Breakingthewall

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  1. Arrive to that is what make possible the openess. Knowing that there is no goal is nothing, the openess is everything
  2. Yes but if your bathroom has infinite tiles, 56 or 57 is the same
  3. Really no, I don't remember any. For me what worked, although sounds quite silly, is repeating to myself all time anything that I realized once: nothing means nothing. It's something that I know that is true, because I realized many times, but the mind search and finds meaning automatically. The meaning is the barrier that closes. The sentence: you are god imagining the reality, is full of meaning, is a barrier. No meaning means empty mind, and the reality is really empty of meaning. All that speech about infinity means that in infinity nothing could have any meaning, it's absolutely impossible. You are not doing anything, there is no reason for anything, everything is inevitable. The ego screams, no way! Existence is full of meaning, I'm god searching more love. More in infinity? From infinite to more infinite? Ego. Everything is ego. Nothing means nothing. I repeat until reality opens. Any thoughts ceases except this, because this though kills the other thoughts, then even this thought ceases, and openess remains But for that works, your mind had to really have understood that nothing means nothing, and for that a mental image of what infinity suppose makes the difference
  4. Yes, it's absolutely simple, existence exist, there is no real movement, not a point to arrive, just open ourselves to what is, and that is, there is no more, you will see yourself, you are what exist, and there is not intention, only existence. No meaning, only existence existing for ever. Then you can see the existence and realize that you are one with it, you are that, there is not more you, only limitless. Nothing is needed for that, only understanding that there is no meaning, relax the mind that search meaning and achievement, It's an illusion. It's ok achieve things, knowing that it's just illusion. The real thing is now, open, bottomless, and has no meaning
  5. Yes but a short break, even of 5 min, make your structure less dense for days, maybe for 2 or 3 days, then starts to get dense again
  6. Where is lack of harmony in what I said? Where lack of unity? Just your feeling? Maybe just your projection? Because you need to defend your ideas? Then defend them explaining what is wrong in what I said Healing? Forgiveness? . There is nothing to forgive, or to heal, everything is existence existing. It's wonderful and wild, and there are no maps about it, the only map is inside you. If you need an external map, you are very far of the real thing
  7. The natives of North America were great torturers, I read a report from a missionary who was with the Angloquins if I remember correctly. It said that they brought the prisoner amidst great displays of joy from the entire tribe, first they tied him to a post and the women and children burned him with burning sticks for hours, they cut off his nose and ears amidst laughter and celebration. In the evening the adults took him to a tent and tortured him in the most horrible ways all night. It was necessary for him to arrive alive at sunrise. At sunrise, they inserted a burning stick into his anus and cut off his head. Were they all good, or bad in that tribe? What does it mean to be good? and bad? Where is the difference?
  8. If you could break the structure 5 min for day, your life would be mostly happiness. I think that the point isn't breaking definitely the structure and be like a mystic full time, because as we are humans, why not enjoy the human interface as much as it's possible?
  9. Life itself is creative, it's a essential quality of life. but it seems that the creative impulse of life is driven by threat and difficulty. A classic example is the dodo bird of Mauritius. He arrived there flying from Africa or somewhere and settled on those islands where there was no threat and plenty of food. In a few thousand years it lost the ability to fly. When the islands were colonized, it became extinct in a short time, since it was very easy to hunt it. So, something as creative and wonderful as the flight of birds exists because of threat, without threat it ceases to exist. Maybe those obese people you talk about lack threat.
  10. I think that is the reason of the success of the human kind as specie. It's a shit for the individual, no living being suffer as a human, but no specie evolve as human kind. We are mere supports of the collective ego, then our suffering is the energy that feeds and make advance that living being. It's like another step in the life, an alive entity that is free of the matter and evolve above the gene at accelerated speed.
