Breakingthewall

From the absolute perspective, this is real. But from a relative perspective it's false. The thing is that a relative perspective is ultimately an illusion, and the absolute perspective (as the word absolute describes) is the only real. But anyway, we are in a relative perspective, real or not, and we have to play the game. Totally false from an absolute perspective and relative perspective. From an absolute perspective, you are the absolute, and the absolute doesn't do nothing, just is, it isn't god, because God is omnipotent, omniscient, etc , and the absolute hasn't those characteristics, because power, knowledge, etc are relative to other, and there is no other, no movement. From a relative perspective you aren't god, because you are quite powerless. Everything is ok from an absolute perspective, it's the same genocide than help your grand mother. From the relative perspective there is karma, cause/effect, then some actions are leading you to different destiny than others. False, god doesn't want anything, from a relative perspective the reality is developing and you are in a path towards the unity, like everything else, it's the eternal movement of the cosmos, the eternal cycles. Your relatives will is the will of the relative reality, that pushes in one direction. There is nobody above you in the control Ultimately nothing has meaning. If you smash all your bones with a hammer, it has not meaning from an absolute perspective, but seems unpleasant from a relative perspective, then you don't do. If your actions leads you to some eons of hellish reincarnations, ultimately it has zero meaning, but do you want that? I'd prefer no, if it's possible.

No, they are right, when we talk about suffering we aren't talking about physical pain. For example, I have a problem, I have very loud tinnitus due to a ruptured eardrum, I can hear it even if I put the headphones at full volume. that tinnitus per se is not suffering, but it can cause suffering. It depends on whether I create suffering based on that tinnitus or not. If instead of tinnitus it were chronic hives of maximum intensity throughout the body, it is very possible that it would be difficult to avoid the suffering associated with it. If instead of hives he were being tortured with hot irons for 8 hours each day, it would be even more difficult (although possible) to avoid suffering, and during the 16 hours that i was not being tortured i would create suffering in anticipation of the next session. We call this suffering, anxiety, the dissonance between what is and what should be. What should be is not to be tortured again tomorrow, and this makes me suffer enormously.

I achieved a permanent state of openess aka happiness much of it thanks to psychedelics. The point is to use them to break the ego, not to understand things.

God is a ego projection, reality is uncaused, unlimited and without any meaning or intention. Reality is ultimately absolute and you are the absolute, but the absolute is not a creator, it has no will, it is not the director who makes things happen, the only cause is the absence of limits that makes inevitable the fact that everything is infinite. finitude is apparent, any point in reality contains complete reality, and relative apparent movement in the absolute is infinite in all its directions, coordinated in all its aspects, this is infinite intelligence, which is impersonal, inevitable and permeates all reality. Let's say that God is the relative you elevated to infinite power, an inevitable force that moves in infinite holons that are mirrors of each other, but that ultimately are appearances, heartbeats or breaths of the absolute, which knows nothing and does nothing, due to the fact to be absolute, since any understanding, knowledge, will, is relative to anything else and there isn't anything else

5meo is violent, it forces certain structures in your mind and even if you resist, it breaks them. but once you've done this many times, it totally misses the point to me. then weed becomes a very profound experience. What was previously relaxing, or paranoid, or fun, becomes a first-rate psychedelic. For me it has the problem that many times (and depending of the weed) it is, let's say dirty, thick, like diving in gelatin. It's interesting sometimes but in the end it's unpleasant for me. I would say that the ideal is about 20 breakthroughs with 5meo, and then medium doses of lsd and nndmt at the end, at night. This combination makes opening much easier, but lsd + weed is a great tool for opening

Weed is extremely useful when you have reached a certain level of openness, I would say it can be more powerful than 5meo at times. Anyway, there is a deeper point, realizing the substance. What you are not is important, what you really are is the business. That experience that you mentioned, you could make it like a normal thing in your life. Yes, I know that people would say that you are going to boil your brain with psychedelic, but I don't think so. 2/3 times for week, weed, LSD , DMT, 5meos, if you are a healthy person who do excersise, don't drink, don't smoke, it's nothing. Then, when for you those states are a Monday night, you will start to go deep, until the total openess to the absolute

I did DMT like 50 times and for me it's similar than 5meo DMT, no hallucinations, just in the beginning, but when it's a breakthrough nothing, just expansion and depth. Nothing about realms, entities, etc. I like specially DMT with LSD, I think it's the perfect combo

The path of suffering is the natural path, you suffer and without being able to avoid it you look for a way out, uninterruptedly. You try everything and you realize that the external searching is only evasion, that suffering is going to continue there, you turn inward, you come to the conclusion that it is better to be dead than to suffer uninterruptedly, you break all the barriers, you become indifferent to fear, and in the end you break the shell of the ego.

What you call your field of consciousness is the relative experience that you are. The . movement. Do you think that only your relative experience exist? Or maybe do you think that there are going another experiences after yours, because you, the experimenter, are only one and you have all the experiences consecutively, in the time, first one, then another, etc,. because you can't having many at same time. Well, you, the experimenter, really are the experience. Without the experience you are the absolute and that is the point of everything. The absolute field of consciousness is what you ultimately are, and ultimately there is no movement, then not experimenter, or if you prefer infinite field of consciousness without movement, but relatively it is, and there are infinite other experiences and all of them are taking place now . Then, outside of your experience there are infinite other experiences, because your experience is limited, relative to other experiences, if not, no experience could taking place.

