Breakingthewall

There is an absolutely fascinating exploration that goes the opposite way to the realization of your total nature, which is to go deeper into the structure of this experience, into the creative power and living movement. It is more than it seems, it is infinitely deep, one layer after another of unfathomable complexity, of intricate life that unfolds in infinite dimensions. but this is simply the form. but the form is not flat, it is of infinite depth, absolute beauty, total perfection. But just form

Do mystics really understand something, or do they invent everything? What is the cosmos, what is its purpose, why things are the way they are, where they are going, why, what will be the next step, the next dimension, perhaps it is simply unimaginable, a reality absolutely outside the structures that we can manage, maybe our mind is the mind of an insect

I think that it is something very simple and very clear. Let's see, the absolute really is everything, right? hence we call it absolute, but it seems relative. What we try in spirituality is simply to see. The problem we have is that we are trapped in a relative appearance, in the form. the form is the absolute, but it seems relative, and it seems so very profoundly. There are many layers of fear and attachment that come from animal instinct, from struggle and terror to death, that keep our perception firmly trapped. The goal is to get your head out of the mud and see with absolute clarity what you are. because here, and now, you are. and what you are is reality itself, existence. at this very moment, existence is. but it is covered in a multicolored tapestry of movement that makes only that movement perceptible, nothing more. You have to stop the movement, open the tapestry. not to change the tapestry for another more divine one, but to open it, let it fall, and open our eyes to the unfathomable abyss of existence now. There is a problem with this, a problem of courage and honesty. It is terrifying to let the tapestry fall and you, in the absolute solitude of total existence, see yourself. there are no balls, seriously. then you cling to multiple stories, god, dimensions, etc. No. The point here is absolute emptiness, the absolute absence of everything. Do you understand the depth of attachment you have to "something"? It's huge. Well, what you have to do is let go of it, and open your eyes and your heart completely to total emptiness. and in this act, absolute glory is manifested. do you understand it? No, because it is incomprehensible. It is above understanding, understanding is a toy of the absolute, it means absolutely nothing, you must let it go. That greedy understanding that wants to put reality in its pocket is an illusion. When you jump headlong into the void, understanding must be left behind.

The goal is achieve the total openess being sober, but little by little. For now drugs are needed. But drugs are not a guarantee. I need a whole day meditating, then do 5 meo many times and only sometimes the thing happens. I assure you that it is not a psychedelic state of consciousness, nor a hallucination, nor a facet of the infinite. It is the total opening of the now. the dissolution of the barrier of the psyche that creates forms and the total opening to the formless, where you recognize yourself as the unfathomable. There is nothing more than this, it is the end of the road. any more is less

If you manage to open your mind to total emptiness, everything is obvious. The problem is that it is very difficult, there are many layers of identification, of form. I know that for me it would be impossible without psychedelics, and I know exactly why, I perfectly perceive my barriers. For example, yesterday, to break them for a while, I took 50 ug of LSD, then a sufficient dose of THC, and when my mind was a kind of viscous sludge, at 3 in the morning, in bed, I took 5meo dmt in a high dose 3 times. 3 because not the first 2...almost but no. the third yes. full opening. the total absolute, me, eternal, empty, bottomless, as it has always been, now, without any illusion. There is no more than that. More is less.

I have never read mystics or spirituality and I am not going to do it because I can't, the boredom is such that I can't go past page 3. I have zero interest. It is much more practical to meditate and do psychedelics. The infinite facets interest me zero, because they are infinite, so it doesn't matter to me to know one or a billion. I am only interested in my true nature, the total, everything else is stories

All of that is relative, how's possible that you don't see it? If there are many absolutes, they are....relative. Absolute is absolutely simple, it's zero, or infinity, that are the same. No form, no quality, absolute potential, absolute simplicity. In the moment that you add anything, it's relative, because it's relative to anything else. It can't be more obvious.

millions of neuronal synapses creating images that are based on the images that the senses send as electromagnetic impulses to the brain and which it translates into sounds, images, touch, etc due millions of years of evolution to optimize the survival of the species

Yes, I think so, something there is wrong. If you are the conscience, how do you hide things from yourself without being aware of it? I would say that reality is organized in holons of consciousness that overlap, creating more complex ones to infinity. They are all the same consciousness but infinite forms, and what you are is the consciousness of a form, you can leave that form and expand as consciousness to infinity, and that is realizing what you are, but then you return to the form since temporarily that form exists and cannot escape from itself, but it can be aware of its unlimited nature as consciousness and transitory as form. Then, the problem when you say: you are hiding things, is that you are confusing conciousness with form , because "you" is the form, no the conciousness.

there is one absolute, and infinite relative. The point is open yourself to the absolute, then if you want you could explore all the brothels on your continent. They are just as relative as anything else relative. If I have to explore relative things, I prefer to explore nature, human relationships, difficult sports, not imaginary worlds. They can be interesting, the same as Nigerian brothels, there is no difference. The difference is between absolute and relative. To be able to open yourself to the absolute. It's extremely difficult, believe me, you have to let go absolutely everything.

You can't understand it because you never open yourself to the total. Then you think that the partial is god. The fact that you can't see the truth in what i said show that you prefer the form. Enjoy it. But there is only one enlightenment: be the totality. And the totality, by definition, is formless.

If consciousness is hiding things from you, it is hiding infinite things from you. This means that it is not that consciousness is hiding things from you, but that you are the fact that consciousness is hiding everything except you experience, that is, you are a limited fraction of the infinite, which contains all of the infinite, but hidden, and among the things that are hidden from you is my experience and infinite other experiences. If they were not hidden from you, you would not see demons, you would not see anything, it would be formless, since form is born from the fact that your consciousness is limited.