  11. Yes, and projection to the future, the past, watching movies , sadness, etc. I think that there are levels, drug addiction is a high level of lack, but 100% of people have some level of lack, seems that that's the human condition , what make us move Yes, the only way is that, in some level, because always is going to be structure imo. You could have moments of let's say enlightenment, but then the structure comes back and with it the lack, but a bearable lack, even motivating lack. It's not the same being an alcoholic than projecting a business for example. At the end without lack there is not activity, or not a lot. A real mystic is quite passive and contemplative. Very happy maybe, but a bit of suffering isn't so bad imo, what horrible is when you are basically lack and have not a second of rest. I think that the pain is lack. Seems that the lack is an evolutive mechanism to survival. Crocodiles haven't lack except when they are hungry, then there are relaxed in the river for 200 million of years, in a state much more perfect than Buddha. Humans live in perpetual imbalance, then move forward. The problem is when that imbalance is too much, then it's unbearable. Anyway, most of humans live in unhappiness, that's the human nature and the engine of the human evolution
  12. Again, you say peace, you are choosing the evil! The love! The loveeeeee! but look, where are the flaws in what I said? At least say one. Just to have a conversation
  13. The root of addiction is lack. Feeling that you are incomplete, this unbalances you. There are levels, at a high level it is unbearable, so the person have the inevitable compulsion to try to fill that void. It could be with alcohol, heroin, sex or torturing children. Drugs are a wild card that is really practical, without them people could lead to, let's say, horrible behaviors. Healing the feeling of lack is something extremely difficult, you have to go to the root, to the early family relationships, to the primordial attachment and fear and look them in the face. then, the feeling of lack disappears, but this is not a work suitable for all audiences, many will need a patch, and AA is one
  14. You say all of that like a defense of your beliefs. Instead to start preaching like a evangelic preacher high of methamphetamine, tell me exactly where are the flaws How could be a reason for anything in infinity? Please, understand that infinity is not someone who do things for a reason, because if were so, he already did infinite times, and he is already doing it infinite times. The only thing in Infinity is realizing it's nature, then you will see that everything is that nature. There is not a project, an evolution, a will, there is nothing to achieve, it would be achieved infinite times. You could call love to the nature of infinity, it's not far, but it's just existence. The infinity is absolute, is bottomless existence alive, just because there are not limits. But it has not a will to do something, it's absolutely wild, inevitable, a natural phenomena. That's what we are.
  15. No, it's a reality that I experienced 50 times, I don't read Buddhism, I do meditation and psychedelics and I use my mind to understand, I don't borrow understanding from books. The "truth", with quotes, because there is not any lie, is the breaking of the shell of the form and the expansion to infinity. Do you think that I'm inventing that I did that many times? It's your right.
  16. That's just religion, no one, never, achieved a real opening to the total reading those books and believing those ideas. The only way to make the opening possible is totally empty your mind, and even that it's not sure, because your unconscious must be ready for that. It's a revelation, and only your intuition will take you there if it's your destiny. Absolute honesty is needed, and this is rare.
  17. @cjoseph90 anyway, the point of that speech is not the understanding for the sake of understanding, any understanding is relative, because is the understanding of the relative, the absolute can't be understood, only open yourself to it and become it. Then, the understanding is a tool to soften the shell of the form and allow, or at least make possible the openess of ourselves to the total.
  18. You are starting to scare me. I already read fragments of that book, I think it's a fake. Evocative, but full of lies.
  19. Yes, can't be otherwise. Any movement is relative, without a reference isn't movement, then from an absolute perspective movement is not happening. The point is understanding this from a relative perspective. Means that the movement that is happening is happening only in relationship with another movement, then the reason of this movement is only the reflection with another perspective, then infinite possible reflection could happen but only a perfect coordinated reflection appears, then from this relative movement other infinite possibilities could happen but only what is perfectly coordinated appear, this to infinity. This is the infinite intelligence, a consequence of the fact that everything that is not perfectly coordinated does not appear. everything perfectly coordinated appears and continues to reflect infinitely, creating a perfect infinite kaleidoscope, which is really only an appearance. all manifested infinity can be seen right now as a transparent hologram, perceive its essential unreality, its total absence of meaning. The only meaning is that it is possible. then the essence of reality can be fully perceived, since the form, which kept you trapped, has disappeared. then you perceive yourself as total, reality opens before you and you are it, and that's it.
  20. What are you talking about??? 😭 Look, keep reading your Bible ACIM and be happy. Spirituality is not for you , you are more into religion
  21. Arrogance is when you need to be above of others, self confident is when you know where you are in relation with others, and maybe, in some circumstances, you could be above of them, but you wouldn't need it, in fact you would like that they are in your level or more to learn from them. Close mindless is when you are attached to some ideas because you can't be balanced without them, then you defend them without attend to any reason, it's a matter of survival. Arrogance is a kind of close mindless.
  22. The human intellect can understand everything. Can't encompass, but can understand. It just need to be unblocked. The point is that intellect is a mean not an end. Intellectual understanding makes possible that the you open to yourself easily. And blockage in your mind prevent that
  23. All that is religion, sorry to say, has the slightest truth, there is no reason for anything, it's absolutely obvious. Infinity. All reason, meaning, creation, god, purpose, is just an illusion. Human mind needs projection to future, but this projection is the illusion that prevents to realize the absolute. Try to forget all that poetical religion and realize the absolute unlimited, then you will see. Nothing means nothing, it's just inevitable. The reality exist. Penetrate through the hologram, through the appearance, and realize the substance. There is no more, it's the end of the road. Anything that seems "more" is illusion.
  24. There can't be bigger or deeper in the total depth of reality. There can't be creation neither, only reflection, if you realize the absolute you will understand easily. There is not God, it's just a fantasy that the self needs because it can't understand the limitless
  25. Haha I learned English with this fucking addiction to spirituality but I still use the translator sometimes Anyway, I'm waiting to read about the expansion of the infinity