Contraction is something strange, a maneuver of the mind that occurs in the human condition, it is like being closed in on yourself. We put an energy of desire and rejection before the flow of reality, like bridles on a horse, we have reality subject to our control, our identity. We have to let go of that bridle, relax our guard, our control. All of us have been afraid and fear has become part of us, it comes in our genes. fear of dying, of pain, of rejection, of losing what you have, who you love. terror. We have to look at it in the face, be aware of it, accept it, try to overcome it. Openness involves letting everything go, seeing everything as secondary, even the life. We could loose the life in 5 minutes. Then it's very important to be able to open it, not waiting, not in the future, has to be now. The mind has to be focused in that, meditation has to become a main activity, be comfortable with ourself, abandon the evasion. Btw I'm talking to myself in 90%, not giving advices. A lot of work is needed, of detachment from the mind, be aware of the contraction, of the suffering. As waterriver said, suffering is the contraction. I confused with pain, that's different. Suffering the vibration of the mind that has fear as it's basis. It's like a shell over our heart made of control, that creates an image of a self that moves in time. That's false , we are just floating in infinity, control is a fantasy, must be absolutely relaxed. Then the being expands and flows free. It is to stop looking at life with fear, smile at it, and give yourself to it. trust yourself as existence. difficult because life is partly a struggle, this is why contraction exists. It is a difficult art to balance the two sides.

Of course. Who wants to give up anything? for what reason? you can have both. We have to savor the relative, the touch of the air, the vision of colors, movement, sex, the sensation of having a body, and also the beauty of the mind, the pleasure of understanding and communication. the beauty of the heart, the connection with other humans. All this does not take away the possibility of opening your being to the absolute as much as possible. They are not excuses or evasion, they are life, they are sacred, absolute. We do not have to renounce them, on the contrary, it is in them where the character of existence is recognized, also in pain and sadness.but we have to put before the openess, at least me. Life pass, the absolute remains. What we have to do to open ourself to the absolute is to want it, and therefore eliminate the obstacles that prevent that opening, free your mind and your heart. Don't reject anything , be one with the now, immerse yourself in the now and merge with it. It's not about stop thinking, it's about stopping controlling , stopping to be separated and let the reality opens. It's extremely difficult to me, a big effort. Usually I need some drug and a lot of meditation to remove the barriers, in normal state there is always some veil , but life without openness is shit. Openess is necessary, more than anything else. It's better die tomorrow in total openenss than live 50 years closed

In my experience the void is just the previous step before the real opening. The void is limited, because it doesn't include the full. In fact in some point you perceive the reality, then yourself, and inherently void, every form is nothing, just emptiness. It's not easy to stand this realization without trying any evasion. If you accept yourself as absolute void, then the absolute opens. Let's say that you have cleaned your interior of everything, there is nothing left, reality manifests itself as an empty hologram, mere appearance, which hides a total emptiness. this is terrifying. then something opens, the sacred source manifests, your heart opens and from it flows the substance of reality, and this substance encompasses the unlimited expanse of the void. At one point you are looking at the totality, and suddenly, you are that. That's the realization that has to be just under the surface to make the real change, the end of the sadness, the lack.

Ok ok I misunderstood, yes the article says that everyone really want to cease of existing because any existence is a chain, and that's not real. Existence in fact is perceived as absolute freedom due the absence of limits. The limits are a creation, illusory as they say, if the perception is free , existence is perceived as absolute freedom and absolute joy

Existence is existence, in any state. Are you talking seriously or just trying something personal?

Materialism is real, reality creates itself in holons, particles that mesh together forming more complex particles. each of these particles is the manifested absolute total. You, as a human, are the result of perfectly organized holons at a level that is difficult to imagine. In turn you are a holon, a particle that forms something bigger. This entire universe in turn is a holon in motion, in evolution, which in turn is part of another, etc. There is a constant movement towards unity, towards organization in patterns of greater complexity and, as leo would say, a higher level of consciousness. I don't think the dimension of this is conceivable by a human mind. It would be said that this movement, this push towards unity, will reach an inescapable end: unity. Once unity is achieved, all manifest reality will de facto be a single being, and the cosmic cycle will have been completed.

Existence can't cease, because it exists. Cessation implies a limit: existence can't exist, it's limited to don't exist. Absence of limitations implies that bot are, but existence eats the inexistence, one instant of existence is the eternity, because inexistence is nothing.

I didn't say that that repeats the cycles, I said that every manifestation is cyclical. Then the entire cosmos must be cyclical too. Then, when the infinite manifestation reach the unity, the cosmic cycle would end, as any other cycle. Then, there are not infinite holons in each holon. There are infinite holons in horizontal level, maybe, but maybe even in that level are finite, because infinity could be infinite just in the sense of an eternal cycle, not necessarily in it's extent.