And another thing, this is not a mental process, it is an action. It is something that when it happens, it is absolutely obvious, without the slightest doubt. It is not fireworks, nor sacred emotions, it is eternity now. the total emptiness without limit that is. The problem is that you cannot grasp it with your mind, the moment you try you change the angle and the vision becomes blurred, it works like this, since the logical mind is a product of the limitless, the same as God, or any other stuff. the primordial, the basic, the essence, is empty. If you don't like it, bad luck, you'll get hooked on sophisticated stories. Stories are within the limitless, therefore they cannot contain or understand it. There is nothing to understand, it is. Understanding is at a lower level, it is secondary, useful for managing the form, useless and an obstacle to perceiving essential reality. Essential reality is timeless and formless, there is absolutely nothing to understand about this, it is basic, open, total.

It really is something very simple, the things that are said here are quite strange, that without a mind you cannot work, etc. obvious. We are not talking about working, but about enlightenment, about opening yourself to your true essential nature. It seems like people find a thousand sophisticated reasons to avoid this. The substance of what you are is formless and can take any form. Are you following me, or is it too difficult? If there is any form, you perceive the form, then you are veiled to the substance. If you truly want direct perception of what you are, you have to dissolve absolutely any form, none can remain, since any form limits, as is absolutely obvious, because a form is one form, just one between infinite. Form=limit. since without limit, there can be no form. Could it be easier to understand? I don't know.... then the question is absolutely simple, you have to forget all the sophisticated stories of God that make the ego have a horse erection, and dissolve the form, renounce absolutely everything, then you have everything, because the absolute formless is all, total. a thousand books on spirituality to explain something that fits in a paragraph. Just business.

Let's see, this is very simple, it is about opening the structure of the mind, it can continue working in the background, but it does not block the perception of what you are. What you are is bottomless infinite existence, and this cannot be thought, only be. If you achieve this opening 10 minutes a day with meditation, it is enough, you don't have to live like this always, although it would be good. It is absolutely simple but very difficult. understanding this is something basic imo, if not you are lost

It is what they call the door without a door because the door is you, who is precisely the one trying to open the door, so it is something extremely difficult. It requires total honesty, total openness, and total renunciation. All of this is very difficult because we, more or less normal people, are full of shit, and by shit I mean attachment to the mind, desire, fear and self-deception. So we have to do things like vaping 5meo 3 times in a row after taking LSD and THC, to make the mind a kind of crumbling mash, and even then it takes a real intention to let go of the mind, and stop it. mind must have understood what the obstacle is and accept to disintegrate. It doesn't mean that the mind is something different than the totality, it means that the mind is an structure that is happening that make you being be into a mirage, that reflect itself and make you perceive yourself limited. Any structure is limited, god is limited, creation is limited, or anything. Only the absolute void is unlimited. The total reality is absolute void, void doesn't mean that there in nothing, means void of any structure. Zero structure. Any minimal structure, and you are deceived.

The mind is inside of the totality and it's the door that closes. Yes, Im using the mind because I'm closed. If I want to open myself, I have to drop the mind. I could tell myself 1000 times that I have been accomplished that as you said that it is absolutely nothing, it's being in the land of the mind, what I could do, or try, is to drop the mind again and open myself totally, but I can't, because my mind is in the middle fucking off as always, except in some moments after a whole day meditating, bombing myself with psychedelics, and doing a real effort to totally let go everything, then, for a moment, the reality opens, and I'm free, but again, as I'm full of shit, it closes up

No mind does not mean that we go down the street doing shit and peeing in our pants, obviously, let's not be...... It means that reality is beyond the structured mind. It's absolutely obvious. It's very difficult, if you want to be what you are, without any hindrance, you have to drop the mind, renounce to understanding, open your being totally, remove the structure, cross the last frontier, open your being to the absolute emptiness that is, and if you want to keep your mind there, then you are not open

This phrase is essential and points to the obvious: understanding is illusion, understanding is a structure that occurs within infinite reality, and it is just a meaningless loop. Infinite reality is beyond comprehension, and if you cling to understanding like a miserable rat, you only spin around in your miserable loop without ever, in any case, opening your heart and your being to the totality. Only one understanding is possible: a totally open heart. Do you understand this? It's simple, it's impossible to understand, only possible to do.

Forms are infinite then always will be you and me, but others , the thing is be able to detach ourselves from the form, then the form is perceived as secondary. Leo would say that you design the game in a way that it's difficult to get girls, to don't get bored. Except if you are very handsome of famous, of millionaire, in those cases it's different.

Yes we can, transcending form and being pure existence without form, then form is irrelevant and you and I are one

Yes and no. Same conciousness, and infinite entities. If not, the existence would finish when someone here finish .

Same than me 🤣 What I wanted to say is that the fact that you cannot leave your bubble of consciousness, since if you leave it it will continue to be your bubble of consciousness, therefore your bubble of consciousness is absolute for you, it doesn't mean that there aren't other bubbles of consciousness separate from yours. In fact, it is certain that there are, since in the eternity of existence something other than the form "someone here" has existed, and right now you are not that

Then if you are an incel you could say that reality is incelism.

Apparently there are changing objects and duality, then relationship between them , then time. You could say that time is apparent, but even that, it is. Duality exist, imo the only non dual thing is the substance, that is always the same, but can be the same and many, same doesn't mean one, means same. You and me are the same substance, but two different forms, where is the point to denying that ?