I think there is the point one to achieve that is the openess to total depth, absolutely unlimited, then you can reach states of let's say the power of the cosmos, the alive power in all it's facets, this is very beautiful as I'm realizing, but without the point one it's dirty.

For something to expand it would have to have an end, and that end would expand. If something has no limits it cannot be expanded, it is already totally expanded, that is what infinite and absolute means. Movement is possible, from a relative perspective, that is, in reference to something else, in reference to infinity there is no movement, then from an absolute perspective there is not movement. Experience is movement, without movement there is not experience. That means that experience is relative.

And there is another thing, you are not creating the reality, the reality emerges itself spontaneously and is organized in complex patterns because the infinite apparent movements are synchronized because they are all the same, it cannot not be like that, their synchrony is inevitable, the same as their infinity. This is called absolute perfection, nothing imperfect can exist, it is impossible, everything that exists is absolutely perfect because it is synchronized to infinity. Since real movement is impossible, apparent movements are cyclical, that is, circular, they end where they begin, and combine with each other infinitely, it is the eternal dance of reality. no one directs it. The director is the dance.

Infinity can't moves because it's absolute. Realize the absolute, then you will understand . Movement is relative, it's something that goes from one point to another, in infinity there are not points, there is not begining or end, then there is not movement, the movement is something apparent that happens in the infinity, apparent because it's relative, then, one thing in relationship with another thing, but if it's only one reality without limits, real movement is impossible, all the relative movements reveals like appearances. Really they are not moving, are not going to anywhere from anywhere. They are always in the same place, then, there is not real movement, just apparent. To be awake means realize the absolute, then realize that you are the absolute, and then realize what the absolute is. Let's say that it's the total existence. Awakening is open yourself and realize that in you it's the whole reality.

the reality is unlimited, and infinite relative movements appears in it. They move on relationship with other movement, coordinated to infinity. They appear because it's inevitable, there are not limits and nothing is finite, then infinite relative movements happen, but from the absolute perspective, nothing is moving, nothing is happening, because the infinity can't move. They are just cycles that move in circles, appearances. Movement happen only from a relative perspective . If you want to call that gods dream, ok

Is the need to grab the reality. Identification is grab the reality by fear, it's a construct that comes from the genes, something real. Without that the humans couldn't survive as specie. Greed is a mental attitude, need of understanding, of controlling, of being something, of preserving what you are.

Sure, it's the same being and addicted to methamphetamine than Buddha from the absolute perspective, both are the reality. And? What is your point? And god is another identification. Why do you say that greed has nothing to do with? Do you understand what I meant as greed?

It's difficult to explain what the ego is. It's not just a thought or an image, it's like an energetic barrier made of a vibration that we call fear, that make your perception bouncing and turning towards you, prevents you from expanding. It's like an anchor that keeps you closed in a capsule. It's greed, need of grabbing the reality.

Being awake It is seeing through all the veils of the ego, all the identifications, until the total abyss opens before you and you are it. It is you who had opened up, and you are the reality without limits.

If you really achieve to open yourself to the absolute, your whole life experience changes totally, the mental suffering dissapear and it doesn't return, that's crazy. You know that I had a shit in my mind quite deep, about my family and that, a shitty karma. I thought that I had that in my genes, that it's absolutely impossible to remove that from me. I could have mystical experiences, but always, in background, my ego would be there. Then, in one moment, it dissapeared for ever. That's crazy, it's deactivate, the impossible was possible. You break it little by little, and in some point, it isn't there anymore. That demon in the mind that talked, created poison, hurt, lack. Over all lack. It's a hell 😅. Wtf is living like that? But it's very common.. then you can look the existence in the face all time, anything else is madness

Just try

Not a poem, but you can be is total harmony with yourself is situations of extreme danger, in fact they make yourself look in the face to the great abyss

Not everybody, if there is any narcissism, identification, ego, psychedelic are going to lead you to, let's say ,god realization. Opening yourself completely to the absolute requires zero narcissism. Psychedelics are a help, nothing more, but if you are trapped by your ego, you will continue to be trapped by your ego, only magnified.

Exactly, the trauma is real, it exists for a reason. The Eckhart Tolle philosophy is fake, you are not addicted to suffering, it's that something is wrong, you have to realize something, do a movement, until then the suffering is going to remember you that you have something to see, do, change.

I'd say that everything relative has a part of free will and a big part of pre-established because it is synchronized with all infinite reality. When your will pushes in a direction it is the will of reality that is pushing, and it has to masterfully make its way through infinite butterfly effects that fluctuate reality. Each apparent movement has infinite consequences, waves that affect infinite dimensions and in turn is affected by infinite waves.

There is only one God, it's the absolute. It doesn't want nothing because there is nothing that it could want, it doesn't know nothing because it's nothing to know. Everything that arises and dissapear inside it is just it's breath, it is not a creator, but everything arises inevitably, because there is not bottom, it's always smiling because it's freedom, it's the pure light that exists, and it seems trapped in your heart. Open your heart without grabbing anything, and you will see yourself.