Who's reading is me, the reality, and who wrote is you, the reality. Two dimensions of the reality between infinite dimensions looking each other. That's how reality works in a horizontal level, it's in vertical level where it's difficult to accept the absence of limitations. Even Buddhism speaks of the end of the wheel of reincarnations, which would inevitably restart. Everything seems to be cyclical, this is the infinite way of organizing itself without being an impossible aberration. cycle implies limits. Infinity is still infinite, but limited vertically between zero and unity. The infinite cosmos originates absolutely fragmented and reaches complete unity, ending its cosmic cycle and beginning again.

Maybe mathematics proves it, but can you understand it really? For example, Leo says that infinity implies that you will live all possible lives. this is precisely finite. Infinity implies that you will never, in infinite eternity, live all possible lives. This does not fit into any human mind except as a conceptual idea.

You can say in positive that it's the absolute total that exists, and that I am that. In negative, that it's absence of limits. Infinity means that never ends, then, even in the eternity of existence never all possibilities will be realized. This is not understandable by the mind, this is what I meant when I said that understanding is ultimately illusory.

Well, I'm not so sure about that. Perhaps if you divide an elemental particle enough you will reach an end point, a basic energy patterns beyond which there is nothing. the same upwards. there may be an infinite extent of multiverses in a linear dimension, but a limit on their overlap. Beyond unity there is nothing, beyond zero there is nothing. Infinity divisions between both.

Yeah, your heart is the heart of the infinity and is the heaven because it's that we could call infinite love. The totality that is. A lot of people reached that realization, that is traditional enlightenment, nothing so rare. You just have to open yourself, remove the barriers.

I meant the understanding of the cosmos, the structure of the infinite manifestation, but maybe it's possible in some extent.

Cut your finger, and we will see how infinite is it.

I didn't say that for sure , just an hypothesis. The idea of infinite holons seems impossible to me vertically, possible horizontally. That is, infinite cyclic dimensions that restart infinitely, but there are two vertical limits: total disintegration and total unity.

I'd say that there is only one real awakening, open the current experience and realizing the absolute infinity, the reality looking itself in the face. The absolute light of existence, the open heart of the unlimited. Then you can try a lot to perceive what the hell is happening and what is going to happen next. I guess that it's possible see it very deep, but one thing is essential to me: if I lost the perception of what I am, I get lost in the mind, so it's better don't try to understand unless you are really open to the absolute, and that doesn't happen continuously, you have to do first one moment, then you lose it, then again, etc, until you intuit it more and more time. It's a delicate issue, the mind creates lot of blockages .

The more you go to meditation through sex, the less effect sex will have. Meditation will grow from it, and due to growing meditation, a new door will open and sex will wither away. It will not be a sublimation. It will be something like dry leaves falling from a tree. The tree never even knows that the leaves are falling. In the same way, you will never even know that the mechanical urge for sex is leaving. Create meditation from sex; make sex an object of meditation. Treat it like a temple and you will transcend it and be transformed. Then the sex will not be there, but there will be no repression, no sublimation. Sex will simply become irrelevant, insignificant. You have grown beyond him. Now it doesn't make sense to you anymore. Osho. I don't think that Osho had a lot of sex, he didn't seem someone focused in the physical expression

Reality in fact is immutable perfection, that's the difficult point to realize. The shape seems an effect that happens due the absence of limits, but under it always is the absolute. The spiritual work must start into realizing the absolute, the enlightenment that Waterriver is talking about. First one moment with psychedelic, then more, then intuit it under the surface, and I guess that in some cases be open to it totally, lets see. Then the second part: understanding the form, the experience, the cosmos. I'd say that nobody in the earth do or have done that.

There are many reports of psychonauts or meditators who access different dimensions of reality. It is not something so strange, openings of interdimensional portals. not only alien but another reality with different laws, unimaginable and unthinkable from the human mind. I suppose that if you acquire a high level of detachment and take 500 ug of LSD, something like this is perfectly possible. With 100 ug and two puffs of weed I enter a state that has nothing human about it. Reality is a kind of unlimited hole that changes shape and color, there is no consciousness of an observer, no mental structures, just reality flowing without any meaning, without the limitation of the self or interpretation. For me it is something simply pleasant and a good meditative exercise, this reality or that one is indifferent, both are me. I suppose an alien dimension would be the same, just in more detail. The important thing is to perceive yourself completely, without limit.

It that really so? If so, it would also be infinite downwards. is this possible? then an ant and a human would be at the same level of complexity: infinite. but it doesn't seem like that. Assuming that reality continues to develop infinitely is an assumption, since infinity implies that the end has not been reached and will never be reached. So, perhaps the cosmos is in some way limited in its vertical extension, since there is a base, atoms, strings, whatever, of maximum simplicity and division, and perhaps there is an upper limit where everything is unified and disintegrated again into elementary particles to start a new cycle again, but within a vertical limit. not turtles upon turtles infinitely, but infinite cycles of creation but with two limits, total disintegration and total unity.